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Friday, July 06, 2007

It's hard, when you think of it...




Sometimes...
When you care for others,
they tend to take advantages of you.

At times...
When you don't bother to care,
they would accuse you of being arrogant.

Certain time...
When you talk so much because you're into the subject or at least try to create good conversation,
they say you're just trying to flatter them up.

Most of the time...
When you speak when you are spoken to,
you will be called an anti-social person

Is it any wonder, sometimes, you get so annoyed being center of attraction, because people will be looking at you at every angle at every single minute of your time, leaving you no place to hide, no where to run? True, what is so annoying about that, right? Well, people these days, they don't just look. They talk as well. We are more than happy if they talk good things about us. But we can't stop them from talking about the bad side of us - provided it's true enough. What bothers is when the bad things these people are talking about us, aren't exactly true and accurate. Why does this happen? Part of human nature? Or is it people can't stand looking at you being you? You decide... you can work things out, but you can't runaway from it and certainly can't hide from it. But what if we can't work anything out?

LKY: *Sigh* I really, really don't know what to say... anymore... any longer...





Posted at 3:00:00 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah



Wednesday, July 04, 2007

POLL: Dua Jejaka...


POLL Entry: Edited/ Removed (JUL 4,2007; 20:32PM)

Just a few hours ago, at around 16:00PM, a Poll/ voting entry about two guys in a photo was published in my blog. The photo was indeed credited to the owner of the photo. The poll was initially created just for the sake of fun, due to the pose of these two men in the photo. But little did I know that later, that fun became a terrible mistake. The fact that I do know one of two guys in the photo very well did not help me or the situation at all.

I believe I have not only caused a few personal family problems/ issues due to the photo/ entry/ poll, but also, I have brought my friendship with the owner of the photo, including one of the guys in the photo at risk.

Me and my silly ideas - though with the approval of the owner of the picture, I guess I did not see this coming and did not think what others might feel about the entry.

Shall not dwell much, just gonna keep it short. But, please, allow me to say these:
  1. My sincere apology to the family and friends of both parties - I mean, both guys in the photo. Both men has families, and friends, and I owe my apologies to each and everyone of them who have already known about this case/ mistake I've made.
  2. Please don't blame it to the owner of the photo. It wasn't her idea. It was mine. She just gave her permission for me to use the photo, not knowing also that what I wrote later on will cause problems
  3. If anyone is to be blamed for, it is me. But I have removed/ edited this entry, in hopes that I could at least be forgiven. Hope I will not be smashed/ cursed/ blamed for life for this, as I have done my part and do this public apology entry. I'm sorry, again...
LKY: Sometimes, we forget to think about others - what they may feel, think and etc, of our actions. And at times when we do think of others, of what they would say about our actions, then we are being said to bother so much of what people say or think about us and of our actions - make any senses? No? Yes? Well... its all up to you to think and ponder about it...





Posted at 4:00:00 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah




The "HURT" Survey


1. Would you kiss the last person you kissed, again?
I guess so - since it wasn't such a bad kiss (nor did I say it was a good and/ or excellent kiss ya), so yeah, I would... Siapa? RAHSIA! Ops!

2. Have you told anyone you'd marry them?
Marry them, as in, walk on the isle with my beautiful white dress, with long veil and all? NO. LOL!

3. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?
If someone claims never, then, there must be something wrong with him/ or...

4.Have you ever made a b/f or g/f cry?
Yes... inside and out. OPS!

5. Are you happier single or in a relationship?
Either way am cool. At times its a happy moment to be in a relationship. But at certain point in time, its easier to be single and stay happy.

6. Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?
Nope - but prolly I would, to get him to stop annoyingly disturbing and/ or harassing me...

7.Have you ever had your heart broken?
Hearts are meant to be broken, yes? So yeah - I've had my hearts CRUSHED, SMASHED, and eventually FLUSHED DOWN THE TOILETBOWL in several occassions.

8. Have you ever broken someone else's heart?
If thru rejections, yeah, I guess so.

9. Talk to any of your exs?
Yes and no - depending on who am I talking to, and the occassion I guess...

10. Last time you kissed someone?
Kiss on the cheek-> last night - kissed my friends' cheek as we finished doin' our shoppings together at Giant Hypermarket. French kiss/ passionate kiss-> Biarlah rahsia! OPS!

11.If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
Nope. Firstly, I'm a strong and a firm believer that you can't actually go back in time, and change things that has already happened. Even if I can, I doubt I'd do it because what I am today is made of my past, my history, the things I've done, be it right or wrong. So for that I would just encourage myself on whatever grounds I've done so far, and very pleased to be here at this present day, time and age.

12. Do you think you're a good bf/gf?
One can never judge/ rate him or herself, as I believe that this "are you a good bf/ gf" and stuff. The right person to judge, would be the other party. So go ask him. LOL!

13. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
I do believe in second chances, but not everyone deserves it, and it all depends on the situation. If giving a second chance to:
  • A deserving person, but for a cause of creating more disasterous situations - then no.
  • A not so deserving person, but will eventually change bad to good, worse to better situations - hit him or her with that benifit of the doubt and give him or her that second chance
14.Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?
Haiyoh! What kind of person/ friend am I to like someone else's or my friend's boyfriend? YES! OPS! Secretly jer la...

15. Like anyone right now?
Unfortunately, yes. HAHA!

17. Does that person like you back?
I have a strong feeling he does...

18. What are you going to do tonight?
It's erm, Wednesday night, yes? Erm, prolly be at home, sit in front of my pc and do what I ALWAYS do - surf the net, listen to the music/ mp3, and maybe do a little bit of work, a little bit of this and that; YES! Multi-tasking!

19.How do you feel right now?
Ok je?

0ne last question......

20. Do you love anyone?
Can I get back to this one later? I mean after the next q. Eh, but wait, this IS the last q. LOL! Yes... I do... :)

And now I pronounce you, have completed the HURT SURVEY

LKY: Tang mana yang 'HURT' nya tu? Satu dua soalan jer yang kemukakan issue Hurt, kan? Kejieust tau! LOL! Got this "HURT SURVEY" from Babe Paris punye blog at Myspace. Dia pon ala² menjawab survey itiew. So kalau sapa nak tahu who created this "NOT-SO-MUCH-Q-ON-HURT-HURT SURVEY" mrasa la pi tanya dia, kot² dia answered the survey from the original person yang tanya dia. Hehehehe...





Posted at 12:00:00 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah



Tuesday, July 03, 2007

Miss World 2007 - Coming soon katanya...


Yes u ols - pejam celik pejam celik, dah nak tiba pulak dah Miss World 2007 pageant. Baru hari tu jer, Shera Umika, Miss India, berjaya menyandang gelaran Miss International Queen 2007, kan? Dah start pulak bahang Miss World 2007, kan??? :)

Mrasalah u ols - mek selaku, reigning MW2006 (yang bagaikan semalam jer mek menang, kan? Dah setengah abad berlalu. Dan tak sabar mek nak crownkan successor mek dan sekaligus meng-alow-kan mek utk MAKAN MAKAN dan MAKAN! Ops!) dengan ini, ingin la kan membuat sedikit promosi lite² sugi katanya, kan?



Kan? Mrasalah click kat banner gif itiew utk proceed ke website official Miss World katanya. Dosi ado 37 contestas. Tinggai 3 tempat lagi utk cukup 40, quota yang dibuka oleh organizer Izad Fika dan co- organizer Ginger De La Loca, utk Miss World tahun ini, 2007. Banyak tu, 40 contestas comocapacasion, gracias tengkiewww... OPS!

Yang penting, ramai yang SUKAR utk mempercayai, yang mek actually, VERY looking forward utk give away the title, crown, sash bagai utk my successor. Macam, like, kalau sapa yang kenal Lady Laurielle lama dah, macam, saat² cam nih la, saat² kasik balik crown dan title tu la, saat² Lady paling akan upset. Well, believe it or not, up to u ols. Tapi ini kuar dari molot mek sendiri, MEK SANGAT looking forward dan sebenarnye, kalau boleh, nak diaorang buat lebih awal so that mek leh MAKAN. Aiyoh! MAKAN MAKAN MAKAN! Apa nih!? Baru hari ketiga diet nih!? Hahahaha...

For me, like, yer lah, dah menang kan, the title yang mek always dreamed of, so, apa lah salahnye, letting it go, and beri kepada a successor yang selayaknye pegang title itiew, kan? Motif nak peram forever? Hahaha never lah u ols. Lagi lama pegang, lagi BERAT tanggunggjawab nak pikul. YER la, penat la blog mek mengukir SAWANG (mengukir katanya) sebab mek asik lah oversea here here and there, buat lawatan world charity tour, kan? So tak berupdate la blog mek kalau cam tu? (Maaaaaaati la alasan, kan? HAHAHAHA! Sedangkan, bukan sebang tour here and there yang membuatkan mek tak update blog - tapi sebenarnye, ialah, MALAS! LOL!) But seriously, lagi lama pegang title nih, dengan umur dah makin lanjut nih, macam, penat la pulak, kan? Nak maintain here and there, sebab jadi tatapan umum and orang kenal because of the title and what not, makan pon nak kena control berikat perut dah takut dress time crowning tak muat, kan? Penat la. Sebab tu mek macam, yes, lets u ols - get it over and done with, kan? As a matter of fact, mek dosi ada perancangan dengan CA, Zackzali, Rang, and a few other close friends, lepas Miss World 2007 pageant, hujung bulan tu, dah nak ke Bangkok utk spend Xmas and also New Year 2008, kan? Hehehe - e eh? Motif mek menyimpang? Katanya nak mempromosi, tapi alih² citer about ME ME and ME! Mati la SWB! Hahahaha...

So anyways, mek tannak citer pepanjang lagi about the Miss World 2007 event nih, apakah intipati rancangan/ program pada malam itiew, serta, brapa pasang dress mek pakai tukar bagai, and mek buat apa lagi and so and so forth - for now, cukup la mek promo suruh hampa yang either berminat nak fill up that last 3 spots, or nak pi tgk website tu, or later² nak vote for Miss Photogenic, kan? Ha - mrasalah pi click kat header.gif tu (Sorry Izad mek crop pix mek dan letakkan yang selebihnye itiew jer sebab nak cukupkan width entry nih! LOL! Anyways, entry nih bukan about MEK pun, kan? Hahaha. Mati la mek rasa nak teruskan sajork carutan nih tapi nanti takut GINGER terasa dah terus on the phone dengan orang lain selama 2 jam dan mengaibkan msgs² memintak maaf mek, kan Izad!? Hahaha siaul dak? Ops!) dan pepandai la nenengok website itiew. Nanti, nak chup chup booking seats kat dalam ballroom tu pon boleh buat online. Clust kan? :)

LKY: Tapi kan, agenda utama mek nak tekankan dalam entry promo MW2007 ini, ialah, inieh... Mek ada cadangan NATIONAL COSTUME yer, Plaza Ampang City kalau tgk pon, bonoh diri! Yer, National Costume nih, direka khas bagi mereka yang berkaki panjang (mati la ada orang tu nak buat inplant kaki Zirafah dan tempek kat kakinye - buatnye pembedahan failed, mrasalah datang event dengan kaki retarded, bersama kerusi roda, kan? Hahahaha!) dan yang berani mati tampil dengan KELAINAN dan KEUNIKKAN... kan? Hehehehe... chanteks dak u ols? Mek rasa boleh menang BEST NATIONAL COSTUME ok - jgn lupa, credit kepada LKY, kerana, telah (sambil molot senget, macam Ginger selalu dok REPLAY selalu tu! OPS!) memberikan kerjesama utk merekabentuk National Costume iniey... muchos gracias! Hehehehehe!


Ko tak nangis sundel!? Fiebies mesti suke konsep² cam ginik, kan? Hata Door Mat dari KBR ke yang designkan National Costume iniey u ols!? Lalalalala *mati la nih semua Ginger yang put up dalam kepala hotak mek nih! OPS!


Kalau cam nih, u ols nanges dak Ginger? Caption tu, caption tu!!! Lihat itiew... Lalalalala (Mek PASTI Ginger akan jawab, "MOTIF?" dalam nada 'biasa' dia tu - sentap la tu... hahahahaha!)





Posted at 3:30:00 am by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah




Sapa cakap waktu kawen kena PPC jer?


PPC? Pose pose chantek ler u ols. Hiks. Seriously, ramai bertanggapan- anggapan bagai yang time² kawen nikah bagai, setiap pics yang diabadikan musti dalam keadaan pose pose chantek, macho, kan? Ha... tgk la pic kawen hem merangkap mak hayam besar time mek dok keje MAS dulu (she, however, still flying la kan katanya... hiks!) pose time dia kawen.


Kannn??? Lihatlah donia, sapa cakap time kawen, tak leh pose pose gila meghoyan cam ginik? Sapa cakap nak kena pose pose chantek je, KAN? Hehehehe mek sker mek sker!

Kupikirkan mak hayam aku nih time keje dia dengan mek dulu jer dia dok meghoyan gila. Ingatkan, time dia kawen dengan Abang Scar (Owh Abang Scar kiew... hiks!), she would ditch her perangai gila and pose² chantek for the camera la kan. Alih² - TETAP! Heheheh... dah tu pulak, bukan dia sorang, diinfluencekannye piuler adek bradek sepupu sepapat bagai semua utk turut sama join the party pose² gila. Kejiuest tau! Mujur time dia kawen tu mek x dapat pergi sebab mek 'AWAY' katanya kan. Kalau mek pon ade, harus lah mek dok in between dia dan Abang Scar kiew itiew dan buat PPMW? (Pose pose Miss World?) Hahahahaha mati la mek!

LKY: Mak Hayam, memang anak hayam miew iniey sangat sentap dan kempuanan tak dapat be there bila hang naik pelamin. Takpa, ada REPLAY dak? HAHAHAHA! Congratulasi yer Mak Hayam. You and my Abang Scar (sob sob!) memang secocok - you two make a lovely couple katanya. Dan diharapkan perkahwinan u ols bertahan lah kehendaknye yer sampai ke hanak cucu cicit bagai. Ingat, dapat anak pompuan, letak nama LEA tau. Kalau dapat anak laki, LEMAN - ops! Hahahahaha...





Posted at 3:00:00 am by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah



Sunday, July 01, 2007

It's 1st of July - the date of all dates...


Dates of all dates? Since calender was invented kah? Hahah iyooo lah tu...

The last update mek buat was on my birthday - feelin' a bit grumpy a bit, excited a bit, depressed a bit - biasa lah, makin tua, makin emo, ye ke dok?

Well today, am feelin' a bit ok kot - hence mek decided to do an update on this beautiful tgh² malam/ pagi July 1st, as banyak bende yang mek nak hapdatekan (banyak ke? We'll see... LOL)

1st July, 2007 - marks a lot of things actually. Since mek nih particular and fussy siket and suka nak kaitkan things with dates, mrasalah 1st of July nih, banyak bende akan dilaksanakan, terlaksana, and etc...

1st of July 2007, maka, dengan ini...:

1. Bermulalah my hard-core-crash-to-die diet utk December 2007's Miss World. No, mek bukan nak compete. Gilos!? Kalau mek compete lagi, dan mek menang (TETAP NIH FEELING CONFIDENSI!), sapa nak crowningkan mek dah mek yang menang tahun lepas kena crownkan pemenang tahun iniey? Mati la bukak crown dari kepala sendiri time berdiri, then gi duduk kat kerusi pemenang, dan letak crown kat kepala sendiri, KAN!? Hahahah... No la, seriously, mek kan dah naik balik sket berat badan (siket ke? Well, menurut sumber, berat badan dan penampilan mek, memang bentat. TAPI bentat bukan serupa bentat tahun 2005 dan sebelum Miss World 2006 tu. Itu teruk. Ini bentat ala ala lite² sajork - tak tau la leh pakai ke idak sumber mek nih! Hahaha...) after mek menang title tu. Mujur mek tak dapat suruh warning dari organizer yang kalau berat badan mek naik, diaorang nak tarik balik title mek. Hahaha... dah tak sepasai² Bonny naik gantikan mek yang dethrowned katanya. Hahahaha... Diet disini yer, dalam artikata lain, kes ikat perut, pengamalam pengambilan pil diet pelbagai jenis, beserta dengan gym dan jogging ya. Mati la Herbal Life kena sambung ambik balik, kan? Hahahahaha... As of today,1st July, berat mek dah 69kg. (Nota: waktu menang MW2006, it was 58/ 59kg... dan bukan seperti yang anda dengar dalam DVD Miss World 2006 tu - "Berat badan, 49kg"... mati la berat lagi SEMUT, kan? Hahahah!) Nih semua mek salahkan my world tour - Cairo la, Alexandria la, Dubai la, Abu Dhabi la, Jeddah la, here here and there la, Hat Yai lah - haiyoh! Mek tak leh nak say no la to the locals yang meng-offer mek all their exotic local dishes and all. Kang orang cakap biadap pulak tolak pelawaan makan. Dan dah makan tu, mana diaorang kasik MRASA je. Diaorang suruh mengkedaghah terus. So jgn salahkan mek - salahkan my world charity tour itiew. Hiks! Dan mek budget mek, dengan the ikat-perut diet, 3 4 diet pills, slimming creams, fat burners and gym, joggings and less eat+less sleep concept, mek harap by the time masuk bulan puasa and Raya, mek at least kalau naik berat pon during those two months, at least mek dah dapat cover balik my weight and stuff sebab mek mulakan diet mek awal. From time to time mek akan bagitau how am I progressing... nah? Hiks!

2. 1st July juger, marks my blog berumur 2 tahun dan 3 bulan, with 1017 entries katanya, kan? Mek sker lah - biarpun mek banyak due/ delaykan entries travel mek ke sana situ sinin, still, mek ambil peluang mana yang ada utk update siket blog mek nih dan supaya tidak bersawang macam my website, which mek tgh consider bebetul utk tutup the members area and just maintain the website frontpage thingy, I mean, without the members area as susah la nak maintain bagai, kan? Tak pa - tu issue lain. Nih issue blog mek nih... hiks! Well, actually, blog mek bukannye ade issue pon, kan? Just nak habaq dah 2 tahun 3 bulan dan 1 jam dan 14 minit dah hidupnya nih. Hiks!

Aiyoh - mek dah lupa dah apa lagi mek nak habaq...

3. Owh yes, Volksie, remember our friend yang ada that minor ketumbuhan kat kepala dia tu - well, dia dah ok sket. Continuing his medications and treatments sampai end of the year is not that bad, kan? Well, thanks for msging him hari tu. It helped him to calm down, relax a bit and all. Dia kem salam kat u ols and suruh mek cakap dalam entry mek yang he is forever grateful to you... :) Told me he was a bit confused about everything. Maybe sebab dia expected bende lain, jadiknya bende lain. Dia harapkan everything will be alright, turned out to be tak alright lagi. I memula tak paham jugak kenapa dia emo semacam, tapi pikir pi pikir mai, sapa tak worry kan bila dalam keadaan cam tu? Kalau I, that's it la. OFF BLOG katanya, kan? Tapi waktu dia msg u tu (before dia bermsg2 dengan I tu) dia cakap all he could think of is to be with you and just talk talk and dok dengan u jer. Awww... I tersentuh sangat. Motif I yang tersentuh, kan? Hahaha but lepas tu he was ok la - took him awhile to be ok and macam, relaxed and all, but Thank God dia dah ok and ready to move on... :)

Ape lagi ek? Owhhh ha... erm, damn. Lupa lagi. Ah yes, birthday wishes - say thank you. Hiks

4. To those yang wished me Happy Birthday kat my blogdrive comment area, my cbox, my Myspace, my Friendster, siap ada yang buat entry like Imah, Fiebie, and ada la dua tiga orang lagi - and to those yang smsed me, called me and all - Thank you so much. Tak terkata penghargaan I for remembering my birthday and taking your time to wish me and leave all the wonderful comments. Kalau boleh, like before this, mek nak sebut thank you to SETIAP SEORANG yang dah wished me. Tapi you ols tau la kan, mek pon makin teruk dengan penyakit STML mek nih (Short Term Memory Lost) and makin tak leh nak keep up to track sapa hantar msg kat mana, bila, and all - so mek just kumpulkan all, and say, THANK YOU...

5. And speaking of friends, close cousins and everyone yang boleh dikategorikan sebagai sahabat, mek actually nak say something. Ini also ada kaitan to those yang ada hantar that chain sms kat mek tapi biasalah mek tgh down these few days, tak berbalas pon those chain msgs, namely Volks, and Belle - tapi since mek dah buat kat entry/ blog nih, mek nak tujukan this song to everyone, termasuk Belle and Volks; the more mek dengar lagu nih, mek noticed lagu nih bukannye pasal love/ lovers - tapi more pasal friendship. And so, lagu nih, mek tujukan to all my online friends, my real-life friends and close friends, my readers, and all... semua semua la ek... The ones yang mek boldkan tu, ada meaning yang sangat bererti buat us all friends... :)

Rihanna - Umbrella

You have my heart
and will never be worlds apart
may be in magazines
but you'll still be my star
baby cause
in the dark
we can't see shining cars
and that's when you need me there
with you I'll always share

because
when the sun shine
we shine together
told you ill be here forever
said I'll always be a friend
took an oath, I'ma stick it out till to the end
now that its raining more then eva
know that we still have each other
you can stand under my umbrella
you can stand under my umbrella
ella, ella, eh, eh, eh
under my umbrella
ella, ella, eh, eh, eh
under my umbrella
ella, ella, eh, eh, eh
under my umbrella
ella, ella, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh

these fancy things
will never come in between
your part of my entity
in for infinity
when the world has took its part
when the world has dealt its cause
if the pain is hard
together we'll mend your heart

because
when the sun shine
we shine together
told you ill be here forever
said I'll always be a friend
took an oath, I'ma stick it out till to the end
now that its raining more then eva
know that we still have each other
you can stand under my umbrella
you can stand under my umbrella
ella, ella, eh, eh, eh
under my umbrella
ella, ella, eh, eh, eh
under my umbrella
ella, ella, eh, eh, eh
under my umbrella
ella, ella, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh

you can run in to my arms
its ok don't be alarmed
come in to me
there's no distance in between our love
so go let the rain pour
ill be all you need and more...

because
when the sun shine
we shine together
told you ill be here forever
said I'll always be a friend
took an oath, I'ma stick it out till to the end
now that its raining more then eva
know that we still have each other
you can stand under my umbrella
you can stand under my umbrella
ella, ella, eh, eh, eh
under my umbrella
ella, ella, eh, eh, eh
under my umbrella
ella, ella, eh, eh, eh
under my umbrella
ella, ella, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh

its raining (raining)
oh baby its raining (raining)
baby come in to me
come in to me
its raining (raining)
oh baby its raining (raining)
you can always come in to me
come in to me...
(fades out)

Click HERE to view the video clip - melerts! Mek sker!

Ade lagi tak ek? Erm - haiyoh! I think that's all for now kot. Mek cannot think lah. All mek can think of is DIET DIET DIET satgi! Mati la dah start tak makan apa dah, minum jer. Hehehehe... Nescafe ok dak during diet? It will keep me awake - but will it help my diet ek? Caffeine, kan? Anyone, ada pandangan? Hiks...

Till we meet again di update(s) yang seterusnya, I'm LKY, signing out! Dui!!! Have a great weekend nah!!! :)





Posted at 1:01:01 am by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah



Thursday, June 28, 2007

I am now, 28 years old...


It seems like only yesterday I bid farewell to 26 and welcomed 27... and then, pejam celik pejam celik, today, its so long 27, and hello 28... Yeap, it's my 28th Birthday - 28th June 2007...

Tapi yang peliknya, am not in the mood to celebrate it - tah ler, it's like, macam, last year gamaknye (LINK). I wasn't into celebrating my 27th birthday, tapi this year, mek LAGI tannak celebrate. NO, bukan sebab angka 28 and the fact that am getting older (mati lah in denial) Hahaha! But, its just, mek rase, cam, tak der mendenye pon yang nak dicelebratekan pon; its just another day/ date in the calender, kan?

Tapi bila dipikirkan balik, aiyoh, dah macam, 2 years dah - 2 years in a row pulak tu; last year, and this year, yang mek tetiber jer, tak terasa langsung nak throw birthday parties ke, celebrate ke ape ke... BBM siap called me PELIK siang tadi sebab not getting all excited about today. HELLO!? Pelik sangat ke kalau tak terasa nak celebrate birthday?

2005 - when I celebrated my 26th birthday (LINK), I think tahun tu la kot, the year yang mek last felt excited nak celebrate birthday...

I guess as much as mek denied the fact that it could be the '28' or age factor, mek rase, betul kot. Makin tua nih makin tak der maknenye nak celebrate birthday gamaknye? Hiks!

Pa per pon - for now... HEPI BESDAY LKY! Mrasa, dosi 28 tahun - kertu dah tu...


Percubaan mek utk 'ceria' on my birthday nih, nampak sangat tak menjadi, kan? HAHA!...

LKY: Mana ucapan "thanks" to mereka² yang telah me-wish-kan mek Happy Birthday? Sabaq nahhh. Nih entry nak habaq kata today is my birthday. Esok esok lusa tulat tungging tebalik, mek kumpulkan all, mek ucapkan thanks sekali gus, all together nah? Mati la persis award-acceptance speech kang, kan? Walhal nak just say THANKS jer, kan?! Hiks!





Posted at 1:00:00 am by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah



Monday, June 25, 2007

Pisang Berbuah Dua Kali Katanya...


Hmmm... lebih kurengs 3 bulan lepas, 24th March katanya, mek had to go through hell apabila Hard Drive mek yang 40GB tu tetibernye kaputans, kan? (Kalau dah lupa, nah, link to that entry - CLICK HERE nah?) And then, tudiah! Mai 25th June (actually, it happened yesterday, hari nih baru confirm kes kejadian... hiks); so by rightnya I say 24th June la kan, like, exactly 3 months katanya, after the 1st kejadian ngeri itiew, mrasalah kejadian yang sama, malang menimpa dirikiew. Berulang katanya. Mati lah Same Script Different Timing katanya, kan? Hiks!

Kan mek belik that External Hard Drive 80GB after insiden pertama tu - simpan la segala bagi files, photos, songs, stuffs and softwares, downloads and all. 80GB tu. Haiyoh! Banyak sundels. And, kaedahnye, last night, I was doing nuthing much, and since mek dinch boleh ketidurans, mek dok sebok lah kemaskinikan folders dalam PC and laptop mek. AND silly me la actually (MATI LA NEVER LEARN, kan?) - instead mek COPIED those files and folders, mek dgn gatal tangan senang lenang pi CTRL+X instead of CTRL+C. Haiyoh! So much for the Copy and Paste Queen katanya, kan? Muahahahahah!

So anyways, lepas mek dah transfered ALL the files and folders and what not, dari PC and laptop mek, dengan niat nak 'ringan'kan my pc and laptop, mek lupa the fact that I should at least biarkan the files and folders there as back-up, kan? Ha, nih la katanya, bende dah nak jadi... Lepas dah ejected the external hard drive, which was still running noicely with no problems, mek pon buat la hal mek.

Pagi tadi - kat office, my office pc and also my laptop, boleh detect the USB Mass Storage device, but not the hard drive. Mek dosi mula cuak sebab the external hard drive mula giving me that noise/ sound macam mek nye previous hard drive yang 40GB itiew. Mek cakap, ha, sudah, mula la tu. Tapi since the whole day mek kebusian, so mek tak bothered sangat sampai after 2pm tadik kot, mek dah cannot take it anymore. Rosak ke ape nih? So mek consulted staff SIL mek and dia cakap bukan USB Mass Storage unit tu yang rosak, because it can still be detected. But not the hard drive - it can't be detected. Mrasalah tak leh nak bukak korek masuk celah langsung dah. Mek macam, GONE KES!

Lepas tu tanya 2 members online, PON same respond. Tapi depa tanya mek, ada jatuhkan the hard drive ke ape ke - seingat² mek yang kuat pelupa these days nih, tak der la pulak mek hempap himpit jatuhkan baling ke ape ke hard drive tu dari semalam. So again, ini lah contohnya, KALAU DAH NAK JADI, kan? Hehehehe

So moving on ke bahagian yang mek rasa interesting siket. Ade 2. Satu, how I reacted to the scene and kedua, apa mek buat about it?

Monday, today, mek started off early, feeling happy and all. Tapi by noon, mula la Monday tunjuk belang and mek mula upset itu tak kena ini tak kena; meeting kat itu office gomen, ended up macam kesial, pastu dengan traffic mek ngamuk ngan sorang pompuan bawak kete cam apa tah, kasik signal kiri tapi mau belok kanan, and then tudiah! HDD external tu punya kes. Haiyoh! Mek macam, why why why semuanya nih kena jadik kat haku, and why kena jadik on MONDAY? Hehehehe...

But then kan, to my surprise, mek dinch DQrama macam the 1st kes dulu 3 months back tu when I lost that 40GB hard drive itiew. Kali nih, mek macam, LANTAK LAH! Siap leh gelak2 lagi about it like, buat lawak and stuffs as I belek² the stupid external hdd. Tanda mek makin matang kah? OPS! Or is it sebab dalam 80GB tu, mek baru guna like less than 15GB and ade just 5 main folders - Pictures, Music, Videos, Work, and Personal; dan yang mek sayang sangat pon would be the Pictures and Personal folders - sebab Work folder tu mek ade a copy kat my thumbdrive. Music and Video, ahhh, gasak la kan. So probably that contributed as to why mek acted that way, macam endah tak endah. And the fact that mek sedar mek yang buat silap instead of copy mek pi cut and paste, kan? Ha... so... yang mek just redha adalah the fact that folder PICTURES tu, believe me, belambak pics dalam tu. Haiyoh. Itu jer lah yang mek tersentak pon. As for Personal folder pon, tak der mende la sangat tapi ade la jugak. But keseluruhannye, effectnye tak seteruk waktu mek hilang yang 40GB tu. Itu LAGI banyak khazanah dalam itiew. Hadeh la hadeh.

And then, moving on, to, APA MEK BUAT about it - about what? About my external HDD yang rosak itiew. Confirmarsi by 3 people, 95% memang rosak. 5% kalau leh read balik, memang miracle sangat. So mengabaikan that 5% miracle that the hdd boleh diread balik, mek utamakan that 95% yang mengomfirmarsikan yang hdd mek tu yang rosak, and all the stuffs in it, kira, GONE KES la kan! Hehehe. So what I did was,... pikirkan mek mampu make things right. Kalau mek mampu install CD-RW dan DVD-RW kat cpu mek, takkan mek tak leh nak me MacGyverkan diri mek utk nengok apo kono dengan hdd mek nih? Sounded macam ade stucked kat memana jer, kan?

Antara dialogue² menghoyan mek ketika membedahsiasat external hdd mek yang kaput dos itiew... (nih bukan ANTARA dah nih - nih mek copy paste SEMUA yang ado. HAHAHA!) - Mrasa click HERE to read the babaks² meghoyan mek dalam cbox siang tadi. LOL!

Berikut adalah adengan² berani LKY cuba meng-fix-kan sendiri external hddnya itiew, tanpa mengambil-pedulikkan hal warranty ke, ape ke, and what not yer. Hiks! (Sila lah ambil perhatian; perlakuan menjahanamkan lagi external hard drive anda yang sudah sedia ada jahanamnya itiew, amatlah tidak yer digalakkan. Nak buat, sendiri tanggong nah!? HAHAHA!)


Maka bermulalah eksperimentasi menjahanamkan lagi External Hard Drive IBM Travelstar 80GB katanya... very der meja ala ala meja technician gitiew, kan? Hiks!


Rongkah, jgn tak rongkah LKY! Kepak, kopek, kemek segala bagai yang boleh, sebab nak tgk apekebende yang dok berbunyi² macam ala ala stuck tak stuck bagai tu, sangkut tang mana?!


Setelah berjaya bukak screw yang sudah kehilangan rupa paras bentuk bunga screw itiew - berjaya bukak 4 jer yer. Tu pun the 1st 3 mek bukak cepat. Hat ke 4, slow siket. Hat ke 5 dan 6, mek give up (cuba baca file meghoyan.txt tu - ada part mek dok mengeloh pasal screw depa pasang ketat nak mampus!)


Tudiah! Dah tak mampu dah nak bukak screw ke 5 dan 6, apa yang telah dilakukan? Part mana² leh kepak, kita kepak kopakkan kasik terpelahang terbukak besaqnye. Kah kah kah!


Sudah la dikepak, di ala² koyak rabaknya terus the cover of the hard drive itiew. Clust tak? Mrasalah Lady MacGyver katanya, kan? Hahahaha!


Dan kepak lagi the last part tu - and tada - dosi boleh lihat apa yang ado kat dalam hard drive itiew. Owh, menarik. So this is how the inside of the hard drive external itiew looks like, kan!? Hahahaha! Mek girang sebab berjaya perongkah bagai semuanya, tapi sadeh jugak sebab kesimpulannye mek tak dapat nak fix anything pon! LOL!

Alih²nya, setelah penat lelah (kalau sapa ikuti tagboard/ cbox mek yang mek dok menghoyan sengsorang tu) mek cuba meng-fix-kan menda-alah itiew, maka, dengan rasminya, mek umumkan, pemergiannye HDD 80GB external mek itiew... hiks! Sadehnye... tapi tetap sempat tersengih. Hiks!

Memang la kalau dipikirkan, gambar² yang hilang tu, or the other folders and its contents semuanya tu, like, haiyoh, mana mau cari lagi? Even pics² mek pi Middle East dulu tu pun, ada dalam tu. Tapi mek pikiaq balik, most of the pictures, mek dosi uploaded either dalam blog or my fotopages, kan? And plus, ade some of the pics, yang mek, kalau ade pon dalam pc/ laptop mek, bukannye dok nengok sangat pon. Habis² dok jer dalam folder tu, setahun sekali pon belom tentu nak dinengokkan nye. But of course, tetap la ade some pics yang ada some sentimental values. Mek tak nafikan mek gonna miss those pics/ files/ folders and what not. But, as I said earlier, dah nak jadi, kan? Dan since dah jadi, so be it la kan. Nangis air mata darah sekali pun, kalau dah kong rosak segala bagai hdd tu, bukannye leh mai balik pon, kan?

As much as mek very upset dengan apa yang jadi hari nih, Monday, which mek tak expected langsung jadi lagu nih (sebab mek budget today would be the 1st Monday yang would be a happy and cheerful one la kan), still, mek macam, akur, and redha, and sort of like, ala - lantak la. Dah nak jadi, jadi la kan? Hiks!

LKY: Lepas nih mek nak copy/ burnkan segala files folders mak nenek bagai semuanya dalam bentuk DVD ka CD biasa ka apa ka - takmo dah hard drive dalaman ka external ka apa ka. Dah terkena dua kali, mau 'terajaq' dah kot? LOL!





Posted at 7:00:00 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah



Sunday, June 24, 2007

I can only be your friend...


I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears.
But I can listen to you and together we will search for answers.
I can't change your past with all its heartache and pain,
Nor the future with its untold stories.
But I can be there now when you need me to care.
I can't keep your feet from stumbling.
I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall.
Your joys, triumphs, success, and happiness are not mine;
Yet I can share in your laughter.
Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge;
I can only support you, encourage you, and help you when you ask.
I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship, from your values, from me.
I can only pray for you, talk to you, and wait for you.
I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you,
But I can give you the room to change, room to grow, room to be yourself.
I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,
But I can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces and put them back in place.
I can't tell you who you are.
I can only be your friend.

Got this one waktu mek dok surfing around tgk comments2 orang dalam some profiles kat Myspace tu - and apparently mek tersentuh terbekenan tersuka kat comment sorang girl nih kasik kat sorang mamat nih dalam mamat tu punye profile. So mek pon mrasalah - copy paste sajork. Tapi sangat lah mek sker the wordings. Lyrics kah? Ke the girl buat sendiri ke? Sajak ka, poem omputeh kah, apa kah, ek? Pa per pon, mek tak kisah sebab mek sangat suka. Sangat lah touching - dan wordingsnya so direct and senang to follow... sweet lah... *Mek nak nangis!





Posted at 5:00:00 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah



Saturday, June 23, 2007

I'm back - and I've been tagged! Hiks!


Kaedahnye... Mek dosi kembalian dari bercuti! Dan yer, balik² jer dari bercoti² Amazing Thailand, dahhh ado assignment entry. Chit! Kak Red always tau! Hehehehe... Owh and yes, katanya Sunday baru mek nak hapdet blog, kan? Heheh tau tau - hari nih dah kena update. Mrasalah mek takmo kejadian "Been tagged" and boom, 4 bulan selepas itiew, baru mek terhegeh² nak buat entry, kan!? LOL!

Posted by Kak Red @ 06/22/2007 12:21 AM PDT   
balik dari cuti, ko jgn lupa buat tag akak lak ye

'apa ada dalam handbag'

ko sorang jer wakil dari manusia benua ko nyah! ko x proud ke nyah? mak sukerrr

Heheheh MEK PUN sker! Tapi lepas nih mek pulak nak tag manusia² sebenua dengan mek, nah? Hehehe...

Dalam entry Kak Red yang also panjang berjela... CLICK HERE nah... mek nak highlight part yang dia tag mek jer...

9. Lea Anak Hayam Besaq Akak - masa ko drag mesti ko ada h/bag kan nok?

Ehem... so waktu drag jer lah mek ado handbag? Addinch! It's 2007 - WoMAN not in drag also dah dok bawak handbag² ala ala briefcase tak briefcase ke ape ke whatever you call it la kan - mek call it - Burrrberrries from Hat Yai (Yer lah, tak der kejenye mek nak belik beg Burberry ori sundel - mau kopak haku! Kuasa la, janji, sedap pakai, cikmurs, dan canteks... classics!)

Yes u ols. Macam Kak Red tau tau pulak kan mek belik bagasi Burberry itiew di Hat Yai, tau tau mek di TAGGED katanya "ADA APA DALAM HANDBAG"... mrasalah mek dengan kegirangans sekals snappy² biaqpon penat siket baru jer sampai balik kul 5ptg tadik tapi still, dengan kegigihan dan semangat kental, mek terus buat yer entry nih! Vangga nihs! Hiks!

ADA APA DALAM HANDBAGKIEW... ;)

Yes u ols - mrasalah mek dedahkan rahsia dah pasal beg tak ori Burberry mek nih. Now, lets cungkil ungkap menyingkap bagai apa yang ado dalam beg itiew... kirenye cam handbag jugak la. Kalau mek dragun, handbag kecik siket, so tak banyak bende mek leh share. Ha, beg nih, SEKAPAL aku boleh share! Hiks!


Tudiah! Sapa cakap LKY pakai branded items sajork? Gila? Mau haus bank account mek kalau semuanya branded items jer. Hiks! Mek pon nak gak pakai bag Made in Thailand, macam orang tu pakai bag LV Made In Thailand, kan!? WOOPS!!! Mek tak sebut nama, KAN!? Lalalala...


Cewah - nampak cam kemas nih, sket jer barang. Haaa... sabaq sat. Dalam beg nih ada lagi beg beg yang kechiel itiews... nanti sat mek punggah! Hiks!


Ha - tudiah! Mek siap susun elok² snappy² nih - tak macam Kak Red? Pakai bukak mulut handbag dia, terus snappy². Macam semak jer, OPS!? Mati kah mek!? Lalalalarrriii!!!


ADA APA DALAM HANDBAG - Bahagian 1: Keperluan Asas/ Kerejs
  1. Mineral Water - sejak dua menjak nih mek mengamalkan minum mineral water banyak² (semenjak dua menjak hapo - sejak beli beg besau nih jer la gherti nak buboh ayaq sebotoi tu! LOL!)
  2. Rokok - perlu sangat, kan?
  3. Set kunci - haiyoh! Kunci umah lah, kunci pejabats lah, kunci spare 301 la, kunci keter lah... kunci handcuffs lah, OPS!
  4. Shades - hehehe dikala ini mek minat hat yang besaq²; dulu minat la specs yang kecik². La nih, muka bertambah besaq, mrasalah spec pun besaq. Hiks!
  5. Namecards - "HIE, THIS IS MY CARD..."; perlu sangat sangat nih! Penting!
  6. Handphones - lo ado hp bertulisan Arab pada keypadnya? Mek ado! Oops!
  7. Snowcap - mek kan konsep² anak tudung everywhere I go. Hehehe...
  8. Tas tangan mini Burberry - it comes together, jgn marah! Hiks!
  9. Wallet - hahahaha wallet lagi besaq dari tas tangan mini itiew, HOW?

ADA APA DALAM HANDBAG - Bahagian 2: Keperluan Penjagaan Kulit Dan Kecantikkan...
  1. Tissue - please, ini, sangat perlu yer. Tambahan piuler, mek kuat peluh these days, dan tissues memang keperluan asas pepondans, kan? Hiks! Macam mek, leh buat isian cup bra - OPS!
  2. Contact lense casing - buatnye mata mek dah naik rabun dek dipakai contact lense berwarna bagai tu, dari mek jatuh tersungkur, baik mek cabut, simpan, kan? Hiks!
  3. Eye drop - dah kalau pakai contact lense, dah sah sah ini perlu... kan?
  4. Compact Powder - PERLU jugak utk menutupi bahagian² yang perlu ditutupi, seperti, kehijauan lite², kan? Hahahah...
  5. Oral B Dental Floss - mrasa lepas makan, elok kita bersihkan gigiew kitew, kan? Hiks!
  6. Lip Balm - mulut/ bibir mek cepat kerings, so bendealah nih sangat penting utk memastikan my d*cks*cking lips nih tampak persis Anjinglina Juling, kan? HAHAHAHA mati la mek!
  7. Skin Repair for Dry Skin creame - memana ada peluang, sempat² jer mek calit jer kat kaki and kulit tangan, siku and all - tempat² yang kerings
  8. Fresh Mint Breathe Spray - ini kan, lebih elok dari dok mengunyah chewing gums bagai tu...
  9. Perfume - harus!
Tudiah! 18 items yer dalam beg Burberry mek. Clust dak? Ha - now, mrasa, mek nak TAG orang pulak, tapi em, siapa ek? Hurm... siapa yang bawak handbaggasi tatau? Nak tag Ginger, haram, hat hari tu pon dia tak buat lagi. LeeZ? Mek jarang nampak u ols bawak handbag kan? Hmmm... cam nih la. Since mek tak dapat nak pikiaq sapa² in particular, mrasalah all the ladies and 'ladies' yang menjadi pembaca setia or silent readers kat blog/ website mek nih - you ols semua telah di tagged katanya! MRASA! Hiks!





Posted at 10:00:00 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah



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