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Sunday, July 03, 2005

I've got myself a new scanner!!!


Yesterday, u ols!!!! Mek dos belik new scanner u olssss! Mek suke mek suke (Nih semua pasal scanner office mek kena hantaq balik ke office, sebab ade molot lahanatz mana tah gi mengadu kat bapak mek, haiyoh!!!! Sentap!) Jadi mek pong decided nak buang duit, gi la belik scanner sendirs! Hikhikhik!

Mustek Scanner Express 1248UB
Manufacturer: Mustek
Product ID: 98-174-00010
Ref: 1604
Compact Colour Flatbed Scanner
Quick & easy installation and power supply via USB port
Energy efficient
Innovative Software for image and text editing
Quality results with Mustek intelligent AutoCrop Scanning Technology
Supports Microsoft Windows 98se , Me , 2000 , XP and
MacOS MacOS 8.x, 9.x, X Classic Mode



Mustek brand has been globally well known for its excellent quality, professional support, and extensive service. Mustek has been recognized by many international magazines and professional organizations for its excellent innovative technology, production capability, and product quality. PRODUCT FEATURES: Compact Color Flatbed Scanner; Quick & easy installation and power supply via USB port; Energy efficient; Innovative Software for image and text editing; Quality results with Mustek intelligent AutoCrop Scanning Technology.

General
Type Flatbed scanner - desktop
Max Supported Media Size 216 x 297 mm
Width 26.9 cm
Depth 41.4 cm
Height 5.2 cm
Weight 2.9 kg
Compatibility PC, Mac

Scanner
Input Type Colour
Grayscale Depth 16-bit (64K grey levels)
Grayscale Depth (External) 16-bit (64K grey levels)
Colour Depth 48-bit colour
Colour Depth (External) 48-bit colour
Optical Resolution 600 dpi x 1200 dpi
Interpolated Resolution 19200 dpi x 19200 dpi
Scan Mode Single-pass
Scan Element Type Contact Image Sensor

Media Handling
Max Document Size 216 mm (Legal) x 297 mm (A4)
Supported Media Type Plain paper
Media Feeder Type Manual load

Expansion / Connectivity
Interfaces 1 x USB

Software / System Requirements
Software Included Drivers & Utilities
OS Required Apple MacOS 8.6, Apple MacOS 9, Apple MacOS 9.1, Apple MacOS X, Microsoft Windows 98SE/2000/ME/XP

Peripheral / Interface Devices CD-ROM

System Requirements Details MacOS 8.6 - RAM 64 MB - HD 32 MB
Windows 98SE/2000/ME/XP - Pentium - 200 MHz - RAM 128 MB - HD 220 MB
MacOS 9 - RAM 64 MB - HD 32 MB
MacOS 9.1 - RAM 64 MB - HD 32 MB
MacOS X - RAM 64 MB - HD 32 MB

All technical information was provided by manufacturers and is subject to change without prior notice. Actebis cannot not be held responsible for erroneous or missing information.

Mek suke mek suke!!!!!



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Posted at 10:42:37 am by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah



Saturday, July 02, 2005

Today - Bloggin', No; Shopping, Yes! Hehehe


Yeeessszza!!!! Greetings people!

Allow me to make this rather importante' announcemnet (penting ke!? Tah - maaaaaaati la kau BS!). Anyways, today, I've decided to rest for awhile from bloggin' (bukan kemaruks idea nak bloggin' yer, excuse me, mek ade 5 ke, 6 more titles dalam list "Thing to blog about", ok? Hhehe) - so, why have I decided to rest for today? Tah lah. Tired kot. And saje je nak relax sikijap dan have fun sikit today. What's gonna happen is this:
  • Mek nak keluar gi makan kenduri rumah my uncle, dia dapat cucu baru ke ape tah
  • Then, lepas tu, go out shopping dengan BS (will probably pick him up by 1pm)
  • Then, maybe jumpe si Jingger De La Gingger itiew, who's probably coming from Gurun with her housemates ("her" nih!??? Mati la kau Jingger!)
  • Dan kalau dah shopping, we ols semua mustilah di town, kan? Ehehehe - maybe gi tgk movie kots? Tah - tgk lah cam mane
Well - itiew la die kot my plans for today. Kalau nak bloggerinas pong, probably by lewat petang or later tonight la kot. And kalau dah macam tu, maybe sekali blog, 3, 4 entries kot mek buat serents... Eheheeh. Maaaati la mek!

Oklah u ols! Chiow Chin Chaow!!! Muieueieueiuee.....



Owh, and erm, I almost terliewper u ols!!! Mek nak wish you ols semua somestings....

Have a great weekend everyone!!!!! See you guys by Monday ya!!! Daaaa...



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Posted at 10:59:17 am by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah



Friday, July 01, 2005

Tata Young... Asia's Pop Princess!

Simply Tata Young...


Biography: Tata Young - Sources: click HERE to proceed to Tata's official website. Thank you Tata Entertainment Co., Ltd

She was Thailand’s youngest pop sensation and now Tata Young is ready to spread her talent to the world with her debut English album, “I Believe”, which will be released by Columbia Records on February 23. “I Believe”, Tata’s seventh album, is the much awaited crossover album that is set to catapult the star into the international arena.

Despite being only 23, the nine-year music veteran has already sold more than 12 million albums and established herself as a symbol of change for the Thai music industry. Trendy and energetic, Tata is part of the new wave of Asian talent that is making its mark on the world stage.

Tata Amita Marie Young was born in Thailand on December 14, 1980, the only daughter of an American father and a Thai mother. In a childhood filled with singing and dancing, Tata had already shown the early signs of the talent that would take her from being Thai’s biggest teenage pop sensation to an international recording artist.

At the tender age of 11, Tata beat 5,300 other young children to be crowned winner of the International Division of the nationwide Thailand Junior Singing Contest by belting out “One Night Only”.

The victory brought her an entertainer’s contract with Yamaha Music in preparation for the impending debut into showbiz. In 1994, the 14-year-old caught the eye of A&R people at Grammy Entertainment, Thailand’s biggest entertainment conglomerate, which snapped her up with a recording artist contract.

Within a short year, Tata had recorded and released her debut Thai album “Amita Tata Young” which shot up the charts and sold more than a million copies in less than five months. Almost overnight – and at only 15 - Tata had become the biggest pop sensation in Thailand.

The reputation was cemented when sales of her follow-up album “TATA 1,000,000 Copies Celebration”, containing the hit single “Chan Rak Thur” (I Love You), also hit the million-copy mark. 1995 brought the teenage wonder a collection of top awards and accolades, included being named Entertainer of the Year by the Bangkok press, as well as Best Recording Artist 1995, Music Video of the Year, Number One and Two Singles of the Year, and Album of the Year for “Amita Tata Young”, at the Radio Vote Awards in Thailand.

Tata’s cosmopolitan background helped her set new standards for the Thai music industry. Despite singing in Thai, Tata’s popularity took her not only around Thailand but also to concerts abroad.
She was chosen to represent Thailand on the Australian Television program "World Telly Broadcast", which featured Youth in Asia and broadcast in February 1996. The programme was seen by audiences in Australia and throughout Southeast Asia.
In April 1996, Tata held her “Tata Live In Hollywood Concert” at the renowned Hollywood Palladium. It was a rare event for an Asian singer and the concert received outstanding reviews.

Tata was selected by the Chinese Government to represent Thailand at the Handover Concert for the Hong Kong Handover Ceremonies held on July 5, 1997 along with international acts such as Wet Wet Wet, Michael Learns to Rock, Lisa Stansfield, All 4 One, and the Brand New Heavies.

That same year, Tata became the first entertainer in 14 years to receive the coveted Golden Pikkanes God Award presented by the Musical Artist Association of Thailand under the patronage of His Majesty The King of Thailand.

In 1998, Tata was also chosen to sing the opening song “Reach For The Stars” at the 13th Asian Games in Bangkok.

Tata’s talents have not been limited to just singing and performing live on stage. Trendy, beautiful and vivacious, she has also developed a highly-successful modelling and acting career...

Click HERE to continue reading Tata's Biography at her official website. Thank you Tata Entertainment Co., Ltd

"Tata Young"; in my own words - By Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah

I recalled it was somewhere around last year, mid last year I think, when I heard 'Sexy Naughty Bitchy' for the first time, and yes, I fell in love with that song. I loved the song so much that I practically kept on listening to it almost everyday; almost everytime I had the chance.

Click HERE to have the lyrics for 'Sexy Naughty Bitchy'.

Just LOOK at those legs!!! URGH! I think this was during Miss Singapore Universe show, she performed Sexy Naughty Bitchy.


Kind to think of it, she does look familiar... owh yeah, right - from certain angle she does look like Malaysia's singin' Barbie Doll, Siti Nurhaliza (from certain certain angle ekkk!) - only that she's a whole lot sexier than Siti I'd say. But then again, I'd have to say that Tata is just like Siti too; they both have the package - they have the look and obviously they have the voice too to compliment their looks. I don't know much about Tata though, at first - but after a while, I found out that's she from Thailand. Wooo, and all the while I thought she was another talented singer from the US.

See? What did I tell you? She does look somewhat like Siti Nurhaliza... in my point of view that is... :)


It didn't take me that long to actually went out and got myself Tata's debut English album, "I Believe". In my opinion, it's an awesome album. Just loved almost every of her songs in that album, but most of all, I have another two favorite tracks (excluding Sexy Naught Bitchy of course)...
  • Cinderella - Click HERE to have the lyrics for 'Cinderella'.
  • I Believe In Love - Click HERE to have the lyrics for 'I Believe In Love'.


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Posted at 10:16:35 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah




Are you gay?


Ade this theory which let us see for ourselve, whether or not we're gay/queer or not (boleh jugak kalau kite nak tgk seseorang itiew gay ke tidak). Hmmm... I don't think I would wanna believe it kot (ade lah sebabnye). I don't know about you guys? Hurmmm....



Yang the part where I said I tannak believe sangat tu, it is all sebab... my ring finger is bigger than my index finger - and according to the explaination kat pic atas tu, it refers to me being a real macho man? MOTIF!?!?!?!?!! Nampak sangat theory nih cannot be applied.

Habis tu, kalau index finger itiew bukan sekadar sama panjang dengan ring finger (lets just assume its longer but not longer dari middle finger la kan) - then, what does that make a man? A bi? Or a megalicous gay? Hummmmmm.... susah ah. Cannot tell la actually by just looking at fingers (kalau nak check cik nek segem ke dinch, nak guna theory ibu jari itiew, bole la jugak. Hehehehe)

Tapi kalau kite bebetul nak tgk a guy tu gay ke tidak; well, mek dinch la tahu secara tepat cam mana nak detect. But if you ask me, cam mana mek suspect muspect a guy tu gay ke bisex ke ape ke - nih la selalunye mek perhatikan... :)

Note: ini daripada pendapat mek jer tau. It may vary dengan orang lain punye pandangan over this matter. And kes pengenalan sama ada seseoarang tu gay ke tidak yang bakal mek explainkan di sini, only applies to those yang tak obvious la ek. Yang obvious2 tu, any Tom Dick and Harry ponggg can tell, kan? LOL!!!! Mati la mek!
  • Usually he dresses smart, pandai main colour, very particular about his appearance - very der particular!!! Dan kalau dia siap2 nak keluar, haiyoh! Mengalahkan ponen tau! Lama nak mampos! Belek muka sepoloh kali, belek rambut limabelas kali sikat - hish!


  • Normally girls yang dia dampingi, semuanye meletop2; bukan jenis lelaki biase, pakai cekuppp jer
  • Selalunye yang jenis2 mek suspect nih mesti kerje berpangkat va va voom... and sometimes very der bawak kerets mewah


  • Badan2 meletops bertank top or baju ketat, mek selalu suspect sesuatuhs! Selalunye geng2 nih lepak either Gym atau Swimming the pools! Eehehehe..


  • Selalunye mek tgk, models banyak yang gay. Hmmmm - selalunye la... hehehehe

Nih yang pada pendapatan mek aje la ek. Through pemerhatian observasi korang, mek dinch hui la kan. Hehehehe...

Dan memandangan entry kali nih kena ngan tema, mek rase mek nak beranikan diri lah publishkan pic2 nih yang diforwardkan oleh kengkawan mek kat email... *Pari2 and Eureka, thannkkssszzza!!!* (mati la aku lepas nih....) - pics2 kat bawah nih actually tak der sangat kaitan dengan ape yang mek dah tulis dalam entry nih - just the thought of sharing the caring. Hehehehe (maaati la mek lagi!)

Over tau si lelaki yang kawinkan couple tu - siap ketawa nih! Ehehehehee... ke dia senyum secara curik2 utk camera itiew? LOL!


Saayang sangat this pic nampak tak clear - ade cam this paper sticked on the wall kat belah kiri pic tu, nampak cam dia tulis price per couple.. kalu lah leh baca berape harganye? Eheheheeh - price tu utk nak dapatkan marriage certs tu kot? Hurmmm...


Paderi yang tgh nikahkan mamat2 nih mesti dalam hati, "Can I join the two of u???" gittu... hehehehehe


Over lahhhh berveil segala mala siap nih! Feeeeling tau. Yang penting, mesti dua dua feeling woman sebab dua dua pakai. Kot yer pon, sorang (yang bottom) tu pakai veil tu dah la kan? Yang TOP tu maintain la jantan. Ish... kejissatun!


Nih mesti couple nih amik pic nih untuk diabadikan dlm frame ke ape ke kan? Cantik sangat view diaorang kissing/ kawin nih. Mek nak nangis....


PS: I reserve every right nak delete unwanted comments dari manusia2 yang hanya tahu masuk blog org utk 3M jer (mengumpat, mengutuk, mengeji)... ok? Thanks yerrrr. Tok sah la dok nak semak2kan blog org with your unwanted, pathetic comments. Kalau nak buat jugak, go and do it elsewhere yer. Be a good dog.. now, wooofff! someplace else! EHEHEHEHE....



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Posted at 5:09:32 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah




Accountants in love??? Shakespear would die again after reading this!


Dearest all,

I had a good laugh tadi sampai berguling2 baca this love letter from an accountant guy to his accountant lover (mek dinch hui pulak the lover tu lelaks ke perems ke... ehehehe)- But what I do know is that, haiyoyoh! Perlu ke puitis dalam bahasa accounting? LOL! Shakespear kalau dia hidup lagi, mesti mati terus lepas baca love letter very der puitis indah bahasa accounts nih! LOL!!!

Adam: Thanks for the email! LOL!



Nyeh - mek feel like crying jer lepas baca love letter nih - that is, lepas mek ketawa terbahak2 sambil berguling2 (or is it SEBELUM mek ketawa terbahak2 sambil berguling2?) Apa apa pon, mek tetap nak ketawa! Hehehehe... puitisnya tahap maha melampau! Mek nak tgk, siape yang boleh buat Love Letter between 2 Chemistry Lecturers? LOL!!!!!


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Posted at 12:52:22 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah




My blog's 3rd month birthday!!! :)



Dearest all...

Well well... it's July 1st, 2005 and it's my blog's 3rd month anniversary! :) Dalam 3 bulan nih, macam2 dah terjadi berlaku; lalatz, perang kawan2 dalam TB, merajuk sentaps, 3M (mengutuk, mengumpat, mengeji), tukar tagboards; everything, you name it. Tak juga ketinggalan, this blog jugak ade contributed a lot of joy, laughter, funny moments, things that money can't buy in life itself, happiness... Most of it these things, semua, blog nih dah merasa - and I'm very happy and proud to be the owner of this blogpage.

And during the last 3 months yang dah berlalu, one of the many things yang nak mek highlightkan would be in this ENTRY - (click to find out just what it was yang buatkan me feel more and more proud to have this blogpage as part of my life)

Banyak lagi yang boleh nak dihighlightkan, but I guess kalau me nak highlightkan things yang very der memberi significant results to me, my life and my blog nih, haiyoh - banyak lerrr mek nak kena buat links. LOL!



As this entry dipublishkan, up to date, blogpage ni sudah menerima 39032 visitors since April 1st, (not bad aih?) dan this blog dah ade 235 entries (excluding this entry la kan)! Hmmm... I'd say I'm doin' ok kot, don't you think? And believe me, a lot has yet to come and selagi me mampu, I will try to publish more and more entries, be it fun and happy and joyful entries, or the other way round....

Owh well - that's all for now. Tunggu lah kejap lagi mek update a new entry. Heheheehe... (what entry? Hehehe - cannot tell. Rahsia! Tunggu... )



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Posted at 12:32:32 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah



Thursday, June 30, 2005

Siape cakap anak2 artis Hollywood melertop!?!?!!?

Why birth control IS SO important!


Dearest all...

I got this email from Volks@VW last week; baru berkesempatan nak buat as entry hari nih. Sedeh yaamatz la mek tgk pics2 nih. LOL! Hazab is a better word! LOL! Terguling2 mek gelak sengsorang! Mujur kat umah? Buatnye time buat entry nih mek kat office? Naya jer... Hehehehehe...

Beyonce and Jay Z, jadik lah SheeBee, kan Kie kan kan kan? LOL! Mati la mek! Dan hasil Harisson Ford ngan that Elly McBeal itiew - haiyoyo! Hazabs! Menakutkan la!!! LOL!!!


Ape tah nama actress itiew? Liza Minelli? (Teringat mek kat Ayang the Showgirl - hehehe) and that guy itiew (mek dinch hui siape jantan itiew); hasilnye, Maha the Hazabs!!! Takut mek!!!


Matthew Perry ke nama laki itiew? Dengan ape tah nama actress itiew? Hasilnye, boleh la tahan. Mek sanggup la jugak nengoknye. Yang couple kedua itiew, hurm... perlu ke telinga anaknye terkeluar dari rambut itiew? Very der capang ones... hehehhe


Haaa.. this is a good combi. Janet J ngan Justine the kayu Timber di Lake - very der ala ala lawa jugak hasil cantuman nih. Hehehehe... Tapi mek ala ala confussions sikit - anak diaorang laki ke pompuans u ols???


Anak Mariah Carey ngan sape tu? Ala ala ok la jugak tapi mai tang part hidung, haiyoh!!! Sheebee sangat!!!! Mati la kau Kie!!!


Nyeh!!! Yang ini mek dinch dapat commentari la u ols! Takut ah!!!! Hazabs yaamatz!!! LOL!!!! Puff Daddy kan? Dengan Naomi sup Cambell kan? Haiyoh! Harap mak nye jer Supermodel - anaknye? Superhazabs!


Yang ini, mek tak dapat laaa nak cakap apa apa. Sesuai sangat muka baby tu terus dicover, sah sah trademark MJ. Tapi kalau combi muka MJ ngan wife dia itiew, agaknye, lagumana laaa muka anaknye itiew? Mek terpilu kejaps! LOL!


Hish... macam2 laaa nowadays dalam donia IT dan perkompeuteran, kan? Macam2 diaorang buat. Isk, mek also nak buat la cam nih satu hari. Amik pic2 mek, campur edit ngan hero2 Hindustan ke, Hollywood hunkies ke, then tgk, cam mana ghupo anak mek!? Eheheeh - maaati la aku! csi_X, ajaq la cam mana nak edit gambaq jadik lagu nih! Leh guna Adobe Photoshop ka!?!?!? Heheheehehe......



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Posted at 12:00:00 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah




From friends, to lovers; then back to friends? Love - anything goes...


"You taught me how to love; and I will forever be grateful to you. I will always remember you for your love, your kindness, your sensitivity - most of all, the way you made me feel special. For some definite reasons, there will always be a special place in my heart, for you... No matter what happens, always remember that I will always be here for you..."


Sad isn't it? Moved by it? Now I don't suppose it could get any worse than that, right? Surprise, surprise; believe me, it could get a whole lot worse than that if I were to let you guys know that ape yang I just said kat atas tadi tu, was actually, an ending to a beautiful love story which involved a young, straight guy, yang bercinta dengan one, poor, unfortunate, drag queen. Yeap, it's one of those stories about a straight guy, in love with a drag queen. What could be worse? Well, hear this. The guy had to break off the relationship dengan that drag queen pilihan hatinya itu sebab, well, erm, dia kena kahwin...

This actually happened to one of my close drag queen friends, Sofea (not her real name though), with a straight guy named Shazry (not his real name either yer... ); yeap, this is one real, true story, which I happened to know all about it sebab Sofea called me couple of days ago, crying her lungs out, mengadu to me, talking all sorts of stuffs and apparently, it was driving her mad! I managed to calm her down, get her to smoke her ciggies a bit - then, I mintak dia ceritakan everything; sort of like, let it all out dari her chest; biar tenang sikit hati dia.

Hearing Sofea's story, buatkan me felt like nak nangis myself. Kesian ade, marah ade - tah lah. I don't know. Maybe I paham how she felt, what she was goin' through; I can relate that to my life as well; banyak bende2 yang dia cerita I think I pernah lalui, so basically I do know how dia rasekan. And I suddenly thought of nak blogkan kisahnya (got her permission to do so, thanks girl!) dan now, I think, tanggungjawab I memang berat sebab am not here just to deliver citer tu dalam my blog; but I nak people understand, I want people to know, what is it like to be in Sofea's shoes...

I feel so touched and honored to be given this chance to blog this yet another sad, love story (as part of my entry in my blog of course) - a story which involved a lot of love, respect, trust, risk-taking acts and above all, heart breaking pain; that only those yang pernah lalui saje mampu to understand how these two human beings felt.

It all started couple of months ago, when Sofea met Shazry through a friend. Shazry was a straight, professional guy; and Sofea, well, lets just say Sofea was a bit different from any other trannies in town. Why different? Well, she's erm, well, she was different lah! That's why. So anyways, they started off as friends, went out for couple of times, exchanged numbers and what not; then they became really close friends. And the whole 'I love you' romancing thingie started off with 'jealousy'; Shazry was jealous seeing Sofea talking to other male friends, biarpun over the phone or smss, and vice versa, so was Sofea, getting all jealous with Shazry, talking to some of her girl friends. And from there, they noticed something - they felt jealous of each other sebab both of them were actually, in love with each other. And that's when they mula bercouple.

For Shazry, Sofea was his first love (doesn't matter 1st love dengan trannies ke dengan girls ke - yang penting, Sofea was his first ever love). But on the other hand, Shazry wasn't Sofea's first romance; he was the second guy in her life. (lets not talk about her first love ok? Bukan tema pon). So together, they started off a beautiful relationship which I believe, bermula berpunca dari sifat dan perasaan jealous masing2. I think kalau they tak jealous in the beginingm, diaorang takkan couple kot? Tapi, apa apa pon, I have to say this - I salute these two sebab walaupun baru bercouple, they were thinkin' a lot about what's coming in the near future. Shazry's straight, dan semakin meningkat matang usianya. And you know where this is go to kan? Yeah - He kena kahwin. But since dia tak der lagi pilihan dan hatinya masih belum terbuka, so Sofea was safe. So it's like, Sofealah teman sekasihnya, Sofealah everything for him. And Sofea, yang well aware akan the consequences bercinta dengan lelaki straight nih, went on with the relationship. For her, walaupun dia ade jugak terpikir pasal Shazry is bound to get married soon, but dia rase, takkan la so soon kot?

So they went on and on, from weeks to months diaorang bercouple. Dalam masa itu, Shazry learned a lot dari Sofea about how to love, how to respect and trust, how to treat someone he loves dengan cara yang betul - and vice versa. And semakin hari semakin lama, semakin mendalam the love they had for each other. Diaorang were like tak boleh dipisahkan, bagaikan aur dengan tebing. They joked a lot, they laughed a lot, merajuk a lot, gaduh jarang2 sekali namun ade la jugak, and most of all, they cared for each other so much, I think couple2 biase a girl and a guy pon tak dapat tandingi. Shazry really looked after Sofea, through thick and thin - everytime Sofea ade masalah, Shazry lah tempat dia mengadu. Shazry was a very kind hearted man (so I was told by Sofea la kan, which I believe he is one sebab I had the erm, chance to berjumpe dia once) and Sofea was very lucky to have him. Shazry pun I think felt happy having Sofea yang very manja, caring, dan kind also and always treated him special, which he I think never felt that way before kot.

Everything went on smoothly, until couple of days ago (just before Sofea called me), he broke the news. Sofea was devastated with the news. The mother (Shazry's) thinks that it is time to have a little talk with her anak teruna; and usually when mothers nak 'talk' dengan anak teruna diaorang, that can only mean one thing; kahwin. Yeah, yeah, don't jump into conclusions, that's what I told her. But she (Sofea) was like, dia dah talked it over with Shazry and they have come to a decision... they had to stop loving each other as couples...

The day will come, when Shazry eventually, memang kena kahwin, and by that time, Shazry perlu tumpukan sepenuh cinta dan kasih sayangnya pada hanya only one girl, and that girl is definitely NOT Sofea. Shazry said he's not the type nak main2kan cintanya, and he is very sure that dia tak mampu nak sharekan lovenya kepada dua orang. It crushed her world into thousand little small tiny pieces when they were talking about it. Shazry cried too as he never knew he would feel like this to someone, more particularly, a drag queen. Tapi, I did cakap to Sofea that why should she be all down and upset when she knew this would be happening, kan? Again, easy to be said by me la kan, tapi for her yang laluinya, Tuhan aje la tahu I rase. Memang, she took that risk, bercinta jugak dgn Shazry, but can we blame her? Cinta lahir dari hati dan merupakan satu perasaan yang tak dapat ditolak ketepi... she fell in love with Shazry...

Memang lah senang bile kite cakap "Mujur baru bercouple for a few months - kalau dah bertahun? Lagi parah..." But seriously, I think, it doesn't matter la kan cinta tu 5 tahun ke, 5 bulan ke, 5 minggu ke, 5 hari ke, 5 jam ke, 5 minit ker - janji these two human beings dah felt that LOVE between them, and it doesn't mean that kalau tempoh percintaan diaorang tu sekejap, the possibility of getting hurt tu pun kurang, as to compare kalau bercinta bertahun2 lamanye? Tak leh, we cannot say that. Cinta tu lahir tak kenal tempoh, and obviously Shazry and Sofea felt that love, biarpun hanya beberapa bulan cuma, namun it was strong. I believe it was strong - and from the way Sofea was really all out berceritakan hal tu, I know it was strong. Tapi as for the tuan2 punye badan, I don't know la how they are taking all this right now, kan?

When two people share many great things in life and in their relationship; same interests, same thoughts, ade kalanye one can read the other party's thoughts and feelings as well, it is hard to accept the fact that they both cannot be together anymore. "But they could still be friends, right?"

Once started as a lover, they say it's hard to end it by just being friends. Some ade jugak cakap, if two people started off as friends, and then they became lovers, and when things didn't go as what they've planned, they could easily return back to the path of being just friends. But I think whatever the begining was, what matters is the ending - kalau dah start bercinta dan sudah bermain madah asmara; nak end it by just being friends, bukannye nak kata tak boleh, boleh tu boleh, but I think both side kena take some time rasenye nak get back to the way they once were. Susah jugak, kalau bercinta, tiba2 nak end it dan get into the 'friends' mood tu, memang susah I think. Boleh, tapi susah - cam tu la lebih kurang. Kena kuatkan semangat, trust everything will be just fine dan most importantly, hati tu kena bersih dan ikhlas, endkan segala feeling2 dan just start things off balik as friends. I know its easy to say stuffs like this, but I do believe that this thing can happen if you put your heart to it.

Shazry and Sofea tak der apa apa masalah. They were great together (pada pandangan saye la ek..) Ape yang telah memisahkan diaorang, not death, but marriage. Tu saje. But the pain of going through perpisahan tu, Tuhan jer la tahu I rase. Nak blame si Sofea for falling in love with a straight guy, kite tak leh salahkan dia 100%. Nak blamekan si Shazry, 100%, walaupun pada mata kasar memang nampak cam dia yang salah sebab dah sah sah dia tahu dia straight and bound to get married soon, perlu ke nak mainkan perasaan si Sofea? PON kite tak boleh buat cam tu kat Shazry. Sebab they both had that chemistry between them dan they had that LOVE between them... tak kisah la Shazry tu kena kahwin ke Sofea kena tukar jadi laki balik ke ape ke - main agenda here, couple of months back, waktu Sofea was introduced to Shazry - they mulakan dengan kawan dan soon then were in love. Pointnye, bukannye diaorang plan pun to fall in love - it happened and yes nampaknye they have to end the relationship... kan? Tah lah. I feel sad, sorry for Sofea and Shazry but I guess life must go on...

To Shazry: "Jangan sekali2 lupakan this pengalaman bercinta dengan Sofea, biarpun Shazry dah kahwin ke, dah beranak pinak ke lepas2 nih, dan hanya sekadar kawan je dengan Sofea, keep this pengalaman percintaan nih kekal abadi dalam satu sudut dalam hati u. Its not easy to find a man like you, lucky Sofea pernah berpeluang utk bercinta dengan u." (I sure do hope Shazry gets my sms to check this blog once I dah publish this entry - kalau tidak, Sofea, I hope you go tell him to come read this entry ya! Hiks!)

To Sofea: "Girl, I know you're reading this - first and foremost, thank you sebab benarkan mek blogkan citer kisah pahit duka u ols nih dalam my blog. And about this case, girl, life has got to go la dear. You'll be ok, I promise you. You're smart, beautiful, different - youi'll be fine, I know you will. Keep your chin up, and keep on walking hon. You have a whole lot of other things in life to think about. And for you, also, jgn sekali2 lupakan pengalaman u ols bercinta dengan Shazry, ingat tu. Dan kuatkan semangat, jangan mudah gentar dengan noda jiwa dan raga. Be positive, be strong; it's not like you akan putuskan langsung talian dengan Shazry? You still get to be his close friend, kan? He siap cakap, best friends lagi? Give it a shot girl. Biar tiada cinta bagaikan kekasih, namun, dia tetap mampu u ols cintai as kawan rapat... :)"

And lastly, to both of you, I tak tahu lah how you two would end this, but I do hope you guys tetap berkawan seperti dulu; I really wish to see you two happy even as friends... :) At least, the way I see it, your friendship nih lain dari lain2 friendship yang ade maybe. Why? You two were couples before this, banyak bende2 yang you two tahu of each other, that most other ppl tak tahu when diaorang kawan baik dengan u ols berdua. Think about it...

And to the rest, my fellow friends, blog readers and viewers, I hope story nih ade la kot sedikit sebanyak pengajaran buat kita semua, about love yang tak kenal erti lelaki straight hanya dengan girls, or trannies tak boleh nak bercouple dengan straight men - Love tak kenal jenis, as cinta itu lahir dari hati dan tak mampu disengaja-adakan. Dan when we talk about love, sudah semestinya kita perlu kaitkan dengan risiko. Risks, I believe, mana2 pon ade, tak kire ape jenis risks, risks bercinta? Risks of having sex? Risks of being good friends, risk itu risk ini - yang penting, berani tanggung is the key of everything, and always remember that, tak semestinya bende yang kite nampak susah nak buat, kita tak mampu buat. Put your heart to it, believe in yourself, I'm sure kite boleh do anything we want. And another thing - always remember, FRIENDSHIP IS THE BEST RELATIONSHIP, EVER!...Dan this song adalah utk kalian berdua...

"There You'll Be..."

When I think back on these times
And the dreams we left behind
I'll be glad 'cause I was blessed
To get to have you in my life
When I look back on these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me

In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky
In my heart there will always be a place for you
For all my life I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am, there you'll be

Well you showed me how to feel
Feel the sky was in my reach
And I always will remember all the strength you gave to me
Your love made me make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me

In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky
In my heart there will always be a place for you
For all my life
I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am, there youll be

'Cause I always saw in you my light, my strength
And I want to thank you now
For all the ways
You were right there for me
You were right there for me
For always

In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky
In my heart there will always be a place for you
For all my life I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am, there youll be





Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah
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Posted at 2:51:04 am by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah




Last day of June, 2005...


Dearest all,

Today, marks the last day of the month of June, and also marks the end of first half of 2005. My my, it seems like only yesterday jer January 1st, 2005, kan? Cepat sungguh time berlalu; without us sedar pon (well, some people yang keep track with the dates, will obviously sedar akan peredaran masa yang begitu pantas dari the past to the present - hiks!)

Ending the month of June, and the first half of 2005, was my 26th birthday (2 days ago yer... hehehehe - masih belum terlewat nak wish mek dan pos lajukan hadiah utk mek! Maaati la aku!) - and today also telah membawa mek ke alam 26 tahun, 2 hari... (berape jam, minit, saat - you do the math la ek? Eheheeh)

A lot yang telah berlaku in my life for the past 6 months and I believe a lot has yet to come. All I wish for is a better and somewhat a brighter future (hopefully it'll show dalam this next half of 2005 - Amin) and above all, ape yang mek cuba sampaikan disini ialah - ALHAMDULILLAH, SYUKUR dan THANK YOU to Him, The All Mighty God kerana memberi me peluang to continue my life up till this moment. Praises to HIM...

Sebenarnye, apekah motif entry nih? Entah la.....


Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah
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Posted at 12:36:36 am by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah



Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Face shading - tips?

If you have any questions or should you have any comments regarding Fashion and/ or Beauty, please email me at fashionbeauty_lea@yahoo.com. Thanks!




one question.
maner nak beli this krayolan stuff..Nih foundation yg make up artis slalu guna kan... and cammaner nak bagi bentuk muka sharp lepas make up...nak shading muker tu..... pasal muka i round sket....., nak bentuk muka cam misya lepas put make up.............

thanks a bunch

Ann

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Dearest Ann,

Kalau Ann nak beli this Krayolan (yes, Krayolan nih la yang selalu make up artis guna), you could email me again and I will pass you number phone orang yang leh tolong dapatkan that stick yang matches with your skin colour. Let me know if you're interested (Dan sesiape yang nak beli also, let me know by emailing me your request at my email, fashionbeauty_lea@yahoo.com, and I will pass the phone number orang tu. Worry not, dia pon kawan I jugak.. hehehe)

And pasal nak bentuk muka tu. You kena bebetul tahu what type of bentuk rupa u have, and the kind that you want it to be. Apply shading tu using a slightly darker tone dari your skin tone/ foundation/ powder. Bile kite buat shading, always remember that parts yang selalu orang shadekan would be nose, bawah rahang dari tepi pipi dan jugak cheekbones. Tu tempat2 yang selalu orang akan shadekan utk nampakkan the desired shape/ look. Becareful, do not over do it for nanti lain yang kite nak, lain yang jadi. Always apply sikit2 dulu, and from time to time, check, whether shading yang kite dah buat tudah cukup or perlu tambahan. Always do make up bawah lampu putih for best result. Will try and find some photos but no promises sebab I dah searched for the last 1/2 hour utk pics pasal shading. Will keep on trying. Meanwhile, try to look up on this matter dalam magazines (that's where I used to belajar make up) - or the best way is, get a professional adivce dari people yang well aware of this matter. I would suggest you pergi ke Mac and ask them to tunjuk how to do proper shading....

Regards,
-Me-


Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah
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Posted at 2:31:23 am by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah



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