Tuesday, June 28, 2005
Illusions! - Best viewed with IE
Dearest all...
All you have to do is this...
- Concentrate on the cross in the center for sometime...
And you will see the whole ring dissapearing!! And shockingly you will also see the green ball moving around...
PS: Remember there is no Green color here....

Heheheh - this is fun!!! Kalau dinch boleh tidur, better bukak entry nih! LOL! Selepas pening kepala, confirm hampa tidoq teruih lepas itiew! LOL!...

Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah
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Great news to all my tagboard chatters!!!!
Great news for all my tagboard chatters!!! Hehehehe - this is sooo sexciting! Eh!??! I mean, EXCITING! LOL!
Well - as everybody dah well aware, kan, my current tagboard dah memberontak bagai gile dah lately nih - yang paling ketara, bile type msgs, dan dah tag, nah! Tak memuncul pulak msgs tu. But it doesn't happen all the time actually, cuma, knowing me, mek ala ala dinch suka la keadaan gittu. Dah la IP Bannerinas feature very the tingtongly gile! (I think due to the fact that A LOT of people have been using this comp. tagboard and dah makin berat kot? Tah? I Also don't have a logical explaination for my weird tingtong behavior of my tb lately nih!) So anyways, I have decided that mek akan usaha gigihkan to find a new tagboard; new and improved, enhanced and so and so forth la kan - mek perlu a new tagboard!
In fact, sebelum dari semalam lagi (was it semalam or awal pagik tadik? Hurmmm) mek dah sebok2 kehulu kehilir carik a new tb for my blog; yahoo mek carik, google.com.my mek carik, haiyoh!!! Mek nak pengsan! Tapi dalam2 minit kecemasan sebelum mek pengsan itiew (kalu mek pengsan pon, mek akan pengsan atas sofa empuk bertaburan rose petals dan with gold and silver glitters on it), mek found something; mek jumpe tagboard yang va va voom la jugak tapi ala ala berharg. sediks la. So tak per lah kes tu charge tu, mek ala ala berpikiran, since today mek punye birthday, ape kata mek wish for that tagboard tu for my birthday present? Hehehe - tapi masalahnye, mek nak mintak present tu dari siape ek? Pikir pi pikiaq mai - NAH!!!! THAT'S IT!!!

Mek pong sms lah abang mek (Abang N) mek kat London itiew (semalams jugak mek sms dia) dan mintak dia hadiahkan mek a new tagboard for my blog nih. Haiyoh! Mek terus upset der very der! Dasar kedekut taik hidung masin tau setan tu!!! Nama jer legal advisor bergaji beribu beriba; nak mintak hadiah worth USD15 ponggg berkire! KEJISSATUN!!!!!!!! Bertambah la meluat mek kat dia! Bukannye mek mintak selalu pong, mek nak birthday present jer! Dalam geram2 tu, nak je mek sms hubby abang mek yang dah kerepotly tua bangka dah nak mampos tu, dan mintak laki dia jer belikkan hadiah itiew kat mek - tapi, apakan daya mek... tak kesampaian hajatz itiew... (cam mano nak kesampaian, dah sah sah mek tak der mobile number laki kepada abang mek itiew! LOL!!!!! Ngoi tul lah!)
Tak sudah disitiew - mek masih determined nih nak jugak tagboard itiew! Mek kalau dah nak, TETAP nak jugak! So since nak guna abang mek tak dapat, jadi, nampak gayanye, terpaksa lah mek cuba2 nak guna ccard mek yang dah berzaman tok kadok mek tak guna sebab... sebab... sebab tak der fungsi pong mek nak guna. Dulu lain lah waktu crew, fly sana sini leh la guna. Tapi now? Nak buat hape, kan? So dengan semangat jitu gigih padu, mek pon mencapai cc mek tapi as I was about to hit the details, mek teringat... AYAHANDAKIEW!!!! Memandangkan mek anak solehah, mek pon tanye lah pendapatan my mom pasal mek nak guna ccard itiew - and pendapatan dia menyatakan (spelling error itiew amatla disengajakan... hiks!) yang firasatnya kuat berpendapatan bahawasanya ayanandakiew, akan mengamuk puting berliang berlipat sulam Tsunami ok kalau dia dapat tahu mek gunakan CC itiew utk belik menatang tah pa per dari Internet. Haiyohhh!!! Failed also... tsk tsk tsk.... mujur lah itu cards all complimentary cards dari ayahandakiew - kalau mek punye, haiyoh!!!!! SC aje la, kan KW!? Maaaati la mek! LOL!
So siang tadik (eh, tadik jer bende nih berlaku) - mek seperti biasa, went online lepas bangun dari buat taik mata, masuk blog, chat kat tb, online ym, then jumpe abang angkat mek yang dok kat CYRMU (note, CYRMU mengikut kenyataan Abang kiew itiew, TIDAK SAMA dengan London. Ehehehehe) dan apa lagik, mek pon mengadudombakan masalah ketidakpuasan hati mek dihari lahir kiew ini kepada dia yang mahu dikenali sebagai abang Z. Mek ngadu2 feeling tak puas hati sebab what I wanted for my birthday, mek dinch dapat. Tiba2 jer, abang angkat mek nih kasik mek hadiah yang paling mek senoroks sangat dapat utk kali nih!!! Mek dapat a new and improved, enhanced with 1001 full featured tagboard! Hurraaaayyyy!!!! Mek suke mek suke mek suke!
Antara features2 nye... adalah seperti berikutz ya....

Bile mek nak release tagboard baru nih? Hehehehe - jika no arah melintang pukang, by esok, semua akan see my new tagboard dan sama2 kite leh chat disitiew. LOL!... Tunggguuuu yaaa... hehehehe... Adios! Banyak lagik mek nak kena buat pasal tb tu - settings itiew ini.. ahaks! Daaa...

Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah
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Announcement of the day!!! IMPORTANT for my TAGBOARD CHATTERS!

Dearest all,
Should you be experiencing some 'masalahs' posting msgs at my tagboard, fear not, worry not - bukan salah PC or browser you; salah tagboard tu itself, for it has become so tingtong this few days. I'm trying to tukar to a new and improved tagboard; cuma nak kena source out which one's the best out there in the market. So if you find that your msgs tak 'muncul2' dalam my tagboard, keep on trying to post/ tag that msg of yours. Elakkan long2 msgs, try to keep in short. Gila la itu tagboard, mek nak pengsan! LOL!.... Sabar yer... (PS - kalu msg u ols dinch muncul dalam tagboard tu, bukan tandanye mek ban ip uols dari my tagboard tau! Kowser! Eheheheeh - abih tu, my own msgs pon tak appear, so that means mek ban ip mek sendiri lah? LOL!!!)
Sorry for any inconveniences caused ya... will keep you guys informed kalau mek dah tukar to a new, enhanced, better no-more-tingtong tagboard ya! Heheehehe.. Goodnight!!!

Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah
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Icon - By Carlos Iskandar
Date: Mon, 27 Jun 2005 02:45:57 -0700 (PDT)
From: "Carlos Iskandar" (carlos_isqandar@yahoo.com) - Add to Address Book
Subject: Icon
To: lea_laurielle@yahoo.com
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I would like to introduce the icon for Carlos Isqandar, Ashley, 14yrs old(man's age) female Birman Cat. She's an adorery purry furry ball.

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Subject: Icon
To: lea_laurielle@yahoo.com
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I would like to introduce the icon for Carlos Isqandar, Ashley, 14yrs old(man's age) female Birman Cat. She's an adorery purry furry ball.

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Another movie review - "The Perfect Man"

The Perfect Man (2005)
Genres: Comedy and Romance
Starring: Hilary Duff, Heather Locklear, Aria Wallace, Chris Noth, Caroline Rhea
Directed by: Mark Rosman (Rosman??? Hmmmm..)
Produced by: Marc Platt, Dawn Wolfrom, Susan Duff (Duff? Ade kaitan dengan Hilary ke?)
The way I see, this is just another fantastic romantic comedy movie yang I certainly enjoyed watching. Memang seronok! (tolak the fact that the VCD went stuck here and there dalam disc 2! Chit!)

It's a story about how a teenager named Holly Hamilton (Hilary Duff) yang dah meluat dan menyampah dengan adengan moving around here and there, each time her desperate single mother Jean (Heather Locklear) went through another dramatic personal man-related problem with another low-life-not-deserving guy (memang sesuai Heather tu yang pegang watak tu. Sesuaiii!) So anyways, once they got into a new place (Brooklyn kot), she sort of like said, THAT'S IT! She has to do something about her mother, sebab before that move, she was about to go to a dance thingie when the mother clashed dengan another guy (so not deserving guy). So that sort of like broke her heart - dah la tak dapat gi dance tu, tak dapat gi ngan jantan pilihan, then, kena tinggalkan KB (kawan baik) dia pulak - siape yang tak tension!!!

So what she planned was somewhat like menggali kubur masalah lah in the long run, but Holly only saw the short term scenes jer; she created an imaginary secret admirer yang minat habis kat Jean itiew, matian2 nih! Short term, memang lah - everything will go as planned; she gets her mom a made-believe imaginary secret admirer, yang will kept her mom happy, and feeling overdose - tapi lama2, well - you have got to see it for yourself.

Her attempts dalam nak create this imaginary secret admirer bukannye senang; orchids, letters, cds, photos, later email and then makin berat, to IM at MSN, and the phone calls - haiyoh! Memang carik pasal la kalau buat bebende cam nih. And soon, the mother found out that semuanye hanyalah rekaan semata2. But the thing is, orang yang direka2kan ini, actually wujud, and it is in her best friends' uncle, Ben (Chris Noth). Actually, everything about this imaginary secret admirer nih, semuanye about Ben, the words, thoughts, feelings - semuanya pasal Ben. And Holly later found out that Ben actually memang sesuai utk the mother. Hmmmmm.. untuk keterangan dan cerita lanjut, gi la tgk!

Holly pong tak terlepas dari kes2 bercintan cintun remaja. The hero (for Holly la), itiew, HAIYOH!!!! Mek cair tgk ok! Very der!!!! Ape tah nama dia - tah lah! Janji can do!!! Hehehehehe...

Overall I'd say this movie, memang patut ditontoni, kalu boring2 tu, elok lah sangat. Heheheh. Rate? Out of 10, mek kasik 7 1/2 kots. This movie bukannye pasal Hilary sangat pon, its about the mother tapi yang membawa jalan citer nih, si Hilary la. Hmmmm.... Should watch lah... :)


Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah
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Guess what!?!?! It's my birthday!!!
Pathetic this may seem, but it's my birthday, so, I have my every right to wish myself Happy Bithday - and yeah yeah yeah, I know - I'm another year older! Kertu!!!!!!!!! LOL!

To those yang wished me kat my hp, kat my email, kat my tagboard, kat memana ade je la, live face to face ke ape ke (yang nih belom lagi, sebab mek tak jumpe sesiape pong lagik.. hehehe) - Thank you so much... thank you....
Tapi award utk "Orang paaaaaaaaaling awal" yang wished me happy birthday (siap kasik gambar cake nak kasik mek mengidam kempunan) would be....
Date: Sun, 26 Jun 2005 19:50:47 +0800
To: lealaurielle@gmail.com
Subject: (no subject)
From: 6012XXXXXXX@mms.maxis.net.my
"Hepi bifday! I know I forgot the date but I know U remember how this evilish cake taste like, hehehe, since U have a weight issue n tgh jaga waistline, I akan tolong makan kan, hehehe, hepi bifday! Wif all the best wishes in the world" - volks@vw

Kejis tau!!!! Mek nak cake itiew!!!! LOL!!!! Walauapa-apapong, THANK YOU VW! Walaupun mek terliur tgk kek itiew, mek tetap nak say, THANK YOU! Tak per!!! TUNGGU!!!!
Thanks VW, thanks semua, BH, and all, everyone... THANK YOU - no words could ever describe how truly touched I am...
Thanks everyone...
Regards
-Me; another year older!!!!- LOL!!!
PS - those yang nak comment entry nih, yang nak spoil my mood yang dah sememangnye tgh down nih, by saying stuffs yang I don't like plus yang ala ala nak menyindir or nak mengeji mengutuk mek, save it la ek! Malas gua mau layan! LOL!!!!

Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah
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Monday, June 27, 2005
"Katil" - what a pointless entry!
Sleeping is very important; especially yang sleep di waktu malam itiew - it lets our body take a lil' break. This resting period nih, verylah diperlukan sangat2 utk permulaan hari yang baru, feeling lively and fresh. During this time where everything seems to sleep, bare in mind that our mind actually, walaupun kite badan kite dah terlentok manja tidur tak hengat, dan mata pejam sepejam2 alam, dan no matter what happens around us sometimes sedar tak sedar jer, actually, our mind masih berjaga and still working. Sebabnya during sleep, our mind berfungsi also maka timbul lah mimpi, kan? Haiyoh! Apekah motif dan tema mek membebel melalut tah pa per nih?!?!?!?!
Sebenarnye, in this entry, mek nak buat pasal KATIL! Bole? Ehehehehe - nak citer pasal katil, keluar segala merapu merapek all about sleep lah, body mind soul tah pa per semua itiew! Hehehehe. So anyways, back to the issue, BED!
Sleeping is important - and to get a good rest/ sleep, pemilihan katil also very der sama naik importantnye, kan? But I believe for some people, katil/ bed, bukannye issue. Kat mana2 pon boleh tidur, kan? (for some). Tapi yang lebih penting, keselesaan dalam melayari bahtera mimpi itiew.
Some prefer big wiggy wiggy fluffy bed with lots and lots of pillows and what not - some prefer just a single bed, ade yang prefer Queen sized bed, ade yang suke tidur ala ala Japanese (tidur ala ala katil macam lantai - ish? Ade ke?), but whatever it is, I must stress out the poin that walaupun some may say "Alah, tidur memana pon tak kisah lah, janji leh rehat dan pejamkan mata" Yerrr memang betul, TAPI, apakesnye kalau tidur asyik tak leh lena sebab keadaan 'katil' pilihan kita itiew very der dinch comfortable!?!?!?
Pemilihan katil nih actually - bergantung pada a lot of factors. $$$, space, types of bed pilihan hati, jenis tilam (teringaaaaat mek kat Kak Ziana model tilam itiew! LOL!), but ramai yang actually mengabaikan fakta - kesihatan. I mean, like how our Kak Ziana promokan tilam Vono itiew - tilam yang baik menjamin tulang belakang yang sehat! So itu la kan, people would sometimes spend thousands of Ringgit on bedroom set, ade yang custom-madekan katil mereka, ade bentuk cam tu la bentuk cam nih lah (teringat kalau gi Ikea, suke sangat tgk set2 bilik2 tidur/ katil semua itiew) tapi by the end of the day, katil yang mahal dan tampak empuk, tak semestinya mampu menjamin a good night sleep or a healthy back bones. Of course ramai akan cakap, postur tidur tu yang menentukan sakit ke idak tulang belakang kita tu, but still, katil yang empuk dan selesa, percentage nak sakit tulang belakang, kureng, dari percentage katil yang ala kadar dan mengundang sakit belakang. Sebab tu, secikmur cikmur katil/ tilam anda, pikir lah bab kesihatan dan keselesaan. Jgn sampai ade yang terlalu cikkut (kedekuts) sampai beli katil/ tilam sedehhh, ataupun, mak2 datin yang feeling2 bilik tidur, set katil tilam semua tu as bahan nak tunjuk dalam majalah, sanggup nih berhabisan beribu2 membeli nya tapi at the end, ado sedapnye? Nan ado!....
U ols... mek fonkiused - ape sebenarnya motif entry nih!?!?!?!
Tak per - kalau ade yang nak tolong pikirkan utk mek, sil sil kan. Tapi mek tetap nak share pics2 yang mek dapat while surfing kat internet hari tu, pasal katil2 nih yang mek rase cantik sangat! (mek rase ini lah motif entry nih sebenarnye!?!? Nak tunjuk katil2 idaman mek! Maaatii la aku kan! LOL!)

Mek suke katil feeling2 pinkish sweet cam nih - I'm a princess... heheheeh

Ala ala cam surammm jer bilik tidur cam nih? Hmmm - must be the lightings kot. Hurmmmm???

Haaaa.. mek suke la stylo mylo kelambubo nih! Feeling sangat! Hehehe. Mek suke mek suke!

Mu mau feeling grand!?!?!?!?!
Hmmmm - saje nak pepanjangkan entry pointless mek nih, apa kata kita buat pollarina polls de la voterina votes??? LETS!
Poll will be closed automatically oleh Sparklit on June 30th; keputusan mek akan publishkan by July 1st, nah? hehehehehee...

Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah
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Sebenarnye, in this entry, mek nak buat pasal KATIL! Bole? Ehehehehe - nak citer pasal katil, keluar segala merapu merapek all about sleep lah, body mind soul tah pa per semua itiew! Hehehehe. So anyways, back to the issue, BED!
Sleeping is important - and to get a good rest/ sleep, pemilihan katil also very der sama naik importantnye, kan? But I believe for some people, katil/ bed, bukannye issue. Kat mana2 pon boleh tidur, kan? (for some). Tapi yang lebih penting, keselesaan dalam melayari bahtera mimpi itiew.
Some prefer big wiggy wiggy fluffy bed with lots and lots of pillows and what not - some prefer just a single bed, ade yang prefer Queen sized bed, ade yang suke tidur ala ala Japanese (tidur ala ala katil macam lantai - ish? Ade ke?), but whatever it is, I must stress out the poin that walaupun some may say "Alah, tidur memana pon tak kisah lah, janji leh rehat dan pejamkan mata" Yerrr memang betul, TAPI, apakesnye kalau tidur asyik tak leh lena sebab keadaan 'katil' pilihan kita itiew very der dinch comfortable!?!?!?
Pemilihan katil nih actually - bergantung pada a lot of factors. $$$, space, types of bed pilihan hati, jenis tilam (teringaaaaat mek kat Kak Ziana model tilam itiew! LOL!), but ramai yang actually mengabaikan fakta - kesihatan. I mean, like how our Kak Ziana promokan tilam Vono itiew - tilam yang baik menjamin tulang belakang yang sehat! So itu la kan, people would sometimes spend thousands of Ringgit on bedroom set, ade yang custom-madekan katil mereka, ade bentuk cam tu la bentuk cam nih lah (teringat kalau gi Ikea, suke sangat tgk set2 bilik2 tidur/ katil semua itiew) tapi by the end of the day, katil yang mahal dan tampak empuk, tak semestinya mampu menjamin a good night sleep or a healthy back bones. Of course ramai akan cakap, postur tidur tu yang menentukan sakit ke idak tulang belakang kita tu, but still, katil yang empuk dan selesa, percentage nak sakit tulang belakang, kureng, dari percentage katil yang ala kadar dan mengundang sakit belakang. Sebab tu, secikmur cikmur katil/ tilam anda, pikir lah bab kesihatan dan keselesaan. Jgn sampai ade yang terlalu cikkut (kedekuts) sampai beli katil/ tilam sedehhh, ataupun, mak2 datin yang feeling2 bilik tidur, set katil tilam semua tu as bahan nak tunjuk dalam majalah, sanggup nih berhabisan beribu2 membeli nya tapi at the end, ado sedapnye? Nan ado!....
U ols... mek fonkiused - ape sebenarnya motif entry nih!?!?!?!
Tak per - kalau ade yang nak tolong pikirkan utk mek, sil sil kan. Tapi mek tetap nak share pics2 yang mek dapat while surfing kat internet hari tu, pasal katil2 nih yang mek rase cantik sangat! (mek rase ini lah motif entry nih sebenarnye!?!? Nak tunjuk katil2 idaman mek! Maaatii la aku kan! LOL!)




Hmmmm - saje nak pepanjangkan entry pointless mek nih, apa kata kita buat pollarina polls de la voterina votes??? LETS!
Poll will be closed automatically oleh Sparklit on June 30th; keputusan mek akan publishkan by July 1st, nah? hehehehehee...

Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah
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What have you missed during the weekend? 24th to 26th June 2005

Dearest all,
I guess this past weekend was bit slow for me; haven't been bloggin' much but still, ado la jugak entry2nye, dari nan ados?. So here are the entries yang mek buat during the slow and boring weekend... (June 24th to June 26th, 2005) *sigh*
- ONCE UPON A TIME, I WAS THAT SHOWGIRL - Episode 17
- My comment pasal Concert ke-4, Akademi Fantasia 3
- Something funny...
- Love And Sex Life Prediction
- How to hide away the black stubby traces after shaving?
- Poll result for that new chicken in the blog! Hehehe
- Hollywood Celebs - revealed; See what I have to say about this!
- ONCE UPON A TIME, I WAS THAT SHOWGIRL - Episode 16
Enjoy!!!

Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah
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Sunday, June 26, 2005
ONCE UPON A TIME, I WAS THAT SHOWGIRL - Episode 17
From the last episode... Episode 16: 1st half of 2004 Part 2(i) - A road to another failure, Miss World 2004 - Bahagian 2
"First Runner-up, is Miss Dom. Rep. and the new Miss World 2004 is Miss USA!!!!!" Mek hampir2 pengsan (NOT DQ YER!!!!) tapi mek tahan, dan mek tahan jugak air mata itiew. Ramai kedengaran suara ketidakpuasan hati dari audience tu u ols! Tak percaya, VCD tu adalah bukti. VCDs tak propah la u ols! LOL! Apa apa pon, SO MUCH for maintaining victory, dua kali berturut2 kan? I guess malam tu I just had to akur dengan getting 1st runner-up, AGAIN (yerrr lah! Akur lah sangat! Dalam bilik ghengah nih nangis bagai nak rak. And surprisingly, Kak Vee pon nangis jugak - maybe dia sedeh tgk mek sedeh. Ke dia sedeh, penat2 dia make up, mek tak menang? Rugi jer make up! LOL! Tak lah! Mek rase Kak Vee tu pon turut terasa sedeh kot dan plus, she memang mudah tersentuh...) Dan yang penting, Abang Haidee and his wife masa masuk bilik mek turut menyatakan rasa ketidakpuasan hati mereka (sambil packing dress national costume mek dan my evening dress. Hehehehehe). Tapi, I won best evening dress what? Ehehehe - balik modal la kirenye - so mek ikut jer agreement mek ngan abang Haidee. Hadiah best evening dress dan best presentation on stage tu, mek split 50-50. Hadiah duit 1st runner-up pong mek split 50-50 (which memula mek tak tahu pun duit 1st runner-up tu pon mek kena split tapi dia ade cakap, apa apa yang mek menang malam tu, split. And its only fair lah kot sebab dia buat baju tu, tak der bayaran pa per. Tapi, dia cakap sponsor? Hmmm - pelikk pelik. Apa apa jer lah - mek tarkik!) So there you go; from a Walk To Remember as Miss Malaysia, to a road of yet another Failure! Mek sentap, tapi sehari dua jer. Lepas tu, ok dah ler. Ehehehehhe...
Episode 17: 1st half of 2004 Part 2(ii) - And followed by another failure, Queen of the Queens.
Kalu once dah tak serik2, dan masih belom terima seru suruh bebetul serik, selagi tu la mek tetap getek masuk Miss. I only figured out that kalau lagi mek dok masuk Miss, persetankan ape org nak kata. Lagi aku tak puas hati, lagi tu aku masuk. Dan I assumed that it'll bring me and my name dalam arena ratu ratuan and showgirl world up seup up nye! Hiks. How is that possible? Yer lah - disamping dok still sibuk buat show, mek tetap masuk miss, dan with that combi, org akan lebih lebihhh kenali me and my name. Everything I guess was for the name, fame and for my showgirl world - nothing for the sake of fun and self-satisfaction I guess...
But somewhere in April, May 2004, I did something for the sake of fun thingie - surprise surprise. Hikhiks! Ade this pageant, Queen of the Queens thingie; at first mek malas nak compete as the feeling of scared and takut kalah lagi menghantui pemikiran mek. Tapi couple of friends told me to join in with them and just have fun - well, I said, why not. I decided I will not spend so much on my outfits; kire pakai jer ape yang ade. And with the help of KW, ape2 yang lama pon, dia dah ubah dan redesigned it and kasik nampak a new look and feel.
Since the name of the pageant named Queen of all Queens, I guess yang masuk pageants tu pon by right should already feel like diaorang dah memang Queens, biarlah kalah ke menang. The pageant for me was somewhat like, nak pick the best Queen there is in town, among queens yang dah sediakala ade. So that semangat berkobar2 in me macam, merudum sikit la like, "Ala, kalau tak menang pong, dah sah sah namanye Queen... " so why bother? The last time mek masuk suka2 dan dinch put on any high expectations to win was Miss Universe Diva 2003 when I kalah ditangan Shasha Penang Miss India tu jer. And lepas2 tu, semuanye masuk, aimed to win aimed to win. This time mek cakap, ENUFF! Masuk jer for the sake of fun.Make up wise, I managed to get Shasha Penang's make up artiste - Freda. Where's Kak Vee; kalu tak silap, she had something on pada hari tu, and kalau tak pon, I think the reason why I tukar ke Freda was simply becoz I nak ubah stylo sikit, saje je. Freda pong ex beauty queen, showgirl dan memang terkenal dengan make up yang vast. So mek calling2 dia, and cakap2 dgn dia, and she agreed to make up kan mek.
Dari rehearsals lagik I tried my level best to have fun, and enjoy. And surprisingly I did. Plus Eva and Emma pon bertanding also, so I was like, "Wwooo.. ok... ade gang" gittu la. Dari waktu rehearsals, mek dah tgk2 around, siape pulak yang bakal menang this pageant. Tak der pulak yang mek expect2kan pon, sebab, tah lah. Rehearsals lain, malam kang, lain pulak, kan? Look at me!? Ehehehehehehe... And so the rehearsals was like, erm, 'tegang' sikit. Choreographer very der garang onez. One thing I belajar was, when it comes to choreographing kat transgenders, senang sikit. With transsexuals, tah la. Macam, tah? Slow je? Must have been those hormones kot yang buatkan most of them (I SAID MOST NOT ALL TRANNIES YER) slow semacammmm jer. Ape ape jer lah, mek macam, 'whatever'.
Habis rehearsals, mek macam siap gi makan dulu la, itu ini la - like, the excitement and thrill dah dinch ade. Which made Freda and Eva pikir, Ape ke halnye la pulak si Loreal nih??? I didn't feel like "Owh I'm not gonna win lah malam nih" or something like that, mek macam... "Whateeeever lah nyehhh" gittu. Macam kuasa tak kuasa jer nak melayan ape ape2. For the first time otak mek set, "Have Fun" and whatever the result is tonight, "Tarkik!!!!" Then - siap2 make up, semua, VW arrived, then, as usual, sprayed glitters all over me - pakaikan kuku pelesu lagik, and then, dah - I was ready to head down. Dah siap pakai my casual wear for the 1st round. VW did this 'bengkung' ala ala kimono belt thingie tu in gold, matched well dengan my tessel messel dropping short skirt, and with a simple white top. Added with rantai2 labuh tu, ala ala Gypsie+Japanese stylo la sikit. Plus, with Fred's simple tanned make up, haiyoh! Mek suke!!!!! Ehehehe...Turun ke changging room, semua orang cakap I looked different. And segala puji pujian dah dok kedengaran - but I didn't allow that to erm, take control of me. Mek still lepak, isap okok, sembang2, buat biasa (which was like soooo not me!) Then bile mek dah tgk2 semua contestats, ade lah sorang dua mek picked to be the winner...

Competition started with the casual round. As me went up on stage, sorakkan utk mek, like, ala ala kadar jer kot. Sesuai la dengan mek yang ala ala kadar jer itiew. But I personally loved the way I looked in the casual round. Tah la, maybe the make up ke? Maybe the casual wear mek ke? Tah - or was it the hair? Hurmmmm.... and habis casual round je, the first 3 subsidiary titles were announced; Miss Vogue, Best Casual, and Best Catwalk. Mek dinch expected anything although ade sedikkiiiiit jer hope nak menang Best Casual or Best Catwalk tapi NAN ADO - tak per lah. Mek pasrah... gittiew....
Then moved on to the evening dress round. Waktu that round, as much as I wanted to just "whateeeever" dan be all "casual and fun fun" jer thingie - mek tetap ade feeeling overdose SIKIT. Sebab why? I would have to say, my dress was, lain dari yang lain. And becoz of that, mek ade taruh expectations - like, mempertaruhkan satu bende je, Best evening dress. My dress yang very der Empire cut itiew (thanks to VW yang buat alterations sampai jadik cam tu, siap tambah bulu2 nih! Ehehehe), memang very der lain dengan contestants2 lain yang peragakan dresses yang "so... satu acuan" itiew. With that dress, I was feeling2 like a goddess thingie. And the crowd sort of like loved the dress. And I hope the judges will too.

Habis evening dress round, more subsidiary titles were given and when it came to the BEST EVENING DRESS award, as expected, mek dinch dapat. TERASA SENTAP SIKIT!!! But again, I didn't let it take control of me. Me wanna have fun jer! And with that attitude, BOOM! Terkejut mek when they announced me as the 5th contestant to have made it into the Top13! Owh!!! Mek sunggoh seronoks! Like, this is what I get for just having the mind of "I just wanna have some fun!"??? Kalu cam nih - mek suke lah! And again, I didn't let that 'moment like this' ruin my night. Mek tetap ngan pendirian mek, "whatever happens after this - think FUN FUN FUN jer!". True enuff... NO, I didn't make it into the final 5 cut. But I was still ok, although sempat bergossipan sekejap with the other semifinalists yang tak puas hati sebab didn't make it into the final 5 cut. What happened behind stage was, WOO!!! REALLY TERKEJUTKAN MEK! The drag queens practically went mengamok ok! Baling2 bunga kaca yang we got for made it into the top 13 semifinalist - ade yang menangis2. Ade yang menyumpah2, memaki2 belakang stage - and what did I do? Terbeliak bijik mata! Sebab first time I tgk other contestants sentap sebab didn't make it into the final 5 cut (usually ppl have to look at me and my DQness for not winning or something like that, kan? This time - I get to see orang lain pulak DQ). Serious, waktu tu, I was like, terkejut, dan, TAKUT kot2 bunga2 kaca yang dok berterbangan tu kena mek! Terus Eva tarik mek ke tepi and said "Nyeh, lets go eat!" Ehehehehe - and so kami berdua belah je dari the scene dan gi makan kat belakang hall itiew.

Why were most of them pissed? Ini citernye. After choosing 13, sepatutnye ade IQ test which will determine the top 5 finalist. Tapi, ADO? Nan ado. 5 minutes selepas semua top 13 dipilih, dan lepas MC tanye one of two contestants about how they felt being in the top 13 spots, tetiber, the MC announced "Well now L&G, lets move on - here are the 5 lucky girls who are goin' into the final 5 and be in the running for the title of Queen of The Queens 2004". Nyeh, tak ke semue top 13 tu macam blur? We each looked at each other, like, MOTIFNYE??? Cam mana diaorang pilih top 5 dari top 13 nih??? No IQ session pon? Kalu cam tu baik lah diaorang announced top 5 jer dari tadik, ye ke dak? I mean, you guys paham dak situasi nih. Mek pon tertanya2, ape kah motif diadakan pemilihan top 13? Nak buy time ke? Haiyoh! Mek sunggoh tertanya2.
Itu la sebabnye pepondan lain mengamuk bagai nak rak sebab they felt cheated dan unfair la kan sebab, yer lah, ape bezanye the top 5 yang terpilih tu from us yang tersingkir keluar dari top 5 itiew? Kan? Like, mek pon dinch hui marking system ke ape ke kan, yang mek tau, mek ngan Eva dah sebok bergambar2 kat entrance ballroom dan sebok makan2 ape yang dok ade kat meja buffet tu, sambil bo-layan ape yang tengah berlaku kat belakang stage tu, perang2 tu, lagik2 lah kami dinch concentrate ape dok berlaku atas stage tu. Yang penting makanan masuk dalam molot! Ehehehehee... Dan sedikits gossipan. Two of the judges datang jumpe mek personally lepas the pageant ended, and one of them was actually S**ep*ks; datang and hugged me - mek mata terbeliak nih ala ala terkejut, motif? Buang tabiat ke dia nih? Rupe2nye dia bisikkan kat mek sesuatuh yang mek hanya mampu senyum jer. She bisiked to mek cakap, dia personally picked me to win Best Evening dress. Dia sendiri pun tak tahu kenape results tunggang tebalik. Apa apa pon dia tetap puji dress mek. Haiyoh, S**ep*ks memuji mek? Haiyoh sunggoh mek tak dapat tidur lena pada malam itiew! LOL!....
Although this entry is about another failure, tapi, sebenarnye, gimik aje tu. Mek dinch feel it was such a biggy wiggy failure pon - I felt like, it was one hellava experience yang mek dinch leh lupakan - flying bunga2kaca, peponen mengamuks, a pageant which made everyone wondered ape yang dah terjadi nih? and stuffs. To me, walaupun mek dinch menang, I was still a Queen, competing in seach for The Best Queen of 2004 pada malam itiew... giiittuuu! Ehehehehehe.... So am not at all upset or pissed malam tu, and that really terkujatkan diri mek sendirs. Hehehe...

Next up: Episode 18: 1st half of 2004 Part 2(iii) - Unexpected results, Miss Diva Warp 2004

Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah
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Saturday, June 25th, 2005
AF memberi satu lagi kejutan pada malam nih when student Nor Farah Idayu binti Yaakob atau name glamnye Idayu itiew, telah disingkirkan keluar dari AF (boleh ke mek guna perkataan singkirkan? Kasar sangat ye ke dak? Hurmmm - ok ok mek tukar) Malam ini menyaksikan Idayu terkeluar dari AF dan all hopes and dreams of her competing dalam finals, vanish terus!!! Mek pilu!

Why!?!?!?! WHY!? I mean, bukannye mek favourkan sangat Idayu, tapi, OH C'MON!!!!!! Idayu is GOOD ok! Suara pergh! Lantang! I'd say she's the best female student kat AF3 nih (pendapat mek jer lah ek.. tak tau la korang nak bersependapat dengan mek ke idak) and when Aznil announced her name, mek tetiber DQ sundel! I nearly cried but then again, perlu ke? But for some, memang perlu. I mean, waktu mula2 start concert minggu ke 4 nih, kite saksikan, Idayu ditangga SELAMAT iaitu di tangga ketiga. And suddenly, BOOM! Dia yang terkeluar. Which made me terpikir jugak sekejap... takkan lahhhh undian malam nih teruk bebenor kat si Idayu tu sampai dia terkeluar terus malam nih? I mean - get real lah...
Last week and last last week's concert, menyaksikan penyingkiran Fuad as 2nd student to go out from AF3 and Eliza named 1st student utk terkeluar dari AF3. Mek lagi terkejut beghuk time tu. Eliza, she's ALSO a good, very good singer. Good voice and what not - tapi, motif terkeluar? Fuad pong... then now Idayu? Haiyoh! Very der lah sesuatuh the fishy smell I bau ok! Sesuatuh sangat la all these reality shows nowadays - or perhaps memang betol undian tak mencukupi ke ape ke; but then again mek tetap tak puas hati. Kenapasal perlu diundi pelajar base on minat la, suka la, can do la, taste la, lawa la - kenapa tak nak undi atas kemampuan vokal? Sunggoh mek pelik la dengan some people....
Actually dalam entry nih, mek bukannye niat nak suarakan ketidakpuasan hati mek pada mana2 pihak or sapa2, its just that I feel that - tah lah. Tapi walau apa apa sekali ping, mek pong nak buat comments also pasal shows dalam concert ke-4 AF3 nih. Ehehehe.. bole kan? Ehehehe...

Amy: "Bilang Saja" - I tell you this girl, haiyoh! Suara vast, mek suka. Walaupun dapat kritikan yang kurenggg sikit pada minggu2 yang sebelumnya, ternyata - minggu nih she buat yang vast! Tapi perlu ke si Aznil tu also amik bahagian dalam show si Amy nih? Kowser lah. Dan yang penting, last part tu, Amy semput ke ape ek? Mek rase dia semput lah kot. Kan?

Yazer: "Serambai..." ape tah lagu dia - Confirm! Yazer sesuai dengan lagu rock jer. Tadik dia teghan, haiyoh. Mek dinch suka. Mek walaupun dinch suka dengan lagu rock, tapi bila Yazer menyanyi, mek boleh la gagahi tgk jugak. Tapi lagu tadik tu, isk, mek rase, kureng sesuai (sambil mek tukar ke channel Star Movies tgk Ever After... hehehe)

Akma: "Love" - Perfect sangat mek tgk! Suke la mimik muka dia, and gaya2 dia, and the show itself, siap menari2 tu, mek seuka sangat! Cuma, sebutan dia mek ala ala rase dinch sesuai la dalam certain2 part of the song. "O" dah terbunyi "Ohh" waktu spelling L-O-V-E tu... hehehehe. Tapi mek suke gaya dia...

Kefli: "Seksa" - Seksa sangat dia mek nengok nyanyikan lagu nih. And walaupun suara dia taste, tapi, tah la. And one more thing, baju dia ala ala cam dinch sesuai je?

Marsha: "Tunggu Sekejap" - Haaa! Malam nih mek baru dgr kelantangan suara si Marsha nih. Mek suke mek suke! Terbukti sangat dia memang ade both, rupe dan suara - and yes, plus gaya also malam nih... lain sangat. Mek suke dia! *but note, mek dinch vote dia pong sebabkan lawa - mek voted Idayu utk suaranya dan kemampuannye. Ehehehe*

Felix: "Semut Merah"? Tu ke lagu dia, kan? - Mek dinch nak komen lah pasal dia sebab mek dinch minat dengan suara dan rupe jauh sekali la mek nak tasty - so mek switched channel lagik ke channel 42, Ever After! LOL!

Reza: "Senandung Semalam"? Kan? Itu kan lagu dia? - Motif mek tak sure? Sebab mek dinch tgk pong. Tapi sempat mek tgk dia menari tu. A great try la mek rase; dan tak perlu si Sultan Melaka tu gi comment cam tu kat Reza (walaupun mek bukannye minat pong Reza tapi si Sultan Melaka tu TAK PATUT comment cam tu - mujur si Syafinaz ade ehehehe)

Ekin: "Antara Dua" - I'd have to agree with the pengkritik2 jemputan; Ekin very der macam tak bertenaga jer malam nih, tapi bile pak lawak dua orang tu muncul, like Abang Fauzi Marzuki cakap - yeap, Ekin baru nampak semangat as an entertainer, baru nak nampak. Tapi sayangnye, dah nak habis lagu. I think partly sebab mic tu la, ganggu la mic2 feeling cam tu. Voice pong tak clear and what not. Ekin lah yang mek also rase suara lantang dan power tapi tadik, macam, tah la. And the lagu itself, susah jugak kot? Hmmm. Lagu Farah AF2 kan, lagu tu?

Idayu: "Tiada Lagi Tangisan" - Haiyoh! SUPERB SHOW!!!!! Suara mantap! She's on top of everyone!!! Vocally mek rase memang Idayu top - tapi tah la. Nasib tak sebelahi dia kot. Even pengkritik2 pon, semua liked her show, they gave her really good comments which I thought would save her dari terkeluar. I was wrong. Apa apa pon, kalau dia buat album, mek sanggup beli! :)

Amylea: "Don't Know Why" - I just loved this gurl since the mula2 one. Hehehe don't know why. And Amylea sang this song, sesuatuh sangat dengan suara dia. Very Norah Jones itiew... Hehehehe...

Aidil: "Suratan atau Kebetulan" - Gotta be his weakest show ever; I mean, I've seen him doin' better before2 this tapi tah la, malam nih macam, dia kureng feel je. Tapi lagu nih memang mek taste - tapi mek ingatkan dulu DJ Dave yang nyanyi lagu nih? Kwang kwang kwang...

Mawi: "Nour'e Ain" - Dinch komen lah! Sebab lagu nih, it is sooo him. Kenape dia dapat lagu selalunye yang memang dah 'so him' ek? Cuba la kasik lagu Dangdut ka? Lagu, omputeh ka? Nak gak tgk sejauh mana kemampuan dia? Tasty memang - tapi tah la. Owh and erm, MOTIF dancer2 dia over der dose? Yang sorang tu mek tgk very the keras kayu menari belly dance itiew. Kexis....
Tu jer la kot komen2 mek yang tak seberapa nih. Walau bagai mana pun itiew - penyingkiran Idayu, adalah sesuwatuh yang diluar jangkaan semua pihak dan mek memang terharu, sangat2... Mek sedeh sangat.....


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