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Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Lawatan Sambil Belajar ke...


Ke mana ek? Mana lagi kalau bukan ke cafe yang menggemukkan setiap pengunjung²nye...

Selamat Datang ke Secret Recipe, Alor Star!!!

Kaedahnye mek lama dah nak buat entry nih (AGAIN! ALASAN sangat!) tapi biasa lah - memandangkan mek always busy dan setiap kali pi Secret Recipe AS tu, either mek too busy nak mengketedaghah cheese cake itiew, atau mek sebok potpetpotpet dengan staff² sitiew... hiks!

Speaking of staff, mrasalah lawatan kite kali ini telah di bantu oleh Manager Chef Aduka (mati la, dah la Manager, Chef lagik tu, KAN!?). Dia sudi memberi sedikit penerangan katanya sambil mek snappy². By right dinch bols snappy² tapi atas tujuan promotion, mek diizinkan. Mek gumbira!!!

Manager Chef Aduka: Yes sir, welcome to Secret Recipe. May I help you?
LLea: KO GILA KAN!? Tak nampak mek dragun mampan kui 5.15pm nih, brani mampos ko panggei mek Sir, KAN!?
Manager Chef Aduka: Opps, sorry. Madam...
LLea: Hanjeng! Mek belom kawin. Laki mek jer dosi kawen. So mek MISS lagik, NAH!? Oppsss!
Manager Chef Aduka: Whatever lah anjeng - HANG NAK APA TATAU?

Nahhh tu diiiaa! Mek di hanjengkan katanya? Welcoming guests cara mantap! MEK SUJUD! MANA komplen form tu tatau!?!?! Hiks!

LLea: So u ols. Nih, mek nak snappy² pics² cakes² inih, can ah?
Manager Chef Aduka: Ermmm... Gambaq I nanti ada dak?
LLea: Kalau u ols nak, mek ok ok sahajs u ols!
Manager Chef Aduka: Ok jer... kalau pics I ade nanti, I izinkan u ols amik gambaq. heheheh...

Tu dia! Bersyarat katanya! Mek tak amik tips utk promotekan cafe hang dalam blog vogue mek nih pon dah besaq tuah! Hahaha...

Ok, so anyways, kami pong teruih la pi kat peti aih yang simpan semua kek² yang ado itiew. Isk, tempting betoi. Ghasa cam nak hamek satu dua bok balik jer - MATI LA NAIK BENTAT BALIK lepas itiew!

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Seeeenyum jer si Chef Aduka inih, vangga dengan cafenye. Yer la, manager katanya. Alhamdulillah. Started off sebagai staff biasa, rezeki dia terima cepat lepas beberapa bulan sajork keje kat Secret Recipe AS tu. Tu la, mujur dulu mek nasihat dan sabarkan u ols waktu u ols tgh tensi nak berhenti keje bagai. HA, tgk, dosi jadik manager dah! *tepok tepok tangan! Leh dapat discount! Opps! Mati la lari topic!

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U ols... memang lazarts sekals tgk kek kek nih, yang fresh, dinch dipotong2 bagai lagi nih, KAN!?

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Seleksi cakes yang mek sempat snappy² secara close up. Dari atas, pic kanan, ke bawah, ikut arah jams... Mango Cheesecake, Chocolate Indulgence? kot namanye, MATI LA kalau tak betoi, Mocha Cheese, Blackforest cheese, Baked Cheesecake, dan cheese tanah - opps! I meant, ALMOND CHEESE yer yang last sekali tu. Hehehe...

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Cantikkk jer mek nengok. Tu la, macam fantasy mek. Kalau mek kaya, mek nak buat satu tempat simpan cake cam ini, pastu, mek nak beli semua cakes, dinch potong2, pastu, simpan jer dalam tu buat tatapan umum *pastu, berkulat, basi, tukar yang lain, VOLEY? HEhehehe....

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Time mek sebok snappy² tu, staff² tgh ade diskusi apa tatau?

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Seleksi cakes dari dekat. Time nih mek dok telan ayaq liuq dah!

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Tapi mujur iman mek kuat - mek dinch belik pa per pong...

Dan sebelum balik, Manager Chef Aduka sempat memberi pose terakhir serta membuat eklan katanya... SAPA CARIK KEJE!? Mrasa!!!

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Hehehe - apo lagi? Lets lah ke Secret Recipe Alor Star, bertempat di City Plaza, AS, tengkat bawah sekali tau. G kot, bukan LG tau!

JOM pi secret receipt... eh,  recipe! Hehehe... nak  lebihh  kemelayuan yang memberi lambang kemelaysiaan,  mrasalah mek rephrase, nah? 

JOM PI  KAFE  RESIPI RAHSIA / SULIT!!! Jom!!! Sempena Sukma nih kan, jom lah! Hehehe

PS: Oi Manager - jgn lupa komisyen promosi!!! Hehehe






Posted at 6:52:23 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah




Sukma ke-11


Yes u ols...*sambil buat mulut! Mati la mek...* Yer, mek tahu mek lama dinch buat any entries *lama ker kalau setakat 2, 3, 4 hari? Or has it been nearly a week? Hurm...* Well anyways, tarkik lah. Here I am, giving you a new entry katanya, something current, something fresh leyyy... hiks!

Apa kes lately inih? Tak lain tak bukan, SUKAN MALAYSIA better known as Sukma, yang ke XI (11th rasenye, kan!?) yang akan bermula TODAY, 24th of May, sampai lah 4th of June katanya... Tapi, mraslah hari pembukaannye, will be this Saturday, 27th of May, 2006. Bertempat di Stadium Darulaman, at 8pm kot, mek will join my friends pi nengok majlis perasmian/ pembukaan Sukma itiew. Hiks! Mrasalah Leez, Neo, Ginger, BS, dan rakan² JC yang lain also katanya akan turut serta, KAN? Mrasa... Hiks! *jeling kat Ginger - mrasalah ko duduk sebels KB u ols nah? NO NO bukan Leez lah! LeeZ KB bahagian Tengah, mek KB bahagian AS Utara. Nih mek cakap, KB bahagian Selatan u ols... siapa? Sat mek pasang CD lagu hindustan nih sat nah... ~Sambil lagu mula berbunyi... "MujjeeRANGgedeyyyyy.... alalalalalalal" hiks! Mati la MA nih akan dipeligan satu stadium nanti, KAN!? Hakakakakak...

So anyways, mek bukannye nak buat panjang berjela sangat pon entry nih. Sedikit sebanyak mek akan update memana yang mek tau, memana yang patut dan yang penting, FOTOPAGES mek akan merriahs kots dengan gegambars lepas ini! I may not have many entries kat blog inih pasal Sukma itu nanti, tapi nantikan entries di fotopages mek itiew dengan loads of gegambars. MATI LAH PASS AKSES SEKRITARIAT!, kan!? Hiks!

Yes u ols. Mekaseh bebanyak kepada meraka yang bertanggungjawab keatas kad akses itiew *jeling kat Mamyzack dan Pete dan Kak Pah! OPPS!* yang telah susah payah buatkan mek satu kad. Mrasalah leh access ke bilik persalinan atlit lelaki katanya, KAN!? MEK SKER MEK SKER! *mati la Mamyzack ade access sampai ke BILIK AIR! Hiks!

Ooooooo I know I'm gonna be busy with work, tapi mek takkan lepaskan peluang nak snappy². Mek tak der lah nak buat keje ape sangat pon rasenye; nama jer dalam bahagian sekritariat itiew, TAPI, ado kejenye? NAN ADO. Snappies ado lah nanti! Hiks! Mati la Joe Klubbkidd dah buat special request pics! HIKS!

I wanted to do this entry since last week, ala² preperasi di negeri jelapang padi ini; tapi since mek nengok nan ado pa per banyak sangat bende leh snappy pong, mrasalah mek tunggu hingga semalam baru mek snappy². Mati la ALASAN lagi katanya, KAN!? Opps!

Owh well, so, there's nuthing much to be said la actually dalam entry ini, just, WAIT FOR THOSE PICS! Hiks! *mampos aku kena peligan ngan semua kalau NAN ADO pics nye, KAN!? Hahahaha...

Aiyoh! I thought mek dosi zoomed in dah!? Still jauh! Chit! Maklumat kurang jelas yer mengenai lokasi acara yang dipertandingkan, harap makhap, NAH!? Hiks!

Maskot SUKMA ke-Xi kali ini. Ape bende tah tu? Helang rasenye. Why helang ek? Tah - mek kantoi local history dulu. Sapa tau pasaipa HELANG jadik maskot (ke maskod? Hehehe) utk Sukma yang diadakan kali ini???

Alllllways tauuuu last last minute nak letakkan tugu ape tah... hiks!

Stadium Darulaman, yang bakal menjadi gelanggang utk acara Padang dan Olahraga... mek sker mek sker! Dan bawah itiew la Ginger dan mek cikcurinas 2 minggu lepas. OPPS! Mati la mek dicarut Sultanah Pahang, mengenakan wig Ginger. Hehehe...

Ah ha! Ini adalah terretoriii Celcom! Sapa nak access internet free, mrasalah bawak laptop hampa pi dok tercegat kat sitiew, NAH!?

I see RTM punye booth itiew... mana pi booth channel² lain tatau!?

Mek suke lah signboard nih. Bleh amik satu bok balik dak!? Hiks!

Yang penting, ade FUNFAIR nanti! Mrasalah naik itu bende pusing² tu, NAH!?

Clussssttt! Kad akses katanya! Mek sker!

Mek nye zone larangan ado dak? Mek pon tak paham... hiks!


Ha... apo lagik tunggu? Mrasala....

JOM PI KEDAH... hiks!









Posted at 3:25:46 am by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah



Thursday, May 18, 2006

"Mak Cik, ado kah Mak Cik percayakan 'HAPPY ENDINGS'? Komen sat Mak Cik..." - PART 1


Yer - topic hari ini bersama² Mak Cik² tempatan... Ado kah such thing as 'Happy Endings', or apa tu dalam citer² dongeng itiew, "... and they lived happily ever after..."? Hiks. Mrasalah kite ikutstis kesah bersama beberapa Mak Cik² ini nah... cast nye, Mak Esah, Mak Yahcha, Mak Senabel, Mak Ruk dan Mak Leha... hiks!

Tapi sebelum itiew, mrasalah kite kasik chan siket kat si Nurlea Laurielle itiew jawab soklan itiew dulu nah? *Mati la terkebil² pulak... LOL!

"Miss Laurielle, do you believe in 'HAPPY ENDINGS' or  'HAPPILY EVER AFTER'? Mrasalah jawab 5 points dalam 5 menet, NAH! Hiks!"

Senyum lebaq, pose gediques, dan terus menjawab...

Miss Laurielle: "Thank you for the question. Do I believe in such phrases? Erm, I don't think so... not unless I'm living in a fairy tale book or something *gelak gedik² sambil jelir lidah... hiks!* And besides, living happily ever after, ermmm, does not, erm, signifies, erm, LAMBANG, erm, lambang, KEMELAYSIAAN! Hiks! *Gelak gedik over lagi. LOL!* No but seriously, I don't believe in those phrases because we, as a normal human being, bound to make mistakes and by doin' so, there won't be such 'living with happy endings and forever after'. Because to me, if you were to live with those two phrases, then, I suppose you won't make any mistakes and have no problems at all. And for that, you won't be living a normal life. With that, I thank you..."

Cukup dak tatau 5 points dan 5 menet? HAHAH mati la mek!

Ok ok - berbalik kepada Mak Cik² tadi nih. Meh lah kite duduk kat serambi umah usang kayu milik Mak Esah itiew, sambil kite mendengar gossip dari Mak Cik² segeng dengan Mak Esah ini yer.... Mrasalah ikuti kesah gossip mereka berlima ini yer... *menguap - mampu ke mek habiskan entry nih? Mata dosi berat dah nih! LOL!


Bersama saya, Mak Esah, bakal bukak citer bersama geng² vogue gedebas saya kat umah. Lets la u ols... meh...


Mak Esah: Aiyoh, noq... ko tak dgr ke kesah si Lijah dan si Osman itiew???

Mak Yahcha: Ada jugak aku dgq, kesah umahtangga depa dosi goyah. Apa kes!?

Mak Esah: Haaa tu la kau. Tak ikuti perkembangan semasa. Mrasalah pasang Astro nah?

Mak Senabel: Ape kesah nih nyeh? Mek pon dgr² cam tu jugak kaedahnye. Mek curious nih... *sambil tenyeh sirih...

Mak Esah: Ha... tu la. It's all over kampung in the world to the glory of the survival occayy! Rumahtangga si Osman dan Lijah tu ha, dosi bergoyah... katanya wujud org ketiga...

Mak Leha: Yezza? Sesuaiii lah!

Mak Yahcha: Motif ko persis sentap dan nak DQ?

Mak Leha: Dinch ah! Mano ado...

Mak Senabel: Ish u ols. Takkan u ols tak tau kot. Leha kite nih ha, kan ke dulu terhegeh² nakkan si Osman itiew. Tapi yer lah, dah org tak layan - sentap la itiew, KAN!?

Mak Leha: Sorry nehhh! Mek dinch nahhh terhegeh² kat dia ok! Dia yang coberline ok! Dia yang siang malam pagi petang nak kan mek, alih² bile mek dinch layan, mrasalah speku satu dunia katanya mek yang terhegeh² kat dia ok! Eee, kowser!

Mak Esah: HEY! Ini mek nak citer nih. Korang nak dgr tak? Ini tak der kaitan dengan Leha la Senabel. Leha, ko jgn feeling nah! Hiks!

Terus terdiam katanya Leha, sambil belek² French Manicure nye. Opps! So lepas tu, Mak Esah pon bersambung katenye...

Mak Esah: Itu lah - point mek skarang ini, hehe, mati lah point mek lewat siket sampai nah - anyways, point mek kaedahnye, kite sangkakan bahagia la depa tu kan, rupo², ado?! NAN ADO ok. Disangkanya cerah sampai ke petang, rupanye hujan dosi turun during tea time sajork, HOW?

Curlast Mak Cik² ini semua speaking London katanya - yang penting, feeling² cakap bahasa hadek². Depa nih ori ke, kanta lekap beli kat Danok sajork? OPPS!

Mak Yahcha: TLP (tu la pasal), dengan itu, sah lah pepatah depa dok cakap... no such thing as HAPPY ENDING / Happily ever after, ok!? Semua tu karut, dalam citer dongeng sajork...

Mak Senabel: Yeszzaaahhh... mek pon ingatkan depa tu bahagia la gamaknye. Ruponye, nan ado... SEDEYYYY!!!

Mak Esah: Dgr khabau, alkesahnye, ade kes org ketiga, membuatkan si Lijah tu terasa diabaikan Osman. Betul ke?

Mak Leha: E eh? Ko yang mulakan CNN nih, kau pulak tanya kami, APA KES!?

Mak Esah: Tak der lah - mek tanya sajork utk tambah script dialogue nih ha, HANJENG!

*BEEP BEEP* Terdiam semua Mak Cik² itiew tatkala HP 3G Mak Yahcha berbunyik incoming msg...


HEY! Msg dari siape itiew u ols!?!?!?!


Mak Senabel: Dari sapo tu u ols msg itiew?

Mak Yahcha: Nih ha - dari Mak Ruck kita itiew. Katanya nak join, mek balas sajork, MRASA, nah?

Mak Esah: Mesti Mak Ruck kite itiew pong ado story kaedahnye... mrasa mrasa...

Bersambung... dengan kehadiran Mak Ruck, di PART 2! NANTIKAN!!! LEBIH banyak gossip dan kupasan yang bakal dikeluarkan. Mrasa!!! Mati lah mek!!!

DISCLAIMER: Citer Part 1 dan Part 2 (yang akan datang esok esok nih) nan ado kaitan ngan sapo² pong, baik yang hidup, atau yang dosi mati, atau yang bakal nak mampos, nah!? Kalau ade kaitan tu, KEBETULAN sajork, NAH!? Hiks!







Posted at 3:22:56 am by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah




Koleksi kotak bertambahhh katanya... hiks!


Mati la mek gila kumpul kotak - opps! Hiks!

Ptg tadi, mek ala² kempunan nak belik itiew iPod ke apa menatang tah la org panggei tu (mati la tak celik terma terma IT! Opps!). Nih semua gara² Rang la. Mek nengok dia pakai satu, teruih mek berkenan. Mrasalah rugi jer belik cd-man kat KL hari tu. (Owh which reminds me, Volks, kotak CD-man Sony tu ado kat umah u ols ok... Mati la semua barang² peponens tinggai kat sitiew. HAHAH!) Tapi kerana dah tetap pendirian nak belik jugak iPod tu (iPod la kan org panggei bende tu?), jadi, lepas lunchies tadi, dah selesai keje², mek ajak si Chef Aduka kuaq pekan dengan mek pi beli menatang itiew. Mrasa!!! Hiks!

Mek suka la kotak dia! Melerts. iPod tu pon not bad - I mean, walaupun berjenama SPEEDY katanya, dan walaupun hanya RM170, tapi, mrasalah 256Mb katanya - not bad aihhh!!! Sound pon ok - graphics pon ok. Mrasalah MP4 katanya boleh main video ek? Cam nih nak transfer video IQP 2006 itiew la... OPPS! Mati la tak muat katanya 1.7Gb video itiew. HAHAH!

Dan lepas itiew, lepas dosi hantaq si CA balik (lepas lepak kat salon Mak Ayam Nabilla Natasha Porntip Nakirun Kanurk itiew dan lepas pi balik kedai beli iPod kat Sentosa Mall tu, sebab earphone rosak sebelah katanya!), mek pon pulang la ke umah katanya dan terus off segala suis bagai dalam bilik tu sebab nak operatebogelkan CPU mek tu balik katanya. Hiks! Awat, apa yang rosak tatau!? Hehehe. Tak der... cam ginik... *since malas nak menaip, baca sajork dialogue di bawah ini, nah!? Heheh...

LeeZ: u ols awat p kuarkan CDRW u ols tu?

LeeZ: guna la dedua... mcm hem

Nurlea Laurielle @ Home: LeeZ: Owh, CAN AH? then mek kena keluarkan CD rom biasa tu la> Mek rase 3 drivers dinch bols u ols?

LeeZ: aiyoo

LeeZ: u ols... kuarkanla CDROM biasa tu... masukkan CDRW u ols tu dan DVDRW u ols guna dedua

Nurlea Laurielle @ Home: LeeZ: u ols... kuarkanla CDROM biasa tu... masukkan CDRW u ols tu dan DVDRW u ols guna dedua< - leezie, but i tot having the DVD rom tu is like having the CD-writer tu inside the DVD rom/ writer tu, kan? hmmmmmm tak pa. balik satgi mek pomen lain bok keluaq CD-rom biasa itiew dan gantikan balik dengan CD-writer cam u ols. mrasalah ponen celik IT katanya, kan? hiks!

LeeZ: LOLS... at least u have an option... mcm mek kalo nak write CD biasa mek guna la CDRW tu

LeeZ: kalo nak write DVD guna la DVD writer ittew

Nurlea Laurielle @ Home: LeeZ: LOLS... at least u have an option... mcm mek kalo nak write CD biasa mek guna la CDRW tu< - ok. tapi with that DVD writer pong u ols can write CD biasa, kan???

LeeZ: mmg boleh... sama jugak apa guna CD ROM biasa tu kan?? CDRW tu takleh baca ka?? *ops

Volk$@opis.. :|: its better to have the CDRW rather than the CDROM cos CDROM only reads the memory where else the CDRW reads and write... simple as that... hehehe

LeeZ: abg V kan??? hi-5 naaa

LeeZ: hiks

Nurlea Laurielle @ Home: YER LA YER LAH hehhhe

Nurlea Laurielle @ Home: hanjeng tauuuuu caruts mek kuasa dua. HHEHEHE
Dan tetiber jer, Miss A bersuara...

BadarSila: tudiaa... bukak kelas tutorial "HOW TO OPERATE DVDRW FOR DUMMIES", hiks..

DUMMIES la mek!? Hanjs! Bimbo sajork - OPPS!!!

Anyways, setelah dinasihatkan sebegitiew oleh LeeZie dan si Volksie, mrasalah mek perongkah pomen balik CPU mek tu, bok keluaq CD-ROM Sony yang biasa itiew, dan gantikan dengan Samsung CD-Writer mek itiew... mati la ponen mekanikal! HIKS!

Gantikan CD-ROM biasa itiew dengan CD-Writer Samsung mek itiew. Mrasa!!! *Motif lentikkan pegangan CD-Writer itiew? HIKS!

SONY tau! Jgn memain! Sapa nak belik!? Mrasa... contact mek, NAH!? Hiks!

Kan!? So kaedahnye CPU mek sekars ado CD-Writer which can read CD biaso dan writes a CD, dan also ade DVD-Writer katanya which can read DVD (yer, termasuk DVD IQP2006 itiew yer! Hiks!) dan mek leh buat DVD mek sendirs sekars. Mrasalah jadik tokey DVD lak dah? Hikhikhiks!

Jadik, apakah kesimpulan entry kali ini!? Yer... pandai pong - KOLEKSI KOTAK MEK MAKIN BANYAK! LOL!!!!

Mek sker mek sker - lepas nih kalo ade kotak² baru, nak letak tang mana dah tatau!?

Hiks! Mrasalah! (Noticed the new signature? Hehehe - mek sker mek sker!!! Terima kasih Abang Im... hiks!)







Posted at 2:23:04 am by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah



Wednesday, May 17, 2006

A very tiring day... I vonder vhy... hiks!


U ols!!! Aiyoh... I woke up this morning at 5.45am; guesss di mana ku berada!?!?! Di depan PC kiew itiew katanya! Mek terselayas tidur depan PC sundalll semalam! Awat tatau!??? Gamaknye penat sangat kot - tapi penat pon, pasai pa tatau!?

Kisahnye mek semalam dok nak buat entry pasal semalam la, the whole day sebab ade lah few things yg mek nak citerkan. Tapi alih², ado!? NAN ADO! Terlelap terus katanya. Seingat mek, the last time mek sedau dan berjaga, mek dok chatting sat dengan si Ayie @ Penang itiew. Dan waktu tu actually mek dosi lalok mengantuk dan panas, so mek cakap mek nak pi memandian. Memandian haponye, kalau mek terlentang elok punye atas seat mek nih, sedar² jer, NAH! Hamek kau! 5.45am! Gile lama betoi mek tidur depan pc nih! LOL! Sedar² at 5.45am, baru mek pindah pi tidoq kat katil mek. Hiks!

So ok, anyways, apo mek nak citer tatau? Owh yes - 3 bende yang mek nak citerkan about yesterday; my Lunch, my sentap kes tak leh nak nengok DVD IQP2006, dan kes mek menghabiskan duit lagik belik DVD-rom/ writer katanye utk nengok IQP2006 tu. Hiks!

Lets mulakan with my lunchies. Whats with my lunchies tatau? Owh yes, kan mek kembalik dok diet bagai nih. Tapi mai semalam, awat tatau dia mengidam sesangat nak makan Mc. D!? Mengidam sepasai, tapi, ordernye, HAIYOH! Lebih dari mengidam dah nih... nih seperti melantak sebulan tak makan! LOL!

KAN!? Ini MAKAN ke MELANTAK!? RM23.16 utk seors makan!? Big Mac value meal (L) set, cola changed to OJ, Chix. Mc. Nuggets 6 pieces with BBQ sauce, Apple Pie, and extra OJ, with lots of extra chili sauce! GILE LAH!? Mati la diet! Mati la lepas nih 2 bulan terus silent dari makan apo² dah! Hiks!

And talking about a bad-desk-day. Haiyoh! Semak sekalsss meja kiew itiew... tapi mrasalah mek masih leh buat keje, namun dalam ketensian. Dah la tensi hal² kerej, tensi lak hal dvd IQP itiew, TENSION PULAK pasal Apple Pie rupa²nya TAK SEDAP, dan french fries mek dosi sejuk dan LEMBIK! Vencikkksss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So that's all about my lunchies, semalam. HIKS! *Apa pointnya pon mek kurang pereksa, but I think it's all about makan banyak, apple pie tak sedap, dan french fries masuk angin/ sejuk/ lembik. Hiks! Owh delivery boynye namanye Halim, candiew - tapi couldn't be bothered la mek nak snappy². Perut time tu dok berbunyik. Gasak pi la candiew ke ape ke, yang  mek tau, MEK NAK MAKAN! Hiks!

SO ape kes seterusnya? Owh yes. Kes DVD berkualitasi IQP2006. Actually, kes kedua ini ade sangkut paut nye dengan kes ketiga mek, DVD-rom/ writer yang mek belik for RM185.00 itiew. Apa kaitannye? CAM NIH! Kalau lah DVD IQP2006 itiew tak buat hal, mrasalah mek takkan nak belik DVD Writer itiew, KAN!? Kan mek dosi ade CD-Writer (mati la csi_X carut mek tak up to date! HANJENG!), so what for nak membazir belik DVD WRITER, kan? Tapi, meeeeeeeeeeeemandangkan DVD IQP2006 itiew tidak mampu dipasang di 5 tempat berasingan; umah MamyZackZali, umah sepupu MamyZackZali, dua kedai PC dan also di laptop kakak ipar hem (WALHAL laptop kawan MamyZack, BOLEH PLAK!? Sentap lagik!) Hehehe.... Jadi, since mek dah hapset semua tempat dinch boleh nak main, dan masuk 7 kedai PC semuanya tak der sediakan service menukarkan DVD itiew ke bentuk VCD, JADI, dengan itiew, MEK TELAH MENGAMBIL KEPUTUSAN, utk, yes, BELIK SAJORK DVD-rom/ writer itiew. Mujur kawan kepada abang hem yang candiew botaknye itiew telah menjualkan dengan harga cikmurs. Memula nak belik DVD reader/ CD-burner, ape tah org panggei? COMBO? Ha... tu dosi RM130.00. Tapi pikiaq² balik, DAH ALANG² tu kan!? Mrasalah! Hiks!

So lepas dosi belik, mrasalah jadik ponen mekanikal balik like waktu mek belik CD-Writer itiew. ONLY this time, mek dosi tau what to do and what not to do. MEK SKER LAH MEK SKER!!!! Fast learner la bab bab inih! MEK SKER! Mati la ponen asik anjurkan kuiz tapi NAN ADO mampu jadik ponen mekanikal seperti mek! Opps!

Samsung katanya! Mek ske mek suke!!! *tuuu nampak tempak letak DVD citer apa tatau!? Yang ado cover muka Ginger De La Loca berkepit itiew, sentap dinch dapat pakai crown itiew? OPPSS! Gara² DVD itiew lah maka terbelinye jugak DVD writer nih tau! Hahaha!

Suka laaa mek nengok kotaknye yang serba blue itiew... nampak sangat tadak keje dah snappy² dua kali pic kotak. Mati lah persis "Republica Del Peghu, PERU!" hahahhaa!

Yes, mrasalah mek bogelkan CPU mek itiew. Hiks! This time, tak der lah seblur kali pertama dulu buat install CD-Writer itiew. Kirenye kali nih, pro la siket, dinch perlu call call sesiapa dah pong! HIKS! Mati la kekwat!

Ha... Samsung CD Writer mek. SAPA NAK BELI!? Mek beli hargo serats lebih. Meh mek juai cik murs kat uols. Mek jual Serats, on the dot, NAH!? HAHAHAH!

Aiyoh! Makin bertambah katanya koleksi kotak²! MEK SKER! Dulu suka buat koleksi dresses, crown, sash dan accessories, KAN? Mrasalah sekarang jadik Ponen IT - buat koleksi barang² PC dan gadgets and what not. Betoi kan mek eja gadgets tu? Hiks!

Dah habis pasang bagai, ha... THAT'S IT! Pasang lah DVD IQP 2006 tu, mek rasa dari kui brapa tah, SAAAMPAI la mek lalok ngantuk. Chat YM ke ape ke, haram semua mek tinggaikan dulu. Blog ke mana apa ke mana, ASIK LAH TGK DVD itiew, lebih² lagi part mek. Hiks! Pastu mek save lah copy ke Hard Drive D mek. Kononnye semalam nak convert ke VCD la kan. Hanjeng! Splitnye dosi boleh, nak burnnye, ish! ADO software apo tatau mek nan ado. Haiii, perlu ke hari nih men-shopping-kan diri lagi di IT Valley itiew???!!! Hiks!

Mek rase penat sebab tuuuu lah kot (sebab apa? Sebab jadik ponen mekanikal dan install itu ini tu lah...) yang mek leh tertidur depan PC itiew. Hiks! *Kee sebab terlena dok tgk aski Mmmmm CAK dan MUUUAAHHHSSS itiew? Opps!) LARIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!







Posted at 10:03:18 am by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah



Monday, May 15, 2006

Brad Pitt, Keanu Reeves - move aside! 'Coz here comes Adam...


NAH!!! Meletop sangat budak nih! COMEL GILE!!! Kan u ols!?!?!? Nangisss mek tgk kecomelan vudhak inih!!! Anak sapa dia tatau!?!?!?!

Sungguh dia tak kekok ok dengan kamera lensa. Bleh geng ngan mek - Adam, LETS POSE! Hiks! Sweet sangat senyuman dia, besaq² nanti mesti candiew *Mak nye... ooooo mak nye!!! MEK CHUP DULU TAU!!! Nanti bila dia besaq teruna, leh la jadik bodyguard mek. Time tu leh lah mek brangan Joan Collins. Hiks!

Aiyoh! Mek tak tahan ok tgk dia senyum! CUTE GILE! Merembes aku nengok! Besaq² nanti sure candiew. Tak dapat jadik bodyguard mek, biar lah mek jadik bodyguard u ols, NAH!? Opps!

"Alaaaa... org belom ready lagi la nak pose... motif dosi snappy²!?!?!? I tak pedulik! AMIK LAGI SEKALI! Mana make up artist mek tatau!? TOUCH UP!!!!" Nahhh - kecik² pon mek dosi kasik dialogue kat dia, clust kan!?! Tu mek nengok air liur Adam very der meleleh² - sure rezeki murah kepada family dan parents dia, KAN? Dan kalau dosi murah rezeki, bolehnye Mak nye si Adam nih SPONSOR mek lagi dalam pageant² akan datang, KAN!? OPPSSS!

Dalam banyak² gambo, MEK PALING SUKA YANG NIH!!! Cute gile! Cheekbones makan hati ok! Dinch perlu inject bagai! MELETOP! Complextion zasssttt flawwlesss *What do you expect, he's just a baby, KAN!? Hanjeng sangat kan mek? LOL! And there's something about mata dia itiew. Haiyoh - cair mek nengok. Bulat elok sangat! Hehehe...

Nangis laaaa nangis! Haiii - comel sangat! Cepat! Producer² eklan, sapa nak hamek dia jadik model bayi²an, sila hubungi mek. Mek selaku agent dia, perlu buat penapisan bagai duliew. Hiks! Yer la, nak tgk lah, brapa lama dia diselitkan dalam advert itiew, nak kena nengok bayarannye beraps, nak kena tgk siapakah make up artistnye nanti... hiks!

Apa apa pong, kepada IBUnya yang merangkap Ibu Ayam berkanta lekap ori (dinch Dr. Nara nahhh!), si Bellarina Teoh De La Tingtong a.k.a Belle, dan hubbynye, si F, u ols, mek just nak cakap, u ols berdua sangat lucky to have Adam yang secomel² alam nih, yang kuat senyum dan kuat ketawa itiew. U ols berdua sangat² bertuah ok - bila nak yang keduanye? OPPS! Hehehe... Tapi up till now, mek tak dapat nak decide; Adam nih ikut muka laki u ols ke, muka u ols Belle? Ke dia ikut muka mek? Ade la siket iras² muka mek zaman² mek kecik² bayi duliew itiew. Hiks! LARIIIII!!!!

Dan yang penting, Belle, mekaseh lah amek mek jadik guardian and angel anak u ols. Kalau apa² berlaku, mek akan jaga dia macam anak mek sendiri *MEK DAH NAK FEELING DQ DRAMA SWASTA! Make up artist Adam tadik mana tatau!? TOUCH UP MEK CEPAT! Hiks. Anyways, mek sangat suka dengan Adam, dan mek terharu hari tu u ols sebut mek leh jadik Guardian and Angel dia. Mek sker mek sker!

*Nanti tunjuk blog nih kat dia nah - boleh dia nengok pic² dia yang mek dosi published nih for the whole world to see. MEK SKER MEK SKER!!!

Hiks!







Posted at 11:55:54 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah



Sunday, May 14, 2006

I love A, but at the same time I love B - HELP!


Date: Thu, 11 May 2006 01:28:18 -0700 (PDT)
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Subject: hi lea - need some advice
To:lea_laurielle@yahoo.com

hi lea.
 
it was a long time ago that i sent an email, telling you how much i admire u. that you let your life fulfilled with other things and not forgetting who you are.
 
lea, i need some advice. quite don't have any friends left that i could talk to. entahlah, at this point i am in desperation to talk to someone - to have someone tell me what to do. or at the very least, be very frank to me, that i am a cruel person.
 
i have been in a relationship with my partner for more than 18 months now. for the first year, everything been great. then, i became the jealous freak that i am and she in return became rebellious and got her ego between us. it was push and pull that lead to me getting to know another woman. 
 
lea, i am in love with both women. and they have professed love to me. i've been found out 4 times counting the last one. and this time around, i tried to end it with my partner and ready to start life with the other woman. but lea, while my partner and i were trashing out things between us, finalizing things, we just got to a part where we just cried and all anger, all hatred, all resentment between us just ebbed away. lea, i saw the love that brought us together in the first place, and i can't just let go and might ended up regretting things had i not try to salvage things. i promise my partner i will not have any claims on her until i can stand proud in front of her with my full heart for her. but i could not forget the other woman lea. i could not ignore her calls, could not not read her emails and reply to it. i love both lea. and both have said they are willing to wait for me. lea ... i'm so fucked up.

Xxxx Xxxxx

Owwwhhhh kkkkaaayyyyy... knpa mek rase cam tetiber dejavu jer nih? I mean, situasi org mintak advise dari mek nih - like, same masalah lak tu. Could it be the same person? Hahahah memandai jer mek nak speku. Tak per. Lets, biar mek treat this matter berasingan dari the matters yang mek dosi pernah attended sebelum inih,nah?

I shall not buat entry nasihat nih pepanjang lebar. Sah sah mek pong berproblems jugak. Muahahah! Tapi, let me buat entry nih utk Xxxx itiew in point form, so that u ols leh paham senang dan know what to do next, nah?

So Xxxx Xxxxx... hear this...

  1. As far as I'm concerned la kan, the only reason why you went out with B (the later one), was simply to abaikan ie. get away dari masalah yang you sedang hadapi with A, correct? Even if you deny it, tapi mek tetap rase cam tu. Sebab kalau U and A (ur 1st partner) dinch ado masalah, would you be going out with B? No kan? :D
  2. Yang mek nampak, seteruk mana masalah u dengan A, seberapa kali u guys tried nak berpisah, u guys still love each other. Don't deny that. Sebab you said so yourself yang you can still see the love that brought u and A together. And whenever you nak end it, the word TAPI is there, KAN? When TAPI is around, so is the love between u and A. Its just that you guys need to sit down and work things out.
  3. B on the other hand, adalah just alasan for you to have since you're having problems with A. Now soalan mek, would you truly say you love B as much as you love A? U ols can see ker the love like the love between you and A dalam the love between you and B? Jgn cepat melatah dan cepat draw conclusions wak. Pikir bebetul. You kenal B bilo? You kenal A bilo? Jgn wak oiiii buat decision yang sallaps (salah + silaps) hiks!
  4. Call it out of style, but for me, you can mingle and sleep with zillion trillions of peeps, but when it comes to LOVE, you can only Love 1 person, and say it to 1 person only, and be in love with only 1 person. Itu pandangan mek la eek. So as for you, identify bebetul, which one yg THE ONE (pada pendapat mek, its A, walaupun u ols ado masalah...). Mana ade relationship yang tak der masalah? It won't be right - a perfect relationship adalah dengan kehadiran masalah. Tanpa masalah, I doubt we'd be calling it perfect? You think about it..
  5. When you say you cannot forget about B, thats because you MIND sets it to be that way. You want things to work out with A, yes? THEN you have to force yourself and your brains to stop thinking about B. I'm not asking you to ABAIKAN B - but just stick to being friends, someone who you can talk to. For all you know, lepas² nih, B could be the one yang nasihatkan you. If dia sayangkan you and paham your situation, dia akan bantu u dengan A... :D

Xxxx, I do hope my nasihat nih boleh diterima akal dan dipakai. Mek buat nih as an entry, semata² utk let the rest yang might be in your shoes tu pon boleh adaptkan. Hope you don't mind. Biarlah kite share masalah² cam nih. So I hope, you ols boleh think now whats best and Good Luck and may God bless you... :)

PS: U're not fucked up lah unless u're getting fucked la kan. Hiks! Stay coolies darl. Me know you can settle this matter... just relax, think wisely and if possible, TALK to A regarding this... and let B understand that you still love A. Cakap kat B, "Takkan nak tunggu sampai jadik kertu kot???" Hehehe - lariiiiiiii! *Me yang lari, bukan u ols yang lari tau! Hehe...










Posted at 12:35:58 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah




Where Is Love - By Carlos Iskandar


Date: Wednesday, 10 May 2006 19:18:19 -0700 (PDT)
From: "Carlos Iskandar" (carlos_isqandar@yahoo.com) - Add to Address Book
Subject: Where is love?
To: lea_laurielle@yahoo.com

Hi Lea,
 
Greeting from the NET... How are you? Congratulations on your Top 10 in the recent pageant , heard it all from Volks.... hehehehe... My apology for not being there at the pageant and also writing to you, haven't been productive, diserang penyakit writer's block  , nevertheless I hope every body will enjoy this one...

Where is Love?

Love is where good and evil is one, thus rendering good and evil invalid. Love is where this moral conflict is halted, and the absoluteness of life is achieved. Love is when people stop judging one another, hence, the absence of good and evil. For where judgment is required, a standard of good and evil is called for.

But surely, one, who attempts Perfect Love, will find the road lonesome, thorny steps, poisonous breath and deviate from it as soon as the giving of Love is replied with un-Love. But, it is non-judgmental, which means one does not judge how much is to be given, and not judge also how much is to be repaid. That is Love corrupted, and not Love in its purest, and most divine, and glories. Perfect Love, Divine Love, Godly Love is free for all for freedom is what every soul desires!

But one will find this road to freedom lonesome as nobody believes in such Truth, and many will attempt to influence you, even your own mind will stop you from achieving this freedom for it is so great a blessing that it is deemed impossible. But it is not impossible, for God is the testimony of this Truth. His very existence, His creation tells this very Truth. We are all free! But we deny ourselves by not believing it, being judgmental, choose to discriminate and drive ourselves into Chaos by attempting Order in the World that solely exist on the basis of the struggle of good and evil.

Love is where the soul finally stops judging, even unto one, and rest forever in the Perfect Love of God. For Perfect Love is not judgmental but all-blessing, all-embracing, and all-forgiving. It is to be able to rest and to be embraced in the glory of God's Perfect Love that defines what is Heaven. To be able to do that, one must stop judging, and be able to emulate Perfect Love, and pour the rays of Perfect Love out to the World. Duly, Love will come unto one's soul, and to all other one's soul had touched.



And, when one calls for freedom, one also calls for the invalidity of good and evil. To achieve this, emulating Perfect Love is the only way, and it is to stop judging, and become Lovable, that is all blessing, all embracing, and all forgiving.

“I will sow the my seeds of love while I take the thorny steps and walk the lonesome road” – Carlos Isqandar

Yours sincerely,
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Posted at 11:39:47 am by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah




Happy Mothers Day!!!


"Why are you crying?" a young boy asked his Mom?

"Because I'm a woman," she told him.

"I don't understand," he said.

His Mom just hugged him and said,
"And you never will, but that's O.K."...

Later the little boy asked his father,
"Why does Mom seem to cry for no reason?".
"All women cry for no reason," was all his Dad could say...

The little boy grew up and became a man,
still wondering why women cry.

Finally he put in a call to God and when God got back to him, he asked "God, why do women cry so easily?"

GOD answered...

"When I made woman,
I decided she had to be special.
I made her shoulders
strong enough to carry
the weight of the world, yet,
made her arms gentle enough to give comfort...

I gave her the inner strength
to endure childbirth
and the rejection
that many times will come
even from her own children.

I gave her a hardness
that allows her
to keep going and take care
of her family and friends,
even when everyone else gives up, through sickness and fatigue without
complaining....

I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all
circumstances. Even when her child has hurt her badly....

She has the very special power to make a child's boo-boo feel better and
to quell a teenager's anxieties and fears....

I gave her strength to care for her husband, despite faults
and I fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart....

I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but
sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him
unfalteringly....

For all of this hard work,
I also gave her a tear to shed.
It is hers to use
whenever needed and
it is her only weakness....
When you see her cry,
tell her how much you love her, and all she does for everyone, and even though
she may still cry, you will have made her heart feel good.
 
She is special!"

Each day is a mountain that must be climbed; with courage each step
gets easier.

Love your Mother Always
and keep her Smiling...
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!!








Posted at 3:30:56 am by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah




Keluhan seorang Kekasih... *sigh*


PS: Sebelom mek dispeku sebagai 'kekasih' itiew, biaq mek buat DISCLAIMER sat nah before we begin. Entry nih, bukan keluhan mek tau! Ini keluhan dari seorang teman yang sent me this 'karangan' yang dibuat sebaik saje dia bangun pagi bile tah. Dia rase, the only way dia leh lepaskan tensi mensi bagai semua, was to write this karangan. So dia kasik mek baca. Dan mek rase terharu dan tersentuh sangat baca karangan keluhan dia nih, lantas mek meminta izin dia utk buatkan as entry. Dia tarkik katanya. Mek pon apa la lagi, COPY PASTE sajork. Tapi niatnye disini, nak kasik u ols rase cam mana dia nih dok rasa... mek tumpang sedeh...

Mari... kite mulakan... hiks!

"Cinta ni ada berbagai jenis, ada orang kata Cinta ni kasih sayang, sayang terhadap keluarga, sayang kepada orang yang disayangi, atau pun sayang terhadap orang yang kita sanjungi.Cinta ini amat pelik, ia boleh buat seseorang tu jadi gila, tak tentu arah mahu pun buat perkara-perkara yang pelik dan bodoh.

Saya melibatkan diri dalam dunia gay ini dah beberapa tahun,mula sejak zaman sekolah. Soalan bagaimana saya melibatkan diri tu tak yah tanya atau tak yah saya bagi jawapan. Mula aktif libatkan diri dengan seseorang beberapa tahun yang lalu, biasalah kan, bila kita dah mula matang, usia dah mula lanjut, kekadang kita rasa kita perlukan seseorang, untuk menghilangkan kesepian atau kebosanan.

Apabila kita menemui seseorang yang kita suka, biasanya dalam dunia homoseksual ini, perkara yang pertama sekali di otak fikiran ialah hanya untuk sex sahaja, kawan… nombor terletak di tangga nombor dua. Tetapi benda ini tak jadi kepada semua orang,kekadang mereka ini lebih suka berkawan dan dari situ berkembang kepada satu perhubungan yang lebih dalam. Bagi saya, zaman sekarang ini, kebanyakan gay ni, lebih mementingkan sex sahaja, bila first time jumpa jer, dalam otak fikiran mereka... mesti nak sex dulu,tidak dinafikan, saya pun memang macam tu jugak dulu masa saya masih muda. Time tu, saya tak terfikir lah pulak nak bercinta cam orang lain, pada masa dulu,kalau saya jumpa orang, setakat hanya nak berkawan biasa dan kemudia untuk melepaskan nafsu saja. Masa itu, saya tak faham, kenapa orang mesti nak bercinta, apa faedahnya kalau bercinta.

Dari ingin tahu, jadi nak try plak apa rasa kalau bercouple, dari situ mula la saya belajar, bagaimana nak berhubung dengan seseorang, dan cuba mengeluarkan rasa kasih sayang terhadap orang itu, rupanya bukan senang.Tersungkur gak banyak kali.

Masih ingat lagi, pertama kali jatuh cinta, rasa macam dunia ni indah sekali,eh! betul ke indah? Saya pun tak pasti, tapi apabila ia terjadi, memang boleh buat orang jadi gila. Bila kita dah mula sayang kepada seseorang atau pendek kata “dia”, kita akan beri segala apa yang kita ada pada dia, beri apa saya pun tak tahu, mungkin kita akan lebih ingin bersama selalu, kemana jer dia nak pergi, kita rasa nak ikut. Bila kita dah sayang kat dia, dari situ pulak kita akan rasa tidak tenteram, takut kehilangan dia, takut dia mengkhianati kita, jumpa orang lain, akan rasa dengki kalau dia ada kawan baru, ada jer lah macam-macam sepekulasi yang kita fikirkan.

Dari masa ke masa, saya dah beberapa kali jatuh cinta, putus cinta, jatuh cinta balik, putus cinta balik, lama-kelamaan, saya dah rasa muak, kebetulan pulak, usia saya makin meningkat, jadi, dari situ saya belajar, cara nak menghadapinya kalau kita putus cinta, cara nak selesaikan masalah bercinta ini. Semakin matang saya, semakin pulak malas untuk bercinta, sehingga satu tahap dimana saya siap sumpah tak akan bercinta lagi, sebab bercinta ini memang amat pahit, dan percaya lah kata-kata saya, memula memang lah seronok, indah, tetapi kalau ada benda yang buruk terjadi, masa itu lah baru kita tahu, bertapa susahnya kalau kita dah sayang kat si dia.

Saya dapati, kebanyakkan hubungan saya ngan si dia yang lepas-lepas, selalunya dan kebanyakkan perkara yang buat saya putus hubungan ngan dia ialah adanya pihak ketiga, pihak ketiga tu bukan maksudnya orang lain nak kacau hidup saya ngan dia, tetapi si dia yang buat hal, dari 5 kenalan saya, 3 orang memang camtu. Depan saya kata sayang kat saya, punya la baik, tapi hakikatnya dibelakang…….main “belakang”!!! Hanya lakonan di depan saya!!! Apa yang buat saya confuse sekarang, kalau kita boleh cuba mengkekalkan rasa kasih sayang kita kat dia, kenapa dia tidak boleh? Memang betul kot kata orang, manusia ini tidak pernah puas, terutama golongan homoseksual ini! Tak pernah puas apa yang mereka dapat, kekadang saya macam tu jugak tetapi tidak sampai lah saya nak melukakan hati orang yang kita dah melafazkan kata cinta dan kasih sayang.

Memang sakit dan pedih hati bila orang yang kita sayang bak gila ni mengkhianati kasih sayang kita! Dah la dulu pernah kata, saya tak akan sayang kat orang lagi, lain pulak jadi nya. Napa yek benda ni harus terjadi kat saya, apa kah salah saya sehingga dia sanggup buat camni kat saya, kalau setakat alasan “dah bosan” baik tak yah nak bercinta bercouple dari mula.kalau dah tau sendiri tu nak cari yang lain, baik jer terus terang dari dulu. Ataupun tak dapat terima atau menahan perangai masing-masing? Bagi saya, kalau dah sayang kat orang, kita sepatunya la terima saja apa yang ada pada orang itu, andai katakan ada benda atau perangai dia yang kita tak suka atau susah diterima, selalunya saya akan cuba dulu menerimanya, kalau dah tak boleh terima, saya akan cuba plak menghadapinya, kalau tak boleh jugak, saya akan cuba mengubahkannya. Kalau tak boleh jugak macam mana? Putuskan hubung??? Ataupun…… cari orang lain tetapi secara senyap-senyap? Biasanya kalau dah terpaksa terima dan tak leh buat apa-apa lagi, saya biar jer dia. Biar jer dia buat apa yang dia nak, tapi yang susah kita lar, kena terima secara bulat-bulat, tu la kata orang komitmen!

Sekarang ni, benda yang tak nak dah berlaku, dia dah start curi makan kat luar, biasanya kalau korang lar, korang akan buat apa? Slow talk ngan dia? Bincang? Atau serang terus? Tak payah la tanya camna saya tau yang dia curi makan kat luar, come on lar, saya berani jamin, gay ni, tak ada yang setia 100%, kalau ada pun, memang jarang kita jumpa orang camni, dan selalunya dah dikebas orang lain, bila laa turn saya!!! kengkawan saya ada yang dah bercouple puluh tahun, tapi still salah sorang tu mesti pernah makan luar. Kekadang saya ni lurus orangnya, tapi saya bukan bodoh, lagi pun dah banyak kali terkena benda yang sama. Sayang dia bagai nak mampus, rupa-rupanya dia curi makan luar, dah la dunia gay ni kecik, pusing-pusing orang yang sama, orang yang kita kenal, korang leh kata may be kawan dengki saja buat cerita, atau saja nak sabotaj tapi kalau dah sendiri yang find out, then apa citer, nak slow talk ngan dia, tak boleh, tak der bukti, kalau ada pun, susah nak tunjukkan, silap-silap kang dia kata kita yang buat fitnah.

Ntah lar, kekadang rasa macam nak give up jadi gay ni (boleh ker masalahnya), kekadang tertanya-tanya gak kenapa saya leh jadi gay, or should I be proud being gay? Walaupun dah berkali dah experience benda yang sama, susah jugak bila benda ni dah terjadi, cuba nak ignore tapi tak leh tidur plak memalam asyik terpikir jer benda ni, cuba adjust ke benda lain kononnya nak build up kerjaya dulu still tak leh jugak, or should I be like him, curi makan luar jugak, just nak balas balik, kalau buat camtu, apa faedahnya, dah terang-terang kita kata tadi, nak curi makan luar gak, tak kan la dia akan tau, yer tak… buat donno plak sendiri yang menara, sampai bila benda ni akan keep on going? Kekadang kita terjumpa member, then tetiba jer member tanya,”nyah!!! Bahagia yer skrang ko dah bercouple” rasa jer saya nak bagi penampar satu kat member tu…

Benda camni lar saya paling takut, that’s way pernah saya sumpah dulu tak akan bercinta lagi, tak akan sayang kat orang lagi, pejam mata, celik mata tetiba dah bercoupla again, takut mati sorang ker saya ni, rasanya tak, semua orang akan mati sorang gak, takan la bila mati nak tarik sorang lagi… kalau bukan takut mati abis tu apa? Sunyi kot rasanya, kekadang terpengaruh gak dari member yang bercouple. Ok fine, saya admit saya memang rasa sunyi, not sex yer, sex hanya untuk keseronokkan diri, kalau gersang pun, leh lepaskan bila-bila jer, tapi.. kalau dah rasa sunyi tu.. kes berat la kot, umur dah tua, jadi nak jugak la ada teman. Mungkin ada yang kata kalau rasa sunyi nak berteman, napa tak just berkawan jer, jangan ada apa-apa ngan dia, yeah right!! It’s easier to say then done!! Bila kita dah lama berkawan ngan dia, lama kelamaan, rasa kasih sayang tu akan terkeluar, bila dah kluar, memang tak leh nak simpan.

Aah!! Fedupnya camni… so.. sekarang ni.. saya terpaksa biar jer la dia nak buat apa, dia nak jumpa orang ker, nak projek ngan orang ke suka hati dia lar, asal kan jangan sampai kena penyakit kena kat saya cukup! Sayang tak sayang kat saya pun saya dah tak peduli…. Memang tak leh caya dah! Kalau terpaksa, nak putus hubungan, saya lagi tak kisah, tapi.. saya prefer kalau putus hubungan as lover, tapi still berkawan. As usual, ada few guys in my life was my bf, but now they are my best friends.

Yang penting sekarang, jaga diri saya sendiri, my own future yang masih malap ni, kena tabahkan diri dan terus kan apa yang saya hajat nak buat selama ni. Pasal dia…. Letak tepi, dah jadi tak penting dalam hidup saya."

Nah... rasain...

Kepada si DIA itiew, u ols - banyak²lah bersabaq, nah? Setiap apa yang berlaku, pasti ado reasonsnye, NAH?



Dahhh dahh... jgn nanges, nah??? Mek kan ado... hiks!

PS: If u have anything against the person yang menulis entry dari hatinya ini, I suggest u ols keep ur pathetic comments elsewhere, nah? Blog mek nih tak der nye tempat utk org² dan lelalats yang nak mengomen entry² seperti ini dengan bahasa² cimpeng! *Apa dia tatau bahasa cimpeng tu? HEHEH! Mek pon dinch hui! Tetiber jer terkeluar... hiks!* Apa², kalau nak mengutuk mengumppat bagai, sila la pi tempat laiinn nah. For those yang ade good advise, time nih la to show ur concern, biarpon si DIA nih might just be another stranger to u ols, nah? MRASA!!! Hiks!









Posted at 1:41:05 am by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah



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