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Sunday, May 14, 2006

I love A, but at the same time I love B - HELP!


Date: Thu, 11 May 2006 01:28:18 -0700 (PDT)
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Subject: hi lea - need some advice
To:lea_laurielle@yahoo.com

hi lea.
 
it was a long time ago that i sent an email, telling you how much i admire u. that you let your life fulfilled with other things and not forgetting who you are.
 
lea, i need some advice. quite don't have any friends left that i could talk to. entahlah, at this point i am in desperation to talk to someone - to have someone tell me what to do. or at the very least, be very frank to me, that i am a cruel person.
 
i have been in a relationship with my partner for more than 18 months now. for the first year, everything been great. then, i became the jealous freak that i am and she in return became rebellious and got her ego between us. it was push and pull that lead to me getting to know another woman. 
 
lea, i am in love with both women. and they have professed love to me. i've been found out 4 times counting the last one. and this time around, i tried to end it with my partner and ready to start life with the other woman. but lea, while my partner and i were trashing out things between us, finalizing things, we just got to a part where we just cried and all anger, all hatred, all resentment between us just ebbed away. lea, i saw the love that brought us together in the first place, and i can't just let go and might ended up regretting things had i not try to salvage things. i promise my partner i will not have any claims on her until i can stand proud in front of her with my full heart for her. but i could not forget the other woman lea. i could not ignore her calls, could not not read her emails and reply to it. i love both lea. and both have said they are willing to wait for me. lea ... i'm so fucked up.

Xxxx Xxxxx

Owwwhhhh kkkkaaayyyyy... knpa mek rase cam tetiber dejavu jer nih? I mean, situasi org mintak advise dari mek nih - like, same masalah lak tu. Could it be the same person? Hahahah memandai jer mek nak speku. Tak per. Lets, biar mek treat this matter berasingan dari the matters yang mek dosi pernah attended sebelum inih,nah?

I shall not buat entry nasihat nih pepanjang lebar. Sah sah mek pong berproblems jugak. Muahahah! Tapi, let me buat entry nih utk Xxxx itiew in point form, so that u ols leh paham senang dan know what to do next, nah?

So Xxxx Xxxxx... hear this...

  1. As far as I'm concerned la kan, the only reason why you went out with B (the later one), was simply to abaikan ie. get away dari masalah yang you sedang hadapi with A, correct? Even if you deny it, tapi mek tetap rase cam tu. Sebab kalau U and A (ur 1st partner) dinch ado masalah, would you be going out with B? No kan? :D
  2. Yang mek nampak, seteruk mana masalah u dengan A, seberapa kali u guys tried nak berpisah, u guys still love each other. Don't deny that. Sebab you said so yourself yang you can still see the love that brought u and A together. And whenever you nak end it, the word TAPI is there, KAN? When TAPI is around, so is the love between u and A. Its just that you guys need to sit down and work things out.
  3. B on the other hand, adalah just alasan for you to have since you're having problems with A. Now soalan mek, would you truly say you love B as much as you love A? U ols can see ker the love like the love between you and A dalam the love between you and B? Jgn cepat melatah dan cepat draw conclusions wak. Pikir bebetul. You kenal B bilo? You kenal A bilo? Jgn wak oiiii buat decision yang sallaps (salah + silaps) hiks!
  4. Call it out of style, but for me, you can mingle and sleep with zillion trillions of peeps, but when it comes to LOVE, you can only Love 1 person, and say it to 1 person only, and be in love with only 1 person. Itu pandangan mek la eek. So as for you, identify bebetul, which one yg THE ONE (pada pendapat mek, its A, walaupun u ols ado masalah...). Mana ade relationship yang tak der masalah? It won't be right - a perfect relationship adalah dengan kehadiran masalah. Tanpa masalah, I doubt we'd be calling it perfect? You think about it..
  5. When you say you cannot forget about B, thats because you MIND sets it to be that way. You want things to work out with A, yes? THEN you have to force yourself and your brains to stop thinking about B. I'm not asking you to ABAIKAN B - but just stick to being friends, someone who you can talk to. For all you know, lepas² nih, B could be the one yang nasihatkan you. If dia sayangkan you and paham your situation, dia akan bantu u dengan A... :D

Xxxx, I do hope my nasihat nih boleh diterima akal dan dipakai. Mek buat nih as an entry, semata² utk let the rest yang might be in your shoes tu pon boleh adaptkan. Hope you don't mind. Biarlah kite share masalah² cam nih. So I hope, you ols boleh think now whats best and Good Luck and may God bless you... :)

PS: U're not fucked up lah unless u're getting fucked la kan. Hiks! Stay coolies darl. Me know you can settle this matter... just relax, think wisely and if possible, TALK to A regarding this... and let B understand that you still love A. Cakap kat B, "Takkan nak tunggu sampai jadik kertu kot???" Hehehe - lariiiiiiii! *Me yang lari, bukan u ols yang lari tau! Hehe...










Posted at 12:35:58 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah




Where Is Love - By Carlos Iskandar


Date: Wednesday, 10 May 2006 19:18:19 -0700 (PDT)
From: "Carlos Iskandar" (carlos_isqandar@yahoo.com) - Add to Address Book
Subject: Where is love?
To: lea_laurielle@yahoo.com

Hi Lea,
 
Greeting from the NET... How are you? Congratulations on your Top 10 in the recent pageant , heard it all from Volks.... hehehehe... My apology for not being there at the pageant and also writing to you, haven't been productive, diserang penyakit writer's block  , nevertheless I hope every body will enjoy this one...

Where is Love?

Love is where good and evil is one, thus rendering good and evil invalid. Love is where this moral conflict is halted, and the absoluteness of life is achieved. Love is when people stop judging one another, hence, the absence of good and evil. For where judgment is required, a standard of good and evil is called for.

But surely, one, who attempts Perfect Love, will find the road lonesome, thorny steps, poisonous breath and deviate from it as soon as the giving of Love is replied with un-Love. But, it is non-judgmental, which means one does not judge how much is to be given, and not judge also how much is to be repaid. That is Love corrupted, and not Love in its purest, and most divine, and glories. Perfect Love, Divine Love, Godly Love is free for all for freedom is what every soul desires!

But one will find this road to freedom lonesome as nobody believes in such Truth, and many will attempt to influence you, even your own mind will stop you from achieving this freedom for it is so great a blessing that it is deemed impossible. But it is not impossible, for God is the testimony of this Truth. His very existence, His creation tells this very Truth. We are all free! But we deny ourselves by not believing it, being judgmental, choose to discriminate and drive ourselves into Chaos by attempting Order in the World that solely exist on the basis of the struggle of good and evil.

Love is where the soul finally stops judging, even unto one, and rest forever in the Perfect Love of God. For Perfect Love is not judgmental but all-blessing, all-embracing, and all-forgiving. It is to be able to rest and to be embraced in the glory of God's Perfect Love that defines what is Heaven. To be able to do that, one must stop judging, and be able to emulate Perfect Love, and pour the rays of Perfect Love out to the World. Duly, Love will come unto one's soul, and to all other one's soul had touched.



And, when one calls for freedom, one also calls for the invalidity of good and evil. To achieve this, emulating Perfect Love is the only way, and it is to stop judging, and become Lovable, that is all blessing, all embracing, and all forgiving.

“I will sow the my seeds of love while I take the thorny steps and walk the lonesome road” – Carlos Isqandar

Yours sincerely,
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Posted at 11:39:47 am by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah




Happy Mothers Day!!!


"Why are you crying?" a young boy asked his Mom?

"Because I'm a woman," she told him.

"I don't understand," he said.

His Mom just hugged him and said,
"And you never will, but that's O.K."...

Later the little boy asked his father,
"Why does Mom seem to cry for no reason?".
"All women cry for no reason," was all his Dad could say...

The little boy grew up and became a man,
still wondering why women cry.

Finally he put in a call to God and when God got back to him, he asked "God, why do women cry so easily?"

GOD answered...

"When I made woman,
I decided she had to be special.
I made her shoulders
strong enough to carry
the weight of the world, yet,
made her arms gentle enough to give comfort...

I gave her the inner strength
to endure childbirth
and the rejection
that many times will come
even from her own children.

I gave her a hardness
that allows her
to keep going and take care
of her family and friends,
even when everyone else gives up, through sickness and fatigue without
complaining....

I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all
circumstances. Even when her child has hurt her badly....

She has the very special power to make a child's boo-boo feel better and
to quell a teenager's anxieties and fears....

I gave her strength to care for her husband, despite faults
and I fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart....

I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but
sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him
unfalteringly....

For all of this hard work,
I also gave her a tear to shed.
It is hers to use
whenever needed and
it is her only weakness....
When you see her cry,
tell her how much you love her, and all she does for everyone, and even though
she may still cry, you will have made her heart feel good.
 
She is special!"

Each day is a mountain that must be climbed; with courage each step
gets easier.

Love your Mother Always
and keep her Smiling...
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!!








Posted at 3:30:56 am by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah




Keluhan seorang Kekasih... *sigh*


PS: Sebelom mek dispeku sebagai 'kekasih' itiew, biaq mek buat DISCLAIMER sat nah before we begin. Entry nih, bukan keluhan mek tau! Ini keluhan dari seorang teman yang sent me this 'karangan' yang dibuat sebaik saje dia bangun pagi bile tah. Dia rase, the only way dia leh lepaskan tensi mensi bagai semua, was to write this karangan. So dia kasik mek baca. Dan mek rase terharu dan tersentuh sangat baca karangan keluhan dia nih, lantas mek meminta izin dia utk buatkan as entry. Dia tarkik katanya. Mek pon apa la lagi, COPY PASTE sajork. Tapi niatnye disini, nak kasik u ols rase cam mana dia nih dok rasa... mek tumpang sedeh...

Mari... kite mulakan... hiks!

"Cinta ni ada berbagai jenis, ada orang kata Cinta ni kasih sayang, sayang terhadap keluarga, sayang kepada orang yang disayangi, atau pun sayang terhadap orang yang kita sanjungi.Cinta ini amat pelik, ia boleh buat seseorang tu jadi gila, tak tentu arah mahu pun buat perkara-perkara yang pelik dan bodoh.

Saya melibatkan diri dalam dunia gay ini dah beberapa tahun,mula sejak zaman sekolah. Soalan bagaimana saya melibatkan diri tu tak yah tanya atau tak yah saya bagi jawapan. Mula aktif libatkan diri dengan seseorang beberapa tahun yang lalu, biasalah kan, bila kita dah mula matang, usia dah mula lanjut, kekadang kita rasa kita perlukan seseorang, untuk menghilangkan kesepian atau kebosanan.

Apabila kita menemui seseorang yang kita suka, biasanya dalam dunia homoseksual ini, perkara yang pertama sekali di otak fikiran ialah hanya untuk sex sahaja, kawan… nombor terletak di tangga nombor dua. Tetapi benda ini tak jadi kepada semua orang,kekadang mereka ini lebih suka berkawan dan dari situ berkembang kepada satu perhubungan yang lebih dalam. Bagi saya, zaman sekarang ini, kebanyakan gay ni, lebih mementingkan sex sahaja, bila first time jumpa jer, dalam otak fikiran mereka... mesti nak sex dulu,tidak dinafikan, saya pun memang macam tu jugak dulu masa saya masih muda. Time tu, saya tak terfikir lah pulak nak bercinta cam orang lain, pada masa dulu,kalau saya jumpa orang, setakat hanya nak berkawan biasa dan kemudia untuk melepaskan nafsu saja. Masa itu, saya tak faham, kenapa orang mesti nak bercinta, apa faedahnya kalau bercinta.

Dari ingin tahu, jadi nak try plak apa rasa kalau bercouple, dari situ mula la saya belajar, bagaimana nak berhubung dengan seseorang, dan cuba mengeluarkan rasa kasih sayang terhadap orang itu, rupanya bukan senang.Tersungkur gak banyak kali.

Masih ingat lagi, pertama kali jatuh cinta, rasa macam dunia ni indah sekali,eh! betul ke indah? Saya pun tak pasti, tapi apabila ia terjadi, memang boleh buat orang jadi gila. Bila kita dah mula sayang kepada seseorang atau pendek kata “dia”, kita akan beri segala apa yang kita ada pada dia, beri apa saya pun tak tahu, mungkin kita akan lebih ingin bersama selalu, kemana jer dia nak pergi, kita rasa nak ikut. Bila kita dah sayang kat dia, dari situ pulak kita akan rasa tidak tenteram, takut kehilangan dia, takut dia mengkhianati kita, jumpa orang lain, akan rasa dengki kalau dia ada kawan baru, ada jer lah macam-macam sepekulasi yang kita fikirkan.

Dari masa ke masa, saya dah beberapa kali jatuh cinta, putus cinta, jatuh cinta balik, putus cinta balik, lama-kelamaan, saya dah rasa muak, kebetulan pulak, usia saya makin meningkat, jadi, dari situ saya belajar, cara nak menghadapinya kalau kita putus cinta, cara nak selesaikan masalah bercinta ini. Semakin matang saya, semakin pulak malas untuk bercinta, sehingga satu tahap dimana saya siap sumpah tak akan bercinta lagi, sebab bercinta ini memang amat pahit, dan percaya lah kata-kata saya, memula memang lah seronok, indah, tetapi kalau ada benda yang buruk terjadi, masa itu lah baru kita tahu, bertapa susahnya kalau kita dah sayang kat si dia.

Saya dapati, kebanyakkan hubungan saya ngan si dia yang lepas-lepas, selalunya dan kebanyakkan perkara yang buat saya putus hubungan ngan dia ialah adanya pihak ketiga, pihak ketiga tu bukan maksudnya orang lain nak kacau hidup saya ngan dia, tetapi si dia yang buat hal, dari 5 kenalan saya, 3 orang memang camtu. Depan saya kata sayang kat saya, punya la baik, tapi hakikatnya dibelakang…….main “belakang”!!! Hanya lakonan di depan saya!!! Apa yang buat saya confuse sekarang, kalau kita boleh cuba mengkekalkan rasa kasih sayang kita kat dia, kenapa dia tidak boleh? Memang betul kot kata orang, manusia ini tidak pernah puas, terutama golongan homoseksual ini! Tak pernah puas apa yang mereka dapat, kekadang saya macam tu jugak tetapi tidak sampai lah saya nak melukakan hati orang yang kita dah melafazkan kata cinta dan kasih sayang.

Memang sakit dan pedih hati bila orang yang kita sayang bak gila ni mengkhianati kasih sayang kita! Dah la dulu pernah kata, saya tak akan sayang kat orang lagi, lain pulak jadi nya. Napa yek benda ni harus terjadi kat saya, apa kah salah saya sehingga dia sanggup buat camni kat saya, kalau setakat alasan “dah bosan” baik tak yah nak bercinta bercouple dari mula.kalau dah tau sendiri tu nak cari yang lain, baik jer terus terang dari dulu. Ataupun tak dapat terima atau menahan perangai masing-masing? Bagi saya, kalau dah sayang kat orang, kita sepatunya la terima saja apa yang ada pada orang itu, andai katakan ada benda atau perangai dia yang kita tak suka atau susah diterima, selalunya saya akan cuba dulu menerimanya, kalau dah tak boleh terima, saya akan cuba plak menghadapinya, kalau tak boleh jugak, saya akan cuba mengubahkannya. Kalau tak boleh jugak macam mana? Putuskan hubung??? Ataupun…… cari orang lain tetapi secara senyap-senyap? Biasanya kalau dah terpaksa terima dan tak leh buat apa-apa lagi, saya biar jer dia. Biar jer dia buat apa yang dia nak, tapi yang susah kita lar, kena terima secara bulat-bulat, tu la kata orang komitmen!

Sekarang ni, benda yang tak nak dah berlaku, dia dah start curi makan kat luar, biasanya kalau korang lar, korang akan buat apa? Slow talk ngan dia? Bincang? Atau serang terus? Tak payah la tanya camna saya tau yang dia curi makan kat luar, come on lar, saya berani jamin, gay ni, tak ada yang setia 100%, kalau ada pun, memang jarang kita jumpa orang camni, dan selalunya dah dikebas orang lain, bila laa turn saya!!! kengkawan saya ada yang dah bercouple puluh tahun, tapi still salah sorang tu mesti pernah makan luar. Kekadang saya ni lurus orangnya, tapi saya bukan bodoh, lagi pun dah banyak kali terkena benda yang sama. Sayang dia bagai nak mampus, rupa-rupanya dia curi makan luar, dah la dunia gay ni kecik, pusing-pusing orang yang sama, orang yang kita kenal, korang leh kata may be kawan dengki saja buat cerita, atau saja nak sabotaj tapi kalau dah sendiri yang find out, then apa citer, nak slow talk ngan dia, tak boleh, tak der bukti, kalau ada pun, susah nak tunjukkan, silap-silap kang dia kata kita yang buat fitnah.

Ntah lar, kekadang rasa macam nak give up jadi gay ni (boleh ker masalahnya), kekadang tertanya-tanya gak kenapa saya leh jadi gay, or should I be proud being gay? Walaupun dah berkali dah experience benda yang sama, susah jugak bila benda ni dah terjadi, cuba nak ignore tapi tak leh tidur plak memalam asyik terpikir jer benda ni, cuba adjust ke benda lain kononnya nak build up kerjaya dulu still tak leh jugak, or should I be like him, curi makan luar jugak, just nak balas balik, kalau buat camtu, apa faedahnya, dah terang-terang kita kata tadi, nak curi makan luar gak, tak kan la dia akan tau, yer tak… buat donno plak sendiri yang menara, sampai bila benda ni akan keep on going? Kekadang kita terjumpa member, then tetiba jer member tanya,”nyah!!! Bahagia yer skrang ko dah bercouple” rasa jer saya nak bagi penampar satu kat member tu…

Benda camni lar saya paling takut, that’s way pernah saya sumpah dulu tak akan bercinta lagi, tak akan sayang kat orang lagi, pejam mata, celik mata tetiba dah bercoupla again, takut mati sorang ker saya ni, rasanya tak, semua orang akan mati sorang gak, takan la bila mati nak tarik sorang lagi… kalau bukan takut mati abis tu apa? Sunyi kot rasanya, kekadang terpengaruh gak dari member yang bercouple. Ok fine, saya admit saya memang rasa sunyi, not sex yer, sex hanya untuk keseronokkan diri, kalau gersang pun, leh lepaskan bila-bila jer, tapi.. kalau dah rasa sunyi tu.. kes berat la kot, umur dah tua, jadi nak jugak la ada teman. Mungkin ada yang kata kalau rasa sunyi nak berteman, napa tak just berkawan jer, jangan ada apa-apa ngan dia, yeah right!! It’s easier to say then done!! Bila kita dah lama berkawan ngan dia, lama kelamaan, rasa kasih sayang tu akan terkeluar, bila dah kluar, memang tak leh nak simpan.

Aah!! Fedupnya camni… so.. sekarang ni.. saya terpaksa biar jer la dia nak buat apa, dia nak jumpa orang ker, nak projek ngan orang ke suka hati dia lar, asal kan jangan sampai kena penyakit kena kat saya cukup! Sayang tak sayang kat saya pun saya dah tak peduli…. Memang tak leh caya dah! Kalau terpaksa, nak putus hubungan, saya lagi tak kisah, tapi.. saya prefer kalau putus hubungan as lover, tapi still berkawan. As usual, ada few guys in my life was my bf, but now they are my best friends.

Yang penting sekarang, jaga diri saya sendiri, my own future yang masih malap ni, kena tabahkan diri dan terus kan apa yang saya hajat nak buat selama ni. Pasal dia…. Letak tepi, dah jadi tak penting dalam hidup saya."

Nah... rasain...

Kepada si DIA itiew, u ols - banyak²lah bersabaq, nah? Setiap apa yang berlaku, pasti ado reasonsnye, NAH?



Dahhh dahh... jgn nanges, nah??? Mek kan ado... hiks!

PS: If u have anything against the person yang menulis entry dari hatinya ini, I suggest u ols keep ur pathetic comments elsewhere, nah? Blog mek nih tak der nye tempat utk org² dan lelalats yang nak mengomen entry² seperti ini dengan bahasa² cimpeng! *Apa dia tatau bahasa cimpeng tu? HEHEH! Mek pon dinch hui! Tetiber jer terkeluar... hiks!* Apa², kalau nak mengutuk mengumppat bagai, sila la pi tempat laiinn nah. For those yang ade good advise, time nih la to show ur concern, biarpon si DIA nih might just be another stranger to u ols, nah? MRASA!!! Hiks!









Posted at 1:41:05 am by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah



Saturday, May 13, 2006

Hari Mengemas Bilik... hehehe!


Tah lah - woke up this morning at around 10am, tgk² bilik, macam... HAIYOH!!! Dah bosan tgk keadaan bilik serupa ini! MRASALAH mek bangun terus, sanggul rambut (e eh?) dan yer - terus mengambil keputusan utk mengubahsuai kedudukan bilik kiew. Hiks!

Dan selepas beberapa jam (lama gak ler buat pengubahsuaian itiew - yerrr lah. SENDIRIAN BERHAD tauuuu tolak ubah usung alih bende² dalam bilik itiew, ok! Hiks - mati la naik muscles! LALALALA!), tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! Siap sudah rupawajah bilik tidurans kiew. Mek sker mek sker mek sker!!! *Sayang tak der pics sebelom pengubahsuaian. Lupo lak dah nak snappy². Hiks!)

Suasana lebih lapang mek rasa cam nih, kan Ginger? Ginger dan Mamy Zack, Chef Aduka - u ols dosi pernah masuk bilik hem sebelom nih kan? Better this way, KAN u ols? Luas lagi mek raso... hehehe...

AHAH! Pintu sakti katanya yang membawa dirikiew ke luar rumah tanpa having org dalam rumah mek tahu yang mek nak keluar. OPPS! Mati la pecah lobang! LOL!
Itiew pintu dari dalam umah. Hehe - yes, ado dua pintu masuk ke bilik mek; actually ado 3 pintus sebenarnya - pintu dari dalam umah, pintu dari luar umah, dan pintu bilek ayaq. Heheheh pintu bathroom tu termasuk kira jugak ka? LOL! Dan yang penting, awat ado sampai 2 cermin tu tatau? Nampak sangat bilik hadek²... cermin seboleh²nya, nak everywhere, kan? Tu tak kire dalam toilet lagi tu! Opps!

So apa lagi ek mek nak letak dalam entry nih? Hurmmmm - mati lah dah tak der mende dah rasenye. Hiks! Oklah - mek nak rehat² japs, before mek buat postings baru... InsyaAllah...

PS: To those yang menyambut Wesak Day, HAPPY WESAK DAY u ols!!! Hiks!








Posted at 9:27:32 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah



Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Laguku untuk mu...


Dia yang Terlalu Istimewa Buat Diri Ini

Ku tatap gambar wajahmu
Setiap malam sebelum ku lenakan mata ini
Sinar matamu itu
Lirik senyumanmu
Pesona yang membelai jiwa ini
Wajahmu sangat bercahaya
Memberi bahagia pada diri ini
Dan
Pada tiap yang memandang
Hati kan jadi salju
Kau terlalu istimewa buat diriku ini
Kasih dan sayangmu terpancar
Seikhlas hati sucimu
Tiada batasan terus membara
Terkilan rasa jiwa ini
Inginku lihatmu bersamaku
Namun apakan dayaku
Si Dia lebih menyayangimu
Si Dia lebih layak buat dirimu
Ku pasti kau berbahagia
Duduk di sampingnya
Hidup bersamanya
Sehingga ke akhir hayatmu
Tak tertanggung rindu
Mendengar suaramu
Tawa mengusik jiwa
Namun kuterpaksa terima
Segala yang berlaku
Dan kuharap
Ada rahmat disebalik ini semua...

Sorry Kak Dib, ade some slight changes. This song of yours, I had to ubah sikit liriknya sebab I would like to dedicate this song to someone I really love, and care for. And I hope dia bahagia sekarang. His happiness means the world to me. Dia bahagia, so will I, InsyaAllah...








Posted at 1:59:24 am by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah



Tuesday, May 09, 2006

Poll results


Entry kali ni, mek nak tunjukkan results utk 2 polls yang mek dosi buat sebelum ini. Ala² 2 in 1 la kaedahnye nih. Hiks!

The 1st Poll, was about this cute hunky from Korea tu? Dinch ingat? Click HERE to refresh ur mems regarding this hunky. Kalau maleh, nengok jer pic dia kat bawah itiew... hiks!

Candiew, kan!?

So anyways, dalam poll yang bertarikh April 8th, 2006 itiew (MATI LA dosi sebulan katanya! LOL!), mek tanyo, candiew kah ciktan ini? Ke, so so sajork? Ke bukan tasty u ols? Hurm... dan lets kite tgk resultsnya, shall we yes? HIKS!


Ok so, it seems, out of 93 votes, 68 cakap cik tan yang bernama Daniel nih, melerts. Sementara itiew, ade gak 22% yang kate dia nih so-so, biaso ajork. Tapi yang mek hairan tu, ade gak yang dinch tasty langsung tu? Yang pasti, out of those 5 votes, mesti Ginger, KAN!? Opps! Mati la dia tasty abang² muskul body sasa berwajah hazab, KAN!? Lari la lari lepas POSE 3 saat... LALALALA...

Personally, mek voted dia biasa sajork. Nan ado anything so sangatlah handsome about him, except for the fact that he's tall la kot, kan!? Hiks! Ketinggian dia tu jer lah yang meng-candiew-kan dia. Kalau harapkan muka dia, biase jer, kan? Tapi yer lah, kalau dapat, SUMPAH MEK TAK LARI DAH! LOL!

Our next poll yer, yang baru² nih jer mek buat, based on gambar Sunina Neonina yang tgh tgk mek betulkan teteques mek itiew. Hiks! Pic mana satu? Sat...

KAN??? Mrasa - hiks!

KAN? Mrasalah dia CDH mek katanya. Dari pandangan dan melalui pic nih pong kite dah leh agak memang sah dia carut mek dalam hati, KAN? (walaupun hakikatnye, tertuduh menafikan tuduhan CDH itiew - MEK TERIMA sajork. Memain sajork kan? Sah² pic candid... hiks!). Tapi, for the sake of fun, apa tatau yang dicarutnye dalam hati itiew? Utk itiew, mek buat the second poll, tanye pendapat u ols apa yang u ols rase sedang dicarutnya oleh Sunina Neonina ittieww.... mrasa!

Yang penting, semua pilihan, ado yang mengundi. KAN? Hiks!

Anyways, as u ols can see, pilihan² u ols varies dari one option to another. Tapi yang mek nak emphasiskan kat sini, would be pilihan jawapan terakhir tu - KOMEN/ JAWAPAN sendiri yang ado dalam comment box entry tu. Mrasalah mek copy paste sat sebab mek nak komen each komen, BOLE? LOL!


rakuten    May 05, 06     
eh, LL ada tahi lalat bnyk kat situu... aaaa... :P matila stetmen lalat...
LL: Motif tahi lalat? LOL! Kempot aku tawww lalat also nak mencelah katanya kat teteks mek. Clust! LOL!

5thE    May 05, 06   
dinch salah concept...saje buat penyambungan kisah2 CDH...hiks... mati la mek
LL: TETAP tannak mengaku dosi salah concept nih! Hanjs sangat tau! LOL!
 
5thE    May 04, 06   
5thE: isks... tasty la Sunina nyer bumper.... hiks...
LL: Mek baru prasan. Bukan dia salah konsep. Ini CDH oleh 5thE terhadap vontots Sunina, KAN? Aiyoh! Lembab sekals! LOL!
 
BISAKAH neo    May 04, 06   
erm...mrasalaa NEO CDH sajorkkk.. ermm motif ..BIARLAH RAHSIA
LL: Play² innocent-Siti leyyy? Sudah - tak der maknenye rahsia. Satu dewan tau u ols carut tetek mek tetek marvlon, dan siap disumbat toilet rolls, KAN? Hahahah mati la mek kena peligan Neonina itiew... lariiiiiiiiiii!

Nenek Situ Sana Sini    May 04, 06   
kan..
SUNINA: emm kalau tetek sesize petai tu merasa lah jgn nak buat2 tunjuk kat mek.. emmm awat rambut hang ni bau kepam.. mak hayam ko tak basuh ke.. tapi mek tengok kat backstage tadi habis satu botol minyak wangi hang abis kan.. emm still bau rambut hang kepam.. ehh tak pun ketiak hang ni kot... * SUNINA CDH sambil tersenyum SINIS kat LL
LL: MEK SUJUD andaian CDH Neonina yang dibuat oleh Nek - mek sujud dan dan mek angkat as Drama of the Year. Mrasalah carik producer lekaih Nek! LOL!
 
Soo Ai Tze    May 04, 06   
Confirm! Cek tek mek lagi besaq!
Tak sesia m'vlon 20biji sehari!
LL: Ini lagi la mek tak tahan - 20 bijik m'vlon sehari tu - aiyoh! Maunye jadik tetek marbelessss, kan? LOL!
 
BELLERINA TEOH    May 04, 06   
TAK NAK LAH COMMENT..SAT LAGI AKU KENA BANNED.....
LL: Hahahaha - motif kena ban? Nyeh - kalau mek ban kau, confirm next² pageants mek dinch bols dapat sponsorinas kau... hanjeng sangat takut kena ban. Ko ingat ini ** nak ban ban org sebab salah cakap isi hati? OPPPSS! Mek dok diam² la. Hehehe...

Ginger De La Loca ®    May 04, 06   
NEO: "mek rasa mek lagi cantik dari LKY nih. mrasalah thn depan mek masuk IQP. soket dah sama dah!"
LL: Mek dicarut tidak observant katanya oleh Ginger sebabkan kes nih. Yer lah, mek tak prasan sikit pong yang mata Neonina dan mata mek, dua dua ala² make up ala² sama sajork, kan? Terus Ginger carut mek tak observant. Hanjeng sangat! Hahaha...


So itu lah dia - jawapan² yang diberi oleh u ols semua. Fun kan? Tapi need me to strress ouut herreee naahhh... Neonina DINCH CDH kat mek tau. It's just a candid pic dan kite just nak have some fun, kan Sunina Neonina Miss Somalia IQP 2007, KAN!? *Possse kejap, then, PECUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Hiks!








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Saturday, May 06, 2006

Berutusan Email with Adibah Noor... hiks!


Entah cam mana tah - tetiber terase nak beremail dengan Kak Dibah kite itiew, yang jadik judge waktu IQP itiew. So since I have nothing to hide pong (mati la mek tak sempat nak carut² Ginger dalam mail itiew! OPSS!), mrasalah kite nengok email yang mek hantar dan seterusnya direply oleh Kak Dibah sendiri dalam masa begitiew pantas. Mek suker mek suker!!! *Tepok² tangan!

Date: Fri, 5 May 2006 20:48:22 -0700 (PDT)
From:Send an Instant Message "adibah noor mohamed omar" <adibah_noor@yahoo.com>  Add to Address BookAdd to Address Book
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Subject: Re: Hi, it's Miss Peru!
To:"Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee" <lea_laurielle@yahoo.com>

waalaikumsalam lea and thanks so much for your email.
 
hey... no problem lah..... although i was pretty much disappointed that you didnt manage to answer the top 10 question... you had me stunned from the beginning... out of all the contestants, you were amongst the best... i pun kecewa you tak dapat top 5.... i was rooting for you, ms puerto rico, ms south africa, ms china and greece.... ni jer yg ada substance more than the others...
 
but anyway, i had tonnes of fun... and all of you were so gorgeous...
 
and Volks's designs memang meletops! Volks is an ole friend of mine... tho we hardly contact each other, but sumhow we find each other now and then... and he's such a lovely person... i never knew he had it in him to design clothes... memang cantik... you pulak pakai.. ayoyo... yang merah tu meletops giler...
 
anyway, keep in touch and it is my pleasure to have been there.
 
take care
 
muah!
 
AN

Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee <lea_laurielle@yahoo.com> wrote:
Assalamualaikum Kak Dibah...

Hey! Remember me? It's Lea Laurielle, Miss Peru at IQP2006? Who messed up the top 10 q/a and kantoi to proceed into top 5? Hiks! Just dropping by to say... ermmm.. "HIE!!!"

Thank you so much for supporting me, us and the event. Actually kan, I don't have much to say except THANKS tu jer la kan.

I'm very close to Volks. Infact, most of my dresses dia yang designkan. Miss Antigua and Barbuda punye evening dress tu pun, mine yang I pinjamkan to her - also design Volks jugak. So bile lagi nak buat dress dengan Volks? Opps!

Ape lagi ek nak cakap? Sorry for screwing up my top 10 q/a session. Menggelabah, GOD KNOWS how shocked I was getting into top 10 and being the 1st in the list to go though the q/a session. How I so wish to get your q tapi dapat soalan Khaled Ahmad yang maha susah tu. I dah cuak, words tak leh keluar, though I had my points, tapi - tah - macam x menjadi. Lost it. Hehehe. Anyways I had fun.

Would be an honor if you could visit my website at http://www.lealaurielle.com and sign my guestbook. AND would be thrilled if you could come to http://lealaurielle.blogdrive.com and read my blog and comment on them if u have the time. Volks always lepak kat my tagboard kat my blog tu during working hours. Kalau u free, come and join lah ek... ;p

Thank you so much, for everything....

Anyways, u take care hun, be good, stay you, and remember, MISS PERU pon minat u tau! claaasiicc!!!!! Hiks! tell me, mana ade artist lain, MISS MISS minat depa?!? hehehehe... owh and erm, Miss Puerto Rico yang got 1st runner-up tu, si Ginger tu, KB (kawan baik) mek. E eh? tetiber? Ade kaitan ke? LOL!

Regards, with warm huggies,
LEA
Mek suke mek suke mek suke! *Tepuk² tangan! Yehhh!!! Hureeeyyy!!!! *Over excited nih diconsiderkan sebagai Drama Queen jugak ke? Wooopps! Hiks!

Owh yes, mek luper. Si lahabau Ginger tu buat entry ala ala "SLAP LOREAL, then kasik gula² kat dia. Pastu kite SLAP her again, and then kite kasik dia gula² lagi". Hanjeng sangat, tapi mek sker! HIKS! Mrasalah click HERE to read the particular entry yang ala² mencarut, tapi at the same time, ala² defending mek (WALAUPUN dia mati² takmo ngaku dia nak defend mek dari hadek² mulut jahat! Hiks!) Mrasa!!!






Posted at 1:28:10 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah




More questions about Airline / Cabin Crew?


It has been a while since mek buat any entries regarding airlines and about cabin crew, kan? Well hari ini, mek nak buat entry baru; also menjawab soklan seorang pembaca mek yang emailkan soalan² tu ke my email. Emailnye berbunyik ginik...



X clear ek? Hehehe - tak per. Mek akan ulangkan soalan²nye itiew, NAH!? Hiks!

helo...ni XXXX. rasa very teruja when i read ur istanbul trip last week. first of all, tq sbb siarkan my previous q dlm blog u. mmmm....leh x kalo i nk tanye bebrape soklan lagik yg relate ngn flight attendant cuz i'm curious to know all about it..hehe!
LL: Hey u... what's up? Great to know u ols suke baca entries pasal Istanbul trip mek itiew. And no hal la pasal siarkan ur previous Q dalam my blog. At least, semua orang leh sharing the caring all the infos, KAN? So now u nak tanye bebrape soklan tambahan ek? Ok sajork. Selagi boleh jawab, selagi tu mek akan teruskan (NEK, pinjam statement blog u ols tu, nah? LOL!)

1. I ade terPK nak try apply ngn forex airlines such emirates or qatar airways or gulf air instead of flying with MH. Mgkn sbb nak cuba kerj ngn overseas carriers n gaining xperiences. tp honestly speaking, MH is my first preferred choice. nape ek? mgkn reason dier ; dpt rase kerj ngan domestic sector...as the middle eastern carriers xde offer domestics. lagipun domestik kat mesia best kot... ok 2nd reason is, home base kat tanah air sndiri...so senang dok kat tmpat sndiri kan.. 3rd one is crew dlm domestic(B737) x ramai...so x hectic, x messy....so, i nak tau pndpt u tntg nie...plz
LL: Pendapat I tentang ape ek? Working with foreign airlines ek? Cam nih la. Kalau kite FRESH ie no experiences with the airlines, elok lah keje dengan MH dulu. You gave me 3 good reasons why to start off with MH and u like suke all the reasons, kan? Gain as much experiences from MH dulu, before proceed ke any other airlines. Biar kite ade sedikit infos and experiences dari our own airline dulu sebelum melangkah jauh. U think it'll be easy? Dah la nak adapt dalam new airline/ foreign airline tu pon sepasal, nuh, pasal nak sesuaikan diri dengan locals and what not as you'll be based there, abroad, dah satu pasal. SO if u want my advise, go with MH dulu sebelum kite pergi jauh ke any other foreign airlines... :)

2. I notice MAS nyer cabincrew ade 2 department yek?? tul ek? ade charter flight nyer dedicated crew department ke? dorang nyer uniform lenlaen ker? once i tgk majalah 3...dorang wat documentary pasai depa wat chater flight. surely klo nak jadik crew utk charter ni kena kerj ngan MAS dulu kan..
LL: Cabin Crew MH seingat I, memang ade Charter-flight crew. Tapi these ppl pon either online crew members, OR, diaorang memang dah tak fly online, just concentrate on becoming charter-flight crew. And yes, sebelum layak jadik Charter-flight crew, memang kena serve the airline first, tapi tak sure la akak brapa lamer. Hehehe... Yang tu u don't have to worry much. Dah jadik crew MH baru lah boleh pikir pasal charter crew. Tapikan, dah jadik online crew MH pon, kadang², tak terpikir pong pasal Charter crew tu. Heheheh...

3. MAS ade certain levels ke kena ikut...like their appearences of cabincrew coz obviously ade beza ngn AirAsia. The most obvious is hairdressing for stewardesses. I tgk Air Asia lebih 'bebas' sket. dorg leh je biar rmbut dorg ala-ala lepas terurai melepasi bahu gitu. tp i xpenah jumpe lg MAS wat camtu...
LL: MH ade grooming department with rules and regulations yang kite kena follow. MH is the national airline, and thus, ade lah some standards yang harus crew follow sebab kite nih, bukan airline sampingan or airline low-cost. So penampilan yang very der bergaya and stylo mylo nih wajib, so sebab tu grooming very strict regarding weight issue, hair issue and skin issue and stuff. Tapi memang dari dulu sampai now, about hair, no such thing as let down ur hair. Either pendek, or bun it up kalau panjang.

4. I ade terbaca dlm surat kabar..kat advs section, ade certain company yg offer 'training utk sesape yg berminat nk jdi pramugara/ri' ni b4 having any airline walk-in interviews, so,,,,i desperately need any advices,comments, views, opinions from u on this matter ok...plssss. As i read frm ur bloggies, u ade mentioned tros ajer gi ke MAA tu and that's it.
LL: Tidak perlu lahhhh itiewwwwwwwww nak attend the training bagai tu. Dinch u ols dinch! Kang kalau dah ade cert from that company, and lets just say u gi interview, and managed to get it - bukannye u boleh skip training kat MAA tu just because u ade cert tu. U STILL have to go through MAA's training tu. And plus, bukannye ade advantage sangat pun during the interview if u say u have this and that cert, from this and that company. It'll be YOUR OWN extra advantage sebab u ade all the infos, that's all. Tapi nanti, mai masuk MAA, diaorang pedulik ape u ade ke idak cert tu. Diaorang akan still asah u ols, and u ols tetap akan kena go through the training. So take my advise, tok sah layan yang training² courses tu. Buat peghabeh duiittt sajork! Hiks!

So..i rase smpai sini dulu leee yer. i bebetul mengharapkan nasihat n pertolongan u for thisssss. pls...n plss..n plsss..
LL: Diharap whatever mek dosi buat dalam entry nih, telah menjawab semua soalan² u ols. Feel free to ask me more if u have more qs that is. Hiks!

Take care nah? And good luck!!! :)








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