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Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Propah sikit utk my friends' Blog Launching... eh!? I meant, PROMO! Ehehehe...

Entry kali ini - menyaksikan betapa gigihnya sorang ponen feeling yang sunggoh tak sedarkan diri yang bernama Ginger De La Halia... OPPSS! Sorry...; yang menagihkan perhantian serta belas simpati mek, dan memerlukan pertolongan serta khidmat bantuan mek utk mempromokan dia punye blog's official launcing, this coming 5th May, 2005... kezi tau! Allllways nak gunakan mek dan blog mek.

Mek tahu sangat!
Ini adalah sebenarnya antara tektik2 haram, murahan serta very der maha pelestik dari G utk mensabo mek dan keglorian page mek!! Ala ala - very der pandai berlakon si G nih tau... dia purak2 mintak tolong kita tolong sangat2 promokan blog dia, walhal, sebenarnye, mek dapat bayangkan... first entry dia didlm blog dia nanti tu, mek pasti sudah ada antara isi kandungannya yang akan mencaraskan serta menghanjengkan muka cantique mek nih serta blog mek... (ooopps)!! Ehehehe - dan mek dapat rasakan dia akan caraskan muka semua org lain yang dirasakannya sebagai pencabar; tak lain tak bukan si kenit yang suka propah sana sini di back stage during pageants tu, si CD tu la... (ooppss) dan yang mek paling confidensi - si ponen Ginger nih akan caraskan sorang ponen lain; depan2 ponen nih, G akan baik sngt, belakang2 si ponen Scarlette tu, haiyoh - Tuhan jer lah tahu betapa Ginger begitu kuat caras si Leez kerana sentap dan jeles dengan blog Leez yang makin hangat mengisahkan tentang dirinya sendiri yang semakin lohong diranjang, diunggah abang tenteretz.... OPPPSSS!!!!! Maaaaaaaaati la aku lepas entry nih! Ehehehe.... Peeps - semua tadik tu- MELAWAK jer, nah? Nih ha - serious...




From: "Ginger" (gdll@XXXX.com.my)
To: "CD" (che_detz@yahoo.com), "Lea Laurielle Lai Lee" (lea_laurielle@yahoo.com), fiebierossa@yahoo.com, leezazra@gmail.com
Subject:
Date: Tue, 3 May 2005 16:55:37 +0800

uols, mek nak mintak tolong uols mempromosikan my blog's official launching...
nanti uols cut & paste script kat bawah ni buat entry kat blog uols yek...

FYI, mek dah link kan blog uols kat blog mek.
tapi skang still under construction.
so nanti bila dah siap, sebelum launching, mek akan bagi URL mek kat uols...

thanks semua....

(tolong cut & paste script di bawah. mintak tolong kerjasama uols yek... thanks uols!!)






SESUATU YG MENARIK BAKAL MUNCUL TIDAK LAMA LAGI... It's even lebih menarik dari the time I kalahkan si Laurielle nih waktu Miss Universe 2003! Mek suke mek suke!!!


Nantikan, pada 5 May 2005...



Sekian,
Saya yang menjalankan tugas dan amanat kawan...


Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah - Hehehehehehehehe.... *WINK WINK!*






And the answer to the teka teki... is...

THE QUESTION was... :-

"Ade lah seorang hamba Allah nih, ditakdirkan buta. So si buta nih keluar lah rumah dia satu hari, nak gi kedai. Dari rumah nak ke kedai tu, dia kena seberangi sungai, yang dihubungkan dengan sebuah titi... So, ok lah - dia dah crossed the river, dah pi beli barang kat kedai semua. So lepas tu, dia pun nak balik lah. As dia sampai di titi tadi tu, dia stop. Dia dinch boleh cross the sungai lagi dah, sebab titi tu dah reban (roboh). Soalannya, HOW DID HE TAHU YANG TITI ITU SUDAH ROBOH!?"

JAWAPAN SPASTICNYA ADALAH... jengjejengggg....

Sebab dia hanya buta sebelah mata! LOL!!!!!! Bangang tak!?! Ehehehehehehe.... Mek suke mek suke mek suke!!!






An entry of celebration...

Dearest all...

Today, May 3rd, 2005 - marks the day when my page received its 10,000 visitor!!! Wow... I mean... like, wow! Really? Like - Baru sebulan jer bertapak - and boom, I dah managed to sit back and smile nengok total visitors to my page dah mencecah 10,000 visitors? I mean, I know lah I contributed like maybe beratus kali punye visit also tapi, logically, takkan lah mek nak visit page mek sendiri like for ribuan kalis? Ehehehe. Am so so happy - walaupun ranking mek macam lahanat tapi, tah lah, looking at this sign, buatkan mek terasa syahdu kejaps... "Where's my make up artiste? I'm crying, shedding tears for crying out loud! Tissuessss! Touch up please!!! Jgn sampai eyeliner mek and my mascara all smudge here and there..." Ehehehe...



Siape lah gamaknye yang masuk page mek at 10,000 on the dot ek? Sesiape yang rase dialah orgnye, eheheh - cepat, contact mek. Anda telah memenangi hadiah percuma utk masuk page mek anytime u ols nak. LOL! Ehehehehehe....







ONCE UPON A TIME, I WAS THAT SHOWGIRL - Episode 2

From the last episode... Episode 1: A slow beginning- a VERY SLOW beginning

The year 2000 wasn't so much of an interesting year - pretty slow, for the first half. But coming into second half of the year - especially after I celebrated my 21st birthday in June 2000, that's when semuanye berubah; dari slow, ke moderate and soon, way to fast lane nih!! Wanna find out what happened dalam second half of the year 2000? - Tunggu...

Episode 2: The second half of the year 2000

So anyways, I recalled it was a week or two after I celebrated my 21st birthday in June; at that point, I already had a lot of new friends, be in dalam airline ke out of airline ke, dalam net ke ape ke, I can say I had friends dah la time tu. And it was during dinner dengan some friends kat SS15 Subang, one night, when me and my friends noticed this one table penuh dengan adik2 4 5 orang kat table tu, semue memandang kearah kiew. WTF!? Motif!?! Tak puas hati ka?! Ehehehe...

"Like, why are those peeps tgk2 ke arah sini ha? You know them, J?" (I'll just address myself as J if you guys don't mind. It's my other half of Lea... eheheh)
"E eh? Mana ade aku kenal diaorang. Owh so kalau diaorang pandang aku, I have to know them la is it? Peliz lah - tak kuasa lah... " jawab mek yang couldn't just be bothered...
"Eh... one of them is walking towards here... "

True enough, one of them walked towards my table, dengan muka ala ala confused and with dahinya dikerut2kan, kening dinaik2kan sikit ala ala Ziana Zain...

"Err... nih, J ka?" dia bersuara - like, HELLO!? How did this fella kenai nama mek as J nih!?!?!?! I just hanggukkan kepala, but still showing the blurrrrrryy face, ala ala very like 'siapa kau?' gittu... ekekeke.. This fella terus duduk depan mek, very der macam dia seronok sangat knowing me, betul as J...

"Laahhhh J! Hang buat apa kat sini? Tak kenai aku ka? Hang memmmmang peleceehh member sekampong noooh! Hang tak kenai aku dah ka?"

LIKE, HELLO!??? As in ... N - O = NO! I don't recall, duh?

"Sah sah hang satu skolah ngan aku dulu tang KSAH dulu, ingat? Hang kelaih B ingat aku dah kelas D?" NAHHH!!!!! Dia sebut KSAH, dia sebut bebudak from class D! THAT'S IT! KAK PIAH TAUUUUU DAHHH SAPA BUDAK NIH! - Kak Piah tu, ME LAR! Ehehehe...

"Owhhh... hang, MAWI ka? MasyaAllah- hang buat apa kat sini nih???? Dasyat nohh hang kenai/ ingatkan mak lagi... hehehehe..."
"Very derrr lah hang nih! Sah sah aku kuat mengutuk hang sombong dulu -sampai bila2 aku ingat. Nih tadik nih kalau hang dok buat2 perangai tak kenai hang tadik ngan aku tu, aku dah ready nak laser hang dah... ehehe - bole?"
"E eh? Ke situ pulak.. wei... hang buat apa la nih?"
"Aku la nih ngan MAS - geraund setafff... hang plak?"
"Mek ngan MAS also - crew... baru setengah tahun flying..."
"Lahhhhh why never der tell der earlier one!!! Hosmet mek ade yang crew crew jugak. Hang mai la umah kami sesenang - hang dok blah mana? Kami dok USJ 3..."

And THAT'S how I mula start melepak dengan bebudak USJ, namely ALONG, ANGAH, ACHAK, ACU, and ATEH (Mawi himself lah) yang mek featured kan dalam entry mek yang dua episode pasal celah bed tu, ingat? Ala yang "Sh*ts that people had to go through for the sake of LOVE" Part 1 and also Part 2, remember??? Ehehehe...

So after that night, bermulalah kisah baru mek lepak2 selalu kat USJ 3 tu since my apartment pun was in USJ14, so tak der lah jauh sangat kalau nak dtg melepak pon (kalau not with my lover, I would definitely lepak there on my own, dengan sesiape saje yang ade kat umah USJ time tu - sebab, satu rumah, including me, kiteorang keje shift, ikut roster. Kadang2 memang lah semua serentak ade kat umah. Ade kalanya, MOST of the time, very the tak cukup forum. Along balik keje, Acu gi keje. Mek datang, Acak nak keluar la... Ateh baru balik, Angah tgh tidur. So like - very the serabutz. Tapi mek tetap datang! Ehehehe... like situ lah tempat mek lepak most of the time...)

Lepak2 dengan these group - mek learned a lot, exposed a lot. Compared to those groups I had, when I was in MRSM, the Magnificent 5, remember? Ehehehe - Aizul, Amirul, Pian and Rizal - waktu tu was just like, so very the olok2 in everything. Then, when I furthered my studies pon, I was like, THE one and only adik2, so no gang la nak exposed and befriends with - so now that mek dapat group USJ3 tu, I was kindda like, VERY happy. And plus, staying dalam umah tu, memang semuenye happy2, gelak2 lah itu ini, very the pondan lite2 jer gittu. Ehehehehe... kalau time2 semue ade mood, semuenye drag lite2 dlm rumah jer. Barang make up? Well - lets just say Along ngan Angah dah way way ahead dari mek at that point. Both of them bukan sekadar ade make up2 basic, but they had like, the whole bag make up yang penuh nihhh dengan make up. Bile ku tanya, 'saje je beli - nak drag2 kat rumah, senang...' Ehehehe. So drag2 kat umah, ape konsep? Konsepnya - bile drag kat umah... leh buat video clips guna videocam si Ateh tu. Eheheh - setiap ahli rumah ade dah favorite artiste masing2... Along- gila habis kat Ning; Acak- Yes, very derrr dengan Dayang nye itiew; Angan ngan Atam- sama2 tarik rambut sebab dua dua gilakan Ziana Zain; Acu- fanatic habis dengan Siti Siti and allllways Siti! And dia memang kalau make up bebetul pon, adeeeee lah sikittt ghupernye macam Siti Nurhaliza itiew, ehehehe... Ateh- Alllllways jadik cameragirl jer... and Mek? Ehehehe - dinch drag lah waktu tu, and plus, very segan nih nak buat show even depan geng2 tu. Tapi mek pendam rahsia, simpan this feeling that one fine day, mek nak buat Erra Fazira, bole? Ehehehe - Feeeeeeeeeeeeeling kan? Hehehe...

Selain dari buat2 video clip tu - sekali sekala ade la jugak si Along ke, si Angah tu, always try make upkan si Atam ke, Ateh ke, Acu ke... but not on me yet- Although waktu tu mek dah started develope this feeling... "Cam manalah rupenya aku kalau aku drag ek?" Eheheh - but the statement of the year mek tu kept on coming back to my head each time I had those thoughts... "Simpang aku nak drag! Cukup lah aku nih semi drag... " LOL!!!!! Semi drag? Semi drag tu cam mana ek?

Sekadar gambar hiasan also!!! Ehehehe... and NO, this is not SEMIDRAG!!!! LOL!!!


This I have to say - kalau melalui gambar, senang nak tunjuk/ terangkan. But you guys have to give me a few more days kot sebab am on the track of caling a friend yang might just have pic2 lama mek in SEMI DRAG itiew. Ehehehe - cross your fingers that I might just get those pics, so that I could scan 'em and upload 'em here dalam episode2 yang akan datang... SO in the mean time, mek terpaksalah menerangkan apakah itiew, SEMI DRAG in words. The way I see it, waktu tu, I semi drag cam nih. I wear 3/4 pants, tight jeans or shorts, most of the time paddypusher tu ler, then with a girls top, no, tanpa bra ok! And then, feeling2 letak compact powder (yes, it has got to be L`OreaL but of course... ehehe), then mascara sikit kat my eye lashes, kasik nampak galak sikit mata, lip glossss yang maha dasyat bagai nak melimpah turun dari my bibir itew, then, to complete the look, VINCCI sandals! TETAP Vincci nih! Ehehehe. So ala ala semi drag cam tu la mek all the time when I go out with Along and the gang... day time ke night time ke, cam tu la. Very the orang cakap adik2 sissy boys jambu separuh siap! Ehehehehe...

LATEST UPDATES- MAY 3RD 2005: GAMBAR2 SEMI DRAG... heheheheeh. FINALLY! I got this pics from Mak Ayam Nabilla Natasha... kat saloon dia. Ehehehe. Thanks May Ayam. But anyways, sorry sbb I just had to blurkan pixies nih - tak leh tunjuk clearly. Nanti pecah lobang! HAHAHAHA...



APAKAH YANG ADE DIKEPALA ITIEW!?!?! KALUNGAN BUNGA DIFEELINGKAN SEBAGAI CROWN!?!?!? Maaaati la ko L!!! Ehehehe



So anyways... by the time I got to know these gang really well, Acak ngan Angah selalu dah bawak me to this gay club in town - BudakBiru! (BB) kat Bukit Bintang!!! Eheheh. I mean, it wasn't the first time me went there, I mean, I went there in 1998 dah sekali dua. Tu pun, thanks to si kenit Che- Detz lah! Haiyoh! Kezi tau ponen tu! First2 time dia bawak mek gi BB tu, dahhhhh kena caras dengan mak ayem Sharmaine. Keji tau bile ingatkan balik! Very derrr lah malu mek time tu. But at that time, tgk show paperdoll drag queens kat BB tak thrilling sangat. But in 2000 when I went back there, lain macam jer feelingnye. Maybe, at that point, minda mek ade sikit dah tercemar utk drag. 1998, dinch ade feeling sekuat tahun 2000. Tapi mek tetap pendamkan hasrat nak draggon tu sebab I nak stick to my believe - SEMI DRAG also can carik makan. Ehehehehe.

SUASANA KELAB MALAM BUDAK BIRU...Sekadar gambar hiasan yer... eheheheheh


So there you go - perkembangan mek in 2000. Dah ala ala exposed lah jugak. I mean, by the time 2000 ended, ramai dah kat BB area kat Bukit Bintang itiew dah kenal... "Ooooo itu laaa si |Lady^L`0reaL^The^Great| itiew..." ehehehe. Tapi waktu tu, I have to admit. I get this amazing sights of real divas, yang performing kat BB (BudakBiru) itiew,... I mean, like, boobies... real hair... haiyoh!!! Cantik ok! Very der mek feeling2 kejap tapi... tah lah. I guess pintu hati mek nak drag belum terbuka itu time. Eheheh... maybe dalam Episode ke-3 kot, maybe, who knows? Kalau nak tahu... wait for the 3rd Episode of "Once upon a time, I was that Showgirl".... :)


Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah





Monday, May 02, 2005

Lets berinteraksi!!!

Gawd! I am soooo in the mood to post more and more entries. Sooryyyy - bile mood nak publish entries mek dah datang, I'm sorry - I don't think I can stop it. It's like men, when they have sex, and the time that they really can't stop those cute cummies to be ejaculated - haaaa... cam tu la. Now otak mek membuak2 idea2 nak menulis - jari jemari mek dah diletup letupkan, persediaan nak menaip banyak... so... lets!

In this entry - its basically seeking feedback from u ols readers. Comments adalah dialu-alukan - lets communicate.

"They say a good writer is always the one yang boleh communicate dengan readersnye" - And so here - I would like to ask feedbacks dari u ols. Ape u ols think...

First up... Yahoo! Mail

Apakah tema dua org gadis itiew di login page Yahoo! Mail itiew?!?! Konsepnye? Ado? NAN ADO!


Like, hello??? Excuse me? Motif gambar dua org itiew fefetz dinch meletop itiew menghiasi page Yahoo! Mail? Macam - sentap tak? Like - dah la baju azab (trying to be as simple and as casual as they can I guess) and then - muka, haiyoh! Very the pecah romah cha ya nun alif bukti kat Ipoh ok! Motif? Yahoo! Mail cannot get models meh? Haiyoh - susah2 call me lah. I can model for them, kan u ols? For those of you yang gunakan Yahoo! Mail, u ols perasan dak pic depa dua ekoq nih? Meluat aku nengok - especially yang the taller one tu. Hmmmm.. motifnye? Ape pendapat korang? Isk isk isk...

Next... issue; actually - the last issue.. ehehehe...

"Ade lah seorang hamba Allah nih, ditakdirkan buta. So si buta nih keluar lah rumah dia satu hari, nak gi kedai. Dari rumah nak ke kedai tu, dia kena seberangi sungai, yang dihubungkan dengan sebuah titi... So, ok lah - dia dah crossed the river, dah pi beli barang kat kedai semua. So lepas tu, dia pun nak balik lah. As dia sampai di titi tadi tu, dia stop. Dia dinch boleh cross the sungai lagi dah, sebab titi tu dah reban (roboh). Soalannya, HOW DID HE TAHU YANG TITI ITU SUDAH ROBOH!?" - answer akan diberikan setelah comment/ feedback dari anda sekali utk entry kali ini reaches 5 posts...

Ehehehehe ...



1. Once upon a time, I was that SHOWGIRL - Episode 2; will be published by midnight tonight...
2. Entry kisah benar - DIA ABANGKU... episode 2 (the final chapter on his kekantoian) will be out... SOON! Cannot tell just yet. Biar u ols tunggu dulu...
3. Some major changes WILL be done to the layout of this blogpage. Sooon... am working on the layout designs now...
4. More great entries will be posted soon - with pix InsyaAllah...
5. Different approach on attracting more and more new readers to my page; new marketing strategies I'd say...
6. Something's up this coming May 21st, 22nd and 23rd May nanti bersempena dengan cuti umum itiew. Apekah nye? Tunggu....


Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah






Dialah Abangku...

Dearest all...

Remember pagi tadik I told you guys that I have something very derrr sensasi nak cerits kan? Well.. here this. It's about my brother and how he 'kantoi' with ME, adik dia sendiri! Mek suke mek suke caras muka abang sendiri! LOL!!!

Ok, so, ok, so,... like, it's like, HAIYOH! HOW DO I START NIH!?!?!? OK... I have 2 big brothers and one small sister. And since small, I was kindda like VERY the rapat with my second brother nih. Memang since we shared the same bedroom (until he left me for boarding school for form 4 and form 5 in 88 and 89 kot), so we were practically tak dapat ok nak dipisahkan. Very der punye rapat, tapi well figured, bile dia tinggalkan mek ke boarding school (which waktu tu mek still bongsu in the family) - I felt, ditched, unwanted, tak disayangi abang sendiri (yess yess call it drama queen since the day I was born ok!) Ehehe. SO since that period of time, me and my Abang N went so like very apart, although I still love him, tapi, tah lah, macam, we weren't as close as before. So thats the whole issue of how once rapat - then tetiber jadi tak rapat for such long years - lepas tu baru rapat balik, tapi pun, rapat lite2. Ehehehe.

So since dari dia in boarding school sampai ke time he left for England to study sane, I memang kenal sangat his circle of friends. S and T were like his kawan paaaaaaaling baik and as far as I was concerned, when I was 17yo, I sudah boleh figured out that S and T, dua dua very der adik2. Very the lembut lite2. So that made me wondered abt my own abang. Abang ku nih, straight ke idak? Hurmmmmm... you know, he does have a nice ass yang tertonggek sikit for a straight guy - I wondered to myself, and sometimes even discussed it with my friends

I kept on wondering about my abang's lifestyle and sexual preferences since I was 16 actually, but never took it seriously until I habis SPM and furthered my studies as well. After habis second semester form 4 kat MRSM, cuti semester tu, me went to London to visit my Abang N for 3 weeks. 3 weeks kat sana mek belajar la jugak dua tiga bende pasal my Abang N nih. Selain dari very the moodirina dan selalu jer feeling2 period (he's soooo soo like me, kan? Ehehe) - he had a lot of GUY friends instead of girl friends. Hmmmmm... tak per. Nothing funny happened waktu 3 minggu mek kat London time itiew. Although... hmmm... tah lah.

But this one very funny kes jadik kat Subang - both of us were on Summer holidays in 1998. So anyways, he ngan I waktu tu stayed lah kat our apartment in USJ - sort of like, for a while jer. So my friends and all had the chance to actually meet my abang yang time tu masuk Cleo's 50 Most Eligible Bachelor of The Year 1998. Please lah! Kezis! Ehehehe...

I remembered that it was at Subang Parade; I was with couple of my adik2 friends also... sitting down, lepaks, when he called my mobile...

"J... where are u?"
"J kat Parade ler Abang N... awat?"
"I need u to pass Mama something. U're meeting her up later kan? Abang N nak gi Genting kejap lagi with few friends, so takut tak sempat nak pass to Mama..."
"Ha... meh la hantaqkan kat J kat Parade nih..."

Then - moments later, he came, and passed me this envelope ape tah, to have it passed to my mom. As he was walkin' away from me and my friends...

"Eh... J... your abang, gay also like you ah?"
Whhhatt!!?!?!? This friends of mine can tell!?!? Haiyoh - so much for him being soooo straight!
"E eh? I didn't say anything..."
"J, wei, common' lah. Like, any idiot can tell? He jalan tertonggek, jari nak passkan ko envelope tu tadi very der lah melentiks... you think we all cannot detect meh? And you told us he dances ballroom dancing kan?"
"Excuse me - latin dancing champion lah dia tu... Ooooppss!" yes, me and my big bloody mouth! Pecahkan lobang abang sendiri.... MEK SUKE!!!!!!!!!!! Eehehehe.
"Theree! LATIN somemore. So that explains the tonggekness and the lentikness! DUH!"

Haiyoh - my friends can detect katanye... to whom yang mek tak pernah citer apa apa pasal my brother being gay ke ape ke. Hummmmmmm... lagi mek curious lah pasal dia nih. Mek had to find out more!!!

I managed to meet up S, kawan abang kiew yang by 98 tu dah one of Malaysia's top tennis players who so happened to work and play tennis for Public Bank. Ooppss - too detail too detail. Ehehe. Anyhow, mek jumpe si S tu, mek korek2 lah pasal abang mek. Rupenye... as much as I wanted to korek, S refused to tell me anything... dia cakap...

"He is your brother.. you go lar find out him what he has been doin' in London since 1990 tu..."

Sounded as if macam, dah dinch rapats jer? Gaduh ke? Alaaa.. lantak lah - that wasn't my area of concern and definitely was not my problem- diaorang still kawan ke idak ke, lantak lah. Tapi mek sense yang diaorang dah dinch rapat. Mesti kes jeles2 tarik rambut gittiew. Eheheh. My Abang N memang jeles ngan S since they were in form 1 lagi, mek noticed, as S was really good in tennis, and Abang N wasn't. And S wasn't the genius and the brainiest in the class - Abang N was as for that matter. So ade lah kelebihan dan kekurangan masing2 - which LATER I found out MEMANG diaorang dah tak rapat and dua2 memang busuk hati on each other. SO ADIK2!

On the other hand, kelembikkan kelembutan si S nih mek dapat rasakan awal2 lagi dah. And he was kindda very open about himself, so lagi membuatkan mek meluak2 nak tahu pasal my abang pada waktu itiew, yang dah lama kususpect tapi, mek dinch dapat any black and white... urghh!!!! Sentaps!

Nak dijadikan cerita, THANKS TO mIRC again, yang telah menjawab segalan kenfongkiusan mek pada waktu itiew. You see, kat our apartment, ado lah this pc that me and my bro shared. And Abang N ngan mek ALWAYS make it a point, sapa yang last guna pc, kena clear cookies, histories and bla bla bla. So one night mek masuk pc mek and mek masuk mIRC. Nahhhh! Ade some details tak diclearedkan. Sapa lagi punye details - kalau tak abang aku si nangoi tu. Dia sebok suruh clearkan everything - dia pulak lupa. Mek abaikan? DINCH! Mek take note ok nickname itieew!!! Tulis dalam notebook nih. Lepas pada malam itiew, EVERYTIME aku online kat memana - mek MUSTI check if THAT nickname was online at that time. Tuhan tu maha nak menunjukkan kat mek - one fine day, as me kat cc - I online, nah!!!!!!! Check check, that nickname yang ade kat PC mek itiew, ONLINE ALSO! Check ip - CONFIRMED - ip add umah mek! Check channels - haiyoh!!!!!!! GAYASIAN and GAYMALAYSIA katanya! Nah thats it!

Bermula lah kes mek mencaras mukanye dlm mIRC; I purak2 menyamar jadik GWM (gay white man- as abang mek memang RAMAI, and I DO SAY, RAMAAAAI kawan mat salleh dari Malays or Malaysians... so mek had that strong feeling dia taste GWM!) dan mek mengayat lahhh lawyer yang baru 2 3 tahun bekerja itiew dan bergelar Latin Dance Champion itiew! Hehehehe...

Nak tahu apa mek caras kat muka dia!? Eheheeh - tunggu sambungannya nanti... Mueieueiueieueieueieu..............



Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah






ONCE UPON A TIME, I WAS THAT SHOWGIRL - Episode 1

ONCE UPON A TIME, I WAS THAT SHOWGIRL - Episode 1: A slow beginning- a VERY SLOW beginning.


The year was 2000; Kuala Lumpur.

I baru jer finished my studies in Accountancy and Finance in November 1999. And then, a month later, instead of mek join company KPMG yang kat Jalan Dungun, Damansara tu (which my dad yang tolong cakapkan kat one of his friends, who so happened to be one of the bigshots kat KPMG itiew to employ me as an junior accountant), I went and jadi 'trolley dolly'; joined Malaysia Airlines, as a flight crew. So apparently it that was the time yang I started living on my own; although my parents lived not far from me lar kan, but still - I had my own life. I was happy, I was free - I finished my studies, dah lepas dari segala amanah dan amanat keluarga katanye... hehehe - I dah out into the world, living my life the way I wanted and tried to make a difference in my life. As we can see, from perenggan pertama nih lagi dah, mek dah mula decided what I wanted for my life, whats good and whats bad for me and my life (until it became a pathetic one... oopps! Ehehehe)

Imagine I said no to workin' to a place like this - KPMG (pic above) and went to work with a company which allowed me to have a mobile up in the air office- super dooper coolies! LOL!!!

Tapi kan, mek macam, however, very der a bit naive kot. Of course being an adik2 myself since highschool sampai mek habis study; some call it sissyboys, others might call these type of boys as jambu - whatever it is that you wanna call it, waktu itiew mek memang sudah tahu everything that I needed to know about at that time; like, erm, blowjobs? Sex? Men? Feeling cinta? Berangan? Expose? Semua ala ala mek dah tahu - though tak banyak yang mek tahu, still, I tahu la jugak. Cuma maybe mek kureng ade kawan2 nak go out with, and lepak2, and expose2 lagi. So jadi la me adik2 domestic dulu! Ehehehe. Very der domestic I say. Besides, I memang sebok pun dengan my flight crew trainings kat Malaysia Airlines Academy for three months, before jadi online crew; so, go figure. Mana lagi nak study and concentrate on becoming the next pramugari terlampau (ooppsss), mana lagi me nak enjoy hoo haaa boo! But I think that the only time for me nak really enjoy, hilangkan tensi mensi di training academy tu, go out and happening sikit, was during the weekends jer la kot - Namun, waktu tu, happening dengan kengkawan crew jer lah as I hardly had any other friends - ade tu ade, tapi tak ramai. Kiteorang gi mana? Gi clubbing lah, gi lepak2 here and there lah, movies lah - ade jer aktiviti yang akan mek akan buat during my spare times during the weekends. Clubbings pun waktu tu, mana la sangat dia pandai nak pergi to gay clubs and what not. Kalau pergi pun, nak kena cari geng. Mana ade geng lagi waktu tu. So dengan crew2 stewards stewardesses nih, kalau pergi club straight dengan diaorang pon (normally HRC and Planet), I remembered me tetap dengan gaya adik2 yang sangat blur - like, very der lah culture shock giituu. Ehehehe.


And at the same time, mek slowly mengorak langkah (aisey, can say mengorak langkah mehhh? Ehehehe) buat kengkawan on the net - yes, mIRC was so like the talk of the town time2 awal 2000 dulu, kan? It was amazing to see, it was easier to make friends over the net (gays and drags especially) kalau nak dibezakan dengan go out and make out new friends face to face. Confirm segan. Where as kalau dalam net - they tend to chat first, kenal lelama sikit, baru they go out and meet. So apparently, dengan nickname mek yang very der berjela panjangnya dan very der tak membawa apa apa artinya itiew, mek managed to make a lot of new net friends, yang soon later lepa2 tu, - mek jumpe, kenal2an and that's when me learned more about being gay in Kuala Lumpur. I mean, being an exposed gay in Kuala Lumpur.

I remembered since 1998 lagi kot, time2 tu I was still studying lagi, me dah started to use the nick |Lady^L`OreaL^The^Great| dalam mIRC tu. Feeling kan? Hahaha - History behind the use of this nickname.

I think it all started sebab I ade guna the product L`OreaL kot dulu. I nih dah start guna all these L`OreaL face treatment products since, what, since I was 15? I walaupun bukannye drag ke ape ke (at that time lah kan) - tah lah; mek memang suka jaga muka. So that explains the 'L`OreaL' part in my nickname yang selalu ada dlm channels Gaymalaysia, Sayangabang most of the time...

But what about 'Lady' and also 'The Great' tu pulak? Mai tang mana pulak dah? Kalau ade orang tanya mek - why the nick? Mek akan jawab...

"The word Lady refers to me being lembut, adik2, sissyboy... get it? Sebab, if you tgk the channels that am in right now, it's all gay channels and kalau I letak the nick LADY, other chatters would soon understand that yang guna nickname nih ade lah bukan jantan straight acting pon- Sah sah lembut - sebab tu guna LADY... kan?"

Logical explaination - but what about that 'The Great' thingie...

"I remembered Catherine Zeta Jones, who so happens to be my favo mavo actress, acted in this one movie and in one of her lines, she went and said something like... 'bla bla bla... I'm... bla bla bla THE GREAT' - macam, very DER lah! Suke it so much, very der mek suke THE GREAT tu, macam very grand gittu, and then terus guna that as part of my nickname dalam irc lor..."

So in the year 2000 - the nick |Lady^L`OreaL^The^Great| memang selalu org see dlm Undernet and Dalnet and lepas2 tu sikit, kat Webnet server of the mIRC. Actually the nick dah been around since 1998 tapi kurang expose as mek memang tgh study lagi time tu dan tak tahu ape2. Cuma when I dah habis studies, dah live my own life, that's when the nickname mula diexpose2kan. Like, everyone kenal the nick but still, tak pernah nak nampak in person siape itew Lady LoreaL The Great itiew. Eheheh - I remembered I first ever website, 'lady.loreal.kaypo.net'... Tah ape jadi dah kat site tu pun tak tahu lah. Tapi I buat and maintained that website, tahun 1999 kot, with one of my 'plu-gay-in-real but claims to be straight' friend, for only like, what, three months? Tapi you guys wanna know something, I think that three months tu, sudah cukup for me nak exposekan diri as Lady L`OreaL The Great, a sissyboy yang dinch tahu drag tu apa lagi. Well - maybe I do know what drag means tapi I remembered clearly this statement... "Mintak simpanglaaaa aku nak drag. Cukup lah lite2 cam nih jer. Macam lah tak laku sangat kalau tak drag? Laku jugak ok!!" Ehehe... tapi last last ado lite2 cam tu dah? NAN ADO! Eheheeh...

Chatting was mainly my daily 'must-do', biar pun sekejap sejam dua. Mek mesti nak online. That's the only thing yang mek rajin buat pun bile mek ade kelapangan for the first half of the year 2000. Selain daripada itiew, I rajin jugak pusing2 KL, tgk2 keadaan Bukit Bintang yang at that point, tak der lah semeriah or sehappening like it is now, kan? But still- I dah berani look around alone, kat area itiew. But not all the time as the word 'takut' kept on bugging me, sebab tak kenal sape2 sangat kat area tu. By mid 2000 - Me yang dah overly established dalam MAS, been flying all over Malaysia, doing domestic flights, and with a whole lot of new friends, mek makin berani nak be all out. Ever heard of semi-drags before? LOL! I could just laugh seeing myself as a semidrag queen! LOL!!!

The year 2000 wasn't so much of an interesting year - pretty slow, for the first half. But coming into second half of the year - especially after I celebrated my 21st birthday in June 2000, that's when semuanye berubah; dari slow, ke moderate and soon, way to fast lane nih!! Wanna find out what happened dalam second half of the year 2000? - Tunggu...



Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah






Slight changes... It's for the best...

Changes of plan: "Once upon a time, I was that Showgirl"



Dearest all,

After great considerations Ladies and Gents, strangers and friends, mek decided to do some changes in my earlier plans.

Earlier, as in, before this, I planned to release my 10 episodes of back-to-back entries of "Once Upon a time, I was that Showgirl" (OUATIWTS) at another blogdrive site. Well, selepas mek pikir masak2, dan selepas melihat rank page kiew di Malaysia Top Blog dah cecah ke rank 20 balik pagi nih, (May 2nd 2005 - 7.13am) - mek rase, it is better I release those 10 entries kat THIS blogdrive page dulu, then - once dah completed mak punye OUATIWTS 10 episode entries tu, then I will copy and/or move those entries ke another blogdrive site. So as for now, here I am announcing, that, http://showgirl.blogdrive.com akan di, di... erm... this blog is no longer in service! Ehehe - tak caye? Gi la nengok! Eehehehee....



I think it's a bit of a hassle for people to masuk my blogdrive, then only would they find out about my another blogdrive itiew, hish, susah la kan? Plus - it apparently will affect my rankings as I was expecting to clinch if not the top 3 spots, at least top 5 or top 10 spots in MTB - yes, ranks DO count in my life! LOL! ...

Well - so much for my morning briefing - ehehehe - up for Subuh this morning kindda like a bit, boo hoo late a bit and then decided to go online for awhile before heading to ... no, not the office. Heading to bed of course. Ehehehe - maybe as usual, after lunch baru I masuk office.

Owh well - catch you guys later - boy have I have got a special entry coming up soon.. ;p No no not OUATIWTS episode 2; episode 2 tu memang akan dipublishkan today - I'm talking about another interesting topic. Ehehehe... Till then?

Bye... ;p



Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah





Sunday, May 01, 2005

It's May 1st Everyone!!!

Dearest all...


Happy Labor Day everyone!!!


Yes yes, it's May 1st, 2005 everyone. And so it's Labor day! Hurray!!! Cuti! Ehehe... and yes peeps, May 1st jugak menandakan...

  • It's my One month anniversary, here at blogdrive.com!!!


  • It marks my 65th entry here today, within one month I bertapak di blogdrive.com
  • May 1st, 00:00:01 begins with 9753 visitors since April 1st...


  • Ranked 12th in the Malaysia Top Blog...


  • Bermulanya episode pertama out of 10 back-to-back entries of "Once upon a time, I was that Showgirl"


  • Marks my 5th month surviving here in Kedah; which apparently leaves me another 7 months to go before... *grin*
  • Berakhirnya Anugerah Industri Muzik tanahair yang ke-12, which was held last night, at Putra World Trade Center - for the official results, online, just click HERE


    (sempat tu mek promo pasal AIM tu! Eheheh Walhal entry nih dedicated to my erm... owh well - u'll find out soon as u go along reading this entry. Ehehehehe)



  • *Mengeliat!!!* Gawd... can you imagine, it's May 1st? And all of those listed up there, memang very der! Cepat sungguh masa berlalu. It seems like only yesterday jer I opened up this "lealaurielle.blogdrive.com; Stories of my life- I write, You read" nih. Nah! Tau tau, sebulan. Within this one month... errr... jap jap. I nak buat ucapan rasmi also lah. Sorry nah Mirch, ikut teknik u sikit. I believe everyone has the right to say a few words like a speech thingie on certain exciting occasions, kan? :) So Mirch, u ols tarkik ke? Ehehehehe...

    So anyways - yes, it has been a month, me here at blogdrive.com. It really seemed like only yesterday I started writing it all here; previously I was at blogspot.com and also at myspace.com. When I started writing up blogs and what not at myspace.com's blogpages area, I was like writing a daily journal thingie- like the things I do or did everyday, the things that evolves around me, current events and what not - mainly all about me, me and me. As time moves on, I decided to move into something more, more, independent I say. I moved to blogspot.com. There, I learned more and more about htmls and I also learned how to attract more people to my page. I started writing more on current events, I started publishing my sexperiences in schools, during my flying years and what not. And then, semenjak I noticed I've got like my own readers, I decided to be more and more serious about this new-found-love I have found in writing.

    So with determinations, sokongan dan galakan dari those called friends - some might even be strangers, I decided to move again - this time, to blogdrive. Here, for the past one month, noticed how I slowly decrease the total of entry about me and my pathetic life? Ehehehe - I am now more concerned about making entries, based on interviews with other people, I buat entries about the old school days - movie reviews, and stuff- All I'm saying is that am running out of ideas to berceloteh. HAHAH - no kidding. All I'm saying is that day by day, aside from friends moral support and guidance (to name them, it would probably be susah kot sebab nanti kang kalau ade termissed letak names tu, kang ado pulak yang sontap! Kezis! Eheheheh), I have learned various ways to write and expand my kemampuan utk tell-a-story kindda thingie, in my own ways. I also managed to learn how to expose or should I say market my page to the real internet users worldwide - marketing mek goes from promoting kat myspace to emails to fotopages to forums - YMs, MSN - u name it. Mana ade ruang untuk mek memarketkan Stories Of My Life - mek akan buat. And without a doubt, dengan marketing strategies mek nih - I managed to make a lot, I REPEAT, A LOT of new friends. Suke sangat. Ade lah jugak yang berkhutbah segala mala about me and my life and my page also - tapi, majority have accepted me for who and what I truly am - and I'm just so happy about it. Plus, my tagboard also telah buatkan mek dapat a lot of new friends. And thanks to those yang write to me kat my email. Terasa very the macam mek ade column mek sendiri - and ppl would go and write like "Dear Lea...." this and this and that kindda thingie. Sukenye. Ehehehe - keep those mails and wonderful comments coming in. Those pathetic remarks, save it peeps. If u dont have anything good or better to say to me or anyone else, I suggest you keep it to yourself jer lah ek. Eheheh

    Along the way - ade jugak a lot of acts to sabotage my page and my tagboard. Haiyoh - you can never imagine! Penyamaran geng lalatz lah kat my tagboard, nasty remarks and kejian in my comment areas la, itu la ini la. Aiseeeeh - one point mek tensi ok. But again time thought me a lot to just abaikan jer and slowly do my own businesses and I need to hit them back, hit them with style - ehehehe. Tapi I guess, onak dan ranjau kehidupan will never end until the day you die. Penentangan manusia kepada spesies, insan lemah seperti mek, will never I say never end. Tak berkesudahan la u ols. I've been getting 'it' a lot from not only geng2 adik2 sePLU, but also from the straights (well, sikit jer geng2 straight yang meng'hentam' mek dalam page mek. Mainly semue kes2 sabo dan nak jatuhkan mek dan my page nih, geng2 adik2 jelesi gittu. Alwwaysss tau nak skepulasikan page mek! Ehehehee mek suke mek suke!)

    Owh - did I mentioned to you ols (Ginger maybe dah tahu kots hal nih) - one month dalam blogdrive nih - haiyoh - bermacam2 jenis tonasi tangisan Ginger dah dengar, kan? LOL! From tagboard misseries to... to... haiyoh... you ols semua paham2 jer lah. Tagboard probs to comments kejis, end-of-the-day me feel sad so me called G and me cried; SOOOO like very normal utk G already, kan laha? Owh by the way, bile gamaknye mek leh linkkan blogdrive si Ginger De La Loca itiew? Oooppss! Sorry. Not suppose to say anything about your "owh-so-this-blogpage-is-not-about-me" page tu u ols. Tapi memang bagus page u ols mek tgk tu, very der simple lite2, very der mengupas topik2 isu2 semasa, politik dan.. OPPSSS!!! Did I just give a brief intro about the page? Opppssss sorry. Tak leh proceed lah u ols! Nanti dia (G) marah - sbb belum officially dirasmikan, oleh MEK! Ehehehe. Anyways G, good luck! Ehehehehe...

    Oooookay I think this is long enuff. Cukup la. Kang ade pulak yang nak amik kesempatan nih ngutuk ngumpat mek over der dose. Eheheh - kang mek switch off hp dan nangis lagi serta mogok 3 hari diam kan, siapa susah? Ehehehe- So; I guess, that's about it. Now mek nak go and edit some stuffs and will be publishing my 1st entry kat my new sub-blogpage. Ehehehe - nantikan the official announcement... ehehehe...

    Sincerely yours,

    Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah





    Saturday, April 30, 2005

    Whhhoopppyyyy!!! A new viewwiecammy!!

    Hehehe - yes all, I know... hehehehehe,

    I know I was supposed to do an entry last night lepas my explaination entry tu about the viewcam me bought waktu keluar shop ngan Chef Aduka. Ehehehe - ado? Nan ado. Sebab lepas entry tu, mek busy with returning emails and what not and then lepas tu I went out for a while to meet up Chef Aduka and makan dadih! Ehehehe - then balik, too tired to do anything, terus tidur.

    So now - meh mek nak propah sikit pasal the new viewcam mek baru beli itiew. Ehehehe.



    Its a Mini-Cam USB PC Camera (nak kena letak model number sekali ke? Eheheh - owh what the hell, it's SC-120). Comel sangat. Very the alienation ET gittu. Eheheh. Some of the features of this ORITE brand Mini Cam nih;

  • USB 1.1 Interface
  • 350K VGA Video Size
  • Video size up to 640 x 480 at 30 FPS
  • Lens focus from 3cm to infinity
  • High-quality still pictures and motion video capturing
  • Video mode 30 fps@VGA, 30 fps@CIF, 30fps@QCIF (whatever all that means! Ehehehe)
  • True plug-and-play ease, without requiring install video board
  • Supports Windows 98SE, Windows 2000 and Windows ME.XP



    And I bought this Mini-Cam for RM90 only! Ehehehe.. suke! Mek suke mek suke!!!

    And then - ade lagi!!! Mek also beli Philips Headband Multimedia; ala, earphone ngan mic itiew lah. Ehehe. Senang nak buat conferensensing ke nanti. Ehehehe. And this set cost me RM70.



    The headphone:
  • Frequency range: 20-20.0000 Hz
  • Sensitivity: 102dB +/- 3 dB
  • Impedance: 24 Ohm
  • Maximum power input: 100 mW

    The Microphone:
  • Frequency range: 30-15.000 Hz
  • Sensitivity: -38 dB +/- 5 dB
  • Impedance: 2.2k Ohm

    Itu lah dia - dua gadgetzzz baruzz mek! Ehehe - that's it!!! Showtime lah kirenye now? Muahuahauhaha - haiyoh, itu gelak jahatz sundel! Eheheeheh. Now dah ade headset, dan ade viewcam, mek nak beli itiew video cam cum digicam yang mek ngan Chef Aduka nengokkan itiew. RM599! That's it! Melayang lagi duit mek! Nasibbb nasib. Ehehehe....



    Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah




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