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Monday, May 02, 2005

Lets berinteraksi!!!

Gawd! I am soooo in the mood to post more and more entries. Sooryyyy - bile mood nak publish entries mek dah datang, I'm sorry - I don't think I can stop it. It's like men, when they have sex, and the time that they really can't stop those cute cummies to be ejaculated - haaaa... cam tu la. Now otak mek membuak2 idea2 nak menulis - jari jemari mek dah diletup letupkan, persediaan nak menaip banyak... so... lets!

In this entry - its basically seeking feedback from u ols readers. Comments adalah dialu-alukan - lets communicate.

"They say a good writer is always the one yang boleh communicate dengan readersnye" - And so here - I would like to ask feedbacks dari u ols. Ape u ols think...

First up... Yahoo! Mail

Apakah tema dua org gadis itiew di login page Yahoo! Mail itiew?!?! Konsepnye? Ado? NAN ADO!


Like, hello??? Excuse me? Motif gambar dua org itiew fefetz dinch meletop itiew menghiasi page Yahoo! Mail? Macam - sentap tak? Like - dah la baju azab (trying to be as simple and as casual as they can I guess) and then - muka, haiyoh! Very the pecah romah cha ya nun alif bukti kat Ipoh ok! Motif? Yahoo! Mail cannot get models meh? Haiyoh - susah2 call me lah. I can model for them, kan u ols? For those of you yang gunakan Yahoo! Mail, u ols perasan dak pic depa dua ekoq nih? Meluat aku nengok - especially yang the taller one tu. Hmmmm.. motifnye? Ape pendapat korang? Isk isk isk...

Next... issue; actually - the last issue.. ehehehe...

"Ade lah seorang hamba Allah nih, ditakdirkan buta. So si buta nih keluar lah rumah dia satu hari, nak gi kedai. Dari rumah nak ke kedai tu, dia kena seberangi sungai, yang dihubungkan dengan sebuah titi... So, ok lah - dia dah crossed the river, dah pi beli barang kat kedai semua. So lepas tu, dia pun nak balik lah. As dia sampai di titi tadi tu, dia stop. Dia dinch boleh cross the sungai lagi dah, sebab titi tu dah reban (roboh). Soalannya, HOW DID HE TAHU YANG TITI ITU SUDAH ROBOH!?" - answer akan diberikan setelah comment/ feedback dari anda sekali utk entry kali ini reaches 5 posts...

Ehehehehe ...



1. Once upon a time, I was that SHOWGIRL - Episode 2; will be published by midnight tonight...
2. Entry kisah benar - DIA ABANGKU... episode 2 (the final chapter on his kekantoian) will be out... SOON! Cannot tell just yet. Biar u ols tunggu dulu...
3. Some major changes WILL be done to the layout of this blogpage. Sooon... am working on the layout designs now...
4. More great entries will be posted soon - with pix InsyaAllah...
5. Different approach on attracting more and more new readers to my page; new marketing strategies I'd say...
6. Something's up this coming May 21st, 22nd and 23rd May nanti bersempena dengan cuti umum itiew. Apekah nye? Tunggu....


Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah





Posted at 4:52:35 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah




Dialah Abangku...

Dearest all...

Remember pagi tadik I told you guys that I have something very derrr sensasi nak cerits kan? Well.. here this. It's about my brother and how he 'kantoi' with ME, adik dia sendiri! Mek suke mek suke caras muka abang sendiri! LOL!!!

Ok, so, ok, so,... like, it's like, HAIYOH! HOW DO I START NIH!?!?!? OK... I have 2 big brothers and one small sister. And since small, I was kindda like VERY the rapat with my second brother nih. Memang since we shared the same bedroom (until he left me for boarding school for form 4 and form 5 in 88 and 89 kot), so we were practically tak dapat ok nak dipisahkan. Very der punye rapat, tapi well figured, bile dia tinggalkan mek ke boarding school (which waktu tu mek still bongsu in the family) - I felt, ditched, unwanted, tak disayangi abang sendiri (yess yess call it drama queen since the day I was born ok!) Ehehe. SO since that period of time, me and my Abang N went so like very apart, although I still love him, tapi, tah lah, macam, we weren't as close as before. So thats the whole issue of how once rapat - then tetiber jadi tak rapat for such long years - lepas tu baru rapat balik, tapi pun, rapat lite2. Ehehehe.

So since dari dia in boarding school sampai ke time he left for England to study sane, I memang kenal sangat his circle of friends. S and T were like his kawan paaaaaaaling baik and as far as I was concerned, when I was 17yo, I sudah boleh figured out that S and T, dua dua very der adik2. Very the lembut lite2. So that made me wondered abt my own abang. Abang ku nih, straight ke idak? Hurmmmmm... you know, he does have a nice ass yang tertonggek sikit for a straight guy - I wondered to myself, and sometimes even discussed it with my friends

I kept on wondering about my abang's lifestyle and sexual preferences since I was 16 actually, but never took it seriously until I habis SPM and furthered my studies as well. After habis second semester form 4 kat MRSM, cuti semester tu, me went to London to visit my Abang N for 3 weeks. 3 weeks kat sana mek belajar la jugak dua tiga bende pasal my Abang N nih. Selain dari very the moodirina dan selalu jer feeling2 period (he's soooo soo like me, kan? Ehehe) - he had a lot of GUY friends instead of girl friends. Hmmmmm... tak per. Nothing funny happened waktu 3 minggu mek kat London time itiew. Although... hmmm... tah lah.

But this one very funny kes jadik kat Subang - both of us were on Summer holidays in 1998. So anyways, he ngan I waktu tu stayed lah kat our apartment in USJ - sort of like, for a while jer. So my friends and all had the chance to actually meet my abang yang time tu masuk Cleo's 50 Most Eligible Bachelor of The Year 1998. Please lah! Kezis! Ehehehe...

I remembered that it was at Subang Parade; I was with couple of my adik2 friends also... sitting down, lepaks, when he called my mobile...

"J... where are u?"
"J kat Parade ler Abang N... awat?"
"I need u to pass Mama something. U're meeting her up later kan? Abang N nak gi Genting kejap lagi with few friends, so takut tak sempat nak pass to Mama..."
"Ha... meh la hantaqkan kat J kat Parade nih..."

Then - moments later, he came, and passed me this envelope ape tah, to have it passed to my mom. As he was walkin' away from me and my friends...

"Eh... J... your abang, gay also like you ah?"
Whhhatt!!?!?!? This friends of mine can tell!?!? Haiyoh - so much for him being soooo straight!
"E eh? I didn't say anything..."
"J, wei, common' lah. Like, any idiot can tell? He jalan tertonggek, jari nak passkan ko envelope tu tadi very der lah melentiks... you think we all cannot detect meh? And you told us he dances ballroom dancing kan?"
"Excuse me - latin dancing champion lah dia tu... Ooooppss!" yes, me and my big bloody mouth! Pecahkan lobang abang sendiri.... MEK SUKE!!!!!!!!!!! Eehehehe.
"Theree! LATIN somemore. So that explains the tonggekness and the lentikness! DUH!"

Haiyoh - my friends can detect katanye... to whom yang mek tak pernah citer apa apa pasal my brother being gay ke ape ke. Hummmmmmm... lagi mek curious lah pasal dia nih. Mek had to find out more!!!

I managed to meet up S, kawan abang kiew yang by 98 tu dah one of Malaysia's top tennis players who so happened to work and play tennis for Public Bank. Ooppss - too detail too detail. Ehehe. Anyhow, mek jumpe si S tu, mek korek2 lah pasal abang mek. Rupenye... as much as I wanted to korek, S refused to tell me anything... dia cakap...

"He is your brother.. you go lar find out him what he has been doin' in London since 1990 tu..."

Sounded as if macam, dah dinch rapats jer? Gaduh ke? Alaaa.. lantak lah - that wasn't my area of concern and definitely was not my problem- diaorang still kawan ke idak ke, lantak lah. Tapi mek sense yang diaorang dah dinch rapat. Mesti kes jeles2 tarik rambut gittiew. Eheheh. My Abang N memang jeles ngan S since they were in form 1 lagi, mek noticed, as S was really good in tennis, and Abang N wasn't. And S wasn't the genius and the brainiest in the class - Abang N was as for that matter. So ade lah kelebihan dan kekurangan masing2 - which LATER I found out MEMANG diaorang dah tak rapat and dua2 memang busuk hati on each other. SO ADIK2!

On the other hand, kelembikkan kelembutan si S nih mek dapat rasakan awal2 lagi dah. And he was kindda very open about himself, so lagi membuatkan mek meluak2 nak tahu pasal my abang pada waktu itiew, yang dah lama kususpect tapi, mek dinch dapat any black and white... urghh!!!! Sentaps!

Nak dijadikan cerita, THANKS TO mIRC again, yang telah menjawab segalan kenfongkiusan mek pada waktu itiew. You see, kat our apartment, ado lah this pc that me and my bro shared. And Abang N ngan mek ALWAYS make it a point, sapa yang last guna pc, kena clear cookies, histories and bla bla bla. So one night mek masuk pc mek and mek masuk mIRC. Nahhhh! Ade some details tak diclearedkan. Sapa lagi punye details - kalau tak abang aku si nangoi tu. Dia sebok suruh clearkan everything - dia pulak lupa. Mek abaikan? DINCH! Mek take note ok nickname itieew!!! Tulis dalam notebook nih. Lepas pada malam itiew, EVERYTIME aku online kat memana - mek MUSTI check if THAT nickname was online at that time. Tuhan tu maha nak menunjukkan kat mek - one fine day, as me kat cc - I online, nah!!!!!!! Check check, that nickname yang ade kat PC mek itiew, ONLINE ALSO! Check ip - CONFIRMED - ip add umah mek! Check channels - haiyoh!!!!!!! GAYASIAN and GAYMALAYSIA katanya! Nah thats it!

Bermula lah kes mek mencaras mukanye dlm mIRC; I purak2 menyamar jadik GWM (gay white man- as abang mek memang RAMAI, and I DO SAY, RAMAAAAI kawan mat salleh dari Malays or Malaysians... so mek had that strong feeling dia taste GWM!) dan mek mengayat lahhh lawyer yang baru 2 3 tahun bekerja itiew dan bergelar Latin Dance Champion itiew! Hehehehe...

Nak tahu apa mek caras kat muka dia!? Eheheeh - tunggu sambungannya nanti... Mueieueiueieueieueieu..............



Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah





Posted at 2:37:22 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah




ONCE UPON A TIME, I WAS THAT SHOWGIRL - Episode 1

ONCE UPON A TIME, I WAS THAT SHOWGIRL - Episode 1: A slow beginning- a VERY SLOW beginning.


The year was 2000; Kuala Lumpur.

I baru jer finished my studies in Accountancy and Finance in November 1999. And then, a month later, instead of mek join company KPMG yang kat Jalan Dungun, Damansara tu (which my dad yang tolong cakapkan kat one of his friends, who so happened to be one of the bigshots kat KPMG itiew to employ me as an junior accountant), I went and jadi 'trolley dolly'; joined Malaysia Airlines, as a flight crew. So apparently it that was the time yang I started living on my own; although my parents lived not far from me lar kan, but still - I had my own life. I was happy, I was free - I finished my studies, dah lepas dari segala amanah dan amanat keluarga katanye... hehehe - I dah out into the world, living my life the way I wanted and tried to make a difference in my life. As we can see, from perenggan pertama nih lagi dah, mek dah mula decided what I wanted for my life, whats good and whats bad for me and my life (until it became a pathetic one... oopps! Ehehehe)

Imagine I said no to workin' to a place like this - KPMG (pic above) and went to work with a company which allowed me to have a mobile up in the air office- super dooper coolies! LOL!!!

Tapi kan, mek macam, however, very der a bit naive kot. Of course being an adik2 myself since highschool sampai mek habis study; some call it sissyboys, others might call these type of boys as jambu - whatever it is that you wanna call it, waktu itiew mek memang sudah tahu everything that I needed to know about at that time; like, erm, blowjobs? Sex? Men? Feeling cinta? Berangan? Expose? Semua ala ala mek dah tahu - though tak banyak yang mek tahu, still, I tahu la jugak. Cuma maybe mek kureng ade kawan2 nak go out with, and lepak2, and expose2 lagi. So jadi la me adik2 domestic dulu! Ehehehe. Very der domestic I say. Besides, I memang sebok pun dengan my flight crew trainings kat Malaysia Airlines Academy for three months, before jadi online crew; so, go figure. Mana lagi nak study and concentrate on becoming the next pramugari terlampau (ooppsss), mana lagi me nak enjoy hoo haaa boo! But I think that the only time for me nak really enjoy, hilangkan tensi mensi di training academy tu, go out and happening sikit, was during the weekends jer la kot - Namun, waktu tu, happening dengan kengkawan crew jer lah as I hardly had any other friends - ade tu ade, tapi tak ramai. Kiteorang gi mana? Gi clubbing lah, gi lepak2 here and there lah, movies lah - ade jer aktiviti yang akan mek akan buat during my spare times during the weekends. Clubbings pun waktu tu, mana la sangat dia pandai nak pergi to gay clubs and what not. Kalau pergi pun, nak kena cari geng. Mana ade geng lagi waktu tu. So dengan crew2 stewards stewardesses nih, kalau pergi club straight dengan diaorang pon (normally HRC and Planet), I remembered me tetap dengan gaya adik2 yang sangat blur - like, very der lah culture shock giituu. Ehehehe.


And at the same time, mek slowly mengorak langkah (aisey, can say mengorak langkah mehhh? Ehehehe) buat kengkawan on the net - yes, mIRC was so like the talk of the town time2 awal 2000 dulu, kan? It was amazing to see, it was easier to make friends over the net (gays and drags especially) kalau nak dibezakan dengan go out and make out new friends face to face. Confirm segan. Where as kalau dalam net - they tend to chat first, kenal lelama sikit, baru they go out and meet. So apparently, dengan nickname mek yang very der berjela panjangnya dan very der tak membawa apa apa artinya itiew, mek managed to make a lot of new net friends, yang soon later lepa2 tu, - mek jumpe, kenal2an and that's when me learned more about being gay in Kuala Lumpur. I mean, being an exposed gay in Kuala Lumpur.

I remembered since 1998 lagi kot, time2 tu I was still studying lagi, me dah started to use the nick |Lady^L`OreaL^The^Great| dalam mIRC tu. Feeling kan? Hahaha - History behind the use of this nickname.

I think it all started sebab I ade guna the product L`OreaL kot dulu. I nih dah start guna all these L`OreaL face treatment products since, what, since I was 15? I walaupun bukannye drag ke ape ke (at that time lah kan) - tah lah; mek memang suka jaga muka. So that explains the 'L`OreaL' part in my nickname yang selalu ada dlm channels Gaymalaysia, Sayangabang most of the time...

But what about 'Lady' and also 'The Great' tu pulak? Mai tang mana pulak dah? Kalau ade orang tanya mek - why the nick? Mek akan jawab...

"The word Lady refers to me being lembut, adik2, sissyboy... get it? Sebab, if you tgk the channels that am in right now, it's all gay channels and kalau I letak the nick LADY, other chatters would soon understand that yang guna nickname nih ade lah bukan jantan straight acting pon- Sah sah lembut - sebab tu guna LADY... kan?"

Logical explaination - but what about that 'The Great' thingie...

"I remembered Catherine Zeta Jones, who so happens to be my favo mavo actress, acted in this one movie and in one of her lines, she went and said something like... 'bla bla bla... I'm... bla bla bla THE GREAT' - macam, very DER lah! Suke it so much, very der mek suke THE GREAT tu, macam very grand gittu, and then terus guna that as part of my nickname dalam irc lor..."

So in the year 2000 - the nick |Lady^L`OreaL^The^Great| memang selalu org see dlm Undernet and Dalnet and lepas2 tu sikit, kat Webnet server of the mIRC. Actually the nick dah been around since 1998 tapi kurang expose as mek memang tgh study lagi time tu dan tak tahu ape2. Cuma when I dah habis studies, dah live my own life, that's when the nickname mula diexpose2kan. Like, everyone kenal the nick but still, tak pernah nak nampak in person siape itew Lady LoreaL The Great itiew. Eheheh - I remembered I first ever website, 'lady.loreal.kaypo.net'... Tah ape jadi dah kat site tu pun tak tahu lah. Tapi I buat and maintained that website, tahun 1999 kot, with one of my 'plu-gay-in-real but claims to be straight' friend, for only like, what, three months? Tapi you guys wanna know something, I think that three months tu, sudah cukup for me nak exposekan diri as Lady L`OreaL The Great, a sissyboy yang dinch tahu drag tu apa lagi. Well - maybe I do know what drag means tapi I remembered clearly this statement... "Mintak simpanglaaaa aku nak drag. Cukup lah lite2 cam nih jer. Macam lah tak laku sangat kalau tak drag? Laku jugak ok!!" Ehehe... tapi last last ado lite2 cam tu dah? NAN ADO! Eheheeh...

Chatting was mainly my daily 'must-do', biar pun sekejap sejam dua. Mek mesti nak online. That's the only thing yang mek rajin buat pun bile mek ade kelapangan for the first half of the year 2000. Selain daripada itiew, I rajin jugak pusing2 KL, tgk2 keadaan Bukit Bintang yang at that point, tak der lah semeriah or sehappening like it is now, kan? But still- I dah berani look around alone, kat area itiew. But not all the time as the word 'takut' kept on bugging me, sebab tak kenal sape2 sangat kat area tu. By mid 2000 - Me yang dah overly established dalam MAS, been flying all over Malaysia, doing domestic flights, and with a whole lot of new friends, mek makin berani nak be all out. Ever heard of semi-drags before? LOL! I could just laugh seeing myself as a semidrag queen! LOL!!!

The year 2000 wasn't so much of an interesting year - pretty slow, for the first half. But coming into second half of the year - especially after I celebrated my 21st birthday in June 2000, that's when semuanye berubah; dari slow, ke moderate and soon, way to fast lane nih!! Wanna find out what happened dalam second half of the year 2000? - Tunggu...



Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah





Posted at 8:30:15 am by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah




Slight changes... It's for the best...

Changes of plan: "Once upon a time, I was that Showgirl"



Dearest all,

After great considerations Ladies and Gents, strangers and friends, mek decided to do some changes in my earlier plans.

Earlier, as in, before this, I planned to release my 10 episodes of back-to-back entries of "Once Upon a time, I was that Showgirl" (OUATIWTS) at another blogdrive site. Well, selepas mek pikir masak2, dan selepas melihat rank page kiew di Malaysia Top Blog dah cecah ke rank 20 balik pagi nih, (May 2nd 2005 - 7.13am) - mek rase, it is better I release those 10 entries kat THIS blogdrive page dulu, then - once dah completed mak punye OUATIWTS 10 episode entries tu, then I will copy and/or move those entries ke another blogdrive site. So as for now, here I am announcing, that, http://showgirl.blogdrive.com akan di, di... erm... this blog is no longer in service! Ehehe - tak caye? Gi la nengok! Eehehehee....



I think it's a bit of a hassle for people to masuk my blogdrive, then only would they find out about my another blogdrive itiew, hish, susah la kan? Plus - it apparently will affect my rankings as I was expecting to clinch if not the top 3 spots, at least top 5 or top 10 spots in MTB - yes, ranks DO count in my life! LOL! ...

Well - so much for my morning briefing - ehehehe - up for Subuh this morning kindda like a bit, boo hoo late a bit and then decided to go online for awhile before heading to ... no, not the office. Heading to bed of course. Ehehehe - maybe as usual, after lunch baru I masuk office.

Owh well - catch you guys later - boy have I have got a special entry coming up soon.. ;p No no not OUATIWTS episode 2; episode 2 tu memang akan dipublishkan today - I'm talking about another interesting topic. Ehehehe... Till then?

Bye... ;p



Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah





Posted at 7:40:19 am by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah



Sunday, May 01, 2005

It's May 1st Everyone!!!

Dearest all...


Happy Labor Day everyone!!!


Yes yes, it's May 1st, 2005 everyone. And so it's Labor day! Hurray!!! Cuti! Ehehe... and yes peeps, May 1st jugak menandakan...

  • It's my One month anniversary, here at blogdrive.com!!!


  • It marks my 65th entry here today, within one month I bertapak di blogdrive.com
  • May 1st, 00:00:01 begins with 9753 visitors since April 1st...


  • Ranked 12th in the Malaysia Top Blog...


  • Bermulanya episode pertama out of 10 back-to-back entries of "Once upon a time, I was that Showgirl"


  • Marks my 5th month surviving here in Kedah; which apparently leaves me another 7 months to go before... *grin*
  • Berakhirnya Anugerah Industri Muzik tanahair yang ke-12, which was held last night, at Putra World Trade Center - for the official results, online, just click HERE


    (sempat tu mek promo pasal AIM tu! Eheheh Walhal entry nih dedicated to my erm... owh well - u'll find out soon as u go along reading this entry. Ehehehehe)



    • *Mengeliat!!!* Gawd... can you imagine, it's May 1st? And all of those listed up there, memang very der! Cepat sungguh masa berlalu. It seems like only yesterday jer I opened up this "lealaurielle.blogdrive.com; Stories of my life- I write, You read" nih. Nah! Tau tau, sebulan. Within this one month... errr... jap jap. I nak buat ucapan rasmi also lah. Sorry nah Mirch, ikut teknik u sikit. I believe everyone has the right to say a few words like a speech thingie on certain exciting occasions, kan? :) So Mirch, u ols tarkik ke? Ehehehehe...

    So anyways - yes, it has been a month, me here at blogdrive.com. It really seemed like only yesterday I started writing it all here; previously I was at blogspot.com and also at myspace.com. When I started writing up blogs and what not at myspace.com's blogpages area, I was like writing a daily journal thingie- like the things I do or did everyday, the things that evolves around me, current events and what not - mainly all about me, me and me. As time moves on, I decided to move into something more, more, independent I say. I moved to blogspot.com. There, I learned more and more about htmls and I also learned how to attract more people to my page. I started writing more on current events, I started publishing my sexperiences in schools, during my flying years and what not. And then, semenjak I noticed I've got like my own readers, I decided to be more and more serious about this new-found-love I have found in writing.

    So with determinations, sokongan dan galakan dari those called friends - some might even be strangers, I decided to move again - this time, to blogdrive. Here, for the past one month, noticed how I slowly decrease the total of entry about me and my pathetic life? Ehehehe - I am now more concerned about making entries, based on interviews with other people, I buat entries about the old school days - movie reviews, and stuff- All I'm saying is that am running out of ideas to berceloteh. HAHAH - no kidding. All I'm saying is that day by day, aside from friends moral support and guidance (to name them, it would probably be susah kot sebab nanti kang kalau ade termissed letak names tu, kang ado pulak yang sontap! Kezis! Eheheheh), I have learned various ways to write and expand my kemampuan utk tell-a-story kindda thingie, in my own ways. I also managed to learn how to expose or should I say market my page to the real internet users worldwide - marketing mek goes from promoting kat myspace to emails to fotopages to forums - YMs, MSN - u name it. Mana ade ruang untuk mek memarketkan Stories Of My Life - mek akan buat. And without a doubt, dengan marketing strategies mek nih - I managed to make a lot, I REPEAT, A LOT of new friends. Suke sangat. Ade lah jugak yang berkhutbah segala mala about me and my life and my page also - tapi, majority have accepted me for who and what I truly am - and I'm just so happy about it. Plus, my tagboard also telah buatkan mek dapat a lot of new friends. And thanks to those yang write to me kat my email. Terasa very the macam mek ade column mek sendiri - and ppl would go and write like "Dear Lea...." this and this and that kindda thingie. Sukenye. Ehehehe - keep those mails and wonderful comments coming in. Those pathetic remarks, save it peeps. If u dont have anything good or better to say to me or anyone else, I suggest you keep it to yourself jer lah ek. Eheheh

    Along the way - ade jugak a lot of acts to sabotage my page and my tagboard. Haiyoh - you can never imagine! Penyamaran geng lalatz lah kat my tagboard, nasty remarks and kejian in my comment areas la, itu la ini la. Aiseeeeh - one point mek tensi ok. But again time thought me a lot to just abaikan jer and slowly do my own businesses and I need to hit them back, hit them with style - ehehehe. Tapi I guess, onak dan ranjau kehidupan will never end until the day you die. Penentangan manusia kepada spesies, insan lemah seperti mek, will never I say never end. Tak berkesudahan la u ols. I've been getting 'it' a lot from not only geng2 adik2 sePLU, but also from the straights (well, sikit jer geng2 straight yang meng'hentam' mek dalam page mek. Mainly semue kes2 sabo dan nak jatuhkan mek dan my page nih, geng2 adik2 jelesi gittu. Alwwaysss tau nak skepulasikan page mek! Ehehehee mek suke mek suke!)

    Owh - did I mentioned to you ols (Ginger maybe dah tahu kots hal nih) - one month dalam blogdrive nih - haiyoh - bermacam2 jenis tonasi tangisan Ginger dah dengar, kan? LOL! From tagboard misseries to... to... haiyoh... you ols semua paham2 jer lah. Tagboard probs to comments kejis, end-of-the-day me feel sad so me called G and me cried; SOOOO like very normal utk G already, kan laha? Owh by the way, bile gamaknye mek leh linkkan blogdrive si Ginger De La Loca itiew? Oooppss! Sorry. Not suppose to say anything about your "owh-so-this-blogpage-is-not-about-me" page tu u ols. Tapi memang bagus page u ols mek tgk tu, very der simple lite2, very der mengupas topik2 isu2 semasa, politik dan.. OPPSSS!!! Did I just give a brief intro about the page? Opppssss sorry. Tak leh proceed lah u ols! Nanti dia (G) marah - sbb belum officially dirasmikan, oleh MEK! Ehehehe. Anyways G, good luck! Ehehehehe...

    Oooookay I think this is long enuff. Cukup la. Kang ade pulak yang nak amik kesempatan nih ngutuk ngumpat mek over der dose. Eheheh - kang mek switch off hp dan nangis lagi serta mogok 3 hari diam kan, siapa susah? Ehehehe- So; I guess, that's about it. Now mek nak go and edit some stuffs and will be publishing my 1st entry kat my new sub-blogpage. Ehehehe - nantikan the official announcement... ehehehe...

    Sincerely yours,

    Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah





    Posted at 1:18:10 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah



    Saturday, April 30, 2005

    Whhhoopppyyyy!!! A new viewwiecammy!!

    Hehehe - yes all, I know... hehehehehe,

    I know I was supposed to do an entry last night lepas my explaination entry tu about the viewcam me bought waktu keluar shop ngan Chef Aduka. Ehehehe - ado? Nan ado. Sebab lepas entry tu, mek busy with returning emails and what not and then lepas tu I went out for a while to meet up Chef Aduka and makan dadih! Ehehehe - then balik, too tired to do anything, terus tidur.

    So now - meh mek nak propah sikit pasal the new viewcam mek baru beli itiew. Ehehehe.



    Its a Mini-Cam USB PC Camera (nak kena letak model number sekali ke? Eheheh - owh what the hell, it's SC-120). Comel sangat. Very the alienation ET gittu. Eheheh. Some of the features of this ORITE brand Mini Cam nih;

  • USB 1.1 Interface
  • 350K VGA Video Size
  • Video size up to 640 x 480 at 30 FPS
  • Lens focus from 3cm to infinity
  • High-quality still pictures and motion video capturing
  • Video mode 30 fps@VGA, 30 fps@CIF, 30fps@QCIF (whatever all that means! Ehehehe)
  • True plug-and-play ease, without requiring install video board
  • Supports Windows 98SE, Windows 2000 and Windows ME.XP



    And I bought this Mini-Cam for RM90 only! Ehehehe.. suke! Mek suke mek suke!!!

    And then - ade lagi!!! Mek also beli Philips Headband Multimedia; ala, earphone ngan mic itiew lah. Ehehe. Senang nak buat conferensensing ke nanti. Ehehehe. And this set cost me RM70.



    The headphone:
  • Frequency range: 20-20.0000 Hz
  • Sensitivity: 102dB +/- 3 dB
  • Impedance: 24 Ohm
  • Maximum power input: 100 mW

    The Microphone:
  • Frequency range: 30-15.000 Hz
  • Sensitivity: -38 dB +/- 5 dB
  • Impedance: 2.2k Ohm

    Itu lah dia - dua gadgetzzz baruzz mek! Ehehe - that's it!!! Showtime lah kirenye now? Muahuahauhaha - haiyoh, itu gelak jahatz sundel! Eheheeheh. Now dah ade headset, dan ade viewcam, mek nak beli itiew video cam cum digicam yang mek ngan Chef Aduka nengokkan itiew. RM599! That's it! Melayang lagi duit mek! Nasibbb nasib. Ehehehe....



    Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah





    • Posted at 1:34:01 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah



    Friday, April 29, 2005

    I'm back - from nowhere...

    Dearest all...

    My only valid reason and logical explaination - for being quiet for the past 2 days, would be:

    "There comes a time when you just feel like you wanted to just sit quietly and watch whats goin' on around you. In another words, there's this time when you just feel like being alone, and be invisble"

    In the previous entry - seriously, it wasn't meant for anyone or anybody - and those notes, well - like I said - siape yang nak assume stuffs, save it lah. Sebab selagi u tak dgr my side of the story - whatever yang u nak assume, semuanya SALAH! Kerat jari laaa babe! Eheheh...

    Let me see - the last day I 'bising' dalam tagboard was on Wednesday evening - prior to me goin' out with Abang Zairil, Badarsila and Chef Aduka for dinner. On the other hand, I tak kept quiet from updating and posting new blog(s), kan? :) So I just nak clear out the fact that I wasn't keeping myself away 100% - probably 80% kot sbb I went completely quiet on Thursday and so was I today - 2 days, complete silence, dalam tagboard, which caused a lot of hoo-haas I guess. But noticed how I kept on posting entries, even it didn't have anything to do with me? Har har! Boo! It sounded like a depressed entry? Probably I was but I say no one has the every right to assume anything. Like I said dalam note kat bawah entry semalam, the entry, plus the note, plus the ps - wasn't meant for anyone, or anybody - and the entry certainly wasn't about me and my pathetic life. Get that clear, crystal, yer noq??? :)

    Ok - updates. Wednesday night. Me and Badarsila went and pick up Abang Zairil who took like 1/2 jam nak get out of bed sebab dia penat katanye. Mek apa lagi, membebel lah secukup rasa. Lepas dia dah siap semua, the three of us went and pick up si Chef Aduka and then straight kiteorang gi ke Jalan Kuala Kedah for dinner kat Perindu. Loads of laughs, menyakats and q and a sessions - biasa la si Zairil abangkiew itiew - ade je soalan2 dia nak tanye. Can't blame him, curious I guess. Then lepas nearly dua jam kat Perindu tu, kiteorang balik; me sent Abang Zairil first, then si Chef Aduka, then baru hantar si BS. And by the time I got back home was 11.45pm. Nah, at 12midnight, si Chef Aduka datang amik mek keluar piula katanya. Where to? Gi jumpa Abang Zairil lah. Lepak kat bilik dia - temankan dia supaya dia tak tidur, sbb by 2.30am dia nak tgk bola. We talked and talked - a lotttt of menyakats - and NO people, NOTHING HAPPENED. Jgn start assuming stuffs, you know I don't like that. By 2.15am si Chef Aduka dah ade kat lobby. After salam cium tangan lagi okkk dengan Abang Zairil, hugged him and bla bla bla... gaya nak balik dengan si Chef je, NAHHHH HUJAN LEBATZ! Tunggu la kiteorang kat lobby tu sampai nearly 3am. Pun tak reda jugak hujan tu, balik la jugak kami, meredah hujan merentasi lopak2 air yang dah bagaikan nak banjir dah waktu tu. Sampai rumah, mek basah kuyup ok! Pastu, lepas tu, all I remembered was on Thursday, I demam. The whole day was in bed.

    Thursday I was supposed to see Ginger kat Airport, dia nak balik KL for the weekend. Pun I ditched the plan sbb I wasn't feeling too good. Abang Zairil pun balik Thursday jugak I think lepas lunch. Everything macam I couldn't be bothered sangat sbb I was sick and believe me, when I'm sick... I'm sick...

    Today however was somewhat the same macam yesterday. Only bezanye I was feeling much better kot kalau nak compared to yesterday. Yer lah - main hujan, cam tu ler. Today I was already busy online, but not at my tagboard. But I was busy at InfoGossip.net. Seharian busy kat situ, sambil2 tu updated my page lah, monitoring my tagboard as a silent viewer lah, replying emails lah, itu la ini la. And by ptg, I went out with Chef Aduka; And guess what? Ehehe - me went shopping ngan Chef Aduka for a view cam! Suke suke suke! Ehehehehe. Details dalam entry lepas nih, ok? Hhehehe.

    So anyways - kesimpulan citernye entry nih - I tak merajuk, I tak sentap, I only nak be alone and sit quietly for a day or two, I was sick on Thursday and I was a bit busy - sleeping; Nope, no pics for this entry. All am trying to say here is this - am OK lah! Haiyoh! kecoh tau Puan rumah tak der sehari dua, banyak betul skepulasi- mogok lapar lah, merajuk la itu la ini la. Ehehehe - Sakit jer lah! Belum mati pon... ehehehe...


    Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah





    Posted at 10:32:52 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah



    Thursday, April 28, 2005

    ~I thought you were the one~

    Once,
    doesn't mean anything to me...
    Come,
    show me the meaning of complete...
    Where did our love go wrong?
    Once we were so strong,
    how can I go on?

    Why,
    can't I just leave it all behind?
    I felt passion so bright that I was blind...
    Then...
    Something made me weak?
    Talking in my sleep...
    Baby...
    I'm in so deep and you know I believed

    When you told me you loved me,
    did you know it would take me the rest of my life?
    To get over the feeling when our little,
    didn't turn out right...
    When you let me believe that you were incomplete,
    without me by your side,
    how could I know?
    That you would go?
    That you would run?
    Baby, I thought you were the one...

    Your lips...
    Your face...
    Something that time just can't erase,
    my heart,
    could break,
    all over again...
    I didn't know,
    that you would go,
    that you would run,
    Baby,
    I thought,
    you were... The one...


    Note: This is just another darn entry and it has nothing to do with my damned bloody life; so stop making assumptions that you think you know it all, and what not, because you don't. Stop acting as if you know how I feel and you know how it feels like to be me; because the truth is, you don't have any idea and you don't even know a shit about anything... -peace-



    PS: That note wasn't for anyone in particular, seriously - and no, the piece of entry wasn't for anyone or anybody ok, so excuse you, whoever you are, for jumping into conclusions. Although, siapa yang makan cabai, dia lah terasa cibainya. Sorry - I've had enough with people trying to say they know how I feel or what I'm goin' through but the thing is they don't. For goodness sake, you don't even know what it's like to be me. So, act like one. Stories of MY LIFE - I WRITE, YOU READ! That's the heading, and not - Stories of my life, I write, you make assumptions and point me down! If you have nothing good to say about someone ie me, then I suggest you keep your pathetic "Oh I know how you feel" remarks to yourself and your bloody life!







    Posted at 11:33:04 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah




    Ning Baizura's - Breathe Again...

    Have you guys heard of this song? NO? Well I believe it's a fine time you should!!!



    Plus, almost every other songs dalam her latest album, Erti Pertemuan tu, semuanya best. And did you guys know that her latest album nih ade 7 pencalonan for AIM??? Sooo cool!

    For more infos on Ning, or about her latest album, visit Ning Baizura's Official Website.

    As for now, I wanna say, this song, Breathe Again, ... tah la. Call me 'feeeling', call me 'berangan'... but it is sooo me and I just sooo want to perform this song! Sedap sangat and she carried it soo well.... *sigh + smile*

    ~Breathe Again~

    Have you wondered how it feels,
    When it‘s all over,
    Wondered how it feels,
    When you just have to start anew,
    Never knowing where you‘re going,
    When you face a brand new day,
    It used to be that way,
    Now i just close my eyes and say...

    I just wanna breathe again,
    Learn to face the joy and pain,
    Discover how to laugh a little,
    Cry a little,
    Live a little more...
    I just wanna face the day,
    Forget about the woes of yesterday,
    Maybe if I hope a little,
    Try a little more...
    I'll breathe again...

    Starting out again is never easy,
    Disappointments come and go,
    But life still moves on,
    With a bit of luck,
    It's a brand new start,
    That might just work my way,
    No need to walk away,
    Don't want to live on life's replay,
    Things will work out fine,
    If you can find the courage to look past the night,
    To see the break of dawn,


    Regards...
    ~Simply, me~





    Posted at 8:21:45 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah



    Wednesday, April 27, 2005

    "Ice Princess" Movie Review - By Nurlea Laurielle

    Ok... so, like, this is the first time ever mek nak buat movie review, in my own words; so peeps, bare with me ok! Ehehehehe.



    Hari itiew, couple of days back, I watched Walt Disney Pictures' "Ice Princess". It's basically a story how a high-school, Physics geek, bookworm, that turned into a perfect swan on the ice.

    Barisan pelakon:
    Michelle Trachtenberg as Casey Carlyle (teringat mek kejap si penyanyi 90s dulu tu, sapa nama dia, Belinda Carlisle? Ehehehe)
    Joan Cusack as Casey's mother (dia nih kakak keeee adik kepada actor Jack Cusack itiew? Apa apa pon, memang ruper diaorang, haiyoh - dedekat nak sama. I think kalau Jack Cusack drag, mesti jadik macam Joan Cusack, kan? Eheheeh)
    Hayden Panettiere as Gen (yes, pronounced as JEN - like no, tak sama macam Ginger ke Jinger... tu different!) one of the elite skating prodigies.
    Kim Cantrall as Tina, Gen's mom and coach, a disgraced former skating champion who has serious attitude problems
    And
    Trevor Blumas as Teddy, Gen's brother, Tina's son... (asal nama dia teringatkan mek kepada Bulu Mata palsu ek? Hmmmm)

    So anyways... it's about this Casey, who secretly simpan this fantasy of becoming a champion figure ice skater, after she did this science project one day about movements of the skaters (so be it called Physics la kan) - She at first studied the steps and movement and what not her project tu, which, kalau meletop, will land her a scholar to Harvard (as her mom yang strong-willed wanted her only child to be in Havard). Later, she discovered the passion for skating; as she memang skate pun, but just mere skating, nothing more than that.



    So the drama begins when she has to dash her own mother's hopes and reams to pursue her own dream. Banyak lah bende she had to go through, selain dari her mother, she had to face the three elite skating girls who are ruthlessly competing on the US Figure Skating circuit. And she also had to face the fact that reality bites too.



    And when dlm citer2 cam nih, you cannot put aside love stories nye pulak, kan? Yes - Casey not only fell in love with ice skating, but she fell in love with hunky Teddy too. Sweet la mamat tu. Sungguh sensassi dengan mek also. Ehehehehe I can only wish.

    So anyways, kalau ade rate, mek kasik 8/10 kot. So so jugaklah, ade part lawak, sedeh, drama, element sakit hati, tapi yang mek suke, ending yang tak semestinya happy tu yang selalu tinggalkan impact. Not to say citer nih sad endingnye, tak. Tgk la sendiri cam mana endingnya :)



    Citer nih also tells you about friendship, family ties, love, hate and lies... semua Disney combinedkan. Very good ah... cuma ade some part yang memang hanjeng sangat2.

    Part paaaaaling hanjeng yang mek leh detect.

    Dalam movie nih, ade one part tu, sort of like a contest thingie, competition should be the word for it. Ok, so apparently, ade lah this two skaters yang mek noticed wore baju masing2 la kan. Akan tetapi, later later dlm movie tu, ade another contest, nahhh! Those two skaters masih berpakaian sama, dan danced music and steps sama on ice. Cam mana? Like... these two girls buat shooting utk scene earlier tu. So for the next later scene tu, they used the shots yang they took in the previous earlier scene. Macam, like, hello!? Apa these directors malas nak direct scene baru ke, thus, nak cut cost and time, terus amik jer shots scene earlier tu, thinking audience tak perasan. Like, duh!?!? I prasaned ok!!! Please lah. Its just such a turn off like "Eh, bukan tadik dia pakai baju yang sama and danced the same number and steps? But I thought that's another contest and this one is another contest?" Duuuhh! Na ah!! Soooo I cannot accept ok! Ehehehehe...

    Well - percubaan pertama mek buat movie review, ok dak? Comments please... :)





    Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah





    Posted at 3:12:02 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah



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