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Thursday, April 28, 2005

~I thought you were the one~

Once,
doesn't mean anything to me...
Come,
show me the meaning of complete...
Where did our love go wrong?
Once we were so strong,
how can I go on?

Why,
can't I just leave it all behind?
I felt passion so bright that I was blind...
Then...
Something made me weak?
Talking in my sleep...
Baby...
I'm in so deep and you know I believed

When you told me you loved me,
did you know it would take me the rest of my life?
To get over the feeling when our little,
didn't turn out right...
When you let me believe that you were incomplete,
without me by your side,
how could I know?
That you would go?
That you would run?
Baby, I thought you were the one...

Your lips...
Your face...
Something that time just can't erase,
my heart,
could break,
all over again...
I didn't know,
that you would go,
that you would run,
Baby,
I thought,
you were... The one...


Note: This is just another darn entry and it has nothing to do with my damned bloody life; so stop making assumptions that you think you know it all, and what not, because you don't. Stop acting as if you know how I feel and you know how it feels like to be me; because the truth is, you don't have any idea and you don't even know a shit about anything... -peace-



PS: That note wasn't for anyone in particular, seriously - and no, the piece of entry wasn't for anyone or anybody ok, so excuse you, whoever you are, for jumping into conclusions. Although, siapa yang makan cabai, dia lah terasa cibainya. Sorry - I've had enough with people trying to say they know how I feel or what I'm goin' through but the thing is they don't. For goodness sake, you don't even know what it's like to be me. So, act like one. Stories of MY LIFE - I WRITE, YOU READ! That's the heading, and not - Stories of my life, I write, you make assumptions and point me down! If you have nothing good to say about someone ie me, then I suggest you keep your pathetic "Oh I know how you feel" remarks to yourself and your bloody life!







Posted at 11:33:04 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah




Ning Baizura's - Breathe Again...

Have you guys heard of this song? NO? Well I believe it's a fine time you should!!!



Plus, almost every other songs dalam her latest album, Erti Pertemuan tu, semuanya best. And did you guys know that her latest album nih ade 7 pencalonan for AIM??? Sooo cool!

For more infos on Ning, or about her latest album, visit Ning Baizura's Official Website.

As for now, I wanna say, this song, Breathe Again, ... tah la. Call me 'feeeling', call me 'berangan'... but it is sooo me and I just sooo want to perform this song! Sedap sangat and she carried it soo well.... *sigh + smile*

~Breathe Again~

Have you wondered how it feels,
When it‘s all over,
Wondered how it feels,
When you just have to start anew,
Never knowing where you‘re going,
When you face a brand new day,
It used to be that way,
Now i just close my eyes and say...

I just wanna breathe again,
Learn to face the joy and pain,
Discover how to laugh a little,
Cry a little,
Live a little more...
I just wanna face the day,
Forget about the woes of yesterday,
Maybe if I hope a little,
Try a little more...
I'll breathe again...

Starting out again is never easy,
Disappointments come and go,
But life still moves on,
With a bit of luck,
It's a brand new start,
That might just work my way,
No need to walk away,
Don't want to live on life's replay,
Things will work out fine,
If you can find the courage to look past the night,
To see the break of dawn,


Regards...
~Simply, me~





Posted at 8:21:45 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah



Wednesday, April 27, 2005

"Ice Princess" Movie Review - By Nurlea Laurielle

Ok... so, like, this is the first time ever mek nak buat movie review, in my own words; so peeps, bare with me ok! Ehehehehe.



Hari itiew, couple of days back, I watched Walt Disney Pictures' "Ice Princess". It's basically a story how a high-school, Physics geek, bookworm, that turned into a perfect swan on the ice.

Barisan pelakon:
Michelle Trachtenberg as Casey Carlyle (teringat mek kejap si penyanyi 90s dulu tu, sapa nama dia, Belinda Carlisle? Ehehehe)
Joan Cusack as Casey's mother (dia nih kakak keeee adik kepada actor Jack Cusack itiew? Apa apa pon, memang ruper diaorang, haiyoh - dedekat nak sama. I think kalau Jack Cusack drag, mesti jadik macam Joan Cusack, kan? Eheheeh)
Hayden Panettiere as Gen (yes, pronounced as JEN - like no, tak sama macam Ginger ke Jinger... tu different!) one of the elite skating prodigies.
Kim Cantrall as Tina, Gen's mom and coach, a disgraced former skating champion who has serious attitude problems
And
Trevor Blumas as Teddy, Gen's brother, Tina's son... (asal nama dia teringatkan mek kepada Bulu Mata palsu ek? Hmmmm)

So anyways... it's about this Casey, who secretly simpan this fantasy of becoming a champion figure ice skater, after she did this science project one day about movements of the skaters (so be it called Physics la kan) - She at first studied the steps and movement and what not her project tu, which, kalau meletop, will land her a scholar to Harvard (as her mom yang strong-willed wanted her only child to be in Havard). Later, she discovered the passion for skating; as she memang skate pun, but just mere skating, nothing more than that.



So the drama begins when she has to dash her own mother's hopes and reams to pursue her own dream. Banyak lah bende she had to go through, selain dari her mother, she had to face the three elite skating girls who are ruthlessly competing on the US Figure Skating circuit. And she also had to face the fact that reality bites too.



And when dlm citer2 cam nih, you cannot put aside love stories nye pulak, kan? Yes - Casey not only fell in love with ice skating, but she fell in love with hunky Teddy too. Sweet la mamat tu. Sungguh sensassi dengan mek also. Ehehehehe I can only wish.

So anyways, kalau ade rate, mek kasik 8/10 kot. So so jugaklah, ade part lawak, sedeh, drama, element sakit hati, tapi yang mek suke, ending yang tak semestinya happy tu yang selalu tinggalkan impact. Not to say citer nih sad endingnye, tak. Tgk la sendiri cam mana endingnya :)



Citer nih also tells you about friendship, family ties, love, hate and lies... semua Disney combinedkan. Very good ah... cuma ade some part yang memang hanjeng sangat2.

Part paaaaaling hanjeng yang mek leh detect.

Dalam movie nih, ade one part tu, sort of like a contest thingie, competition should be the word for it. Ok, so apparently, ade lah this two skaters yang mek noticed wore baju masing2 la kan. Akan tetapi, later later dlm movie tu, ade another contest, nahhh! Those two skaters masih berpakaian sama, dan danced music and steps sama on ice. Cam mana? Like... these two girls buat shooting utk scene earlier tu. So for the next later scene tu, they used the shots yang they took in the previous earlier scene. Macam, like, hello!? Apa these directors malas nak direct scene baru ke, thus, nak cut cost and time, terus amik jer shots scene earlier tu, thinking audience tak perasan. Like, duh!?!? I prasaned ok!!! Please lah. Its just such a turn off like "Eh, bukan tadik dia pakai baju yang sama and danced the same number and steps? But I thought that's another contest and this one is another contest?" Duuuhh! Na ah!! Soooo I cannot accept ok! Ehehehehe...

Well - percubaan pertama mek buat movie review, ok dak? Comments please... :)





Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah





Posted at 3:12:02 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah




Happy Birthday Boy!!!

Dearest all,

Today, Wednesday, April 27th, 2005. My friend, Boy *BUKAN NAMA SEBENAR... eheheh* celebrates his... hiss... errmm.. birthday! (PS- Boy, mek lups lups la birthday yang keberaps! Haiyohhh!! Sorry nahh! Ehehehe). So mek decided nak buat entry sikit la pasal kawan mek nih... ehehe....

Dearest Boy,

If we tak chat ptg semalam, and if you dengan tak melu nye kasik tau I pasal ur birthday today, Lillah, memanggg I tak tahu. Usually, macam last year pon, I think, you yang kasik tau I jugak yer dok? Ekekeek. Anyways... here's something for you la Boy! (I much prefer call you 'pantek' like Eva calls some people sometimes, kan? You sendiri pun tau kan? Ehehe - but at times, I memang call you A*** aje pon, kan? Sometimes ke? All the time lah kan? Tapi yang I tak puas hatinye, Kak L. pulak calls you Baby or B - selalu mistaken for me, kan? Always tau hang nak amik nama glam macam mek! Ehehehe sah sah the whole group calls me B or Baby - u ols ALWAYS TAU nak tiru hem! Eheheh) - Haiyoh, maha melalutz sudah! Ehehe - Apa apa pon, Boy, this is for you...



I knew you back in 2003 kan? We started off biasa2 jer, saaaampai lah kite 'ngam'. Time2 I need to talk to someone, you're always there, willing to listen. Time2 mek nak u ols tolong pe pe, ade kalanye u ols kekwat teramatz sangat tapi hem tau at the end musti u ols tolong jugak! I missed lepak2 dengan u ols kat CC and AN-Nur... and all those fun times we had when I lepak PC last time. You're such a sweet fella, at times irritating dan menyakitkan hati, eheheh tapi still - you're funny too! Tak menyesal dapat kawan cam you ols! And hope that our friendship will last forever! Tak gherti2 nak balik AS jumpe mek!?!?!? Hanj tau! Ehehehe - dah ah - mek pulak in tears, emo! Ehehehe...

Anyways, happy birthday and may all your wish come true!!! Semoga Tuhan panjangkan umur uols dan murahkan rezeki uols... ekekeke. Ha, tak gherti2 nak belanja mek makan? Kezis tau kalau dok kemut duit gaji tu! Ehehehehehe. Love you Boy, be good! Regards to the rest of the group.

PS - hang tak buat party ka? Kot2 la dah bekerja nih, dah bergaji nih, kot2 la nak throw big2 party ke ? Ehehe Kak L kasik apa this year? Eheheh - kak Nam sangat mek nih kan? Ekekeke very der! Dah lah. Pepanjang sangat entry nih pon, buat hapa. Bukannye about me pon? Ekekekeke


Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah





Posted at 7:00:30 am by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah



Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Pissed Off!!! Part 2

Petikan dari "Pissed Off!!!" Part 1...

Setibernye mek dikerets mek! Nahhhhh!!! THAT'S IT!...

NAHHH!!! Ade surat saman kat cermin kereta mek, diletakkan kat wiper mek! Sentap tak!?!?! Kite orang bergegas lah gi tgk surat saman itiew. Tgk details, pastu, baca pi baca mai... kesalahan mek waktu tu adalah... parking meter dah tamat tempoh nye. Aiiit!? Tamat TEMPOH!?!?!? Me and BS bergegas piula to the parking meter, and, guess what? See for yourself...



See!!!! Masih ade lebih kurang like 5 minutes left!?!?! Then, ape kejadahnye kena saman itiew!?!?!? Sunggoh I was sooo pissed and tak puas hati sangat2. Mata terus meliar kiri kanan dan we were in luck to see the officer dari Majlis Bandaraya Alor Star itiew, was just about to get onto his bike..

Terus kiteorang terkapai2 memanggil itu Encik to come over to the car. Memula dia tak perasan. Lepas tu, mek dengan segagah hati "ENCIK!!!!!" (very terkeluar lunak suara merdu jantan ku ehehehehe) baaaaaaaaaru dia perasan.

Pon begitu... from that place he stopped his bike, dia gave a sign like "APENYE?".

So from there, me and BS faham yang he refused to come to the car and check things out. So mek dengan gigihnye melambai2 surat sama itiew ala ala mek selalu wave menang ratu (feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling lagik tu! Eheheh) SO, as I waved and screamed (yet again keluar lah suara lunak jantan merdu F&N mek) "NAK TANYA PASAI SAMAN NIH LAA ENCIK!!!!"

Namun that idiot guy tetap macam malas nak dtg, terus jerit "ESOK SAJA PI BAYAQ KAT PEJABAT MBAS!!! ESOK! HAGHI NIH DAH TAK BOLEH BUAT APA2"

Pookie dia lah mek nak bayaq saman yang tak sepatutnya menjadi saman itiew. Mek tetap membalas pantun ngan dia... "MAI LA DULU CIK! NIH SALAH NIH! MASA BAYARAN TAK HABIH LAGI TAPI ENCIK DAH SAMAN!!!!!"



Baaaaaaaru lah dia nak patah balik dan parked his motor kat belakang my car. Tu pun he macam dah malas nak turun from the bike. He called me, and me and BS immediately pi la kat dia....

"Apa hai nih?" soalnye Encik itiew, yang bermotorsikal hak MBAS, beruniform, namun tak bername tag.
"Dak aaih... Encik... Time parking kami dok ada lima minet lagi. Tapi dah dapat sughat saman. Apa kes???" Mek masih ala ala fonkiused dengan keadaan itiew. Tidaaakkk tollong. Ekekek.
"Ya ka? Betoiii ka nih??" He macam refused to believe that dia dah buat salah saman mek yang tak berdosa ini!
"Laaa betoii la Encik... buat apa kami nak mohong!" BS menyampuk...
"Hmmm - mana sughat saman tu? Tulih nama paihtu bagi balik kat aku..." Dia dah macam mula dah tak kuasa nak melayan me and BS...

As I was signing the bloody surat saman, me actually tulis my full name sampai ke pangkat my dad pon mek tulis, just to tunjuk sikit yang dia sudah salah saman anak org lerr... mek also getek mulut membebel...
"Betul nih Cik. Cam mana kami kena saman walhal meter dok tunjuk 5 minet lagi nih Cik..."
"Alaaah. Hampa budak2 nih bukan boleh haghap (harap). Ntah2 hampa pi boh sekupang (10 sen) dalam tu supaya meter tu naik balik. Bukan aku tak tau trick hampa..." Dia slamber jer sound mek...
HAIIYOHHH!!! BERASAPPPPP KANTA PUKS MEK OK!!!!!
"Encik.. Encik cakap bebaik siket nah. Tgk oghang lah sikiet. Tgk la anak sapa kot ya pun nak tuduh nahhh... Cik jgn cakap sebarangan..." Mek membalas... dah ala ala darah up siket dah.
"Pedulik apa aku hang anak sapa ka apa ka. Aku buat keja aku. Alat saman aku ada kamera - boleh tgk hampa mohong ka dak pasai meter tu. Tadik aku saman, aku tau la dah habis tempoh. Tok sah nak pemohong aku la... " Ewwahhh eewaahhhhhhhh!!!!!! SESEDAP DIA JER TUDUH!!!!!!

After tu mek dah tak kuasa dah. I started babbling like there's no tomorrow sambil nak masuk kereta...

"Encik jgn Cik.. saya kenai Datuk Bandar. Jgn sampai saya pi jumpa dia teruih... naya jaaa kes kecik jadik besaq. Datuk Chup Nayan tu jighan saya ja tau" Memang betul pun. Remember my friend, si Juju, yang I selalu gi swimming with tu? Dia kan memang neighbour mek, and plus, memang daddy dia Datuk Bandaraya also u know...

"Aku pedulik apa. Aku buat keja aku. Aku tau apa betoi apa salah. Aku tak kigha aihhh hang nak pi jumpa sapa ka apa ka. Aku tau aku tak salah ... bla bla bla bla"

Apa tah dia balas ayat2 mek. Time2 tu mek couldn't be bothered anymore as me and BS dah masuk kereta dah time itiew. Start complaining to each other, plus sentaps2. Macam, totally spoiled the mood jer. BS ngan mek pun tak paham. Kalau dia dah salah, yang dia nak tuduh mek ngan BS pi buboh seposen dalam meter tu buat hapa? Tak per. Mek ade bukti. Mek ade cable. Mek ada JUJU!!! Ehehehe... Mek dinch takut la pasai saman tu. But why must dia be so kurang ajar and plus, why must dia simply saman sesuka hati dia je?

"Eh u ols nampak tak nama dia? Boleh buat rujukan kalau nak bawak kes nihy further..." soal mek kat BS on the way back...

"Tak nampaks la u ols. Sah sah dia tak pakai name tag..." BS terang, penuh confidensi... ehehe.

Seriously lah. Memang fantart sangat org buat keje saman2 cam tu. Sesuka hati makbapak jer nak saman org sesuka, kan? Vencis tau. Memang mek upset semalam. Terus mek calling2 si Juju, mengadu damba. Juju kata worry not. Walaupun surat saman itiew mamat tu amik balik, kaaaata lah dia buang surat saman tu, salinan dia ade lagi, which he has to submit to the office, should he wish to proceed dengan saman itiew. Kalau dia tak proceed, kire case closed lah. KALAU dia proceed jugak... kat saman salinan tu, ade CODE penyaman. NAHHHH!!!! MEK TAU APA MEK NAK BUAT! EHehehehe. Mek ade saksi (BS) - mek ade bukti (PIC KAT ATAS TADIK ITIEW) dannnn mek ade back up baiiiiikkk punye dari anak Datuk Bandaraya and also the Datuk himself. Eheheh - ada dia berani mauu cellleeenn!?!?!?!?!? (challenge) Eheheheh.... maaaaaaaaaaaaati la dia kalau dia mau carik pasal ngan mek! Ehehe


Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah





Posted at 8:22:33 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah



Monday, April 25, 2005

Pissed Off!!!

U ols!!!

Ptg tadi kan me and Badarsila went out to town, lepas dia balik kerje. Both of us gelak sana sini gi town sebab nak belikan hadiah perpisahan utk officemate ponen tu yang nak resign tah ape kes tah - nak kawin katanye. Tapi? Kawinnye bulan 6, resignnye, bulan 4, ape kes!?!?!?

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NOTE: For more updates/ pics about me and BS gi shopping perch lobs kat AS town ptg tadi, please visit my fotopages.

So anyways - that's not the issue of this entry. Issue nye bermula when I got this phone call from my brother who so happened to passed my car kat parking bermeter kat luar shopping complex Citi Plaza itiew...

"Where are you?"
"Kat Citi Plaza, why ek?"
"Where did you park you car?"
"Kat bawah la... kenapa?"
"U bubuh duit dalam meter tu dak?" - slang Utagha yang amat dalam ok! Imagine! Ehehehe...
"Boh... lima kupang rasanya for 31m7secs..." - Mek ALSO slang Utagha dgn my only Abang yang masih di Kedah dengan wife dan three adorable kiddies dia - My second Abang is in London. Oh yes, orang Londornnn la itiewwwrrr... Ehehe- tetibe lari topic! Ehehehe
"Habeh tu awat pegawai tu macam dok saman gheta you?" - HAIYOH! SAMAN!?!?!? Dah la tadik berjaya lepaskan diri dari kena saman polis trafik sebab memandu tak pakai seatbelt dan bergayut on the phone dengan Ginger De La Loca!!!!
"Haiyohhhh ya ka!?!? Tak pa sat gi I gi tengok. Thankzzzaa!"

Kelam kabut jugak aku ngan BS. Tapi, dalam kekelamkabutan dan kegabraan BS and I - especially BS la; he VERY SURE dia letak 5 kupang (50 sen la tu!!!) dalam parking meter. Cuma yang dia tak condifent, parking meter utk lot parking sebelah kanan or sebelah kiri... sedeh takk ponen tu tak tahu meter belah mana dia masukkan that 5 kupang!? HAIYOHH!! AZABBB!

Tetap kami buat selamber jer sebab confidensi jugak yang they officer jer nak usya2 kereta mek jer kot? Waktu Abang mek lalu tu, nampak officer tu tgh jenguk2 my car, terus Abang I jumped into conclusion yang kete mek kena saman, maaaaaaaaaana lah tau. Kire salah anggap la. Ehehehehe.

Kami berdua sempat gi this one boutique pengantin. Collection dresses pengantin dia, va va voommm melerts ok. Designer dia pon can do! Kalau tak kerana dia pon cik tah (patah), mek dah lama gedik ngan dia. Eheheh - tapi, dia also lite2 cik pons, terus mek dinch selerarinas... lesbos sundel! Ehehe - Mek bukannye macam Miss G ngan BS or Leezie ngan J... HAHAHA - maaaaaaaaaati la aku esok! Ehehehehe...

So lepas pusing2 after lepak like 5 minutes kat bridal boutique tu, we sempat pusing tgk cds la itu la ini la. Pastu both of us noticed abang2 Tentera keluar ke town bercuti katanye. Cando dan lazats2 semuenya. Ehehehe - true, memang mek berjambang bersusuk bauk maut segala ptg tadik, as claimed by others, "RATU BAUK" eheheh - the word RATU ek, take note! So anyways, mek feeling2 biase jerlah, tak macam BS, dah feeling catwalkarinas dah u ols, walaupun tema masih dalam office wear, kan? Ehehe - tiber2 ade satu group abang2 tenterets memandang katanye. Ehehehe - no, not memandang BS sahajer, mek also ok! (Tetap tannak kalah! Muieueieueiue...)

So anyways, lepas dah settled pusing2 (which apparently BS tak beli pe pe pon sbb tak jumpe ape2 yang di berkenan di hati utk belikkan kat kawan dia tu - sentap!) we both decided nak balik; so berjalanlah kami ke kereta mek (since BS parked his car kat Maksak Gym dan ke town dengan mek in my car...). Setibernye mek dikerets mek! Nahhhhh!!! THAT'S IT!... bersambung... LOL!!!




Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah





Posted at 11:34:32 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah




Sedehnye kesah nih...

I got this message in my Yahoo Messenger from a friend...



"... A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on a motorcycle...

Girl: Slow down ok! I'm scared!
Guy: No! This is fun!
Girl: No it's not. Please, it's scary!
Guy: Then tell me u love me...
Girl: Ok! Fine, I love u. So slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug!!

Then the girl hugged him.

Guy: Can u take my helmet off & put it on? It’s bugging me!

...In the paper the next day: "A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. 2 people were on it but only 1 survived... "

The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke and wasn’t working, but he didn't want to let the girl know as he feared the girl might get hysterical about it. Instead, he had her say she loved him, felt her hug one last time, and then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant he would die..."



Knowing me, I nearly cried reading this story. Sedeh kan? I mean - sweet sangat2 that the boyfriend sempat buat macam tu sebelum he died? Haiyoh! Sedehnye!

But the funny thing about this story was this...

"Guy: Can u take my helmet off & put it on? It’s bugging me!"... --> Motif serta temanye??? Takkan the girl wasn't wearing any helmet kot? Kat mana scene drama nih, kampung ke!? Ataupun the girl memang dah pakai helmet - for double protection, laki itiew asked her to wear another one kot!? Gile laaa mek nih! Ehehehe

Apa apa pun I really do think the guy memang sweet - sangat2 sweet, tersangatlah sweet. Too bad he died in the end. Patutnye biarkan jer the girl died pun tak per, kan? Leh mak celah bedah or mengganti kekosongan hidup that guys, kan?... Heheh bagaimana piula itiew??!?!?! Maaati la mek lepas nih! Ehehhe...



Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah





Posted at 8:50:34 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah




Help!!! Help!!! Help!!!



Yesss peeps! I need help!!!

Call it terhegeh2 mintak rayuan, call it whatever you want, but I do this sbb I care for my page. I wanna take pride in it, be recognized, be acknowledged and what not sbb I buat blog nih full-heartedly ok! Nothing excites me more to see me berjaya dalam bidang yang baru diceburi nih.... Tapi???? See for yourself...



Even Sherits punye also dah dropping? Ape nih geng??? Mana semangat kite semua as friends? Siape lagi nak tolong Sherits, Leez, Tukang Taip and me back up to top 10 or top 5 as for that matter, kalau bukan u ols semua?!?!?! Lets la mengundi u ols! *E eh? Mek feeling ala ala politik pulak? How? Ehehehehe*



So, LETS la VOTE!!!! Lets????????

Hehehe






Posted at 11:53:46 am by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah



Sunday, April 24, 2005

Updates - about me and my pathetic life! Eheheh

Dearest all…

It has been a while kan since I last buat entry about myself? Lately nih I keje buat entry pasal orang lah, tak pun buat entry pasal interview la, pasal forwarded email la, current events lah itu la ini lah, pengalaman lampau lah… noticed tak I haven't been updating about MY LIFE, kan?



I mean, the blog does read as "Stories Of MY LIFE; I write, you read", kan? So today, mek rase, mek nak updatekan pasal me, me, and me!!! Plus me and my pathetic life also la kan? Hehehehe.

We will start things off with some general stuffs. Me, started last night lagi, dah started sakit tekak dah. Today ala ala lite2 jer demam, but the sore throat tu still ade and yang itu yang buatkan me bebetul irritated. Sore throat nih, haiyoh! Very derrr degil onez ok.



Just imagine, Strepsils 20 lozenges dah habis, ado baiknye? Nan-ado! Tried air Asam Jawa also, but dinch work. I think this demam/ sore throat nak buatkan mek tak yah gi kerje, kan? Dia nak suruh mek duduk rumah do nothing but sleep sleep and sleep, or at least, mengadap computer nih 24-7 and tambahkan berat badan mek? Eh wait, demam or tak demam, I still tak gi keje pon, like, I go as I please, kan? Eheheh. Then lately, memalam, rajin jugak dok keluar, lepak2 with friends and what not. Lepak2, sampai 2 pagi pun ade at times, but not always lah kan. Besides, early morning dah ler nak kena bangun kan Subuh lah itu la ini lah, so I do need my beauty sleep as well.

Family wise, memula my granny demam, then followed with my mom ala ala demam also, then, ME! Haiyoh! Just imagine, when my granny and my mom demam, like, I had to take care of them both. Sentap tak? Like, there goes my social life la al-kaedahnye. Tapi, dengan berkat doakiew, serta layanan cucu/anak yang tak jemu2 suapkan makan, serta, nengok2kan diaorang makan ubat la itu la ini la, demahkan dahi diaorang malam2 bila diaorang punye temp. meningkat (haiyoh, mek leh jadik nurse bertauliah la cam nih!), both of them kembalik sihat lite2 within few days. Tapi, at the end, mek piula yang demam, how? Tsk tsk tsk…

Work wise – last week, was kindda like a bit too busy lah jugak. Dengan asyik visit the Perlis branch, sebab ade few meetings and what not, mek macam, haiyoh! Penat sundel. Tapi tak per, worth going jugak, sebabkan of that new trainee yang can do itiew. Mek suke mek suke!!!

Blog wise – mek dah 90% siapkan page baru mek. This new blogpage will host my 10-series of “Once upon a time, I was that Showgirl” entries. So nanti tak der lah cramp sangat page mek yang main ini. I will be having this new blogpage to host my stories tu; tak per, I will have it linked lah kan. Don’t worry ler. Kan mek suke link sana link sini semua itiew?


My 90%-finished blogpage, hosting my "Once Upon A Time, I Was That Showgirl" 10 episode entries!


Then, last week, kecoh la jugak blog page mek nih. Tagboard mek la kisahnye yang banyak drew attentions – dramanye lah, penyamaran lalatz and the gangs lah, kutuk sana kutuk sini. Sampai ade lah jugak gaduh sana gaduh sini. Sedeh jugak lah page mek last week walaupun meriah tapi hati mek dinch meriah.

Aside from that, ptg2 sekarang, selain dari gi swimming - ade jugak kalanye gi jogging dengan si Badarsila and Chef Aduka itiew- meriah sengsangatz, memondankan diri di Taman Rimba itiew. Ehehehehe. Suke lah, very the very exposing sana sini. Tapi kena worry jugak - ramai kenal family kiew. So ala ala, ade time2 yang kena maintain controllina siket. But MOST OF THE TIME - ehehe - nahhh!!!! Pemondanan diri ketahap maksima!!!

Then I registered kat few forums lah jugak - just nak promosi sikit blog nih. I know I know, the consequences nye mek akan tanggung. Mek ala ala warning awal2, this is a non-straight page! Ehehehe. Harap2 depa paham. I registered myself kat Malaysia Bloggers and also gossipinfo ape tah... :) Click jer kat image bawah nih to go to that site. Meriah dan lazats juger u ols. Memang, recommended lah kirenye!

Visit http://www.infogossip.com for more details...


Other than that - ape lagi yang nak diupdatekan pasal mek ek?

Owh!!!!! - my latest berat badan makin menjadik2 lah. I think I REALLY need to go on a serious diet balik lah. Haiyoh! Tak leh jadik cam nih!!!!



Imagine... it's now, erm... 70kg!!! Yesterday mek menimbang! Haiyoh! That's it! No more kasik2 chan kat badan nih. Dah melampau2 dah berat badan mek! Come on Lea! You can do this! Yes! You can - ado? Nan-ado! Ehehehehehe.

Pastu, semalam, punye lah sentap! I was sooo pissed!


Mek bile sentap, cam nih la ghuponye... comei dak? Ehehehe


Why?!?!? My favorite 'dadih' all sold out in three different 24 hours mamak restaurants! Sentap tak!!!?!?! Dah ler those three kedais jer yang jual dadih va va voom tu! Arrrghhhh!!! TENSIIII MENSSSIII!!!!!!!

Oklah - cukup lah tu, mek mengupdatekan hal hidup mek. Nanti update banyak2, kang ade orang ckp mek tak habis2 nak citer pasal me and my pathetic life and wanna be a self-centered-bitch, kan? Eheheh - eh, wait a sec - sah sah mek dah pernah jadik self-centered bitch! Ehehehe... mek lups lups la u ols!!!

Occay dddaaaaaa.....








Posted at 10:10:29 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah



Saturday, April 23, 2005

Sh*ts that people had to go through for the sake of LOVE? Part 2!!!



Dearest all,
Waiting can be quite a painful thing to go through, kan? Ke, irritating? Eheheh - sorry la you ols have to wait for this entry, the sambungan, part 2, about my USJ group family drama celah bed thingie..

SEDUTAN DARI EPISODE 1: Click HERE to read part 1

...One by one Acu citerkan kat mek, mek dengar jer lah points2 Acu yang memberangsangkan mek itiew. Boleh jadi jugak kan? Hurm... tapi.... hmmm... ntah lah. I still tannak percaya yang Along secretly goin' out with JJ. For goodness sake Along tahu kan Atam sayang gile kat JJ. And JJ and Atam dah nearly 3 bulan couple. Takkan Along nak buat perangai cam tu? Dah la tu - Along kan ade 'Abang Long' kat Seremban tu? Hurmmmm....

"Anjang, Anjang tak tahu, ade sekali tu, last week kot, Anjang fly masa tu, Acu nampak kat phone Along, msg dari JJ!!!"... Bersambung>>

"Ha.. ape yang Acu nampak?"
"Ala - tah, msg geli2 la, macam, 'I miss you' la itu la ini la. 'I love u' pon ade Anjang!!! Eeee! Geli geleman Acu nengoknye!"
"Acu ade cakap kat Atam?"
"Aiyoh! Gile ke Anjang nih!?!?! Nak mampos? Confirm makan hati ulam pegaga cicah ngan sambal belacan si Atam itiew..."

Things like this lah I really terasa kesian + sedeh; for both pihak, yang dicelah bedah, dan yang mencelah bedah! (Celah bedah means - cut in queue/ perampas/merampas kekasih orang). Why I cakap cam itiew? Yooo lah! Kesian ok yang dicelah bedah itiew. Elok2 ade laki, dah kawan celah bed. Dan KESIAN+SEDEH="MAAAAATIIII LA KO" yang celah bed tu - macam seghupa tarak jantan lain dalam dunia nih hang nak rampas? Dah la tu - rampas kawan hang punye lover pulak tu? Itu ke namanya KAWAN? Dah la tu - mengaku kakak kepada si Atam pulak si Along itiew? Mek vencis la kalau dah jadik cam tu. Tapi since it has nothing to do with me, directly, mek diamkan aje....

So time flies and soon - dari teruk jadi parah; the condition I mean. Along semakin berani keluar terang2 depan kami serumah dengan si JJ itiew, time2 Atam tak der, fly. Kezi kan? Bile kami pandang, dia (Along) akan sentiasa give this remark,

"Cover utk Along k? Thanks... saaaaayang adik2 Along semua... "

Maaaaaaaaaaati la ko Along! Aku, selagi Atam tak bukak mulut datang mengadu ngan mek, your secret is safe with me Along. Kalau Atam datang crying her heart out, mengadudamba semua dengan mek, NAH! That's it! Mek akan cerits kan semua segala mala, provided Atam asks lah. Mek tannak lah ceritakan sendiri tanpa disoal Atam, kang, jadik lain pulaknye, kan? Ehehehe...

It wasn't long before Atam came to us all seekin' the truth and justifications. Time2 tu, kesian nengok si Atam- I mean, macam dah tak terurus sikit. Very macam angau gittiew....

"Acu, Anjang... Angah, Acak (Ateh wasn't there, kerej! Along also kerej, fly ke mana tah. JJ not in the picture...) - tolong la Atam... tell me what's goin' on? Atam dapat rase kan sesuatuh yang tak kena nih... please? Atam tau korang ade sembunyikan sesuatuh dari Atam..." pujuknya si Atam - mek dah serba salah dah, Acu lagi lah! Tak leh nak duduk diam diam dah....

Angah bangun dan as he walked up the stairs,

"Atam - Angah naik atas nih bukan sebab tak kuasa nak melayan Atam - tapi Angah tannak terlibat dlm drama swasta episode kali nih. Angah harap Atam paham dengan perangai Angah..."

Curlast kan Cik Ngah?!? Tannak terlibat konon - eheheh - sah sah dia banyak kali tolong seludup Along keluar jumpa JJ naik kete Cik Ngah - sbb Along dinch ade kereta lagi time tu. JJ pun kalau si Atam ade, and Atam nak jumpe kengkawan, mesti tak bawak JJ dan Atam akan drive his car. So JJ? Matikudasai kakipatasan lah sbb tak der kereta! So in the end (bak kata Linkin' Park itiew) - cik Ngah lerrr kena bawak Along gi jumpe JJ...

Anyways... berbalik pada kes Atam nih. Melalui ceritanya, JJ dah berubah perangai, no more loving2. JJ dah kurang SEKS dengan dia, tak seperti waktu awal2 dulu. (Kesiannn, kan? Mesti ponen nih gerdus tahap mabuques!!!) And then, JJ dah secretive dalam banyak hal (That's SO ALONG!). Pastu katanye si Atam lagi, dia noticed satu dua bende yang FUNNY dalam umah JJ. JJ lives alone, and rarely bawak balik guests. Kalau bawak balik also, mestilah sampai ke living room jer, kan? Ini - Atam noticed something different di BILIK TIDUR JJ dan Atam. Mek curious... mek tanye je lah...

"Apenye yang berbeza itiew u ols?"
"JJ smokes Dunhill Lights - dan dalam bilik JJ, ade bekas abu rokok (meaning to say, ashtray dalam bilik tidur JJ satu ade, dekat luar ie living room also ade) yang ade putung rokok Marlboro MERAH! Kalau kat luar, ok lah jugak. Ini dlm bilik tidur tu! Mesti ade org masuk bilik tidur JJ! And plus! Ade kotak susu UHT Dutch Lady perisa Chocolate yang dah diminum ok!!"

Haiyoh! Very detailed tau si Atam nih. Well - that happens when u sayangkan orang and u care for them -mesti semua nak kena amik kire, even ke putung rokok JENIS ape... Balik kepada isu putung rokok and the kotak susu itiew - Acu tgk me, me tgk Acak - I had that feeling the three of us MEMANG dah tahu sapa, I'm sure ATAM knows it too tapi macam dinch mau jump into conclusions yet kot? Yeap - its ALONG! Aliong smokes Marlboro Merah, Along LOVES Susu UHT Dutch Lady Chocolate tu... siape lagi?

And then, there's more...

"Anjang, Acak... Acu... cakap la kat Atam... It's Along kan?"

Nahhh!! Terpelohong bijik mata sekor2 dgr Atam cakap cam tu. Meaning, tau jugak la dia?

"Atam tahu korang serba salah tapi seriously, Atam tak tahan macam nih. Hari tu dalam beg JJ, Atam ade nampak roster Atam, dan belakang tu, ada roster ALONG! Diroster kami berdua, Atam perhatikan, JJ dah bulatkan hari2 off Atam dan hari2 off Along. Cantik sangat jadual kami. Time2 Along fly, Atam ade kat KL. Time2 Atam fly, time2 tu la Along ade kat KL. Bukan Atam tak tahu, Along banyak cable dalam rostering department. I'm sure dia dah buat something. Kalau tidak, takkan lah cantik sangat roster dia ngan Atam, yer lah, macam, tah - well planned?"

Lagi kami semua terdiam. Rupe2nya Atam ade lebih infos dari kami serumah. Namun, apa kan daya kami... tunduk, hangguk2kan kepala jer la. Tetiber jer, Along BALIK katanya!!! Daily flight jer mek rase time tu. So, nah... THAT'S IT! Matilah ko Along!!!

"E eh Atam!? Ade jugak? Bila kau sampai nyeh?"
"Asal? Tak leh nak dtg dah ke?"
"Le... apehal ngan kamu nih Atam... ehehe. Along tanye je..."
"Oh ye? Asal tak tanye JJ SEKALI!?"

Haiyoh! Atam macam dah up kan sikit suaranya... MEK TAKUT OK! Ehehehe. Along on the other hand, membisu tibe2.

"Kenape? Terkejut Atam tanye cam tu? Along ingat Atam nih bodoh sangat ke?"
"Apa Atam merepek nih...Along tak tahu apa apa..."

Nah lepas tu sattttuu per satu si Atam huraikan... hujah demi hujan, bahan bukti demi bahan bukti - sampai bill telephone umah dan hp JJ dia jadikkan bukti - calling umah USJ3 dan HP ALONG katanye - outgoin' SMS pun kan ade dlm itemised bills itiew? THAT'S IT! SMS ke hp ATAM 10% - ke hp ALONG 80% - 10% lagik, lain2 pihak. Ehehehehe. And lepas Atam habis berceramah semua segala mala, Along yang tgh lepak, sambil isap rokok, dengan muka slamber...

"So? We're just friends? Ape Atam nak kecoh? JJ ade hak nak keluar ngan sapa2 pon, kalau sekadar kawan... Atam bising2, Atam tau tak JJ cakap kat Along yang Atam nih just friends dengan dia? Sebab tu dia keluar dengan Along jugak..."

Nyeh - berdesingggggg telinga aku sampai masuk ke gegendang dah nih! Sakitnye hati aku dgr cara Along cakap with the expression - very Ziana Zain, peramps!!!!!

"Along - Atam tannak kecoh apa apa pun. Cuma... HOW COULD YOU? You called yourself kakak, and called me your adik. And yet you do this? You said we're friends, and friends don't go stabbing at the back of another friend. You said you're a loyal lover to Abang Long in Seremban, now this? Please lah - once I looked up to you, as a sister, a family, a friend, a collegue, above all, as a true nice human being. NOW? I only will continue looking at you, like a piece of SHIT!"

Nahhh, THAT'S IT! A piece of SHIT katanye? That's it! Lepas tu, Atam terus keluar, blah cam tu jer. Nangis2 dia lari ke kereta. Si Along siap "Whatever" terus naik atas. Gila kan pondan tu? Kerana JANTAN sanggup biarkan kawan, 'adik', terluka sebegitiew... Lepas pada tu, Atam moved out of JJs, Along kept on seeing JJ, siap moved in during the weekends provided Along tak fly la kan (which most of the weekends memang Along tak fly - go figure lah; rostering department?? Cable baiikkk punye???) - and they were together for awhile, which lasted for only 2 months jer (2 months lepas JJ clash dengan Atam). Pastu JJ buat bende yang sama kat Along, sama macam dia buat kat Atam dulu (What a jerk!) - but even after knowing Along dah tarak pa pa dengan JJ, Atam TETAP keras kepala dan degil dinch mau datang langsung ke USJ home tu, langsung menyendiri. Kesian. Tapi dengan Acu, Acak, me, Angah, Ateh, dia ade la sms, call jarang. Kesian pulak tgk dia waktu tu. Waktu tu dia jadik kurus gile2 babeng!

Ade sekali tu,waktu tu Along still ngan JJ; Along balik dari flight - citer lah kat kami serumah. Waktu tu mek tak der, tapi CNN mek si Acu yang calling mek kasik tau mek yang waktu tu ade kat mana tah, tgh flying kots. Anyways... Along balik dari flight ape tah, citer lah, dia satu flight dengan si Atam. Si Atam refused to talked to him, keje satu Zone pun tannak la itu la ini la, and dia (Along) citer how she couldn't be bothered about Atam yang berperangai cam tu. Dgr sebelah pihaks dinch boleh tau. So mek balik dari flight, mek bawak Acu ngan Acak keluar gi jumpe Atam and we asked citer dari sebelahnye pulak. It's basically the same, Atam memang tak melayan, tapi Along TETAP CUBA NAK BERCAKAP dan berBAIK2 dngn Atam. Katanye si Along, Along malas nak layan Atam. Tapi Atam cakap, Along terhegeh2 nak berbaik2 dengannya balik. Haiyoh! Fonkiused ok! Tapi kesimpulannye, sampai ke sudah Atam tak maafkan Along ok. Haiyoh - takut ok hidup tak dimaafkan dosa dan kesalahan sesama manusia. Isk isk isk. Takut sundelll!

Itu lah dia namanya, rona kehidupan, kan u ols? Tak kire lah straight ke, lessies ke, gayahs ke drags queens ker ape ke - hidup nih, tak semestinya kawan tu sebaik2 alam, dia tak mungkin jadi perampas, kan? Tapi si perampas pon, kite tak leh nak salahkan dia jugak, right or not? Why? Becoz, si perampas also manusia ma. Tahu la yang dirampasnya tu, kekasih org. Tapi kalau dah dia minat sangat2 dan nak yang tu jugak, apa apa cara sekali pun si perams musti buat utk dapatkan apa dia mau- But that doesn't apply to all lah kot.

Basically dlm entry, apa yang mek kesal, ialah - it happened to my friends... and the saddest part is, they gaduh becoz of a man... tsk tsk tsk... (I know I would fight for my man; if he's worth fighting for la kan. Ehehehe)





Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah





Posted at 4:06:30 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah



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