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Monday, April 25, 2005

Pissed Off!!!

U ols!!!

Ptg tadi kan me and Badarsila went out to town, lepas dia balik kerje. Both of us gelak sana sini gi town sebab nak belikan hadiah perpisahan utk officemate ponen tu yang nak resign tah ape kes tah - nak kawin katanye. Tapi? Kawinnye bulan 6, resignnye, bulan 4, ape kes!?!?!?

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NOTE: For more updates/ pics about me and BS gi shopping perch lobs kat AS town ptg tadi, please visit my fotopages.

So anyways - that's not the issue of this entry. Issue nye bermula when I got this phone call from my brother who so happened to passed my car kat parking bermeter kat luar shopping complex Citi Plaza itiew...

"Where are you?"
"Kat Citi Plaza, why ek?"
"Where did you park you car?"
"Kat bawah la... kenapa?"
"U bubuh duit dalam meter tu dak?" - slang Utagha yang amat dalam ok! Imagine! Ehehehe...
"Boh... lima kupang rasanya for 31m7secs..." - Mek ALSO slang Utagha dgn my only Abang yang masih di Kedah dengan wife dan three adorable kiddies dia - My second Abang is in London. Oh yes, orang Londornnn la itiewwwrrr... Ehehe- tetibe lari topic! Ehehehe
"Habeh tu awat pegawai tu macam dok saman gheta you?" - HAIYOH! SAMAN!?!?!? Dah la tadik berjaya lepaskan diri dari kena saman polis trafik sebab memandu tak pakai seatbelt dan bergayut on the phone dengan Ginger De La Loca!!!!
"Haiyohhhh ya ka!?!? Tak pa sat gi I gi tengok. Thankzzzaa!"

Kelam kabut jugak aku ngan BS. Tapi, dalam kekelamkabutan dan kegabraan BS and I - especially BS la; he VERY SURE dia letak 5 kupang (50 sen la tu!!!) dalam parking meter. Cuma yang dia tak condifent, parking meter utk lot parking sebelah kanan or sebelah kiri... sedeh takk ponen tu tak tahu meter belah mana dia masukkan that 5 kupang!? HAIYOHH!! AZABBB!

Tetap kami buat selamber jer sebab confidensi jugak yang they officer jer nak usya2 kereta mek jer kot? Waktu Abang mek lalu tu, nampak officer tu tgh jenguk2 my car, terus Abang I jumped into conclusion yang kete mek kena saman, maaaaaaaaaana lah tau. Kire salah anggap la. Ehehehehe.

Kami berdua sempat gi this one boutique pengantin. Collection dresses pengantin dia, va va voommm melerts ok. Designer dia pon can do! Kalau tak kerana dia pon cik tah (patah), mek dah lama gedik ngan dia. Eheheh - tapi, dia also lite2 cik pons, terus mek dinch selerarinas... lesbos sundel! Ehehe - Mek bukannye macam Miss G ngan BS or Leezie ngan J... HAHAHA - maaaaaaaaaati la aku esok! Ehehehehe...

So lepas pusing2 after lepak like 5 minutes kat bridal boutique tu, we sempat pusing tgk cds la itu la ini la. Pastu both of us noticed abang2 Tentera keluar ke town bercuti katanye. Cando dan lazats2 semuenya. Ehehehe - true, memang mek berjambang bersusuk bauk maut segala ptg tadik, as claimed by others, "RATU BAUK" eheheh - the word RATU ek, take note! So anyways, mek feeling2 biase jerlah, tak macam BS, dah feeling catwalkarinas dah u ols, walaupun tema masih dalam office wear, kan? Ehehe - tiber2 ade satu group abang2 tenterets memandang katanye. Ehehehe - no, not memandang BS sahajer, mek also ok! (Tetap tannak kalah! Muieueieueiue...)

So anyways, lepas dah settled pusing2 (which apparently BS tak beli pe pe pon sbb tak jumpe ape2 yang di berkenan di hati utk belikkan kat kawan dia tu - sentap!) we both decided nak balik; so berjalanlah kami ke kereta mek (since BS parked his car kat Maksak Gym dan ke town dengan mek in my car...). Setibernye mek dikerets mek! Nahhhhh!!! THAT'S IT!... bersambung... LOL!!!




Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah





Posted at 11:34:32 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah




Sedehnye kesah nih...

I got this message in my Yahoo Messenger from a friend...



"... A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on a motorcycle...

Girl: Slow down ok! I'm scared!
Guy: No! This is fun!
Girl: No it's not. Please, it's scary!
Guy: Then tell me u love me...
Girl: Ok! Fine, I love u. So slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug!!

Then the girl hugged him.

Guy: Can u take my helmet off & put it on? It’s bugging me!

...In the paper the next day: "A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. 2 people were on it but only 1 survived... "

The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke and wasn’t working, but he didn't want to let the girl know as he feared the girl might get hysterical about it. Instead, he had her say she loved him, felt her hug one last time, and then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant he would die..."



Knowing me, I nearly cried reading this story. Sedeh kan? I mean - sweet sangat2 that the boyfriend sempat buat macam tu sebelum he died? Haiyoh! Sedehnye!

But the funny thing about this story was this...

"Guy: Can u take my helmet off & put it on? It’s bugging me!"... --> Motif serta temanye??? Takkan the girl wasn't wearing any helmet kot? Kat mana scene drama nih, kampung ke!? Ataupun the girl memang dah pakai helmet - for double protection, laki itiew asked her to wear another one kot!? Gile laaa mek nih! Ehehehe

Apa apa pun I really do think the guy memang sweet - sangat2 sweet, tersangatlah sweet. Too bad he died in the end. Patutnye biarkan jer the girl died pun tak per, kan? Leh mak celah bedah or mengganti kekosongan hidup that guys, kan?... Heheh bagaimana piula itiew??!?!?! Maaati la mek lepas nih! Ehehhe...



Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah





Posted at 8:50:34 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah




Help!!! Help!!! Help!!!



Yesss peeps! I need help!!!

Call it terhegeh2 mintak rayuan, call it whatever you want, but I do this sbb I care for my page. I wanna take pride in it, be recognized, be acknowledged and what not sbb I buat blog nih full-heartedly ok! Nothing excites me more to see me berjaya dalam bidang yang baru diceburi nih.... Tapi???? See for yourself...



Even Sherits punye also dah dropping? Ape nih geng??? Mana semangat kite semua as friends? Siape lagi nak tolong Sherits, Leez, Tukang Taip and me back up to top 10 or top 5 as for that matter, kalau bukan u ols semua?!?!?! Lets la mengundi u ols! *E eh? Mek feeling ala ala politik pulak? How? Ehehehehe*



So, LETS la VOTE!!!! Lets????????

Hehehe






Posted at 11:53:46 am by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah



Sunday, April 24, 2005

Updates - about me and my pathetic life! Eheheh

Dearest all…

It has been a while kan since I last buat entry about myself? Lately nih I keje buat entry pasal orang lah, tak pun buat entry pasal interview la, pasal forwarded email la, current events lah itu la ini lah, pengalaman lampau lah… noticed tak I haven't been updating about MY LIFE, kan?



I mean, the blog does read as "Stories Of MY LIFE; I write, you read", kan? So today, mek rase, mek nak updatekan pasal me, me, and me!!! Plus me and my pathetic life also la kan? Hehehehe.

We will start things off with some general stuffs. Me, started last night lagi, dah started sakit tekak dah. Today ala ala lite2 jer demam, but the sore throat tu still ade and yang itu yang buatkan me bebetul irritated. Sore throat nih, haiyoh! Very derrr degil onez ok.



Just imagine, Strepsils 20 lozenges dah habis, ado baiknye? Nan-ado! Tried air Asam Jawa also, but dinch work. I think this demam/ sore throat nak buatkan mek tak yah gi kerje, kan? Dia nak suruh mek duduk rumah do nothing but sleep sleep and sleep, or at least, mengadap computer nih 24-7 and tambahkan berat badan mek? Eh wait, demam or tak demam, I still tak gi keje pon, like, I go as I please, kan? Eheheh. Then lately, memalam, rajin jugak dok keluar, lepak2 with friends and what not. Lepak2, sampai 2 pagi pun ade at times, but not always lah kan. Besides, early morning dah ler nak kena bangun kan Subuh lah itu la ini lah, so I do need my beauty sleep as well.

Family wise, memula my granny demam, then followed with my mom ala ala demam also, then, ME! Haiyoh! Just imagine, when my granny and my mom demam, like, I had to take care of them both. Sentap tak? Like, there goes my social life la al-kaedahnye. Tapi, dengan berkat doakiew, serta layanan cucu/anak yang tak jemu2 suapkan makan, serta, nengok2kan diaorang makan ubat la itu la ini la, demahkan dahi diaorang malam2 bila diaorang punye temp. meningkat (haiyoh, mek leh jadik nurse bertauliah la cam nih!), both of them kembalik sihat lite2 within few days. Tapi, at the end, mek piula yang demam, how? Tsk tsk tsk…

Work wise – last week, was kindda like a bit too busy lah jugak. Dengan asyik visit the Perlis branch, sebab ade few meetings and what not, mek macam, haiyoh! Penat sundel. Tapi tak per, worth going jugak, sebabkan of that new trainee yang can do itiew. Mek suke mek suke!!!

Blog wise – mek dah 90% siapkan page baru mek. This new blogpage will host my 10-series of “Once upon a time, I was that Showgirl” entries. So nanti tak der lah cramp sangat page mek yang main ini. I will be having this new blogpage to host my stories tu; tak per, I will have it linked lah kan. Don’t worry ler. Kan mek suke link sana link sini semua itiew?


My 90%-finished blogpage, hosting my "Once Upon A Time, I Was That Showgirl" 10 episode entries!


Then, last week, kecoh la jugak blog page mek nih. Tagboard mek la kisahnye yang banyak drew attentions – dramanye lah, penyamaran lalatz and the gangs lah, kutuk sana kutuk sini. Sampai ade lah jugak gaduh sana gaduh sini. Sedeh jugak lah page mek last week walaupun meriah tapi hati mek dinch meriah.

Aside from that, ptg2 sekarang, selain dari gi swimming - ade jugak kalanye gi jogging dengan si Badarsila and Chef Aduka itiew- meriah sengsangatz, memondankan diri di Taman Rimba itiew. Ehehehehe. Suke lah, very the very exposing sana sini. Tapi kena worry jugak - ramai kenal family kiew. So ala ala, ade time2 yang kena maintain controllina siket. But MOST OF THE TIME - ehehe - nahhh!!!! Pemondanan diri ketahap maksima!!!

Then I registered kat few forums lah jugak - just nak promosi sikit blog nih. I know I know, the consequences nye mek akan tanggung. Mek ala ala warning awal2, this is a non-straight page! Ehehehe. Harap2 depa paham. I registered myself kat Malaysia Bloggers and also gossipinfo ape tah... :) Click jer kat image bawah nih to go to that site. Meriah dan lazats juger u ols. Memang, recommended lah kirenye!

Visit http://www.infogossip.com for more details...


Other than that - ape lagi yang nak diupdatekan pasal mek ek?

Owh!!!!! - my latest berat badan makin menjadik2 lah. I think I REALLY need to go on a serious diet balik lah. Haiyoh! Tak leh jadik cam nih!!!!



Imagine... it's now, erm... 70kg!!! Yesterday mek menimbang! Haiyoh! That's it! No more kasik2 chan kat badan nih. Dah melampau2 dah berat badan mek! Come on Lea! You can do this! Yes! You can - ado? Nan-ado! Ehehehehehe.

Pastu, semalam, punye lah sentap! I was sooo pissed!


Mek bile sentap, cam nih la ghuponye... comei dak? Ehehehe


Why?!?!? My favorite 'dadih' all sold out in three different 24 hours mamak restaurants! Sentap tak!!!?!?! Dah ler those three kedais jer yang jual dadih va va voom tu! Arrrghhhh!!! TENSIIII MENSSSIII!!!!!!!

Oklah - cukup lah tu, mek mengupdatekan hal hidup mek. Nanti update banyak2, kang ade orang ckp mek tak habis2 nak citer pasal me and my pathetic life and wanna be a self-centered-bitch, kan? Eheheh - eh, wait a sec - sah sah mek dah pernah jadik self-centered bitch! Ehehehe... mek lups lups la u ols!!!

Occay dddaaaaaa.....








Posted at 10:10:29 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah



Saturday, April 23, 2005

Sh*ts that people had to go through for the sake of LOVE? Part 2!!!



Dearest all,
Waiting can be quite a painful thing to go through, kan? Ke, irritating? Eheheh - sorry la you ols have to wait for this entry, the sambungan, part 2, about my USJ group family drama celah bed thingie..

SEDUTAN DARI EPISODE 1: Click HERE to read part 1

...One by one Acu citerkan kat mek, mek dengar jer lah points2 Acu yang memberangsangkan mek itiew. Boleh jadi jugak kan? Hurm... tapi.... hmmm... ntah lah. I still tannak percaya yang Along secretly goin' out with JJ. For goodness sake Along tahu kan Atam sayang gile kat JJ. And JJ and Atam dah nearly 3 bulan couple. Takkan Along nak buat perangai cam tu? Dah la tu - Along kan ade 'Abang Long' kat Seremban tu? Hurmmmm....

"Anjang, Anjang tak tahu, ade sekali tu, last week kot, Anjang fly masa tu, Acu nampak kat phone Along, msg dari JJ!!!"... Bersambung>>

"Ha.. ape yang Acu nampak?"
"Ala - tah, msg geli2 la, macam, 'I miss you' la itu la ini la. 'I love u' pon ade Anjang!!! Eeee! Geli geleman Acu nengoknye!"
"Acu ade cakap kat Atam?"
"Aiyoh! Gile ke Anjang nih!?!?! Nak mampos? Confirm makan hati ulam pegaga cicah ngan sambal belacan si Atam itiew..."

Things like this lah I really terasa kesian + sedeh; for both pihak, yang dicelah bedah, dan yang mencelah bedah! (Celah bedah means - cut in queue/ perampas/merampas kekasih orang). Why I cakap cam itiew? Yooo lah! Kesian ok yang dicelah bedah itiew. Elok2 ade laki, dah kawan celah bed. Dan KESIAN+SEDEH="MAAAAATIIII LA KO" yang celah bed tu - macam seghupa tarak jantan lain dalam dunia nih hang nak rampas? Dah la tu - rampas kawan hang punye lover pulak tu? Itu ke namanya KAWAN? Dah la tu - mengaku kakak kepada si Atam pulak si Along itiew? Mek vencis la kalau dah jadik cam tu. Tapi since it has nothing to do with me, directly, mek diamkan aje....

So time flies and soon - dari teruk jadi parah; the condition I mean. Along semakin berani keluar terang2 depan kami serumah dengan si JJ itiew, time2 Atam tak der, fly. Kezi kan? Bile kami pandang, dia (Along) akan sentiasa give this remark,

"Cover utk Along k? Thanks... saaaaayang adik2 Along semua... "

Maaaaaaaaaaati la ko Along! Aku, selagi Atam tak bukak mulut datang mengadu ngan mek, your secret is safe with me Along. Kalau Atam datang crying her heart out, mengadudamba semua dengan mek, NAH! That's it! Mek akan cerits kan semua segala mala, provided Atam asks lah. Mek tannak lah ceritakan sendiri tanpa disoal Atam, kang, jadik lain pulaknye, kan? Ehehehe...

It wasn't long before Atam came to us all seekin' the truth and justifications. Time2 tu, kesian nengok si Atam- I mean, macam dah tak terurus sikit. Very macam angau gittiew....

"Acu, Anjang... Angah, Acak (Ateh wasn't there, kerej! Along also kerej, fly ke mana tah. JJ not in the picture...) - tolong la Atam... tell me what's goin' on? Atam dapat rase kan sesuatuh yang tak kena nih... please? Atam tau korang ade sembunyikan sesuatuh dari Atam..." pujuknya si Atam - mek dah serba salah dah, Acu lagi lah! Tak leh nak duduk diam diam dah....

Angah bangun dan as he walked up the stairs,

"Atam - Angah naik atas nih bukan sebab tak kuasa nak melayan Atam - tapi Angah tannak terlibat dlm drama swasta episode kali nih. Angah harap Atam paham dengan perangai Angah..."

Curlast kan Cik Ngah?!? Tannak terlibat konon - eheheh - sah sah dia banyak kali tolong seludup Along keluar jumpa JJ naik kete Cik Ngah - sbb Along dinch ade kereta lagi time tu. JJ pun kalau si Atam ade, and Atam nak jumpe kengkawan, mesti tak bawak JJ dan Atam akan drive his car. So JJ? Matikudasai kakipatasan lah sbb tak der kereta! So in the end (bak kata Linkin' Park itiew) - cik Ngah lerrr kena bawak Along gi jumpe JJ...

Anyways... berbalik pada kes Atam nih. Melalui ceritanya, JJ dah berubah perangai, no more loving2. JJ dah kurang SEKS dengan dia, tak seperti waktu awal2 dulu. (Kesiannn, kan? Mesti ponen nih gerdus tahap mabuques!!!) And then, JJ dah secretive dalam banyak hal (That's SO ALONG!). Pastu katanye si Atam lagi, dia noticed satu dua bende yang FUNNY dalam umah JJ. JJ lives alone, and rarely bawak balik guests. Kalau bawak balik also, mestilah sampai ke living room jer, kan? Ini - Atam noticed something different di BILIK TIDUR JJ dan Atam. Mek curious... mek tanye je lah...

"Apenye yang berbeza itiew u ols?"
"JJ smokes Dunhill Lights - dan dalam bilik JJ, ade bekas abu rokok (meaning to say, ashtray dalam bilik tidur JJ satu ade, dekat luar ie living room also ade) yang ade putung rokok Marlboro MERAH! Kalau kat luar, ok lah jugak. Ini dlm bilik tidur tu! Mesti ade org masuk bilik tidur JJ! And plus! Ade kotak susu UHT Dutch Lady perisa Chocolate yang dah diminum ok!!"

Haiyoh! Very detailed tau si Atam nih. Well - that happens when u sayangkan orang and u care for them -mesti semua nak kena amik kire, even ke putung rokok JENIS ape... Balik kepada isu putung rokok and the kotak susu itiew - Acu tgk me, me tgk Acak - I had that feeling the three of us MEMANG dah tahu sapa, I'm sure ATAM knows it too tapi macam dinch mau jump into conclusions yet kot? Yeap - its ALONG! Aliong smokes Marlboro Merah, Along LOVES Susu UHT Dutch Lady Chocolate tu... siape lagi?

And then, there's more...

"Anjang, Acak... Acu... cakap la kat Atam... It's Along kan?"

Nahhh!! Terpelohong bijik mata sekor2 dgr Atam cakap cam tu. Meaning, tau jugak la dia?

"Atam tahu korang serba salah tapi seriously, Atam tak tahan macam nih. Hari tu dalam beg JJ, Atam ade nampak roster Atam, dan belakang tu, ada roster ALONG! Diroster kami berdua, Atam perhatikan, JJ dah bulatkan hari2 off Atam dan hari2 off Along. Cantik sangat jadual kami. Time2 Along fly, Atam ade kat KL. Time2 Atam fly, time2 tu la Along ade kat KL. Bukan Atam tak tahu, Along banyak cable dalam rostering department. I'm sure dia dah buat something. Kalau tidak, takkan lah cantik sangat roster dia ngan Atam, yer lah, macam, tah - well planned?"

Lagi kami semua terdiam. Rupe2nya Atam ade lebih infos dari kami serumah. Namun, apa kan daya kami... tunduk, hangguk2kan kepala jer la. Tetiber jer, Along BALIK katanya!!! Daily flight jer mek rase time tu. So, nah... THAT'S IT! Matilah ko Along!!!

"E eh Atam!? Ade jugak? Bila kau sampai nyeh?"
"Asal? Tak leh nak dtg dah ke?"
"Le... apehal ngan kamu nih Atam... ehehe. Along tanye je..."
"Oh ye? Asal tak tanye JJ SEKALI!?"

Haiyoh! Atam macam dah up kan sikit suaranya... MEK TAKUT OK! Ehehehe. Along on the other hand, membisu tibe2.

"Kenape? Terkejut Atam tanye cam tu? Along ingat Atam nih bodoh sangat ke?"
"Apa Atam merepek nih...Along tak tahu apa apa..."

Nah lepas tu sattttuu per satu si Atam huraikan... hujah demi hujan, bahan bukti demi bahan bukti - sampai bill telephone umah dan hp JJ dia jadikkan bukti - calling umah USJ3 dan HP ALONG katanye - outgoin' SMS pun kan ade dlm itemised bills itiew? THAT'S IT! SMS ke hp ATAM 10% - ke hp ALONG 80% - 10% lagik, lain2 pihak. Ehehehehe. And lepas Atam habis berceramah semua segala mala, Along yang tgh lepak, sambil isap rokok, dengan muka slamber...

"So? We're just friends? Ape Atam nak kecoh? JJ ade hak nak keluar ngan sapa2 pon, kalau sekadar kawan... Atam bising2, Atam tau tak JJ cakap kat Along yang Atam nih just friends dengan dia? Sebab tu dia keluar dengan Along jugak..."

Nyeh - berdesingggggg telinga aku sampai masuk ke gegendang dah nih! Sakitnye hati aku dgr cara Along cakap with the expression - very Ziana Zain, peramps!!!!!

"Along - Atam tannak kecoh apa apa pun. Cuma... HOW COULD YOU? You called yourself kakak, and called me your adik. And yet you do this? You said we're friends, and friends don't go stabbing at the back of another friend. You said you're a loyal lover to Abang Long in Seremban, now this? Please lah - once I looked up to you, as a sister, a family, a friend, a collegue, above all, as a true nice human being. NOW? I only will continue looking at you, like a piece of SHIT!"

Nahhh, THAT'S IT! A piece of SHIT katanye? That's it! Lepas tu, Atam terus keluar, blah cam tu jer. Nangis2 dia lari ke kereta. Si Along siap "Whatever" terus naik atas. Gila kan pondan tu? Kerana JANTAN sanggup biarkan kawan, 'adik', terluka sebegitiew... Lepas pada tu, Atam moved out of JJs, Along kept on seeing JJ, siap moved in during the weekends provided Along tak fly la kan (which most of the weekends memang Along tak fly - go figure lah; rostering department?? Cable baiikkk punye???) - and they were together for awhile, which lasted for only 2 months jer (2 months lepas JJ clash dengan Atam). Pastu JJ buat bende yang sama kat Along, sama macam dia buat kat Atam dulu (What a jerk!) - but even after knowing Along dah tarak pa pa dengan JJ, Atam TETAP keras kepala dan degil dinch mau datang langsung ke USJ home tu, langsung menyendiri. Kesian. Tapi dengan Acu, Acak, me, Angah, Ateh, dia ade la sms, call jarang. Kesian pulak tgk dia waktu tu. Waktu tu dia jadik kurus gile2 babeng!

Ade sekali tu,waktu tu Along still ngan JJ; Along balik dari flight - citer lah kat kami serumah. Waktu tu mek tak der, tapi CNN mek si Acu yang calling mek kasik tau mek yang waktu tu ade kat mana tah, tgh flying kots. Anyways... Along balik dari flight ape tah, citer lah, dia satu flight dengan si Atam. Si Atam refused to talked to him, keje satu Zone pun tannak la itu la ini la, and dia (Along) citer how she couldn't be bothered about Atam yang berperangai cam tu. Dgr sebelah pihaks dinch boleh tau. So mek balik dari flight, mek bawak Acu ngan Acak keluar gi jumpe Atam and we asked citer dari sebelahnye pulak. It's basically the same, Atam memang tak melayan, tapi Along TETAP CUBA NAK BERCAKAP dan berBAIK2 dngn Atam. Katanye si Along, Along malas nak layan Atam. Tapi Atam cakap, Along terhegeh2 nak berbaik2 dengannya balik. Haiyoh! Fonkiused ok! Tapi kesimpulannye, sampai ke sudah Atam tak maafkan Along ok. Haiyoh - takut ok hidup tak dimaafkan dosa dan kesalahan sesama manusia. Isk isk isk. Takut sundelll!

Itu lah dia namanya, rona kehidupan, kan u ols? Tak kire lah straight ke, lessies ke, gayahs ke drags queens ker ape ke - hidup nih, tak semestinya kawan tu sebaik2 alam, dia tak mungkin jadi perampas, kan? Tapi si perampas pon, kite tak leh nak salahkan dia jugak, right or not? Why? Becoz, si perampas also manusia ma. Tahu la yang dirampasnya tu, kekasih org. Tapi kalau dah dia minat sangat2 dan nak yang tu jugak, apa apa cara sekali pun si perams musti buat utk dapatkan apa dia mau- But that doesn't apply to all lah kot.

Basically dlm entry, apa yang mek kesal, ialah - it happened to my friends... and the saddest part is, they gaduh becoz of a man... tsk tsk tsk... (I know I would fight for my man; if he's worth fighting for la kan. Ehehehe)





Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah





Posted at 4:06:30 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah




Things that we don't see everyday... everytime...

I was in my page early this morning, say somewhere around 3am somethin'... couldn't be bothered much.

I decided to again vote for my page, yes, again! Eheheh (Jgn kate keji ek- I bet other bloggers pon majority also buat self-voting sbb nak upkan position kat MTB tu! Ehehehe). So when I clicked the Malaysia Top Blogs button to vote for my page, the usuals - it'll lead me to the voting site of my page and then redirected to MTB's main page.



The main page of Malaysia Top blog caught my attention as my blog was actually the "Blog Of The Day"!



Seriously u ols. Keranagkalian nak terserempak our own page as Blog Of The Day memang susah sekals sbb, yer lah, bukannye kite masuk always pon MTB tu. Kalau masuk pun, sekadar sekali sehari utk voting. TU jer. So I captured the moment my blog was displayed as Blog Of The Day as I may not get the chance to see this again... :) *mek tetiber feeling like Blog Of The Year pulak? Eheheh tetiber kan? Blog of the Week and Blog of the Month pun tak der, terus nak feeeling Blog Of The Year? KEXI LAH! Ekekeke*



But on the other hand, rankin' mek dalam MTB's blog category (BlogDrive) tetap maintain. Bukan, bukan maintain di rank ke 4, TETAPI TETAP maintain dibawah blog mak ayem Sherita! Eheheheeh. I wish I have all the guts, just like her. Tapi, apa kan daya, dia, dia lah. Mek, mek lah. Tapi FYI - Sherita ngan mek punye aim, tetap sama. It is to be ranked dlm top 5 bersama kengkawan PLU lain, LEEZ, dan yang lenglain yang dah registered di MTB. Me and Sherits wanna sampaikan msg - biarlah kami semua nih PLU - tapi kami also GIFTED dalam penulisan dan pengeluaran idea2 bernas, funny, sedeh, scarry - semua kami mampu. And that's why Sherits and me wants top 10 nanti (InsyaAllah) di dominasikan oleh geng2 kite semua jugak...



We are that 'Someone'; we are that 'Somebody' - if ONLY we allow ourselves to be one... - LEA




Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah





Posted at 11:59:18 am by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah



Friday, April 22, 2005

Zairil: I'm sorry... and I mean it, really...

Dearest all - especially to Zairil...



This is a special entry; no, it's not like any other special entries - this is different. It's an entry which I hope, akan 'jernihkan kembali keadaan yang telah keruh'. What happened was some stupid misunderstanding which may, or should I say, have caused a price of a friendship, a relationship between two human beings, and above all, it made me sick and miserable, thinkin' about it.

How do I amend my mistakes? I've sent Zairil a personal email; and what I'm gonna do, is that I'm gonna publish that email which I sent to him, sebagai tanda yang I'm really really sorry. I buat ini semua secara terbuka so that people and the world know that I have treated you (Zairil) bad and that I wanted to say I'm sorry and hope that you'll forgive me and give me that second chance, the same second chance you've asked from me as well... NO, I tak malu nak tunjuk to the world that I'm sorry for what I have done to this man. Call me mengada2 wanna menunjuk2 about all this - tapi with this, I hope, HE (Zairil) will understand that I am truly sorry dan I sanggup do anything to tebuskan my cold-ill-treatments I gave him and made him feel bad and miserable and what not. So it's true - what goes around, comes around. He felt misserable and what not for not knowing what he did wrong to me, although later he found out that he did have some fair share in this dramatic problem but - what I have discovered is this; I'm more to be blamed for and that I am utterly feeling bad and lousy about all this... and above all, I knew what he did wrong, but I didn't tell him and went blasting pissed with him, which is ultimately, WRONG!

To have him like a friend, a shoulder to cry on, an 'abang' - God, I really did not treat him the way he should have been treated. What I did was way beyond kemaafannye; ignored him, refused to email him, deleted his YM offline msgs - all for what? After trying to show my 'keras kepala' dan 'mengada-ngada'ness to him, all I got was, feeling guilty, sorry and miserable!



From: Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee lea_laurielle@hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxxxxxx_kl@hotmail.com, xxxxxxx.xxxxxx@gmail.com, xxxxxxxxxxxx@yahoo.com
Subject: I am sorry
Sent: Friday, April 22, 2005 8:20:52 PM


Dearest Abang...

Let me begin this email with "I am SORRY". I was AGAIN acting babyish and did things without thinkin' straight. I am to be punished but please don't say we're ending this and also that you're not coming to AS next week, PLEASE? I DO want to see you. I may have acted or sounded as if I don't want to, and the fact that I showed the rest that I couldn't be bothered or care less if u dtg ke tak datang ke ape ke, but the truth is IN ME- I am separuh mati teringin sangat nak jumpa Abang.

I know after what I did, I may not dimaafkan tapi, Abang juga ada mintak second chance. So here I am pleading for one too, give me one more chance. Tell me that it's not too late.

Dalam hal tempoh hari - Abang ada salah, I ada salah. Maybe I am more to be blamed. Not you, not your simple life and definitely not your "no-complicated-things-in-my-life" attitude as well- You're not to be blamed. I am. And I am sorry. Please please let me prove to you that I have learned 3 valuable lessons from you... which I will tell IF you come to AS as planned.

I guess I was acting bitchy about it becoz I tersentak dengan the way you misjudged what I said. You didn't realized what I meant and I didn't bother to realize that you didn't realize it. I jumped into conclusions cepat2.

Time after time, kita sering bergaduh. But dont you realize that we're learning more and more each day? Belajar nih banyak teknik - maybe this is OUR way to learn about each other. Please Abang. Jgn dera I cam nih. I felt bad ptg tadik when my line was cut - NO I DIDN'T HANG UP. your call was diverted to my other phone. And diverted calls pun ade charges. So my 016 tu credits dah habis when we were talking. Seriously. I wanted to say more. I wanted to say I'm sorry and I wanted to say I wanna see you. But I guess semuanya dah changed. You probably dah bencikan me dengan my perangai. Nothing you've imagined huh? I'm so sorry but please, I've screwed big time ptg tadi - please let me make it up all for u?

I don't know - I guess I wanted your attention more. I guess, I was, babyish, my actions memang sial. My attitude towards you was way beyond kemaafan. So all i'm asking is this - kalau betul u tannak get anything to do with me anymore, you dah bencikan i... and tannak dtg AS next week - at least please do tell me u maafkan I for all the things I have said, salah buat dan what not. Ampunkan I.

I really hope for that second chance...
I really hope to see you in AS
I really hope to sit down, minum2 makan2, lepak2, gelak2 with you - ngada2 buat lawak and what not with you....







Yours truly,

Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah





Posted at 8:58:45 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah




My love is for you...

A special entry to that special someone [You KNOW who you are, so don't bother to double check and ask me, ok?*wink wink* I love you too...].

I just had to do this. It'll make me feel, much better. Sorry - I know it's just another lyric of a song by Beyonce Knowles but, hey - everyone has the every right to have his or her favorite song/ lyrics, right? So here's mine - and it's especially for him!!!

Dangerously In Love

I love you...
I love you...
I love you...

Baby I love you
You are my life
My happiest moments weren't complete
If you weren't by my side
You're my relation
In connection to the sun
With you next to me
There's no darkness I can't overcome
You are my raindrops
I am the seed
With you and God, who's my sunlight
I bloom and grow so beautifully
Baby I'm so proud
Proud to be your girl
You make the confusion
Go all away
From this cold and misty world

I am in love with you
You set me free
I can't do this thing
Called life without you here with me
Cause I'm Dangerously In Love with you
I'll never leave
Just keep lovin' me
The way I love you loving me (2x)

And I know you love me
Love me for who I am
Cause years before I became who I am
Baby you were my man
I know it ain't easy
Easy loving me
I appreciate the love and dedication
From you to me
Later on in my destiny
I see myself having your child
I see myself being your wife
And I see my whole future in your eyes
Thought of all my love for you
sometimes make me wanna cry
Realize all my blessings
I'm grateful
To have you by my side


I am in love with you
You set me free
I can't do this thing
Called life without you here with me
Cause I'm Dangerously In Love with you
I'll never leave
Just keep lovin' me
The way I love you loving me (2x)

Every time I see your face
My heart smiles
Every time it feels so good
It hurts sometimes
Created in this world
To love and to hold
To feel
To breathe
To live you

Dangerously in love
Can't do this thing, yea
I love you , I love you, I love you
I'll never leave
Just keep loving me
Oh no
I'm in love with you,I'm in love with you
I can not do
I cannot do anything without you in my life
Holding me, kissing me, loving me
Dangerously
Dangerous
Dangerously in love, with you
Oh I love you
I love you, love you
love you, love you
love you, I love you
Oh yes
I love you
I love you, love you
love you, love you
Love with you
Love you
I love you, I love you
I love you, I love you
Dangerously in love...








Posted at 2:00:00 am by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah




Sh*ts that people had to go through for the sake of LOVE?



Hey peeps, wassup...

Remember my entry on "Drag Queen; In love with a straight guy"? Well kali nih, I decided to write berteraskan konsep/tema yang sama, love, cinta. Tapi this time, it's somewhat a bit different...

"Love; Sh*ts that people go through in life just because of love" - how they sanggup, kan?

In "Drag Queen; In love witha straight guy", t'was basically having a drag queen ie me as the center of attraction of the two love-story examples entry. But in this entry, we're not seeing ME as the main character in this story ( OH THANK GOD SAYS MISS G!) - it happened to a friend of mine, but somehow or rather I knew what he/she went through, and I understood clearly how he/she must have felt. By the end of the day, you'll be able to conclude the fact that - sh*ts in life can be caused by 'Love' and sh*ts in love can be caused by friends, and the ones you trusted... But most of all - Sh*ts of Love, can happen to just about ANYONE...

It was in the year of 2001; I was very close with this group, so-called my Airline/USJ group; Along, Acak, Angah, Atam, Anjang, Ateh, Acu... semuanya ikut seniority age la I guess. Tapi, eh, tak jugak. By right, Acak yang paling berumur. Tapi dalam rumah tu, Along la ala ala paling senior walaupun umur dia sama dengan mek (Anjang). Well figured, Acu paling muda. So oklah. Everyone of us were in the airline, but different departments lah kan. Along, Atam and me (Anjang) - the three of us were in the Cabin Crew department, and the rest, were in the Ground Staff department. Bottom line of this first paragraph of the story, semuanye very der rapat, very! I may have my own place tapi whenever tak der flight for couple of days, di USJ4 lah tempat I akan stay with these USJ plu/ 'adik'2 family; we would drag lite2 sugi, we would dressed up, and then buat show dalam rumah - amik video cam - very lawak. We were like sisters, very close ok. And bile dah semua so close, biasala. Bile ade shubern (bf) - semuanye nak kenalkan to each other lah, macam adik ipar la, abang ipar lah gittu. I remembered I introduced mine, but since the love of my life couldn't be bothered much as he's very busy with his work, so most of the time it was me jer yang lepak situ, and whenever he nak balik to my place, I would end up balik rumah I just to be with my lover. Tapi, this is not about me *ketuk kepala!* Doink right! Ehehehe.

The drama in this family happened when Atam brought back a gorgeous hunk back to USJ4. Even mek ternganga terpelohong mulut nih tgk. Hamsem gilos babeng! (Oh ps - we were adik adiks ok, so don't bother to ask we ols drag ke tidak - answer- no, we were adik2 who drags part time jer - most of the time, jambu la gittu... Hehehehe)

So anyways, Atam introduced this guy to:
-Along (who apparently tak suke sangat when Atam brings back men to the house as Atam memang SELALU bawak balik guys yang diclaimnye nak jadik future lover la walhal - ado? Nan ado! - second reason why Along always sentap - kat umah USJ tu, Along, Acak, Angah, Ateh, and Acu jer yang membayar sewa, as ME and ATAM have our own place somewhere near the neighbourhood also. So macam, paham tak? Along tak suke lah- nak bawak balik cik tan, semata2 utk dikenalkan, ok la. Ini - very der, nak bertumpang memantat. Ketua rumah mana yang suke? Kan?)
So Atam continued kenalkan kat:
-Acak (yang dah menggeletis with ME dah tgk this guy. Haiyoh. Hammmseeemmm ok!)
Then lepas itiew he introkan to:
-Angah (yang seriously couldn't be bothered; sebab menumpukan perhatian kepada dunia dikaca TV)
Then bersambung to:
-Me (yang sama2 menggeletis cikpuks dengan si Acak)
Then dikenalkan piula mamat nih kepada:
-Ateh (yang waktu nih dah juling dah bijik mata melihat)
And finally dikenalkan kepada:
-Acu (yang very maintain Siti - she likes Siti anyways... fanatic bitch ok!)

SO anyways, the name was Jeff. EX crew also, waktu tu, the whole house macam terdiam ala2 ma'laikat lalu nih. Then borak sana borak sini - we all became close, sekejap jer semua dah mesra2 alam.

Dalam umah tu pada waktu tu, Along dah berlaki (di Seremban katanya), Acak (single mingle dan suka Angah), Angah pulak (dinch mau melayan Acak lalu melayan chickens2) then me (yang dah sedia maklum berlaki time tu) then, Ateh ( the well maintained slut) and finally Acu (the single minggle tapi time tu dirisik laki orang) ehehehe. So it looked as if everyone's happy! TENNNEEETTT!! WRONG!

Along never liked JJ (that's what we call this Jeff, JJ) - atas alasan ape, mek dinch tahu lah pulak since mek kurang periksa. When Atam brought JJ back to USJ home in April - semuanye ok. Atam pun dah kurang membinatangkan dirinya lagi sebab nak concentrate dengan JJ which was good. May- they were the most purrrfectttt gayboy/adik2 couple yang mek leh nampak. Memang secocok. Then in June, Atam mula slow in coming to USJ4. Bukan sebab dia selalu lepak dengan JJ kat umah Atam in USJ14 - tapi sebab Atam moved in ala ala lite2 dengan JJ in Bukit Jalil. Woho. Waktu mek dapat tahu, I was like, "Oowwwh... ok..." Tapi sebenarnye, haiyoh! Wasn't that a bit toooooooo soon? Tak per. Hidup Atam kan? Tapi we were like concerned jer, kan.... Soon we ols found out, JJ yang dah resigned from MAS tu, was menganggur dan tgh carik kejer. Due to kesempitan kewangan kot, he sold his Jeep yang dia selalu bawak Atam ulang alik KLIA hantar amik Atam gi and balik flight tu. So lepas sell off the Jeep, mek noticed diaorang rajin jolly shandy enjoy menjoy! Tang2 malam keluar. Very der. Pastu how they moved about? Dengan kereta Atam lah.

THEN, late June - mek yang selalu lepak in USJ4 tu, selalu perasan Along asyik keluar curik2. I say, MOTIF? Hmmm - tak per lah. Hak dia. Then, Along mula being sooooooo secretive. Dengan siapa dia keluar, kenape dia keluar, date dia tak amik kat umah lah, phone, haiyoh PANTANG ok - tak leh ditinggal. Takut kami semua nih curik2 tgk. Hmmm... entah lah. Life dia katanye. (YES YES some of you dah boleh agak where this is goin' kan? Tapi wait, it's not as easy and as predictable as you might have thought it would be). So anyways, one day, JJ came to the house, askin' for Atam...

"Anjang, Atam ade tak?"
"Motifnya? Takkan bini sendiri gi flight pun tarak tau? Haper punye laki lah. Dia kan balik malam nih..."
"Saje nak double check. I don't have his roster for this month"
That's funny - Atam photocopied roster June DEPAN mata mek dan dia cakap nak passkan kat JJJ. Hilang kot mek rase. Apa apa jer lah...
"Along and the rest, mane?"
Terbeliak kejap bijik kelents mek. MOTIF ALONG!?
"Along ade kat atas - katanya nak keluar dengan kawan. Angah ngan Acak and Ateh kerej. Acu also ade kat atas..."
"Ic ic...."
Mek tgk si JJ nih macam rimas jer, tak leh nak duduk diam. Tibe tibe...
"Pssst! Anjang! Sini lah!" bisik Acu dari atas...
"Apo?"
"Naik lah kejaps!!!"
Hish - adik aku si Acu, dengan mek - MEMANG very kuat gossip! Ade la tu story dia....
"Anjang - JJ kat bawah kan?"
"Ha ah - kenapasal?"
"Errrmm...Along nak keluar kan?"
"Ha ah - kenapasal nih Acu?"
"Diaorang keluar together ke?"
"Hish kamu nih - always tau suke nak buat2 suspek2 itiew ini. Dah dah. Along kata nak keluar dengan kawan dia. Si JJ pulak, Anjang rase dia tunggu si Atam balik..."
Sembang punye sembang - mek dgr pintu bilik tertutup - bunyi tapak kaki berlari turun anak2 tangga kayu itiew, then booom! Pintu bawah pulak tertutup. I wonder?

Nah! Check2 - true enough. JJ wasn't there. And so was Along also dinch ade lagi in her room. Hurm. Kebetulan jer kot JJ keluar time sekali Along keluar? Who knows? I couldn't be bothered...

I continued tgk tv - when Acu tibe2 duduk sebelah I...
"Anjang - Acu rase tak sedap hati lah..."
"Kenape nye Acu? Habaq kat Anjang - awatnya?"
"Tu - Along tu. Acu rase confirm dia keluar dengan JJ!"
"Hish! Tak baik menuduh lah Acu.. Tak der bukti pun..."
"NAK BUKTI!? Nih Acu nak citerkan..." dan bermula lah gossip2 sambungan... eheheh.

One by one Acu citerkan kat mek, mek dengar jer lah points2 Acu yang memberangsangkan mek itiew. Boleh jadi jugak kan? Hurm... tapi.... hmmm... ntah lah. I still tannak percaya yang Along secretly goin' out with JJ. For goodness sake Along tahu kan Atam sayang gile kat JJ. And JJ and Atam dah nearly 3 bulan couple. Takkan Along nak buat perangai cam tu? Dah la tu - Along kan ade 'Abang Long' kat Seremban tu? Hurmmmm....

"Anjang, Anjang tak tahu, ade sekali tu, last week kot, Anjang fly masa tu, Acu nampak kat phone Along, msg dari JJ!!!"

Ikuti sambungan true-love-drama entry nih esok nah? Last part dah esok. Worry not -bukannye ten episode pon citer nih. Ish ish ish... ehehehe.



Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah





Posted at 1:43:43 am by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah



Thursday, April 21, 2005

The tagboard is back - So am I!!!

Dearest all,
The tagboard is back up again on my page! (Note: I brought it back up because I wanted it) And yes yes- the tagboard has been cleaned and cleared from pathetic msgs from pathetic lalats! Hehehe.

And guess what? Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee is back on track also. So- those lalats penyamaran think you dah berjaya is it? Well - particially maybe. I may have cried my lungs out yesterday - because I was only human. Oh wait, no no, I was no ordinary human. I was somewhat special, who drew a lot of attentions and became centre of every attractions. Too bad! You have to work harder to bring me down, hardiharharhar!

I gave ways to some, to bring me down- not just in the real world out there but also in here, in my own blogpage, yesterday. So since I'm no longer active in the real world i.e. KL as for the time being, you think you can just simple sabo me lah in my own blogpage? Think again lalats... eheheh - sbb I decided that I will not stay still and let myself be brought down by some stupid jokers penyamar a.k.a lalats dlm my own blog. This is my blog, my world, my life - nyyyaahhh kau dari sini if you have nothing else better to do, coz I have better things to do and think about. And beside, since this blogpage is mine, I RULE! Take it or leave it, lalatz! Ehehehehehe. Mek suke mek suke! Ehehe...

PS- This Should have been my first entry for TODAY THURSDAY 21st APRIL. Tapi it became the second entry sbb I posted my interview with TT, baru jer tadi.Entry tu dah siap semalam lagi, but since server blogdrive down, mek tak dapat nak post that entry earlier. Ehehehehe. Tak pa tak pa.... tarkik (tak kisah) lah u ols... :)




Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah





Posted at 9:24:00 am by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah



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