Was goin' through some of the ol' pixies... and I kept on smiling thinkin' about those 'days' la kan. I mean - tah la - memories... :) Call me Miss Past Tense ke ape ke, still - I'm very happy to know that I've been there done that. And that makes me feel so, tah - happy? HEHEHEH!



Tapi tah la - over the years (dah masuk dua tahun kan? So can la say over the years, kan? HEHEHE!) me have gone from skinny to gedebab to kurus sikit to kurus cengkung then to the latest news spread - "Lady dah gemuk!!!" HAHAHA! Suka la - I've tasted all types of body. EH? Lain jer macam bunyik ayat tu kan? LOL! Tapi true la - nak kurus keding, mek dah mrasa. Nak rasa gedebab memanja, dah - nak rasa overweight - dosi also.



From 55kg to 60kg, turun ke 58kg, then turun lagi ke 54kg,... and then naik 55kg, slowly but surely naik mencecah 60kg again, then within one year, mek telah menyaksikan myself naik drastically from 60kg up to 75kg! Hiks! Now Alhamdulillah - dah mula turun balik. Last time mek checked, 63kg, pagi tadik dah 64kg - Must have been those nasi kenduris! LOL! Tak per - am still working on it. Busuk² pun 60 or 59kg kot...


Persoalan yang disoal couples of months ago - MAMPU ke nak get back to that weight, kan? MRASALAH mek YAKIN mek mampu!


Dan statement yer, STATEMENT! Mek nak kurus nih bukannye nak buat comeback ke (BELOM TIBA masa mek buat comeback to the scene lagik...), bukan nak masuk Beauty Pageants ke ape ke (I've said I've had enuff with beauty pageants, enuff la kan... hehehhe) - tapi mek kurus nih sebab I couldn't stand it! Looking myself at the mirror  - aiyoh, I ALWAYS menjerit "Who's that fat pig with all those extra spare tyres!?!?!?! AIYOH!!!!!!!" So I feel now, berbaloi la pulak all those NO-MEALS-AT-ALL diet concept kan? Hiks! Now with the healthy diet drink (Thanks to my mummy dearie...), I feel, macam, makin mampu jer nak turunkan berat badan back to my desired weight! :) And with all those berangan menari² dalam bilik, really buatkan mek berpeluh²... DIE LA THOSE FATS! Go go!

We'll see la how ek? Hiks!



Gimme a month or two - and we shall see. Yang penting yer, bentat² mek pong, KAKI tak der lah naik berlekok bak pemain bola yer - OPPS! LARIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!

Tah lah - I feel so good about losing weight these days. Makin bersemangat nak kurangkan lagi dan lagi. Cuma itiew lemak² maintained tu; walaupun berat dah susut (susut? The right word for it meh?), itu lemak masih tak mau hilang. I THINK kan, dancing gila² dalam bilik (mati la brangan buat shows lagik! LOL!) wouldn't do much la. Mek kena start jogging balik lah - BS, lets!? Jogging, swimming, and erm, probably cycling? (MANA NAK CARIK moutain bike mek balik ek? LOL!)

SO anyways, we'll just have to wait and see lor the results of my current diet yag nampak gayanya sangat positive dan mendapat kerelaan my mummy dearie. HEHEH! Tapi ingat yer, mek nak kurus nih, utk kepuasan nikmat diri sendiri, dan usahlah dispeku kenapa mek nak kurus. Bukan nak masuk IQP ke, nak masuk bertanding memana ratu ke, nak  balik KL buat show comeback ke ape ke - belom lagi terlintas niat yer. As for now, mek nak kurus sebab I want to and cukup lah setahun mek membentatkan diri dan asik lah maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaakan jer. Hehehe it's time to say NO to makan and HELLO "Once Upon A Time I Used To Have That Voddddyy!" LOL!!!




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Ahhh yes - another movie review. It's been ages since I last did any reviews, kan? The last review was about that 18Sx fashion show in God knows where, and then before that was, Nikki's Maharani album promo - aha!!! Flight Plan was my last movie review. Aiyoh! Correct la - AGES! Hahaha

So last night me went and bought this movie, The Pink Panther. Tapi only berkesempatan to watch it just now. Hurm... Cam mana ek nak start buat review? Ah yes - letak gambo cover movie itiew dulu kan? Hehehehe...


Ok - officially, the review would be somewhat something like this...

Release Date: 16th February 2006
Details: 93 mins, PG, Thriller/Comedy/Action
Starring: Steve Martin, Kevin Kline, Beyonce Knowles, Jean Reno, Roger Rees
Directed by: Shawn Levy
Local Distributor: 20th Century Fox
In this new Inspector Clouseau adventure, the incompetent French detective (Martin) investigates the murder of the nation's soccer team coach while also looking into the disappearance of the famous Pink Panther diamond, the national treasure of the nation of Lugash.    

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Ok so - whats the movie all about? (in my own words la kan. Hhehehe...)

Firstly, seawal² movie tu, this guy, who, Chief Dreyfus (Kelvin Kline?) was talking about the murder case of this world-famous French soccer coach, and that his precious, stunning pink diamond ring called The Pink Panther went missing on that time of murder. Sort of like a flash back la kirenye. And during the first 15 minutes tu, dah dapat lihat all other main characters; Bizu (William Abatie - damn cute! Sayang nan ado photos of him kat Yahoo! Ceh!), Xania (Beyonce Knowles - Isk, kurus pulak dia dalam movie nih!). And then he was talking about getting someone to investigate the case; only to find out that dia saje je gunakan this person as dummy, while he quietly gathered the best investigators around town to do the work and later dia la yang claimed to do all of the work. Hanjeng sangat, kan? And who's this reckless, incompetent dummy? Whoelse la - Inspector Clouseau itiew! (Steve Martin - MEMANG SESUAI watak nih dengan dia, that I can tell!).

So as this idiotic Inspector Clouseau goes around town trying to solve the case, Chief Dreyfus sebok nih feeling² star as if he knows it all, been there done that. And throughout the whole movie la kan - kire, aiyak - how to say? Tak kering gusi la kirenye. Like a friend told me - yes, LAWAK² GILA which I tend to say ade dua maksudnya tu. 1. MEMANG lawak² giler² babis nye lah - berlinang air mata aku gelak. 2. MEMANG LAWAK² nye ade some of it, lawak GILA i.e lawak bodoh but, look at the brighter side, at least it's not like Mr. Bean la kan - Inspector Clouseau TALKS instead of mumbling tah pa per. Owh yes - there's this one part, tergelak² gile mek dibuatnye - the part where Inspector Clouseau wanted to learn proper English. It was so funny tgk cam mana Inspector Clouseau dengan dia punye slanga Frenchnye itiew, trying to say "I WOULD LIKE TO BUY A HAMBURGER!" LOL!

But I must say - tak rugi la watch this movie. Especially the part can see Buzi - eh, Bizu la, in his towel... just before he was... OPPSSS! Hehehe - mana nak carik pic dia online nih!?!?!?! But seriously, it's a good movie. I wouldn't go about saying it's a MUST SEE MOVIE with excellent 5* ratings - no. Mek just review what I think - you go and watch and you decide. For me, tak der lah boring sangat the movie. It was ok, fun; at least tergelak² jugaklah mek dibuatnye kan...

Basically the movie  - tu la... investigating the murder case of that French coach tu, and finding out the whereabouts of the missing Pink Panther diamond - yang the rest, well, something enjoyable to watch la. But jgn jump into any conclusions - you'll be surprised of the ending. Hehehehe...

Actors
Steve Martin (Inspector Clouseau)
Kevin Kline (Chief Dreyfus)
Beyonce Knowles (Xania)
Jean Reno (Ponton - HAHAH the VCD had the name as FOUNTAIN! LOL!)
Roger Rees (Laroque - It's LALOCHUE in the VCD! LOL!)
Emily Mortimer (Nicole)
Henry Czerny (Yuri)
Kristin Chenoweth (Cherie)
Stephen Rowe (Sykorian)
William Abatie (Bizu)
David Beckham (I DIDN'T KNOW HE WAS IN THE MOVIE!?!?!?! WHERE!?!?!)  

Director
Shawn Levy    

Producer
Ivan Reitman    
Robert Simonds    
Dan Goldberg    

Cinematographer
Jon Brown    

Screenplay
Len Blum    
Michael Saltzman    
Glen Bloomberg    

Editor
George Folsey


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*Dang! Where's my lighter!? Can't start writing without my ciggies! ISH!*

*Few minutes later... ah yes! Found it! -Lights my ciggie- Ahhh yes, NOW I can write! Hehehe... but whats with another LOVE based entry nih????????*

Normally in reality, when certain couples failed to continue their relationships, (for whatever reasons la kan) their 'relationship' as from one homosapien to another, ends there as well. It's like, how ek, like... erm, there's not even the tiniest room for them to include the term, friendship. For some, don't ahhh be surprised, to know that they don't want to get anything to do with the other party anymore. Like, "Hello? Do I know you?" kindda thingie - right?

But then again, there are some people  that can still communicate with their ex lovers, ex bfs or ex gfs, whatever you wanna call it la kan, like, friends. Some, I dare to say, they can even be best of friends. A wise friend of mine told me once... "I may not be able to be your greatest lover, but I can assure you that I'll be your greatest friend..." And in deed, t'was proven to be true... *wink wink*

Most of the time we hear that guys can easily be friends with their ex gf or lovers or whatever, compared to girls. Is it true? And is it true ahhh girls tend to get over-emotional about break-ups? (die lah me, Mother of all DQ-ness - says Ginger!) And is it true ahhh (keypochi stylo), they say, girls tend to erm, how do u say, in English, berdendam with their ex bfs? Grudges twrds their exs ek? Well - whatever it is, janji u ols paham what am trying to say. LOL!

This time around I feel like discussing about the issue of being friends with your ex lovers. Mrasa!!!

(Questions were taken from a local mag - and I've changed couple of qs to suit my blog. Hurmmm...)

1. Can you still be friends with you ex lover?

Well, honestly, I can, but it'll definitely gonna take some time la kot. Not immediately after the break-up, there and then leh terus becomes best of friends, can? Common, get real. I mean, especially me, granny of all DQness, at least I need, sebulan or two, to get comfy balik with the situation being around my ex, kan?

But then again, it also depends on the nature of the break-up, and HOW we break-up. If it's a nice and smooth break-up, you understand, me understand also - then its ok la kan. But lets say you break-up like World War 5, with acid fluids flying around here and there, aiyoh! I DOUBT we can still be friends. Boleh tu boleh, but I'll be holding my knife, and finding every right moment to stab him again! LOL!

2. Breaking-up; the worst scenario...

Hurmmmm... fighting and gettin' all upset and all emo before the break up? Aiyoh! That's the last thing I wanted my break-ups to be... humrmmmmmm... If that's the case, I doubt I would be ever in touch with him again...

3. Normally, would it be the guy or the girl that would go like all emo about the breakups?

I'd say... ermmm... if I'm the one, would it be a guy or a girl? LOL! But seriously, I think that girls would definitely be more emo compared to the guys yang plays 'cool' all the time...

4. How do you get along with your ex as friends?

Hrmmmmm... BASE ON EXPERIENCE *winks again* I'd have to say that it took me a while to actually be comfy and get along back with my ex bf as a friend. Although we ended the relationship, like, erm, nicely, but still - I had to getaway and be alone before I get the feel to erm, you know - face him as my friend. Alhamdulillah, now I can consider him as my BEST friend, although we started off as lovers... hehehehe...

5. You have a lover now, and still ur best friend is your ex lover. How do you convience your lover now not to feel jealous of you best friend?

Hehehehe I would tell him off, straight at his face - DEAL WITH IT! He's just my ex- like, you're my present, you're my future, he's just my "Once Upon A Time"... hehehe...

6. Would you introduce your new lover to your ex lover who so happens to be your best friend?

I would... regardless how both parties feels la kan. For me, better I introduce them and at least, kedepan² nanti should anything happens, at least I've done my part. Hehehe...

7. You ex lover has a problem - would you help him or her?

I would - duh? He is after all, my friend? Duh! What kindda q is that?

8. Between the guy or the girl - who can easily be friends with their exs?

Errrrr - isn't this the same q as q number 3? More or less la kot. I'd say the guys would be easier to make friends with their exs... kan?

9. Your ex stills 'bermanja² mengharap²' with you - how do you deal with it?

Hmmmmm... there's nothing wrong bermanja² even lepas break-up. But mengharap² tu I'd have to say, jgn push them away quickly. That way, you may kecikkan hati the other party. Slowly but surely, time will heal everything and it's just before time dia akan meet someone else and stops mengharap. Eh, YER KE!? CHOY la me kena with Bell my Monday! LOL!

10. How long does it take for you to forget your ex, should you decide not to be friends with him/ her?

Hmmmm - DEPENDS... on what? On the case lah - I mean, if he does shit to me, obviously it's easier for me to get rid of him, erase him from my mind. But if we ended it 'ok'-ly, but still don't feel like being friends, it might take a while before I can manage to forget about it. I may take A LONG TIME if I don't meet up with anyone new...

Anyone nak comment? MRASA!!! Hehehehe... *winks winks winks! Mati lah 3 kali winks kat org yang sama - opps!



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Well the truth is - having a boyfriend or a girlfriend as for that matter, or probably, BOTH, maybe a fun thing to experience as you go along in life. But the thing is, not having one (or two, if you feel like having a boyfriend and a girlfriend at the same time... hehehe) doen't make you the saddest person in the entire universe! And believe me, it's not the end of the world (Lea, you can say that again and again, TO YOURSELF please! LOL!)

It is the law of nature (or is it nature of law? I think its the earlier one... LOL!) that human beings, be it a guy or a girl (and of course, not to forget, the combination of both, and regardless of your sexual preferences) will never be satisfied with what he or she or heshe has or have, right? Like for instance, say before this you were like living in the 'solo' and 'not taken' life, suddenly, when you see all your friends around you having their 'honeypie' or 'baby boo boo' and stuff, you'll then say to yourself... "I want my own Baby Boo Boo too!". Or should it be the other way round - say for example, the ones that with couples or in a relationship, when they see around 'em friends who are enjoyin' their single solo lives, that's when his or her heart starts pounding and say... "I wanna be free! I wish am single, AGAIN!" Hehehe...

For these single people, some of them (can't say all now can I?) would definitely praying all day and night long, to find their perfect match. Of course, who doesn't want a perfect couple? Tall, handsome/ beautiful, rich maybe, sentimental, - the list goes on. Well you can't blame them for wishing. And for those with their couples, probably what their wishing for is the right time, right moment, with guts to go along with it, so that they would be able to move on to the next level... (Music please!!! Yes, that "I'm walking down the aisle now!" song! LOL!)

Actually, whether life treats you bad, or kind, whether you'll lead a beautiful path or a hidious getaway, whether you'll feel at ease or  feel as if you've been pushed to be pressured, it's all up to you. You decide... although HIM, The Almighty is up there watching out our everymove, still - HE will not help you unless you go and help yourself, right? So basically yeah - it's YOUR choice!


True, living alone, ie. single without anyone, tends to have its pros and cons I guess. Lets look at the advantages of being alone. Hmmm... no no, let me rephrase that. Lets take a look at the advantages of being SINGLE. Hmmm that's more like it. Hiks!

• You are free to do just about anything in life, as you wish, doing the things you like without constantly being interrupted, right?
• You get to do a lot of things, freely, without having to think "Owh wait, isn't today her birthday?" Or like, "Dang! I think I've promised to go and watch the game with him... dang!".
• And this one I think - a plus point. You don't have to waste your phonebills. Hehehe. Seriously, have you ever calculated your phonebills and check on the details? Believe me, if you're that mushy mushy sms here sms there, call here call there type - hehehe you're in a lot of shock to know just how much you have spent on your phonebill - or prepaid as for that matter! LOL!
• YES, you don't have to lie if you feel like goin' out with anyone else. Like, some couples tend to be, over-controlling on certain things, and certains things that is about his or her boyfriend or girlfriend goin' out with other people. That's alright for some people I guess, but not all.
• You apparently don't have to worry about anything about anyone that is with you? Like... "Has he had his lunch?" Or... "Is she ok today?" and etc.

Other than that, I believe that by being single, it'll do u good, externally. For instance, lets just say, you meet your friends almost everyday, and they get to make you feel happy, would that be a nice thing? I mean, for that reason, you tend to feel, erm, worried, should you get yourself involved with someone. In a way, you don't feel like taking all these 'happiness' to a risky situation. I doubt you would wanna sacrifice all that to one specific person ie. your boyfriend or girlfriend, right? Like, what if you boyfriend doesn't like your friends? Or what if you girlfriends doesn't let you hang out with you bikerfriends, how? It's like - there goes your social life, and hello 24-4 cuddling and holding hands everwhere you go. Ew!

I have to say this, living in a single mode - requires you to have a strong heart and will to survive and live your life. Not to say that if you're not strong, you should go out and search for that perfect couple. No no. Was referring to the fact that, being single, also can teach you to be a stronger person. Who says every single/ solo men or women around town are strong? You may never know that they started off being weak, very weak. But life as a single person has definitely tought them a lot to be a much stronger person.

According to this Sociologist, Judith Bardwick, or was it Bradwick (whichever!), she said something about the self-confidence and the urge to be a stronger person comes from within, when you accept and know yourself better. And once you get to know yourself better, you're in control. And yes, that refers to you being strong and do not depend on others to survive. (Yes! MUSIC PLEASE - "I Will Survive!" LOL!)

After all that has been said, let's not forget, that you do have the disadvantages to face. Among all, one that you really have to swallow (some say it's a hard thing to do but they've managed to do so...) would be the fact that you know for a fact that although you have gazillion trillion friends, still, by the end of the day, you are still single; although loving it, but u've missed the sensational feeling about being in love and being with someone special. Yeap, true - you cry a little, and then you'll say everything will turn out just fine. Well, excuse me, for how long are you gonna live your life in denial? "I love being single, and I'm loving it - everyday every hour and every minute" Harrttuiihhh! Yeah right! Go tell that to yourself in front of the mirror, only to discover your reflection will say "F**k you!" You say you have family, friends - but lets face it. Everyone has their pair, has their match in this world. For how long are you goin' to depend to your friends, crying and telling them your problems? If they're single, they might be a little bit tooo busy for you. If they've their own couples, don't you think they have their own problems? Family - I don't suppose you go tell your folks just about anything, right? So that leaves you to you, with yourself, in your room, and alone - HOW!?

That's the main thing I see - whats bugging this YSL club members (Young, Single and Lonely)...



I guess it's a bit different should you choose to live in a relationship. Living with someone (doesn't matter, married, couples or whatever you wanna call it), definitely has a lot differences, if you wanna compared to single/ solo peeps. If previously in your solo life, you get to do anything as you wish without having to 'report' to anyone, well - look again now since you're in a relationship. BINGGO! You report almost everything you do to that special someone. Is it because you HAVE to or it happens automatically, due to the fact that you feel, like, you HAVE to tell? Theres a diffenrence between HAVE to to do or you FEEL like you have to do it. Hiks! And sometimes, why do couples fight? "WHERE WERE YOU!? You don't have the slightest thought that I'm worried sick? No sms? No nothing? ZIPPED!?!?!" or like "You went out? With who? Where to? What did you guys do?" and bla bla bla - the list goes on. These are the normal things couples faces everyday.

Other than that, as couples, you tend to share a lot of things that others don't know about you two. Sharing here doesn't always means thoughts and feelings, it also means that,... ermmm, don't be surprised, at one point, you'll be sharing THINGS with your couples; car - clothes, cds and stuffs. And plus, if before this you don't have to worry about shopping (yes, a fine point for all the guys out there) - yes now you have to start worrying about shopping; either you be there for her to carry all those paperbags and stuffs, OR you have to shop FOR her, OR you have to buy things for her as a prove of love? Yes yes - this happens to the girls also! Haven't you heard of girls spending for guys? Although it is not as oftenly heard, but still - its there I guess...

But the sweetest things about being in a relationship mode, ie. the advantages of not being single, would be - if previously, you have only your friends who could either be too busy with their single life or too busy with their couple-problems, OR ur family only, now - you have him/her or himher. HEHEHE! Seriously, I don't think I know how to put this in words but the feeling is different! You get to speak your heart out to him or her, telling your problems and what not, and by the end of the day, you get to be cuddled and pampered and told "It's ok Sayang, everything will turn out ok..." and then there's the XXX. Opps! And when we talk about 'Shoulders to cry on' - owh gimme a break. You honestly think that we cry because we're sad and feeling depressed, with problems? That's why we need his or her broad shoulders to cry? (HER?- BROAD SHOULDERS? Hurmmmm...) Duh - have you ever thought that you're crying because you're happy? That's when you feel on top of the world - you have that special someone to share the tears of joys and laughter with! HUREYYYY! (What song to play now ek?)

That's when you discover that ... "GOD! THANK YOU! Thank you - because of you and the destiny you wrote, I'm with him/ her... Thank you!" and that's when you realize that, being in a relationship simply means the world to you!

But lets not get too excited over this matter you know - as things are not always as good as what it may seemed to be. Never expect sunny sunshined weather when you know, there's always possibilities of dark clouds surrounding you. Unexpected situations like this, that a lot of couples have to face. The longer the relationship is, face it - you to tend to get bored, you tend to see nothing special about him or her or himher anymore (HELLO!? Whats with the HIMHER???? LOL!) - A longggg relationship doesn't mean it'll always turn out ok for both parties you know. And when the slightest mistakes occurs, when the smallest problems appear, and when a tiny bit of fight happens, that's when you start to wish that "Owh boy - how I wish am back single, and loving it!"

So I guess the bottom line here is - true, humans will never be satisfied of what they have, of what they don't have and of what they will have... which draws my attention to this very question...


Smiling... sweetly (SWEETLY? Die la you Lea... harrtuuutuuiiihh!!! Heheh! PLASTIC SMILE would be better off saying!) - and I replied...


Hahaha! Motif separuh nyawa dan hari tulis the whole entry in English, tetiber endingnye, No "KOMEN" katanya!? LOL!!!!!!!!!!


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Yes boys and girls... its one of those entries again yang I've decided to use another lirik sebagai tema dan isi kandungan entry! Ahaks! Tak tahu kenape, tetiber jer I felt like using this lagu punye lyrics - it's by Tata Young. Nak kata "mengena" or "kena" dengan hidup mek, ade la a bit I guess. Kepada siapa kutujukan? Tah - no one specifically. Just - kalau ade yang terasa, hiks! TOO BAD! Hahaha lariiiiiiiiiii!!!

"Bad Boys, Sad Girls"

Hehehehe... Tak pulak expectin' any comments - tapi kalau ade, mrasalah...hiks!



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Well well - what do we have here? Another entry under this FAB segment - And they thought the segment was dead! Hah! Boo hoo! Heheheh it's still alive! LOL! Well kali ini (let me see, when was the last entry ek? Thursday, January 19, 2006... hurm... tak der lah lama sangat kan? Hiks!) entry utk segment FAB nih mek nak share another secret. Secret la? LOL!

As most of u ols dosi tahu, I'm on a VERY strange and weird diet since... since... let me see, since January? (minus waktu during the Bali trip la kan - my diet pong went on holidays katanya! Die la Bellerina Teoh!) So diet yang stranger dan weird bagaimanakah itiew? DINCH MAKAN - SKIPPING MEALS and drink orange juice or limau ais sajork! Serious! Hehehe... So since then, up till now... let me see... cam nih la. Biar mek buat penilaian mengenai my weight in point form la senang, NAH?

• 01.01.2005 - 55kg (The day I still had my figua katanya!)
• 01.06.2005 - 68kg (Yer - dah mula cuak sebab mula can see fats everywhere! Mula² in denial sangat bile org tegur mek gemuk, terus sentap. Tapi bile dah sedar diri, mula diam² dah mula diet tapi ala² macam tak menjadi jer?)
• 01.10.2005 - 72kg (And so it proves that my diet tak menjadi)
• 01.12.2005 - 75kg (Ah yes - MAKIN tak menjadi² gemuk aku tau!! Mek sendiri takut tgk myself! BULAT nih! And so sudah started my diet lite² kembali, kurangkan makan and stuff)
• 01.01.2006 - 70kg (Yes! Berjaya katanya turunkan berat badan mek! Massive 5kg dalam sebolan!!!!)
• 01.02.2006 - 67kg (Mrasalah hasil dari diet "TAK MAKAN LANGSUNG")
• 01.03.2006 - 63kg (Mrasa mrasa mrasa!!! MEK SUKE!)

So u can see, mek memang on diet skarang nih. Why? Couldn't stand it tgk my own lemak here and there and everywhere. It's like, URGH!!!! SO nak tak nak mek kena kuruskan badan (bukan hanya utk IQP2006 yer, Spank You Very Nice. Hehehe!)

And so today pulak, my mummy dearie surprised kan mek dengan hadiah katanya - aponye hadiah itiew? NAH! Mrasalah!


Mrasalah!!! Introducing, the Diet Program, ShapeWorks by Herbalife!!! (tetiber terasa macam mek conducting Smart Shop la pulak! LOL!) Tu... tu, siap ado bekas Shake itiew! Untuk ape ek? Lets sambung baco!

Came back from work ptg tadik to find these products dalam my room...

"Nak diet sangat kan? Nah - do a healthy diet! Bukan tak makan langsung!" terus kena carrrrrut katanya dengan my mom! Hehehehe... betul jugak cakap dia. I mean, ramai gak my friends (ade antaranya among u ols yang tgh baca this entry also la kan) yang menasihati me to at least take/ eat something - jgn la sampai tahan perut semata² nak diet? Yer lor - asalkan lapar jer, mek minum orange juice lah, limau ice la... asal lapaq jer minum, minum dan minum! No wonder lah pepet mek asik bocor jer! OPPS! So dengan itiew, I've come to decide, ok la - on sajork la. Minum pi la ala ala minuman shaky shake shake diet berperisa Vanilla nih katanya! LOL!

The product contains 3 items...



1. ShapeWorks Tea Mix - Lemon and Hibiscus Slimming Tea
2. Balanced Soy and Whey Protein Powder
3. Nutricious Mixed Soy Powder
How does it work? Simple.

1. The slimming tea tu kan... u ols kalau nak kuruskan (or the word my mummy dearie used, 'KECUT'kan) ape pe bende yang kembong itiew, mrasalah minum 3 times a day. Morning, afternoon, and evening. Sedikit jer serbuk diperlukan, tak sampai suku sudu teh (that means really siket la kot - mrasalah since mek nak kurus gile², mek nak gak use 1/2 sudu teh! MRASA!), campurkan dengan air panas dah minom. Tapi jgn minum time malam. Sebab the tea keeps u fresh and awake all the time. Kang minum malam kang, naya jer tak leh tidur. Terpaksa buat extra work pulak - OPPS!!!

2. Balanced Soy and Whey Protein Powder 1 tea spoon + 1 table spoon of that Nurticious Mixed Soy Powder... add with water, plus if possible add with some fresh Orange Juice or Mango Juice ke ape ke - then SHAKE IT dalam container (yang ade disupplykan sekali itiew) together with ice cubes, baru lazarts katanya my mom! HAHAHA! Tak per - mek akan coba nanti! Panduan menggunanya - also simple. Take twice daily. IF...

• U decide to have LUNCH, then take this shake skali during breakfast, then lunch la apa nak dimakan, then have another shake during dinner.
• OR if u feeling² wanna have DINNER, then have this shake during breakfast and lunch.
• DAN if u wanna drink this during lunch and dinner, yeap - u can have ur BREAKFAST.

Easy kan?

Nak tgk pics² cara membuatnye, mrasalah ke fotopages mek. Click jer kat hyperlink kat bawah itiew! Mrasalah - model tangan bergelang emas yang difeaturedkan dalam pics² itiew, hehehe - mummy dearie katanya! Dia tunjukkan kat mek cam mana nak buat, nanti kedepan² nih mek leh buat sendiri - hehehe...




Click HERE to proceed to my fotopages - MRASA!!!

PS: Sesiape interested nak belik??? Hiks! Tunggu la results diet program nih dulu nah - my mummy cakaps, katanya, within two weeks, kalau ikut²nye, leh la lose 2 to 3 kgs... AIYOH! Mek suke mek suke!!! So it's now 63kg kan? MRASALAH tunggu sampai nearly 2 weeks, adakahhhh dosi jadik 60 or 59kg? MEK SUKE MEK SUKE!!!



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Mek got this idea from a very dear friend of mine, si Singa zLy di China tu! LOL! Mati la mek once dia balik pejabat ke apartmentnye utk baca entry nih, mau dia maki muka aku panggei dia Singa zLy di China... hahahaha! (yer - dia paham BM!)

So mengambil iktibar dan kesempatan dari catatannye, mek also nak buat an entry lah macam dia buat. Cuma dia punye probably in a more proper English manner kot. Mek nih stylo cam gini la kot - well at least, I'll try la kan to accommodate semua kasik semua paham... (mati la emails pasal "PLEASE I DO NOT UNDERSTAND 90% OF WHAT U'RE SAYING IN YOUR BLOG!) LOL!!!!

7 things to do before I die (Scarry la this one! HEHEHE)

• Become straight and start having PMS! LOL! Kidding! U know the 'Straight' I'm referring to, kan? Isk!
• Mek nak menang another ratu? (so much for being straight la kan!? Hahahah...)
• Be able to be with HIM, the one I like and love (die lah - baru tadik cakap sebelum die nak jadik straight, kan? LOL!)
• Mampu to have RM 999,999.99 in my Maybank Savings Account!
• Quit smoking - at least I wanna die with a pinkish heart ok! Tannak lah ALL-BLACK katanya, kan? (bukan ke by that time it'll be too late to have red pikish sort of heart? LOL!)
• Get married - QUESTION, with what gender?! LOL!
• Able to eat ANYTHING I want without getting FAT - possible ek?
  

7 things I just cannot do (Aiyoh!!! Perlu ke???)

• Go running around town naked! (Eh jgn terkejut, ade yang boleh tau! Siap ade fotopages sendiri - too bad dosi tutup fotopages dia! LOL!)
• Tgk kids menangis - seriously, cannot!
• Walk upside down - kaki naik atas, jalan ngan tangan! Confirm kempot! But kalau baring, kaki naik atas, sandarkan kat bahu sesiape, CAN LA! Opps!
• Not being able to be a DQ for one week - dalam one week tu, mesti la ade sehari ke, sejam ker, mesti nak dq sentap - but with valid reason la of course! LOL!
• Turning straight before the right time comes!
• Add 9.8890 with 11998.27765 then times with 8876 and then divide the result with 0.8892 by HEART! Hahahaha! Am no mathematgenius u know!
• Live with 3 things - Music, PC (internet) and ciggies!

7 celebrity crushes (well - technically they had their crushes on me dulu, baru mek got that crush on them - HAHAH MATI LA BERANGAN!)

• Rosyam Nor - at first mek tak brape la berkenan sangat ngan dia - tapi lately nih makin merembes pulak. Makin tua makin handsome pulak mek nengok!
• Zamarul Hisyam - mek tasty kat dia sejak mek ikut Ning for Lady Boss punye shooting! Verrrryyy sweet and nice person la dia nih!
• Yusry KRU - Nih dari zaman bergelar budak² skolah lagi mek tasty kat dia! LOL!
• Fahrin Ahmad - Is it AHMAD or something else? Ahmad kan? Hehehehe - ape ape jer la. Mek tastycrush ngan dia, not his father, kan!? LOL!
• Kevin Costner - aiyoh! Mek suka dia dari time dia berlakon citer Bull Durhan itiewww!!!
• Andre Agassi - celebrity kah dia? Ok je... hiks!
• Enrique Iglesias - haiyoh! NOTE the father dinch la tasty, tapi mai tang dia, AIYOH! MEREMBES!!!!!!

7 oft repeated words/phrases (phrases nan ado kot - words la mainly)

• SENTAP! (which I think clearly means... NO, not EAT la! Thats SANTAP! Ish! Sentap means, UPSET! I think?)
• MEK (often me gunakan to gantikan "I" or "SAYA" or "AKU" - Mek tu dalam bahasa ape? Cuba check - kamus PONDAN, hehehe)
• DINCH (selalu digunakan, every now and then... which I believe means "NO" or "BUKAN" or "TIDAK" dan mana² perkataan yang sama waktu dengannya... LOL!)
• U ols!!! (yang membawak maksud sebagai YOU ALL I think... hiks!)
• ASTAGA (apakah maksudnya? Tah la - nak kata it means Astarghfirullah, tak leh jugak sebab tu dah bagai mempersendakan the original word, kan? So lets just take it as a word on its own, tiada kaitan dengan Astargfirullah tu... yer? HEHEHE)
• Mrasa!!! (Yes - forgive me yer but MEK ALSO dinch tau apakah itu Mrasa yang SELALU kusebut² kuseru² itu! LOL!)
• Motif (selalu saaaaaaaaangat me gunakan this term. Kadang² tu, sikit² jer "Motif?"... sikit² jer "Motif?" - MOTIF!? Haa there - see? Hehehe!)
• LOL - Laughing out Loud walhal ade kalanye bukannye mek tgh laughing pon - E EH!? Nih dah word ke 8 dah!? HOW!?
  

7 things that attract me to someone (this one should be kacang putih sajork - eh, kacang putih or kacang tanah? ISH!)

• His eyes - NO COLORED CONTACT LENSES nahhh! Tu dah macam nak lawan tokei jer! hehehe...
  
• Yeap - I have to admit, somone yang technically taller than me, and of course, his body - tannak la yang super muskul sangat². Yang lite² sajork...
• His erm, ability to be a very clean and hygenic person (yes - head to toe yer... dinch stock² bendang! Kalau yer pon dia stock bendang, must be clean! Hehehe)
• Pandai berborak - I feel like a guy yang enjoys a good, intellectual conversation, and who can converse well in either BM, English or Urdu, turns me on! Owhh yessss! Yeahhh yess! It's better than SEX! OPPSS!
• Dressing dia - mesti, kemas and tak der lah selekeh. Kalau selekeh, cam tu, kelly-ng (keling) botol tepi jalan pong mek leh tasty la? DINCH!
• He can dance - and I mean, really can dance. Bukan setakat dongakkan kepala ke atas dan starts to goyang²kannya macam baru telan E jer!
• I'm attaracted to someone yang really have all the above mentioned nih kan, plus his capablity to accept and get attracted with the real me, for who and what I truly am... hehehe...

Similarly mek dosi pernah done an entry like this; remember entry on "1st" tu? Hehehe... well this time - it's 7! I wonder why 7 ek? Hurmmmm... So I asked la si zLy the Singa tu...

Nurlea: why 7 ek?
Nurlea: why not 5 or 3 or 8?
Nurlea: any specific reason?

zLy The Roaring Singa!: sebab 7 number special

Nurlea: for u?

zLy The Roaring Singa!: maka diciptakan langit tujuh tingkat
zLy The Roaring Singa!: syurga tujuh tingkat
zLy The Roaring Singa!: (neraka juga mwahahaha)

Nurlea: aiyoh i terdiam kejaps

zLy The Roaring Singa!: xde la, dunno kenapa
zLy The Roaring Singa!: tiada sangkut-paut dengan agama la sayang
zLy The Roaring Singa!: maybe i've always liked the number 7
zLy The Roaring Singa!: ala2 seven wonders of the world
zLy The Roaring Singa!: (arrogant ke x, terasa diri ala2 seven wonders of the world)

Nurlea: OK! THATS IT!
Nurlea: thanks
Nurlea: from the minute tu typed "zLy The Roaring Singa!: sebab 7 number special" tu sampai la ke "zLy The Roaring Singa!: (arrogant ke x, terasa diri ala2 seven wonders of the world)" semuanya bakal masuk lealaurielle.blogdrive.com!

HAHAH! Mrasa!!!!!!!!!!!
For those yang nak baca HIS version of this 7 bende itu 7 bende ini nih, mrasalah cick HERE to proceed to his blog! Mrasa!



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It has been a while since I last buat entries about my experiences while serving as a flight crew with Malaysia Airlines, kan? Well - thanks to M*** for his email, gave me the opportunity to write again and share my part of the deal. Bawah nih a Print Screen copy of his email to me. Bawah tu, me copied again and type balik for somewhat a clearer version kot... hehehe...



Nurlea Laurielle: Kalau u're talking about KUL-PEN flight, those foreign crew could be Indonesian crew kot. Currently I think MAS ade employ Indonesian crew yang either based in KUL or in JKT that am not so sure. But waktu zaman I fly dulu, I know MAS employ crew Japanese and Korean crew. Before my years, ade crew² Virgin Atlantic crew yang diswapkan dengan MH crew. Before I habis contract, memang dah ade Indian crew also. Lepas I resign tu yang diaorang cakap ade Indonesian crew also. How do we communicate with these crew? By all means, English la bahasa perantaraannya. Although some of these Japanese and Korean crew, SOME of them, ade la segelintir yang kureng siket in English, but MOST of them memang boleh converse well. Sometimes yang sedey to see us MH crew yang terkontang kanting nak communicate in English - DIE lah "MAY I SAUCE YOU BALLS SIR!?" instead of "WOULD YOU LIKE SOME SAUCE TO GO WITH THAT MEAT BALL?" Hahaha... kan?

But my experience; me dah pernah fly with Japanese crew (mostly on Japan sectors), Korean crew (flights to Seoul) and Indian crew (London, Taipei / LA flights) - and I TELL YOU! I prefer working with these Japanese and Korean crew compared to Indian crew. Indian crew disini bermaksud those yang freshly brewed from New Delhi and Bombay, India; bukannye from our Malaysian Indian. Our Malaysian Indian, I tak der hal working with them. Memang semua dah sesama Malaysian, kan? With these pure Indian crew - KASTA la main problem. Tak semua, tapi majority feeling kasta tinggi so kerek la sikit.




Nurlea Laurielle: Hope this entry mampu give you more info about life as a cabin crew. Kalau ade pa per lagi nak tanye, you know where to find me... :) And should u wish to persue your dreams of becoming an air crew, best wishes to you and let my prayers be with you! Good luck!



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Miss Miserable: *cry cry*

Miss Miserable's Friend: awat nyeh???

Miss Miserable: aku igt aku dah over and done with him
Miss Miserable: tapi kenapa bila tahu kes dia nak kawen
Miss Miserable: aku jadi sedih sampai tercungap2 aku nangis nih
Miss Miserable: benci la

Miss Miserable's Friend: erk
Miss Miserable's Friend: lorrr
Miss Miserable's Friend: maknenye
Miss Miserable's Friend: itu hanye pikiran ko
Miss Miserable's Friend: ko rase ko dah done
Miss Miserable's Friend: but deeeeeeep in ur heart
Miss Miserable's Friend: u r not dear

Miss Miserable: i hate him for doing this to me!
Miss Miserable: I HATE HIM!

Miss Miserable's Friend: it's not him
Miss Miserable's Friend: tak perlu nak hate him and i know u dont hate him
Miss Miserable's Friend: it's u baby, just u

Miss Miserable: me?

Miss Miserable's Friend: yerp
Miss Miserable's Friend: it's u n ur feeling
Miss Miserable's Friend: everything is on u babe
Miss Miserable's Friend: u can make urself happy
Miss Miserable's Friend: n vice versa

Miss Miserable: but knowing everything - makes me sick

Miss Miserable's Friend: choose to be happy then

Miss Miserable: im trying to
Miss Miserable: only god knows how hard am trying

Miss Miserable's Friend: he's just express himself
Miss Miserable's Friend: don't get carried away dear
Miss Miserable's Friend: u r strong
Miss Miserable's Friend: i know u can

Miss Miserable: he expressed the fact that hes gettng married
Miss Miserable: and for goodness sake he doesnt even love that girl

Miss Miserable's Friend: how can u say that?
Miss Miserable's Friend: he doesn't love her?

Miss Miserable: he calls her names and bla bla bla
Miss Miserable: he's using her to divert his feelings and thoughts

Miss Miserable's Friend: then u should be thankful he's not using u as he's using her
Miss Miserable's Friend: ko nak cakap ape2 ngan aku ke?

Miss Miserable: nak but i dont know where to begin
Miss Miserable: i just wanna cry cry and cry je

Miss Miserable's Friend: cry as u want
Miss Miserable's Friend: i'm always here if u need an ear

Miss Miserable: why? why ME yang diduga diuji cam gini? WHY ME?

Miss Miserable's Friend: because u r a tough person dear
Miss Miserable's Friend: Tuhan tak uji org yg lemah
Miss Miserable's Friend: He knows u well
Miss Miserable's Friend: very well
Miss Miserable's Friend: betul tak?
Miss Miserable's Friend: erm..ko..tenang dulu...
Miss Miserable's Friend: mmg la sedih..tp tahla..ujian ni u..
Miss Miserable's Friend: jgn pk sgt..
Miss Miserable's Friend: makin u pikir makin u sedih..
Miss Miserable's Friend: ape2 just give me a call

Miss Miserable: kenape la me tak leh nak lupakan dia

Miss Miserable's Friend: boleh la
Miss Miserable's Friend: cume u yg taknak kan?
Miss Miserable's Friend: u bleh lupe kan die
Miss Miserable's Friend: cume bende ni amik masa laa
Miss Miserable's Friend: die takleh nak hilang terus camtu
Miss Miserable's Friend: u kene kuat!
Miss Miserable's Friend: aku tau kau kuat..

Miss Miserable: I hate my life! I hate myself!

Miss Miserable's Friend: bullshit!
Miss Miserable's Friend: everyone has a choice in their lives
Miss Miserable's Friend: u hate ur life, meaning u choose to hate it
Miss Miserable's Friend: know this - love is all that matters
Miss Miserable's Friend: meanwhile...
Miss Miserable's Friend: you continue shopping around

Miss Miserable: HAHAHAH!
Miss Miserable: thats a good one!

Miss Miserable's Friend: there will be someone who understands some things are for keeps in the future. anyways, bila nak shopping?

Funny kan? I mean - when u think that u're "Over and Done" with that particular someone, when you KNOW u're done with it - but the actual fact is that - u're not. It somehow clashes things up; like you think, you know that u're over it but for true fact, you not. So, does that mean that you're lying to yourself? I guess in a way, yes la kot but entirely I think it is not your fault (whoever la you may be kan - tak der specifically pointing fingers kat sesiape pon in this entry) Sebab for me, walaupun the truth is that u're not over and done with that someone kan, tapi still, u've been working so hard to forget about things between u and him la kan; so in a way, you macam trying to convience yourself that you're ok now and dah moved on, tapi when you break down cam dalam that example chat kat atas tu - that doesn't mean you're lying to yourself, entirely, KAN?

Gawd - where am I taking all these to lar, kan? Hiks! My point is... hmmmm.... actually I should have said - My point(s) ARE... you have a choice but you're not doin' anything about it i.e not choosing any solutions. And secondly I think my point would be it is NORMAL to feel this way kot?

Trying to forget someone and move on with your life, adekalanye senang (for some people) and for MOST people, susah. I admit it, memang susah. Facing the reality yang cinta tak kesampaian, or the one u sayang sangat² tu gonna end up marrying someone else ke ape ke, itu boleh dilaksanakan lagi. But forgetting him and move on, its true - memang it'll take some times. And sometimes, some ppl wished that that 'some time' tu would be a fast one so that why? So that they don't have to feel as miserable as our little Miss Miserable up there. Ahaks!

I think I've done an entry similar to this - on how to forget HIM and move along, kan? But what makes this entry different, is that it somehow expresses the fact that it's ok to feel DQ about it. Since, maybe you sayang gila² kat this particular guy, and when he ends up marrying someone else, you tend to naik angin. Normal la kot? Tapi to prolong the DQness tu - tah la, some might say, buang karan jer - might as well move on. But for me, I think I tannak agree with this ppl. You think things are easy to be done ah? It's always easier said than done. Forgetting him is one thing - but moving along ALONE and knowing the fact that he is moving on too, WITH SOMEONE ELSE (regardless dia sayang ke tidak that new person) itu I must say, memang perit.

Our mind starts to generate throughts, vivid imaginations...


That you cannot help it la kan. Although some ppl cakap.. "It's all in you. It's all in your mind. Only you can stop your mind from thinking about it" True, tapi it is also DILUAR kawalan kita. Sometimes, cam, erm... kita dah set... TAK NAK. Tapi alih² lain pulak jadinya, WHY? That's the main question yang sometimes I myself pon cannot get the answer.

Moral of the story here, is this - why sometimes when you think you can do it but the truth is you can't? Why sometimes you think that you can control things, but the truth is you can't? Why sometimes kan you feel like it's all over - but it's only just the begining? Those are the qs yang I cannot give and still remains unknown, to me la kan. Anyone ade anything to say?



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It seems like only yesterday that I left that place – since the wonderful memories are still fresh in my brains (mati la another present tense entry tapi disulamselitkan with those what we call – PAST TENSE! Die la bonda!). Yet the true fact is that I’ve left my Mara Junior Science College Balik Pulau, somewhat exactly 10 years ago…


Like I said – 10 years ago (and that is like, woo – 10 years tu! Meaning… yes… boleh la guess kan how old am I skarang ni, kan? LOL!). But the thing is that it is so amazing to know that it has been that long; 10 years, 10 long years, and in between those years, we have now yang dah jadi lawyers, mostly engineers and doctors, ade yang tersesat jadi air steward and showgirls – opps! (notice it’s Showgirl with an ‘s’? Sebab AM NOT the only ex – MRSM yang jadik showgirl tau! Sambil jeling Misyamierul nun jauh di Sarawak – die la u! Hehehe lariiiiiiiiii!) Lecturers, accountants, teachers, pilots, the list goes on actually. But no matter what you are, or what you have become, it all came back to this… ex students will always be ex students, no matter how much you tend to deny that fact. (seriously, the reason why I say such thing is because ade some of these ex-students, tah la – they admit the fact that they were once students of MRSM BP tapi masalahnya they don’t want to get anything to do with it – how ek?)

Personally for me la kan, I have been in contacts with most of my classmates (not all but most) and schoolmates back in MRSM through emails and phones most of the times. As a matter of fact, my ex-classmates, kitaorang dah pernah buat gathering, berapa kali dah ek? Mati la mek dosi lupa dah! Ok there’s once in KLCC back in ’99, once in 2003 just prior before my Miss Universe 2003 pageant, and then sekali lagi kat rumah one of my ex-classmate kat area² Ampang, ek? Tah – am not sure of the area but I definitely remember it was the last gath I attended.

Although we weren’t as close as we were once used to be, still, I’d have to say, the bond, is still there I guess. Time changes people, yes, I agree. But it will never change the memories all of us had when we were once called, MRSM/ MJSC BP students… (mati lah mek persis memberi ikrar Pengakap! – Eh, peNGAkap or peNGANGkap ek? Anyone? HELP!?)

Thanks to certain people outside my own class (ade la a few names, tapi the one name I have to mention here would be Sity Nurul errrr… is it Asyada or Ashada? – Die la me donno how to spell out your real name, gal! Sorry!), for inviting me to be part of the Ex Students Association i.e The Old Boys Society (NOW I really do feel old! LOL!). It all began couple of months back when Sity told me to join the Ex MRSM BP YG thingie and communicate through email. Sure, I guess – what harm can it bring. I’ve been in contact with my ex-classmates all the time. Spreading my wings and get to know my other schoolmates, dormmates, won’t hurt me I guess. Hehehe… So anyways, being part of the group of ex-students in one thing, but later, to be part of the committee for the ‘After 10 Years; The Reunion’ thingie -  that was like, “Owh wow – I AM important after all” LOL! Gosh – dumb blonde sangat! LOL!

I’ve been receiving emails day by day from these group and at times memang seronok reading email diaorang ni (mati la mek memula never participate in the group email!). And then when 2006 menjelma (kenapa tetiber when I typed the word ‘menjelma’ mek feeling Hari Raya ek?), mula la kecoh here and there about the gathering/ reunion selepas 10 years! (and suddenly me teringat – ade ke idak session menanam khazan peribadi setiap pelajar and akan digali bali selepas 10 years? Hmmmmmm… mek dosi lupa on that one! LOL!) And that’s when tetiber my name naik to jadi committee and specifically under the dinner and shows agenda. LOL! Honored, truly honored and at the same time, excited giler!

Emails after emails, meetings after meetings held back in KL (in which I didn’t attend any of it la kan of course), and after loads of discussions katanye, they (the committee) have come to a decision, February 25th, 2006 – diaorang nak datang MRSM BP and buat a small committee meeting katanya. And I was invited (suddenly, I feel like Cinderella… cam mana? Minus the step mother and step sisters and the fairy god mother of course! LOL!). I was really looking forward to it – I mean, let’s face it – after 10 years, meetin’ ‘em back, in MRSM – aiyoh! Seronok sangat!

And so after days of waiting, nah – February 25th menjelma tiba (AGAIN mek tetiber feeling Hari Raya – that word ‘menjelma’ memang sesuatuh la…). Diaorang (the committee members from KL mostly) drove all the way from KL malam 24th tu, and me jumpa dulu those yang duduk Utara on that day (ceh – sapo yang mek jumpa? Sah sah dua org sajork, and the rest mek jumpa on February 25h tu itself – LOL!)

26th morning tu, aturcara was supposed to be – 9.30am, berjumpa di Maktab. ADO? NAN ADO! 9.30am katanya kami jumpa for breakfast in Bukit Jambul area. LOL! And it was such a wonderful feeling to jumpa these peeps – Ustazah (gelaran kitaorang panggil this girl, although her current profession bukannye Ustazah pong! LOL!), Syita, (plus her friend), and Ameng (with the wife), Faiz (also with the wife), Kit, Pechai, Fahmi (whose wife joined in later), Rizal (who came with me), A-an (who apparently tak dapat join sebab had to go to Taiping) – hurmmm who else ek? Tu jer la kan? Ade me left out any names? Tak kot rasanya…

After breakfast kitaorang proceed terus ke BP ikut jalan Relau. The journey took us another 20 minutes or so (the way Syita and me drove, kitaorang sampai within 15 minutes sajork kot) through the steep hill and winding roads, across hutan tah pa per. And by the time our cars masuk Pekan Kongsi, just before making a left turn masuk ke Pondok Upeh area, our cars slowed down, and smiles automatically terukir on each faces. Yeap – memories. Although dah nampak banyak perubahan and perbezaan here and there, still – banyak things yang masih remained as it was once before. The road heading towards MRSM, the mosque, the houses around – semuaya masih sama… Thank God Rizal and me tak nangis dalam kereta. LOL!

And by the time kitaorang sampai depan entrance MRSM – lain jer feelingnye. It’s hard to explain with words, but it was definitely different. Gembira bercampur teruja?

As we moved masuk ke MRSM and menuju ke area foyer, kitaorang can see students everywhere (well, obviously since it was a Saturday and most students will be around kalau tak outing, kan?) Nampak gaya cam banyak student perempuan. Could it be students lelaki semua outing? UPSET!!!! Hiks! But upset mek sekejaps jer when later I found out that nan ado students yang outing, except kalau parents datang bertandang and bring them out. Sweet – but it’s like so ultimately different dari time kitaorang dulu. Well anyways am here not to dwell perbezaan dulu dan skarang sangat. Hmmm – abih tu am here for what ek? *Garu² dagu… hiks!*

So anyways kan… we met one of our P.E teacher dulu, Encik Ismail (er… kan?) who so happens to jadik Penolong Pengetua now. (err… kan?) Aiyoh! Die la me donno facts! LOL! After a quick tour around, we had our meetings and what not (tak perlu la me kecohkan pasal content meeting tu. Bukannye tak der ex-MRSM BP students yang membaca blog ni. Kang kalau mek reveal in here, silap² diaorang baca, dahhh pecah lobang. Dah tu, confirm committee members ketuk kepala mek! LARI!)

We were there like for the whole day rasanya – sempat tour the whole area. True, banyak berbeza dari dulu. Namun, masih ade bende² yang tetap sama. At first I was like thinking – was it me, or memang betul the place has gotten bigger? LOL! Sempat jugak me and Rizal and the rest pusing² area dorm. Which I apparently prefer the old dorm. Walaupun temanya nowadays the dorm looked somewhat newer and ‘whiter’… hehehe – still, the old style definitely defines the word DORM. Nowadays, the dorms all semua nampak cam ward hospital sajork! Seriously!

The whole day sana – tak banyak kami jumpa cikgu² lama. Most of them either transferred ke sekolah or MRSM cawangan lain, ataupun they’ve retired ke ape ke. Owh and we had our lunch kat Cafeteria also – the place I used to had most of my meals (yer yer, I skipped meals kat Dewan Selera – hehehe!) Guess what? The Mak Cik and Pak Cik yang runs the café – masih sama!!! Although the Mak Cik wasn’t around la kan since she went to this kenduri or something. The Pak Cik was there, but I doubt he remembered me, the student yang always makan nasi goreng with bawang! LOL!

Snappy² pics pong a lot – as you can see la kan! I think the only purpose of this entry is to show pics yang dah mek snappy² I think? Owh well – whatever it is, mek had fun during the meeting/ small gath thingie.


I was close with Ustazah, Syita, Rizal, Fahmi… Pechai, Kit, Faez, Ameng – although kite kenal back then but I doubt we were as this close and friendly, KAN!? Hehehe – enjoyed every bit of the moment bermeeting dan bertekak dengan korang during the meeting! LOL! And am REALLY looking forward for the “ONE NIGHT ONLY” Reunion thingie – AIYOH! Could that be the night’s name!? Hehehe…












For more pixies waktu di MRSM BP Batch 96's 10th Year Reunion Meeting tu, apa kata click HERE sajork... ok nah?



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