Wednesday, March 01, 2006
Taking my diet to the next level... Terima kasih Herbalife!!! Hehehe...

Well well - what do we have here? Another entry under this FAB segment - And they thought the segment was dead! Hah! Boo hoo! Heheheh it's still alive! LOL! Well kali ini (let me see, when was the last entry ek? Thursday, January 19, 2006... hurm... tak der lah lama sangat kan? Hiks!) entry utk segment FAB nih mek nak share another secret. Secret la? LOL!
As most of u ols dosi tahu, I'm on a VERY strange and weird diet since... since... let me see, since January? (minus waktu during the Bali trip la kan - my diet pong went on holidays katanya! Die la Bellerina Teoh!) So diet yang stranger dan weird bagaimanakah itiew? DINCH MAKAN - SKIPPING MEALS and drink orange juice or limau ais sajork! Serious! Hehehe... So since then, up till now... let me see... cam nih la. Biar mek buat penilaian mengenai my weight in point form la senang, NAH?
- 01.01.2005 - 55kg (The day I still had my figua katanya!)
- 01.06.2005 - 68kg (Yer - dah mula cuak sebab mula can see fats everywhere! Mula² in denial sangat bile org tegur mek gemuk, terus sentap. Tapi bile dah sedar diri, mula diam² dah mula diet tapi ala² macam tak menjadi jer?)
- 01.10.2005 - 72kg (And so it proves that my diet tak menjadi)
- 01.12.2005 - 75kg (Ah yes - MAKIN tak menjadi² gemuk aku tau!! Mek sendiri takut tgk myself! BULAT nih! And so sudah started my diet lite² kembali, kurangkan makan and stuff)
- 01.01.2006 - 70kg (Yes! Berjaya katanya turunkan berat badan mek! Massive 5kg dalam sebolan!!!!)
- 01.02.2006 - 67kg (Mrasalah hasil dari diet "TAK MAKAN LANGSUNG")
- 01.03.2006 - 63kg (Mrasa mrasa mrasa!!! MEK SUKE!)
And so today pulak, my mummy dearie surprised kan mek dengan hadiah katanya - aponye hadiah itiew? NAH! Mrasalah!

Mrasalah!!! Introducing, the Diet Program, ShapeWorks by Herbalife!!! (tetiber terasa macam mek conducting Smart Shop la pulak! LOL!) Tu... tu, siap ado bekas Shake itiew! Untuk ape ek? Lets sambung baco!
Came back from work ptg tadik to find these products dalam my room...
"Nak diet sangat kan? Nah - do a healthy diet! Bukan tak makan langsung!" terus kena carrrrrut katanya dengan my mom! Hehehehe... betul jugak cakap dia. I mean, ramai gak my friends (ade antaranya among u ols yang tgh baca this entry also la kan) yang menasihati me to at least take/ eat something - jgn la sampai tahan perut semata² nak diet? Yer lor - asalkan lapar jer, mek minum orange juice lah, limau ice la... asal lapaq jer minum, minum dan minum! No wonder lah pepet mek asik bocor jer! OPPS! So dengan itiew, I've come to decide, ok la - on sajork la. Minum pi la ala ala minuman shaky shake shake diet berperisa Vanilla nih katanya! LOL!
The product contains 3 items...




How does it work? Simple.
1. The slimming tea tu kan... u ols kalau nak kuruskan (or the word my mummy dearie used, 'KECUT'kan) ape pe bende yang kembong itiew, mrasalah minum 3 times a day. Morning, afternoon, and evening. Sedikit jer serbuk diperlukan, tak sampai suku sudu teh (that means really siket la kot - mrasalah since mek nak kurus gile², mek nak gak use 1/2 sudu teh! MRASA!), campurkan dengan air panas dah minom. Tapi jgn minum time malam. Sebab the tea keeps u fresh and awake all the time. Kang minum malam kang, naya jer tak leh tidur. Terpaksa buat extra work pulak - OPPS!!!
2. Balanced Soy and Whey Protein Powder 1 tea spoon + 1 table spoon of that Nurticious Mixed Soy Powder... add with water, plus if possible add with some fresh Orange Juice or Mango Juice ke ape ke - then SHAKE IT dalam container (yang ade disupplykan sekali itiew) together with ice cubes, baru lazarts katanya my mom! HAHAHA! Tak per - mek akan coba nanti! Panduan menggunanya - also simple. Take twice daily. IF...
- U decide to have LUNCH, then take this shake skali during breakfast, then lunch la apa nak dimakan, then have another shake during dinner.
- OR if u feeling² wanna have DINNER, then have this shake during breakfast and lunch.
- DAN if u wanna drink this during lunch and dinner, yeap - u can have ur BREAKFAST.
Nak tgk pics² cara membuatnye, mrasalah ke fotopages mek. Click jer kat hyperlink kat bawah itiew! Mrasalah - model tangan bergelang emas yang difeaturedkan dalam pics² itiew, hehehe - mummy dearie katanya! Dia tunjukkan kat mek cam mana nak buat, nanti kedepan² nih mek leh buat sendiri - hehehe...

Click HERE to proceed to my fotopages - MRASA!!!
PS: Sesiape interested nak belik??? Hiks! Tunggu la results diet program nih dulu nah - my mummy cakaps, katanya, within two weeks, kalau ikut²nye, leh la lose 2 to 3 kgs... AIYOH! Mek suke mek suke!!! So it's now 63kg kan? MRASALAH tunggu sampai nearly 2 weeks, adakahhhh dosi jadik 60 or 59kg? MEK SUKE MEK SUKE!!!

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7 - Seven - Tujuh
Mek got this idea from a very dear friend of mine, si Singa zLy di China tu! LOL! Mati la mek once dia balik pejabat ke apartmentnye utk baca entry nih, mau dia maki muka aku panggei dia Singa zLy di China... hahahaha! (yer - dia paham BM!)
So mengambil iktibar dan kesempatan dari catatannye, mek also nak buat an entry lah macam dia buat. Cuma dia punye probably in a more proper English manner kot. Mek nih stylo cam gini la kot - well at least, I'll try la kan to accommodate semua kasik semua paham... (mati la emails pasal "PLEASE I DO NOT UNDERSTAND 90% OF WHAT U'RE SAYING IN YOUR BLOG!) LOL!!!!
7 things to do before I die (Scarry la this one! HEHEHE)
- Become straight and start having PMS! LOL! Kidding! U know the 'Straight' I'm referring to, kan? Isk!
- Mek nak menang another ratu? (so much for being straight la kan!? Hahahah...)
- Be able to be with HIM, the one I like and love (die lah - baru tadik cakap sebelum die nak jadik straight, kan? LOL!)
- Mampu to have RM 999,999.99 in my Maybank Savings Account!
- Quit smoking - at least I wanna die with a pinkish heart ok! Tannak lah ALL-BLACK katanya, kan? (bukan ke by that time it'll be too late to have red pikish sort of heart? LOL!)
- Get married - QUESTION, with what gender?! LOL!
- Able to eat ANYTHING I want without getting FAT - possible ek?
- Go running around town naked! (Eh jgn terkejut, ade yang boleh tau! Siap ade fotopages sendiri - too bad dosi tutup fotopages dia! LOL!)
- Tgk kids menangis - seriously, cannot!
- Walk upside down - kaki naik atas, jalan ngan tangan! Confirm kempot! But kalau baring, kaki naik atas, sandarkan kat bahu sesiape, CAN LA! Opps!
- Not being able to be a DQ for one week - dalam one week tu, mesti la ade sehari ke, sejam ker, mesti nak dq sentap - but with valid reason la of course! LOL!
- Turning straight before the right time comes!
- Add 9.8890 with 11998.27765 then times with 8876 and then divide the result with 0.8892 by HEART! Hahahaha! Am no mathematgenius u know!
- Live with 3 things - Music, PC (internet) and ciggies!
- Rosyam Nor - at first mek tak brape la berkenan sangat ngan dia - tapi lately nih makin merembes pulak. Makin tua makin handsome pulak mek nengok!
- Zamarul Hisyam - mek tasty kat dia sejak mek ikut Ning for Lady Boss punye shooting! Verrrryyy sweet and nice person la dia nih!
- Yusry KRU - Nih dari zaman bergelar budak² skolah lagi mek tasty kat dia! LOL!
- Fahrin Ahmad - Is it AHMAD or something else? Ahmad kan? Hehehehe - ape ape jer la. Mek tastycrush ngan dia, not his father, kan!? LOL!
- Kevin Costner - aiyoh! Mek suka dia dari time dia berlakon citer Bull Durhan itiewww!!!
- Andre Agassi - celebrity kah dia? Ok je... hiks!
- Enrique Iglesias - haiyoh! NOTE the father dinch la tasty, tapi mai tang dia, AIYOH! MEREMBES!!!!!!
- SENTAP! (which I think clearly means... NO, not EAT la! Thats SANTAP! Ish! Sentap means, UPSET! I think?)
- MEK (often me gunakan to gantikan "I" or "SAYA" or "AKU" - Mek tu dalam bahasa ape? Cuba check - kamus PONDAN, hehehe)
- DINCH (selalu digunakan, every now and then... which I believe means "NO" or "BUKAN" or "TIDAK" dan mana² perkataan yang sama waktu dengannya... LOL!)
- U ols!!! (yang membawak maksud sebagai YOU ALL I think... hiks!)
- ASTAGA (apakah maksudnya? Tah la - nak kata it means Astarghfirullah, tak leh jugak sebab tu dah bagai mempersendakan the original word, kan? So lets just take it as a word on its own, tiada kaitan dengan Astargfirullah tu... yer? HEHEHE)
- Mrasa!!! (Yes - forgive me yer but MEK ALSO dinch tau apakah itu Mrasa yang SELALU kusebut² kuseru² itu! LOL!)
- Motif (selalu saaaaaaaaangat me gunakan this term. Kadang² tu, sikit² jer "Motif?"... sikit² jer "Motif?" - MOTIF!? Haa there - see? Hehehe!)
- LOL - Laughing out Loud walhal ade kalanye bukannye mek tgh laughing pon - E EH!? Nih dah word ke 8 dah!? HOW!?
- His eyes - NO COLORED CONTACT LENSES nahhh! Tu dah macam nak lawan tokei jer! hehehe...
- Yeap - I have to admit, somone yang technically taller than me, and of course, his body - tannak la yang super muskul sangat². Yang lite² sajork...
- His erm, ability to be a very clean and hygenic person (yes - head to toe yer... dinch stock² bendang! Kalau yer pon dia stock bendang, must be clean! Hehehe)
- Pandai berborak - I feel like a guy yang enjoys a good, intellectual conversation, and who can converse well in either BM, English or Urdu, turns me on! Owhh yessss! Yeahhh yess! It's better than SEX! OPPSS!
- Dressing dia - mesti, kemas and tak der lah selekeh. Kalau selekeh, cam tu, kelly-ng (keling) botol tepi jalan pong mek leh tasty la? DINCH!
- He can dance - and I mean, really can dance. Bukan setakat dongakkan kepala ke atas dan starts to goyang²kannya macam baru telan E jer!
- I'm attaracted to someone yang really have all the above mentioned nih kan, plus his capablity to accept and get attracted with the real me, for who and what I truly am... hehehe...
Nurlea: why 7 ek?
Nurlea: why not 5 or 3 or 8?
Nurlea: any specific reason?
zLy The Roaring Singa!: sebab 7 number special
Nurlea: for u?
zLy The Roaring Singa!: maka diciptakan langit tujuh tingkat
zLy The Roaring Singa!: syurga tujuh tingkat
zLy The Roaring Singa!: (neraka juga mwahahaha)
Nurlea: aiyoh i terdiam kejaps
zLy The Roaring Singa!: xde la, dunno kenapa
zLy The Roaring Singa!: tiada sangkut-paut dengan agama la sayang
zLy The Roaring Singa!: maybe i've always liked the number 7
zLy The Roaring Singa!: ala2 seven wonders of the world
zLy The Roaring Singa!: (arrogant ke x, terasa diri ala2 seven wonders of the world)
Nurlea: OK! THATS IT!
Nurlea: thanks
Nurlea: from the minute tu typed "zLy The Roaring Singa!: sebab 7 number special" tu sampai la ke "zLy The Roaring Singa!: (arrogant ke x, terasa diri ala2 seven wonders of the world)" semuanya bakal masuk lealaurielle.blogdrive.com!
HAHAH! Mrasa!!!!!!!!!!!
For those yang nak baca HIS version of this 7 bende itu 7 bende ini nih, mrasalah cick HERE to proceed to his blog! Mrasa!

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Tuesday, February 28, 2006
Sharing more of my airline experiences...
It has been a while since I last buat entries about my experiences while serving as a flight crew with Malaysia Airlines, kan? Well - thanks to M*** for his email, gave me the opportunity to write again and share my part of the deal. Bawah nih a Print Screen copy of his email to me. Bawah tu, me copied again and type balik for somewhat a clearer version kot... hehehe...

askum...how r u? let me introduce myself le kan. i M***.u leh call
me M*** ler k. pretty intersted with ur entries xpcially yg related
ngan cabin crew. i ni leh ar d kategorikan teramatla minat gile
'banbengz' dgn itiew(sori ar..i dh terpengaruh ngan word 'itiew' yg u
create tu..huhu)job as flight steward. i dh baca segale mende yg
related ngn crew2 thingie nih n its really helps. u banyak gak bagi
tips2 nk interview n segala bagai itiew...thx 4 da infos..
Nurlea Laurielle: Waalaikumsalam M***. Thanks for your email. Lea dah jawab your email saying that all the qs to your email I dah answered and jadikkan my entry (taddddaaa!). Reason being, at least, dengan doin' so, I mean, doin' the blog entry as the answer to your qs, bukan setakat boleh u saje yang tahu; as a matter of fact, kita boleh let others too share this infos. Maybe their shy to come out and ask, probably 'malas' too but hey, tak salah if we share all these infos with others too, kan M***? So hope you don't mind ya.
And seriously M***, am glad that my entries under the category "Life as a flight crew..." tu dah banyak helped u. I'm only here to share my experiences and probably that might be able to help some yang dreamed of becoming air crew members tu la kan. Although yang part notti² tu, abaikan la ek? Hehehe - org cakap, yang baik dijadikkan teladan, yang notti² tu, kalau mau buat, sendirian berhad tanggung la ek? :)
Nurlea Laurielle: Waalaikumsalam M***. Thanks for your email. Lea dah jawab your email saying that all the qs to your email I dah answered and jadikkan my entry (taddddaaa!). Reason being, at least, dengan doin' so, I mean, doin' the blog entry as the answer to your qs, bukan setakat boleh u saje yang tahu; as a matter of fact, kita boleh let others too share this infos. Maybe their shy to come out and ask, probably 'malas' too but hey, tak salah if we share all these infos with others too, kan M***? So hope you don't mind ya.
And seriously M***, am glad that my entries under the category "Life as a flight crew..." tu dah banyak helped u. I'm only here to share my experiences and probably that might be able to help some yang dreamed of becoming air crew members tu la kan. Although yang part notti² tu, abaikan la ek? Hehehe - org cakap, yang baik dijadikkan teladan, yang notti² tu, kalau mau buat, sendirian berhad tanggung la ek? :)
cuma i nak tanye sket.... cam i penah naik flight dolu2.mase tu pegi penang lah kan, but i ade jmpe crew yg non malaysian. she's japanese kot...if im not mistaken lar kan. so, bru i tau rupenyer ade gak forex crew yg join MAS rupenye!! so, camne u ols dolu2 kerje skali dlm flight? dorang leh ckp english ke? ker dorang kerek aje dlm flight? mst ade yg u wat fren kan..kan..
Nurlea Laurielle: Kalau u're talking about KUL-PEN flight, those foreign crew could be Indonesian crew kot. Currently I think MAS ade employ Indonesian crew yang either based in KUL or in JKT that am not so sure. But waktu zaman I fly dulu, I know MAS employ crew Japanese and Korean crew. Before my years, ade crew² Virgin Atlantic crew yang diswapkan dengan MH crew. Before I habis contract, memang dah ade Indian crew also. Lepas I resign tu yang diaorang cakap ade Indonesian crew also. How do we communicate with these crew? By all means, English la bahasa perantaraannya. Although some of these Japanese and Korean crew, SOME of them, ade la segelintir yang kureng siket in English, but MOST of them memang boleh converse well. Sometimes yang sedey to see us MH crew yang terkontang kanting nak communicate in English - DIE lah "MAY I SAUCE YOU BALLS SIR!?" instead of "WOULD YOU LIKE SOME SAUCE TO GO WITH THAT MEAT BALL?" Hahaha... kan?
But my experience; me dah pernah fly with Japanese crew (mostly on Japan sectors), Korean crew (flights to Seoul) and Indian crew (London, Taipei / LA flights) - and I TELL YOU! I prefer working with these Japanese and Korean crew compared to Indian crew. Indian crew disini bermaksud those yang freshly brewed from New Delhi and Bombay, India; bukannye from our Malaysian Indian. Our Malaysian Indian, I tak der hal working with them. Memang semua dah sesama Malaysian, kan? With these pure Indian crew - KASTA la main problem. Tak semua, tapi majority feeling kasta tinggi so kerek la sikit.
My worst experience was during the time mek flying dengan seorang VERY JUNIOR Indian crew, a steward. Dah berbau sepasal, tapi sweet smile la kire so forgivable la kot. We were on B747-400 en route for London ex KUL. Dalam briefing room kereknya macam dah been flying 5 months - ruper²nye baru 1st SOLO FLIGHT! Tu pun kitaorang tahu once dah onboard dan 45,000" above sea-level ok! What happened was, he was in Economy zone E, Galley steward. And jadik Galley Steward zone E, BELIEVE me, kalau u don't know ur work by heart, MEMANG gila! Mana lah special meals nak dihandle (believe me, LONDON flight? SPECIAL MEAL? Aiyoh! DIE LAH U!), mana lagik shared meals in carts for Zone C and - mana lagik dengan second service meals for zone C and D - SERIOUSLY! Mek dulu pun menggelupur tak tau nak buat keje! Tapi syaratnya, I WASN'T KEREK! Tak tahu, TANYA! Ini tak, dah la berangan handsome (walhal cute tu sikit jer) FEELING terror lak tu! I was in Economy Zone C - Galley Steward la kan. By the pertengahan 1st service meal sector, dia dah menggelabah. Special meals my zone, tak dihantar, itu ini - call tak layan. So buatkan mek pi sendiri ke zone E nak find out what the f**k was going on! (MATI LA MAK DAH START SENSENG LENGAN BAJU MEK DAN STARTED JADIK SEXY NAUGHTY BITCHY!) Sampai² jer zone E, Leading Stewardess Zone E dosi nangis katanya pening kepala dengan mamat berangan nih yang dah buat calculation meals silap, distribution ke zone salah, special meals salah kasik and etc! MEMANG KECOH! Sampai Chief Steward zone A (First Class) and INFLIGHT SUPERVISOR datang sekali Zone E. And trust me, KALAU sampai IFS datang tgk, tu tandanya serious. So memang Economy Class waktu tu KECOH giler - tapi all at the end under controlled sebab kitaorang managed to take control. The steward however, MEMANG KENA kaw kaw ler lepas 1st service. Ingatkan during rest period nak bertanyakan seniors ke ape ke - NAN ADO! BELAGAK LAGI ade lah. Dok spedo kat stewardess yang dia tak familiar ngan system MAS tapi dulu dia ngan Air India, one of the best senior crew la and DEL-LON tu was celah pepet dia jer! HARRTTTUUIITTTHHH! Tu dia kena dengan mek. But that's not the case here. (dah melalut la pulak! Sorry)
satu lagik soklan, tul ke u ols x nitestop kat...lets says indian routes...like dhaka or chennai? dat means u kene wat 4 the return flight gak ker?? abih tu, dorang nih start flying frm kul and abis flying pong kat kul gak ker??? pelik gak coz dorang nih i tgk kat klia bwk beg memasing,,, tup tup x nitestop pong kat sane but balik ke kul smula....klo cam tu gerenti wat penat jer le....hehe
Nurlea Laurielle: Indian routes yang ade nightstop was DEL (New Delhi) and BOM (Bombay) - so yeah, other routes like MAA (Madras), DAK (Dhaka - tul ke the three letter code tu? Mek dosi lupa) - yeap, we all memang buat what we call turn-around flight. Reporting for duty by 2030hrs; departure at 2200hrs. Four hours later sampai MAA or DAK and then transit for one hour, then depart balik to KUL - arrival should be by 7nish or before 7am cam tu la kirenya. Beg yang kita bawak for turn-around flights or daily flights tu kalau u noticed, mesti ringan. Sebab sekadar cukup syarat letak extra uniform, baju biase satu helai ke ape ke, toiletteries ke ape ke, JUST in case kalau ade unscheduled nightstop ke ape ke (you may never know) - but mainly letak our notebooks, Safety manual and other manuals and stuff - uniform and etc. AND YES - MEMANG PENAT those flight kalau kena. Sebab tu flights macam tu, ramai crew MIA (missing in action) or reported sick for flight. And believe me, kalau keje Economy, more of a reason why nak report sick for that flight. PLUS for those sectors we do onboard Airbus A330. And configuration galley dalam flight tu memang hanjeng, THAT'S why ia memenatkan crew tapi sometimes, kalau kena set crew yang happening, best gak buat flight tu... :)
aa...satu soklan lagik. mmm, andai le i dpt jdik crew, camne ngn umah nnti. umah i kat s.alam, n i tggal ngn fmili skali. wajib ke dok kat umah yg MAS designated itiew? pastu, kalau sewa umah ngan satu colleague MAS abih laa dwet i...mane nak bayaq sewa lagi, nak njoy lagik..bla bla bla..kan...
Nurlea Laurielle: Ade ke designated MAS houses? Tak der kot dear. Tapi MAS do have what they call designated area for pick-up and send-offs kot? Shah Alam is still dalam kawasan send-off and pick-up. Tak tahu lah skarang nih. Tapi dulu, Shah Alam, Subang Jaya, USJ, Puchong, PJ, semua tu kira kawasan selamat la. Tak yah nak worry. In fact if now Shah Alam still dalam kawasan pick-up and send-off tu, then you don't have to worry about moving out... :) TAPI should you move out and start to menyewa, darlin', take it as a learning experience of your life to live on your own. And by doin' so, you get to, yeah, control/ budget your spendings, and etc. Siape cakap duduk sendiri, you cannot' enjoy? Look at me? :)
so, any infos frm u mmg bbtul di aprisasi kan...wokeh!!!

Nurlea Laurielle: Hope this entry mampu give you more info about life as a cabin crew. Kalau ade pa per lagi nak tanye, you know where to find me... :) And should u wish to persue your dreams of becoming an air crew, best wishes to you and let my prayers be with you! Good luck!

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"Over and Done with"
Miss Miserable: *cry cry*
Miss Miserable's Friend: awat nyeh???
Miss Miserable: aku igt aku dah over and done with him
Miss Miserable: tapi kenapa bila tahu kes dia nak kawen
Miss Miserable: aku jadi sedih sampai tercungap2 aku nangis nih
Miss Miserable: benci la
Miss Miserable's Friend: erk
Miss Miserable's Friend: lorrr
Miss Miserable's Friend: maknenye
Miss Miserable's Friend: itu hanye pikiran ko
Miss Miserable's Friend: ko rase ko dah done
Miss Miserable's Friend: but deeeeeeep in ur heart
Miss Miserable's Friend: u r not dear
Miss Miserable: i hate him for doing this to me!
Miss Miserable: I HATE HIM!
Miss Miserable's Friend: it's not him
Miss Miserable's Friend: tak perlu nak hate him and i know u dont hate him
Miss Miserable's Friend: it's u baby, just u
Miss Miserable: me?
Miss Miserable's Friend: yerp
Miss Miserable's Friend: it's u n ur feeling
Miss Miserable's Friend: everything is on u babe
Miss Miserable's Friend: u can make urself happy
Miss Miserable's Friend: n vice versa
Miss Miserable: but knowing everything - makes me sick
Miss Miserable's Friend: choose to be happy then
Miss Miserable: im trying to
Miss Miserable: only god knows how hard am trying
Miss Miserable's Friend: he's just express himself
Miss Miserable's Friend: don't get carried away dear
Miss Miserable's Friend: u r strong
Miss Miserable's Friend: i know u can
Miss Miserable: he expressed the fact that hes gettng married
Miss Miserable: and for goodness sake he doesnt even love that girl
Miss Miserable's Friend: how can u say that?
Miss Miserable's Friend: he doesn't love her?
Miss Miserable: he calls her names and bla bla bla
Miss Miserable: he's using her to divert his feelings and thoughts
Miss Miserable's Friend: then u should be thankful he's not using u as he's using her
Miss Miserable's Friend: ko nak cakap ape2 ngan aku ke?
Miss Miserable: nak but i dont know where to begin
Miss Miserable: i just wanna cry cry and cry je
Miss Miserable's Friend: cry as u want
Miss Miserable's Friend: i'm always here if u need an ear
Miss Miserable: why? why ME yang diduga diuji cam gini? WHY ME?
Miss Miserable's Friend: because u r a tough person dear
Miss Miserable's Friend: Tuhan tak uji org yg lemah
Miss Miserable's Friend: He knows u well
Miss Miserable's Friend: very well
Miss Miserable's Friend: betul tak?
Miss Miserable's Friend: erm..ko..tenang dulu...
Miss Miserable's Friend: mmg la sedih..tp tahla..ujian ni u..
Miss Miserable's Friend: jgn pk sgt..
Miss Miserable's Friend: makin u pikir makin u sedih..
Miss Miserable's Friend: ape2 just give me a call
Miss Miserable: kenape la me tak leh nak lupakan dia
Miss Miserable's Friend: boleh la
Miss Miserable's Friend: cume u yg taknak kan?
Miss Miserable's Friend: u bleh lupe kan die
Miss Miserable's Friend: cume bende ni amik masa laa
Miss Miserable's Friend: die takleh nak hilang terus camtu
Miss Miserable's Friend: u kene kuat!
Miss Miserable's Friend: aku tau kau kuat..
Miss Miserable: I hate my life! I hate myself!
Miss Miserable's Friend: bullshit!
Miss Miserable's Friend: everyone has a choice in their lives
Miss Miserable's Friend: u hate ur life, meaning u choose to hate it
Miss Miserable's Friend: know this - love is all that matters
Miss Miserable's Friend: meanwhile...
Miss Miserable's Friend: you continue shopping around
Miss Miserable: HAHAHAH!
Miss Miserable: thats a good one!
Miss Miserable's Friend: there will be someone who understands some things are for keeps in the future. anyways, bila nak shopping?
Funny kan? I mean - when u think that u're "Over and Done" with that particular someone, when you KNOW u're done with it - but the actual fact is that - u're not. It somehow clashes things up; like you think, you know that u're over it but for true fact, you not. So, does that mean that you're lying to yourself? I guess in a way, yes la kot but entirely I think it is not your fault (whoever la you may be kan - tak der specifically pointing fingers kat sesiape pon in this entry) Sebab for me, walaupun the truth is that u're not over and done with that someone kan, tapi still, u've been working so hard to forget about things between u and him la kan; so in a way, you macam trying to convience yourself that you're ok now and dah moved on, tapi when you break down cam dalam that example chat kat atas tu - that doesn't mean you're lying to yourself, entirely, KAN?
Gawd - where am I taking all these to lar, kan? Hiks! My point is... hmmmm.... actually I should have said - My point(s) ARE... you have a choice but you're not doin' anything about it i.e not choosing any solutions. And secondly I think my point would be it is NORMAL to feel this way kot?
Trying to forget someone and move on with your life, adekalanye senang (for some people) and for MOST people, susah. I admit it, memang susah. Facing the reality yang cinta tak kesampaian, or the one u sayang sangat² tu gonna end up marrying someone else ke ape ke, itu boleh dilaksanakan lagi. But forgetting him and move on, its true - memang it'll take some times. And sometimes, some ppl wished that that 'some time' tu would be a fast one so that why? So that they don't have to feel as miserable as our little Miss Miserable up there. Ahaks!
I think I've done an entry similar to this - on how to forget HIM and move along, kan? But what makes this entry different, is that it somehow expresses the fact that it's ok to feel DQ about it. Since, maybe you sayang gila² kat this particular guy, and when he ends up marrying someone else, you tend to naik angin. Normal la kot? Tapi to prolong the DQness tu - tah la, some might say, buang karan jer - might as well move on. But for me, I think I tannak agree with this ppl. You think things are easy to be done ah? It's always easier said than done. Forgetting him is one thing - but moving along ALONE and knowing the fact that he is moving on too, WITH SOMEONE ELSE (regardless dia sayang ke tidak that new person) itu I must say, memang perit.
Our mind starts to generate throughts, vivid imaginations...
"Ape dia tgh buat dengan org tu at this present moment?"
"Kenape dia dengan aku tak boleh nak go on?"
"Bahagia ke tidak dia nanti?"
"Kenape dia dengan aku tak boleh nak go on?"
"Bahagia ke tidak dia nanti?"
That you cannot help it la kan. Although some ppl cakap.. "It's all in you. It's all in your mind. Only you can stop your mind from thinking about it" True, tapi it is also DILUAR kawalan kita. Sometimes, cam, erm... kita dah set... TAK NAK. Tapi alih² lain pulak jadinya, WHY? That's the main question yang sometimes I myself pon cannot get the answer.
Moral of the story here, is this - why sometimes when you think you can do it but the truth is you can't? Why sometimes you think that you can control things, but the truth is you can't? Why sometimes kan you feel like it's all over - but it's only just the begining? Those are the qs yang I cannot give and still remains unknown, to me la kan. Anyone ade anything to say?

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Sunday, February 26, 2006
MRSM BP Batch 96's 10th Year Reunion Meeting
It seems like only yesterday that I left that place since the wonderful memories are still fresh in my brains (mati la another present tense entry tapi disulamselitkan with those what we call PAST TENSE! Die la bonda!). Yet the true fact is that Ive left my Mara Junior Science College Balik Pulau, somewhat exactly 10 years ago
When was the last time you went back to BP?
Like I said 10 years ago (and that is like, woo 10 years tu! Meaning yes boleh la guess kan how old am I skarang ni, kan? LOL!). But the thing is that it is so amazing to know that it has been that long; 10 years, 10 long years, and in between those years, we have now yang dah jadi lawyers, mostly engineers and doctors, ade yang tersesat jadi air steward and showgirls opps! (notice its Showgirl with an s? Sebab AM NOT the only ex MRSM yang jadik showgirl tau! Sambil jeling Misyamierul nun jauh di Sarawak die la u! Hehehe lariiiiiiiiii!) Lecturers, accountants, teachers, pilots, the list goes on actually. But no matter what you are, or what you have become, it all came back to this ex students will always be ex students, no matter how much you tend to deny that fact. (seriously, the reason why I say such thing is because ade some of these ex-students, tah la they admit the fact that they were once students of MRSM BP tapi masalahnya they dont want to get anything to do with it how ek?)
Personally for me la kan, I have been in contacts with most of my classmates (not all but most) and schoolmates back in MRSM through emails and phones most of the times. As a matter of fact, my ex-classmates, kitaorang dah pernah buat gathering, berapa kali dah ek? Mati la mek dosi lupa dah! Ok theres once in KLCC back in 99, once in 2003 just prior before my Miss Universe 2003 pageant, and then sekali lagi kat rumah one of my ex-classmate kat area² Ampang, ek? Tah am not sure of the area but I definitely remember it was the last gath I attended.
Although we werent as close as we were once used to be, still, Id have to say, the bond, is still there I guess. Time changes people, yes, I agree. But it will never change the memories all of us had when we were once called, MRSM/ MJSC BP students (mati lah mek persis memberi ikrar Pengakap! Eh, peNGAkap or peNGANGkap ek? Anyone? HELP!?)
Thanks to certain people outside my own class (ade la a few names, tapi the one name I have to mention here would be Sity Nurul errrr is it Asyada or Ashada? Die la me donno how to spell out your real name, gal! Sorry!), for inviting me to be part of the Ex Students Association i.e The Old Boys Society (NOW I really do feel old! LOL!). It all began couple of months back when Sity told me to join the Ex MRSM BP YG thingie and communicate through email. Sure, I guess what harm can it bring. Ive been in contact with my ex-classmates all the time. Spreading my wings and get to know my other schoolmates, dormmates, wont hurt me I guess. Hehehe So anyways, being part of the group of ex-students in one thing, but later, to be part of the committee for the After 10 Years; The Reunion thingie - that was like, Owh wow I AM important after all LOL! Gosh dumb blonde sangat! LOL!
Ive been receiving emails day by day from these group and at times memang seronok reading email diaorang ni (mati la mek memula never participate in the group email!). And then when 2006 menjelma (kenapa tetiber when I typed the word menjelma mek feeling Hari Raya ek?), mula la kecoh here and there about the gathering/ reunion selepas 10 years! (and suddenly me teringat ade ke idak session menanam khazan peribadi setiap pelajar and akan digali bali selepas 10 years? Hmmmmmm mek dosi lupa on that one! LOL!) And thats when tetiber my name naik to jadi committee and specifically under the dinner and shows agenda. LOL! Honored, truly honored and at the same time, excited giler!
Emails after emails, meetings after meetings held back in KL (in which I didnt attend any of it la kan of course), and after loads of discussions katanye, they (the committee) have come to a decision, February 25th, 2006 diaorang nak datang MRSM BP and buat a small committee meeting katanya. And I was invited (suddenly, I feel like Cinderella cam mana? Minus the step mother and step sisters and the fairy god mother of course! LOL!). I was really looking forward to it I mean, lets face it after 10 years, meetin em back, in MRSM aiyoh! Seronok sangat!
And so after days of waiting, nah February 25th menjelma tiba (AGAIN mek tetiber feeling Hari Raya that word menjelma memang sesuatuh la ). Diaorang (the committee members from KL mostly) drove all the way from KL malam 24th tu, and me jumpa dulu those yang duduk Utara on that day (ceh sapo yang mek jumpa? Sah sah dua org sajork, and the rest mek jumpa on February 25h tu itself LOL!)
26th morning tu, aturcara was supposed to be 9.30am, berjumpa di Maktab. ADO? NAN ADO! 9.30am katanya kami jumpa for breakfast in Bukit Jambul area. LOL! And it was such a wonderful feeling to jumpa these peeps Ustazah (gelaran kitaorang panggil this girl, although her current profession bukannye Ustazah pong! LOL!), Syita, (plus her friend), and Ameng (with the wife), Faiz (also with the wife), Kit, Pechai, Fahmi (whose wife joined in later), Rizal (who came with me), A-an (who apparently tak dapat join sebab had to go to Taiping) hurmmm who else ek? Tu jer la kan? Ade me left out any names? Tak kot rasanya
After breakfast kitaorang proceed terus ke BP ikut jalan Relau. The journey took us another 20 minutes or so (the way Syita and me drove, kitaorang sampai within 15 minutes sajork kot) through the steep hill and winding roads, across hutan tah pa per. And by the time our cars masuk Pekan Kongsi, just before making a left turn masuk ke Pondok Upeh area, our cars slowed down, and smiles automatically terukir on each faces. Yeap memories. Although dah nampak banyak perubahan and perbezaan here and there, still banyak things yang masih remained as it was once before. The road heading towards MRSM, the mosque, the houses around semuaya masih sama Thank God Rizal and me tak nangis dalam kereta. LOL!
And by the time kitaorang sampai depan entrance MRSM lain jer feelingnye. Its hard to explain with words, but it was definitely different. Gembira bercampur teruja?
As we moved masuk ke MRSM and menuju ke area foyer, kitaorang can see students everywhere (well, obviously since it was a Saturday and most students will be around kalau tak outing, kan?) Nampak gaya cam banyak student perempuan. Could it be students lelaki semua outing? UPSET!!!! Hiks! But upset mek sekejaps jer when later I found out that nan ado students yang outing, except kalau parents datang bertandang and bring them out. Sweet but its like so ultimately different dari time kitaorang dulu. Well anyways am here not to dwell perbezaan dulu dan skarang sangat. Hmmm abih tu am here for what ek? *Garu² dagu hiks!*
So anyways kan we met one of our P.E teacher dulu, Encik Ismail (er kan?) who so happens to jadik Penolong Pengetua now. (err kan?) Aiyoh! Die la me donno facts! LOL! After a quick tour around, we had our meetings and what not (tak perlu la me kecohkan pasal content meeting tu. Bukannye tak der ex-MRSM BP students yang membaca blog ni. Kang kalau mek reveal in here, silap² diaorang baca, dahhh pecah lobang. Dah tu, confirm committee members ketuk kepala mek! LARI!)
We were there like for the whole day rasanya sempat tour the whole area. True, banyak berbeza dari dulu. Namun, masih ade bende² yang tetap sama. At first I was like thinking was it me, or memang betul the place has gotten bigger? LOL! Sempat jugak me and Rizal and the rest pusing² area dorm. Which I apparently prefer the old dorm. Walaupun temanya nowadays the dorm looked somewhat newer and whiter hehehe still, the old style definitely defines the word DORM. Nowadays, the dorms all semua nampak cam ward hospital sajork! Seriously!
The whole day sana tak banyak kami jumpa cikgu² lama. Most of them either transferred ke sekolah or MRSM cawangan lain, ataupun theyve retired ke ape ke. Owh and we had our lunch kat Cafeteria also the place I used to had most of my meals (yer yer, I skipped meals kat Dewan Selera hehehe!) Guess what? The Mak Cik and Pak Cik yang runs the café masih sama!!! Although the Mak Cik wasnt around la kan since she went to this kenduri or something. The Pak Cik was there, but I doubt he remembered me, the student yang always makan nasi goreng with bawang! LOL!
Snappy² pics pong a lot as you can see la kan! I think the only purpose of this entry is to show pics yang dah mek snappy² I think? Owh well whatever it is, mek had fun during the meeting/ small gath thingie.
To
Faiz, Kit, Pechai, Ustazah, Syita, Ameng, Fahmi, Rizal THANK YOU SO
MUCH for a wonderful day! Had fun seeing you guys again, seriously.
I was close with Ustazah, Syita, Rizal, Fahmi Pechai, Kit, Faez, Ameng although kite kenal back then but I doubt we were as this close and friendly, KAN!? Hehehe enjoyed every bit of the moment bermeeting dan bertekak dengan korang during the meeting! LOL! And am REALLY looking forward for the ONE NIGHT ONLY Reunion thingie AIYOH! Could that be the nights name!? Hehehe
As we approach Pekan Kongsi, Balik Pulau
Dulu sign nih ade ke ek? Ade kot - tapi bukan macam nih kot, kan?
And I thought it's Pondak Up'E'h? Now Upih meh?
Vast entrancenye now - dulu, biasa sajork... kan?
The whole gang - Ade gak committee² members yang lain yang tidak dapat menghadirkan diri...
Me and Fahmi, just outside what used to be my 5A class. Now dah jadik macam bilik guru sajo?
Hahaha! Mati la Kit! Pic dia nak
snappy² pic mek, dan mek nak snappy² pic dia! Bak katanya, AR... AR...
AR APA TAH!? Artistic ek? Tah ape tah Kit cakap - mek pon tak hengat!
LOL!
Waktu 'tour' around maktab...
During the meeting dalam meeting room - Kit ngantuk la tu!
Awwwww - ini Sarah. Or is it Sofea? I
think Sofea kot - anak Ameng dan wifenye. Wifenye mek lupa pulok nak
tanya, ex MRSM also kah? Hehe..
For more pixies waktu di MRSM BP Batch 96's 10th Year Reunion Meeting tu, apa kata click HERE sajork... ok nah?

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Thursday, February 23, 2006
Bali Trip - Day 4
January 15th, 2006 - Day 4
No wonder la mek dah mula ingat² lupa about day 4 - sah sah more than a month katanya kan? *Ker mek makin kertu and can't recall balik dah? DIE LAH short-term memory lost! LOL!
So anyways, hmmmm - morning tu I remembered bangun, and said goodbye to Noval. Then mek sambung tidur kejap, before those lovely friends of mine started calling² my room ajak breakfast dan snappy² pics kat Pantai la apa la around hotel... And then me bangun, siap² packing bagai semua, showered and lepas tu usung lah trolley bag dan my new LV bag itiew dari bilik menuju ke coffee house itiew for breakfast. Breakfast pon no mood, bukan sebab nak balik - tapi sebab ngantuk! SERIOUSLY - dengan overdose minum malam tadi tu, dan with a little bit pongprang pongprang dalam bilik dengan Noval *opps!, mana nak cukup tidur mek? Gaya² nak tidur, si Noval tu nak balik. Pastu nak sambung tidur, tuptup si kawan mek tu, Bell tu, kejutkan mek *killed my morning joy - MOTIF guest mek yang woke me up instead of me giving my guests wake up calls? LOL!
Sessi menunggu di lobby hotel - muka memasing monyok disebalik cutout tu - sebab tannak balik!!!!!!!!!!!
Makan pun ala² kadar sajork *mati la diet!* and then terus ke lobby. After selesai urusan checkin' out, our guide bawak kiteorang gi ke Kuta town area for one last shopping session. Mek tak shop pa per pon - sah sah mek tidur jer dalam van tu, yang diparkingkan kat basement parking shopping complex ape tah? MATAHARI? Aiyoh! Tak considerate langsung driver ngan guide mek - depa switch off engine. MRASALAH aku berpeluh lepas bangun 20 minutes tidur. NANGIS! Dah tu, diaorang belom balik2 dari shopping, apa kes? Nak keluar dari van, kunci vannya nan ado. Kang aku keluar tak kunci van tu, naya jer hilang barang² dalam van. Mrasalah aku jadik penunggu katanya! LOL!
After sometimes (YES memangggg after some long times pong - lama gilos pi shopping, tapi mek nengok, tak der la banyak sangat mende depa shop pong) kitaorang proceed ke airport Ngurah Rai katanya. Tak der lah jauh sangat dari Kuta tu - like 10 minutes sajor dosi sampai airport. Ha - mula la nak DQ. Prasaan hiba dah mula mai - ala² cam malas pulakkk nak balik, kan? Balik kang, dah kena keje balik, terkurung lagi - ahhh bohsan!
Lepas itu ini itu ini - ok lah - bid farewell kat Ms. Wun, my agent, Pak Natsir our Guide and driver tu apa tah nama dia, Pak Nyaman? Tah - lupo dosi.
The whole gang dengan Ms. Wun dan Pak Natsir...
And then masuk, checked-in semua and mula la sessi melepak kat dalam airport tu. Tapi tak lama pon. Our flight was like at 13:50. Waktu tu dosi kul 12:00 plus plus dah. So lepak² kat area gate tu, pastu terjumpa si Bob Sani tu. Katanya semalam kat Kudos, memang dia balik sama flight. SAMA flight apo! Dia amik 13:55 punya flight, Air Asia! Sedey la dia - ingatkan sama flight! LOL!
Ade bende funny happened kat smoking area waktu mek pi join si Bob Sani ngan bf dia tu smoking. Mek punya lah RANCAK sembang kesah 'semalam' dengan Noval katanya, MEMANG tak cover dah mek citer tu. Kuar sebijik² ayat² dan aksi² binatang mek - only to find out, ADO SORANG pakcik melayu dok dgr sama. AKU ingat dia tu Indonesian, or kalau Malaysian pon, kawan kepada Bob tu. Rupo²nya, ADO? NAN ADO katanya - sempat dia senyum nih waktu lalu depan mek. Aiyoh! MEK MELU! Dah tu - dapat tau, dia satu flight ngan mek!? HAIYOH - nangis! LOL!
Kita POSING dulu!
Daddy nih kekwat tapi bila dia senyum, HAIYOH! Serious comei!
And lepas tu - kitaorang pong boarded la kan the plane - THANKS GODS it was an Airbus. Tak der lah semput sangat mek! LOL! Flight was very light-load, mek rase economy baru like, what, less than 100pax? So apa lagi - mek carik lah seat yang mek boleh stretch-out kan? Mrasalah mek kasik Mek Haine dan husband dia di seat 11A and 11C... Bel dan hubby dia di 14A dan 14C... dan mek - asalnya 16A, mek pindah pi 12D,E,F,G - mrasalah centre seats katanya kan! MEK SUKER!!!!
Dalam flight MH brapa tah - mek dinch kenal semua crew. Mek kenal 2 org jer, the chief and also the leading stewardess. Best sangat dapat jumpa kengkawan lamo. Lepas makan², apa lagi, CCN la (Cabin crew punye very own CNN channel - Cabin Crew Network) Gossip lah hal² perihal inside and out of MH, gossip crew la itu ini semua bagai... mrasalah mek pi duduk kat galley terus dan bergossip! LOL!
Kan mek cakap, coach (EYCL) section, ala ala nan ado sajork orgnya! Hehehe...
Ape tah nama meal nih - fried rice with beef kot?
Cerah je kan???
NAHHH! As we ols approaching KUL, mendung gulita katanya!
Hujan katanya KLIA! Hapset!
Tetiber mek rase KLIA tgh sambut Xmas!
2 hours later - kiteorang dosi sampai KLIA and terus mek macam rasa extremely sedeyyy lah nak berpisah ngan my guests. We became REALLY close sepanjang this trip and mek rasa cam boringnyeeee nak berpisah (DQ lagiiik!)
Lepas dah hamek beg semue, kiss kiss pipi bagai semua - depa pi diaorang nye direction, mek menuju ke ticketing counter, gi belik ticket nak balik terus AOR. Asalnya mek nak lepak dulu KL nak nengok AJL katanya malam tu - tapi terus cancel sebab dpt tahu yang AJL tu sebenarnye in February! UPSET! LOL!
So lepas mek belik ticket (mek had to be on standby sebab katanya GCC full load! HANJENG SANGAT!), mek kuar isap² rokok sebats, pastu, mek tried my luck carik my friends, kot² ado kat counter check - in tu, leh depa confirmkan seat mek. Tapi nan ado kawan² mek, so mek just pi sajork check kat check in counter itiew. Kalau nan ado, mrasalah mek amik EYCL katanya - economy pon economy la, janji mek nak balik. Tapi tup tup, ADO seat! MEK SUKE MEK SUKE! Dan since mek malas nak lepak lama² kat luar tu, mek terus check-in and masuk terus ke Golden Lounge, boleh mek melantak lagik! Makan pi makan mai... tau tau flight calling for boarding. Haiyoh! Mek macam rasa baru sangat mek sampai dari Bali, dahhh nak kena naik flight lagi? Setahu mek, mek sampai masuk kat Golden Lounge tu kul 5.45 kot... sebab sampai dari Bali at 5pm. Tup tup dah 7.30? Hanjeng sangat! Flight mek kul 20:10, so mek macam... "Hurmmmmm - flight departure 20:10, door/ gate closes 15 mins before departure, so that would be 19: 55... now 19:35... mrasalah masih ade masa utk mek touch up touch up" Heheheh - Touch up punya touch up... NAH kau! Sampai diorang buat last call for mek for boarding - nama mek jer disebut! So meaning, mek a last ek? AIYOH!!!!!!! HANNJENG! Lariiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!
Keluar jer dari Golden Lounge tu... mek tgk lah ticket/ boarding pass mek. AIYOH! Gate B11 sundal! Mrasalah mek di A2, kan!? Hapsetnyeee! Lari nihhhhh tak hengat! Dengan pario tu, mek lari nih!!! "Excuse me - coming through! Excuse me! Move move!!!" Hehehe... And by the time mek sampai kat depan gate tu, MEMANG diaorang tgh prepare nak close the gate! HAIYOH! Mujur lagi - kalau idak, mrasalah mek hapset naik hangen tak dapat board the flight, kan!? Masuk² jer dalam cabin, mek nengok, semua dah terduduk dah - ala² macam, tunggu mekkkk je? MATI LA GRAND ENTRANCE katanya! And yang mek dapat nengok, GCC (Business Class) memang full load! 16 seats, semua taken, except 1C, which was my seat la kan. Mek pong duduk lah... penat nihhh! Mintak la orange juice, before take off - dan sempat la lap lap muka dengan itiew cold-towel. EH WAIT!? It's after 7pm, shouldn't they be serving hot towel before take off? AIYOH! MANA manual nih, meh mek nak tgk! COMPLAINT FORM PLEASE! Hehehe...




Perhatikan bebetul bantal GCC ni.
Memula cam tak der mende kan? Tetiber tangan mek terasa macam tajam jer
satu part kat bantal tu. Mek pong raba2 la... found that tajam part...
started korek²... NAH!!! KELUAR! APAkahhh!? BULUkah? FEATHER? Mek rase
nak bawak balik jer, cabut satu² semua - boleh buat headgear ke, dress
ke - MRASA! kan????
So waktu stewardess tu nak clear my glass and towel, dia ade tanya mamat sebelah mek tu nak pa per tak lepas take off. DATO' katanya - very daddy². Mek tak prasan sangat pun ghuponya cam mana - saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaampai la mek RASA dia tasty adik² la u ols. Nampak sangat, sebab tangan kami ala² bersentuhan - although it could be mek sajork yang prasan, tapi APA KES waktu nak take off tu ala ala nak bersembang ngan mek? SAH SAH la waktu nak take off tu bising, jadik kami TERPAKSA merapatkan badan mek kearahnye dan mulut dia bebetul kat telinga mek - can feel his breathe u know! AIYOH!
Lepas take off, jgn tanya la - kami dah ala² cancak sembang - tanya itiew ini - dan u ols nak tau, apa mek feeling tetiber? MEK FEELING PERSIS MISTRESS DATO' tu tau! Ala², tah la - pertengahan flight, dosi mintak² phone number. By the time aircraft started to decent, nahhh dah ber "YANG YANG" dah! HOW!? Bukan mek jer tau, DIA also ok dah feeling call² mek cam gitiew - cam mana laaa mek tak feeling mistress dia? Dah la kaki dia ala ala pointing ke arah mek, badan mek dan kaki mek ala ala pointing ke arah dia, badan dah menyenget kearah dia - serious! Mek bayangkan mek nih travelling 1st class (instead of business class la kan) dengan dia, tah dari mana ke mana - AIYOH! MEK DAH FEELING time tu! LOL! Mati la Dato' R! LOL!
Penah ke mek naik Business Class TAK PERNAH minum bende nih!? Favorite!
Itiew lah dia TANGAN Dato' R (Tangan udah lerrr...) Heheheh very der daddy daddy hairy gorilla itiew bebulus! LOL!
Lepas landed, nyeh - sweet ke tak sweet, tolong amikkan beg mek nih. Mrasalah time tu mamat yang duduk 1D yang dari dalam flight dok tgk perangai belungkas (eh, ke beluncas?) mek ngan Dato' R tu, dah mula jeling² semacam dah kat mek. SEE!? MEK juga mangsa. Bukan mek goda Dato' R tu pong! URGH! Ke dia jeles sebab dia tak dapat duduk sebelah Dato' R itiew? (MRASALAH mamat duduk 1D tu mek tau dia tidoq kat Holiday Villa katanya on business meeting!)
Dato' R by the way - dok Loq Staq jugak! LOL!
So lepas dah disembark semua, kami went on our seperate ways la kan. Dia sah² la berkuncu bagai semua menyambut dia kat arrival hall. MEK? Menantikan ketibaan AYAHANDA terchenta katanya mai amik mek! LOL!
Dalam kete mek DIAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM jer tatau pasai pa. By the time mek nak sampai umah, mek tanya -
"Bapak, bapak kenai Dato R dak?"
"Dato' R mana?" Mati la tak tau bakal menantu - OPPS!
"Ala - Dato' R, KCS itiew?" KCS - Kedah Civil Servant - and by the way, mek dinch la cakap ITIEW kat father mek. It was ITU la! LOL!
"Oooowwww kenaiii kenaiii... awat...?"
"Tadak pa pa lah - dia dok sebelah tadik dalam flight" AGAIN - mek propah. Ayat original nye, "Tadak pa pa lah - dia dok sebelah J dalam flight tadi... "MATI LA tannak reveal nama betul! LOL!
Dan maaaaaaaaaati la mek dapat tau rupanya bapak mek dgn Dato' R itiew kawan - nangis! HAHAHAHA!
So sesampainya mek kat umah - mek unpacked, pastu mek kasik lah bende² mek beli kat my mom ngan my dad ngan my sis-in-law and my sis... NAN ADO for my anak² buah and Abang Long! LOL!!!!!!! Lari tapi slow la sikit - dah penat! Hehehehe...
Ini lah dia bebarangans yang mek belik dari Bali - MATI LA ITIEW CERMIN BELL MAKAN HATI TAK DAPAT BELIK! Lari!!!!
So maka dengan itiew, berakhirlah laporan 4D3N mek ke Bali ... sekian... (MATI LA lepas sebulan baru nak habis! LOL!) Tepuk tepuk tangan!!!
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Sunday, February 19, 2006
Bali Trip - Day 3 (Rajin Edition) - hehe, mati lah mek!
January 14th, 2006 - Day 3
Although the program stated that day 3's tour will only start at 10am, still, I've got to get up early around 7nish. Why ek? Sebab I've got meetings with 3 hotels in Kuta along with my agents - hanjeng kan!? Nak kena renew contract rates, view the rooms, have breakfast with each hotel's representative and etc. So nak tak nak, I guess I had to. Semalam already ponteng the meeting with another 2 hotels - so today I though to myself... "No can ponteng² or give excuses anymore...".
I was picked up by my agent at around 8am and we then straight away went for the meeting in Kuta. During the meeting, I couldn't help it - tgk jam, dan terlelap. Tgk jam, and terlelap. Why ek? Probably because I was sleepy sangat kot - or the meeting was a bit tooooo boring. Or, the person yang I had meeting with tu, either membohsankan, or a woman, or a man yang "nan-ado" candiew nya.... KAN!? Dah la tu, otak asiklah terpikir... "Ape lah my four guests tgh buat sekarang? Baru lepas mandian² dan siap²an nak pi breakfast? Ahhhh bestnye!"
But I really had fun enjoying 3 times breakfast in 3 different hotels - aiseh, there goes my diet I say. LOL! As I was enjoying breakfast, my agent asked whether I would like to join my guests for today's tour. At first I wanted to skip - boleh la feeling pergi uruts² ker or what not kan.... But later, when I received an sms from my friend,
"Nyeh... ko ikut kitaorang dak tour hari ni?"
Then I replied,
"Tah la u ols. Mek masih meeting sundal! Tak sure whether I could ikut ke idak... maybe u ols proceedon sajorks, ek?"
"Ahhh! Tak kire! Sentap ahhh kalau kau tak ikut! Tak kecoh ah!!! Join ler!!!"
I felt like... 'Kang aku tak ikut, sentap bebetul kang, naya ja. Kang kalau ikut pulak, mek pulak penat... hmmmm... decisions... decisions... Hiks!" So I told my agent, after the transport amik my guests at Nusa Dua, ask them to stop by dekat Kuta ni and pick me up but don't tell my guests yang they're picking me up. Sebab I told my friend that am not going. Heheheeh... drama Q. Whatelse! LOL!
10.30am plus², they arrived at Kuta Paradiso Hotel, the last hotel I had breakfast tu la kan, and I joined my guests. My friends ade jugak muka happy that I managed to join them tapi tetap kekwat nih,... "Kaaaata tannak join lah itu la ini la?" Hehe. Rasa macam nak jer cakap... "Owhhh kekwat ek!? ENCIK (referring to the transport driver), berhentikan saya disinik sajork!" hehehe... tapi tak pulak - sah sah ikut sekali sebab today acara nak pi melawat TANAH LOT - tak pergi, rugi beb!
It's like, kalau dah ke Bali tapi dinch ke Tanah Lot, might as well tak yah pi langsung Bali itiew, KAN? So anyways, from Kuta, kitaorang tak der lah gi straight ke Tanah Lot. Kitaorang gi ke Bedugul dulu. Tak ingat ape yang berlaku as mek fell asleep (AGAIN) along the way. Tup², sampai dosi. Had international-buffet-lunch dulu kat sitiew. The food was somewhat like makanan yang diserved yesterday kat Kintamani itiew tapi ade lah bezanye sikit dari segi rasa.
Mek Haine - feeling model utk mek! Hiks! SUKE!
SAME sort of dishes tapi different taste! MRASA!
The Satay was good though... NOTE no more Stay Babis Gulings! LOL!
Sempat mengabadikan kenangan depan restaurant itiew! MEK ALLLLWAYS kena duduk center! Vencis lah!
Later, lepas dosi lunchies, kitaorang visited Taman Ayun Temple, Lake Beratan and Ulun Danu Temple (yesss, semuanya in one place katanya). The view was magnifique!!! Sangat² u ols! According to our guide, katanya, usually by 4pm, kabus mula memenuhi disetiap pelusuk kawasan tasik ini - and cuacanya, aiyoh! Sejuk. Suka lah!
Cantik kan view nih?
Ade this group main ape tah - ikat terung katanya kat pinggang utk gerakkan the bola - LAWAK gilos!
Mek, sis-in-law kawan mek and hubbynya... Fiebs merembeskan nengok avang²s cam gitiew?
Poster siap 15 minit katanya! Mujur mek dinch drag - kalau idak, MEK NAK JUGAK!
Mek suke pic nih - feeling tau!
And lepas snappy² pics sana sinik, kitaorang proceed ke Bedugul Market.
Katanya 15mins stop - NAH!!! Mrasalah 30 minutes jadiknya! LOL! Mek
pong sama naik - shopping seluar belah belah itiew? LOL!Neat jer mek nengok packaging nih semua, KAN?
Bedegul Market
Bedegul Market
Lepas tu, baru kiteorang proceed to Sukawati Market - haiyoh! SHOPPING LAGI katanya! Havessslah!!!
SUKAHATI Market - sesuka hatinye sis-in-law kawan mek cakap SUKAHATI MARKET! LOL!
While kat Sukawati itiew (Sis In Law kawan mek sesuke hati dia jer cakap SUKAHATI MARKET - dah la yesterday org gi KINTAMANI dia sesuka hati cakap KINABATANGA! Haiyoh! MEK HAINEEE MEK HAINEE! Lariiiiiiiiiiiiii!) kitaorang met Joe 4U2C itiew. At first mek dinch prasan who he was, not until my friend nih la... "EH! That's Joe 4U2C" And then mek was like... "JOE WHO!?" Ok lah - not bad looking katanya in real (tah - pernah ke me looked at him dalam media cetak ke tv ke ape ke, kan? LOL!) Yang penting, sempat mek ngan dia bersembang2, dan mek as usual sempat feeling2 tapi LUPA nak mintak nombor phone katanya (or kasik number phone kat dia) - Tah lah, dah la my friend cakap ado nampak signs yang he was interested (interested in what? ADEEE LAH!). Haiii - feeling punya pasal, nahhh - semua lupa! LOL! Tapi we had fun lah kat Sukawati tu, sesukahati sajork mek spent like more than, RM200 kat situ alone! Beli itu ini! Macam²! LOL! Yang penting, ade satu bende yang mek beli, my friend SENTAP sebab mek borong all 5, last stock katanya - so my friend, tak sempat nak beli. Dah la tak sempat nak beli, TAK SEDAR pon kewujudan bendealah tu kat situ. Ape kebende? CERMIN! Hehehe nanti mek tunjuk pics cermin itiew, probably on the last entry kot.
Then kitaorang rushed to Tanah Lot sebab kaedahnya dosi mau malam, takut tak sempat nak nengok sunset. Dan YEERRRLAH! Memang tak sempat sangat pon sebab by the time kitaorang sampai, it was almost like, dah gelap dosi! But still, kitaorang sempat view the magnifique temple on the rock, kocakkan ombak yang dingin and also beautiful scenary!
Temple on the Rock kat Tanah Lot
Mek suka lah pic nih! Siap boleh buat desktop background/ wallpaper katanya! Mrasa!
And then kitaorang returned to Nusa Dua. TAPI SEMPAT stop kat Bali PLANET HOLLYWOOD - shopping lagi! Mati la mati!
Posing dengan seluar baru belik ok! Beli kat itiew Bedegul Market tu ler... LOL!
Lepas tu, stopped for dinner kejap, nasik padang again katanya! (YER! Kali ini dinch lupa nak snappy² pics lagi dah! LOL!) Then back to the hotel terus, dengan plastic bags berdoyon² kaedahnya. Owh yes - since mek CONFIRM beg yang mek bawak tu tak akan mampu menampong semua bende²alah yang mek dosi belik tu, kitaorang stopped kat this one shop, before masuk ke area hotel, utk beli - BEG katanya! Jgn memain! LV sundal! Mrasa! LOL!
Dinner 1
Dinner 2
Later that night me went out to Seminyak again. At first semua, all of us nak gi. Tapi biaso lah, last last Sis In Law kawan mek itiew and hubby nye sajork yang ikut mek. Kawan mek ngan laki dia, apa lagi - XXX la itiew! OPPS! Lariiiiiiiiiiiii!
Tapi Seminyak was kindda like a bit lebih happenin' compared to the night before. Tah la - probably Saturday night kot? So sesampainye Seminyak, mek lepak Qbar and Sis In Law kawan mek and hubby dia gi ke another club. Mek lepak² Qbar dari nan ramai orang, sampai lah pack giler! And then sis in law kawan mek itiew and her hubby wanted to balik dulu; I think it was around midnight dah kot. So mek pon relakan diaorang balik dulu. Dan tinggallah mek sengsorang, feeling² kat Kudos. Until mek met Noval Saputra, a 30yo business guy from JKT yang datangnye ke Bali also for the weekend utk beristirehat katanya... LOL!
Lepaked kat Qbar sampai habis show, baru kitaorang (me and Noval's friends semua) gi ke Kudos. Dan kat Kudos, mrasalah mek met 3 familiar faces dalam MAS (stewards la kan) and also BobSani katanya, owner Bleu Bar itiew? HAIYOH! Dia also di Bali katanya dengan bfnya, dosi seminggu! Gilos - seminggu!? So tak per la. Since Noval ade kengkawan dia, mrasalah mek ajak sajork BobSani tu lepak² ngan mek. Until...
Something happened kat Kudos actually malam tu - and it scared the hell out of me. Seriously! At first tak der mende - ramai nih dalam Kudos tu, dancing la, laughing, meminum, lelapak and what not. Noval and me was somewhere outside of Kudos, just outside the main entrance. Tetiber, ramai orang keluar from Kudos and from biasa², terus jadik tolak², menjerit² and dah started lari. BobSani cam sial sangat! Left me terkontang kanting, tapi beers, drinks dia semua botol² tu dia dosi selamatkan, bersama anak² ikannya. Hanjeng sangat kan! Mau mek maki muka dia time² tu jugak! LOL! Mujur ade Noval. Noval tak lepaskan my hands even for one second pong, and kept on pulling me sampai kami managed to keluar to the main road. And waktu nak keluar² tu, dengar la org sebut pasal bomb! NAH! Kecut habis mek dibuatnya - felt like... aiyoh! Don't know what was goin' through my mind waktu tu. Like, a little bit of me HERE, THERE, and EVERYWHERE! Aiyoh! Kecut perut sundal! But it was like after 30 minutes kot, semua settle. Kaedahnye, cam nih.
Ade sorang mamat tu masuk toilet. Dalam toilet tu ade bakul sampah katanya. Sebelah bakul sampah tu ade plastic hitam berikat and round, macam ade isi la dalamnye. Dan asal started memenuhi toilet tu. Started screaming and org semua assumed it was a bomb, BOLEH? Gara² plastic hitam itiew! Tapi depa tak sedar, yang mengeluarkan that smoke, was that waste bin tu, yang ade PUTUNG ROKOK yang kena pada tissue! Mrasalah berasap! HANJENG KAN!? Well - this was told to BobSani yang sebok² pi tanya abang polis ke bomba tah la - tapi yang pasti, he was a chub, and BobSani dosi gilakan dia. HANJENG double time! LOL!
Lepas tu - suasana kembali ceria, but not for me. Selagi mek tak blah, mek masih ragu². Seriously u ols - u don't know how I felt waktu tu. Noval noticed me macam tak comfy. So dia ajak me, Bob, kawan² dia semua - ke Club 66 (diaorang call Double Six dan bukan Sixty Six katanya!LOL!). So mek pon on sajork. Alih² ingatkan nak feeling nak cab. LOL! NAIK MOTOR katanya! Mrasalah mek feeling pompuan desa naik motor - opps! For like RM5 sajork naik motor tu, for a trip like 15 minutes ride - OK LAH TU, kan?
Dan sampai ke Club 66 - mek got 'high' - nih keje si Noval tu lah! Tapi 'high'² mek, mek still dapat ingat apo jadik kat sitiew. By the time kami sampai, it was around 3am kot. Org baru mula nak ramai sebab baru habis dari Kudos/ Qbar. Yeap, muka² samo jugak. Club 66 tu mix crowd I think - straight ado, gay ado, lesssie ado - semua ado sajork. Dan yang penting, dance floor dia, Mak AIIIHH! Vavavoomly besau! MEK SUKE! Dan yang teramat penting, Club 66 is the only club in the world (eh, ke in Asia tatau? Mek kureng ingat dah) yang ado bunjee jumping katanya! Tinggi sundal! I think like 10 storey high? Kot? Hehehe whatever it is - mek yang telah high telah menggilakan diri pi try bunjee jumping itiew, yang menjunam masuk ke dalam swimming pool! MEMANG mek gile malam tu! Tak semena² tetiber nak try bunjee jumping! GILA KAN!? Tapi it was an unforgetable experience of my life! GETTING HIGH AND WENT UP 10 STOREY-HIGH FOR BUNJEE JUMPING! LOL!!!
It was aroun 4.30am kot when mek couldn't take it anymore - gile babeng punye high! Sampai Noval had to take me back to Nusa Dua and back to my room... XXX <- Perlu ke citer? NANTI SAJORK! LOL!
Dan itu lah dia - the end of DAY 3 - FINALLY! LOL!
PS: Atas sebab² tertentu, dan bagi menghormati permintaan kawan² merangkap clients mek, mek terpaksa cutout kan bahagian wewajah dalam all pics dalam this entry dan in future Bali Trip entries. Sorry nah... harap dapat memahami. Hiks!
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Wednesday, January 25, 2006
MALAS
I'll
be away for God knows how long - don't question me, don't speculate me.
When I feel like writing again, and when I don't feel MALAS anymore,
I'll write. It is clear to me that no matter what I write, there's
always room for people to bash me up and so for that matter, I might as
well just stop blogging for a while. No, the blog/ site will not be closed
but on the other hand, I yang will stop writing for the time being.
Whats the point of writing/ blogging when I do not have the urge or
passion for it anymore? Blogging like I said used to be a fun thing for
me. Now? Getting up every morning makes me sick thinking... "What's
next?"
In the mean time, take care...
Have Fun Making Fun Of People!
In the mean time, take care...
Have Fun Making Fun Of People!

Bali Trip - Day 3 (Malas Edition)
January 14th, 2006 - Day 3
Draft prepared: January 22nd. "Although the program states that day 3's tour will begin at 10am, still, I've got to get up early around 7nish. Why? I've got meetings with 3 hotels in Kuta. Nak kena renew contract rates, view the rooms, have breakfast with each hotel's representative and etc. So nak tak nak, I guess I had to. Semalam already ponteng the meeting with another 2 hotels - so today I though to myself... "No can ponteng or give excuses anymore...".
I was picked up by my agent at around 8am and we then straight away went for the meeting in Kuta. During the meeting, I couldn't help it - tgk jam, dan terlelap. Tgk jam, and terlelap. Why ek? Probably because I was sleepy sangat kot - or the meeting could be boring. Or, the person yang I had meeting with tu, either membohsankan, or a woman, or a man yang "nan-ado" candiew nya....
But I really had fun enjoying 3 times breakfast in 3 different hotels - aiseh, there goes my diet I say. LOL! As I was enjoying breakfast, my agent asked whether I would like to join my guests for today's tour. At first I wanted to skip. But later, when I received an sms from my friend, I felt like... "Kang tak ikut, sentap. Kang kalau ikut, mek pulak penat... hmmmm... decisions... decisions... Hiks!" So I told my agent, after the transport amik my guests at Nusa Dua, ask them to stop by dekat Kuta ni and pick me up but don't tell my guests yang they're picking me up. Sebab I told my friend that am not going.
10.30am plus², they arrived at Kuta Paradiso Hotel, the last hotel I had breakfast tu la kan, and I joined my guests. My friends ade jugak muka happy that I managed to join them tapi tetap kekwat nih,... "Kaaaata tannak join lah itu la ini la?" Hehe. Rasa macam nak jer cakap... "Owhhh kekwat ek!? ENCIK (referring to the transport dirver), berhentikan saya disinik saja!" hehehe... tapi tak pulak - sah sah ikut sekali sebab today acara nak pi melawat TANAH LOT - tak pergi, rugi beb!"
Currently: Continue... (Sorry I'm only doing this sebab I just had to finish this day 3 and day 4 off. Finishing what I've started; minus the passion for it...)
Went to Bedugul. Had international-buffet-lunch. Later visited Taman Ayun Temple, Lake Beratan and Ulun Danu Temple. And then stopped at Bedugul Market. Proceed to Sukawati Market. Met Joe 4U2C. Then rushed to Tanah Lot. And then return to Nusa Dua. Stopped for dinner, nasik padang again. Then back to the hotel. Later that night went out to Seminyak again. Met Noval Saputra. Lepaked kat Qbar before went to Kudos. And after the bomb-threat scene, continued kat Club 66. Went back to the hotel at 4.30am, with Noval and then zzz.
End of Day 3.

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Draft prepared: January 22nd. "Although the program states that day 3's tour will begin at 10am, still, I've got to get up early around 7nish. Why? I've got meetings with 3 hotels in Kuta. Nak kena renew contract rates, view the rooms, have breakfast with each hotel's representative and etc. So nak tak nak, I guess I had to. Semalam already ponteng the meeting with another 2 hotels - so today I though to myself... "No can ponteng or give excuses anymore...".
I was picked up by my agent at around 8am and we then straight away went for the meeting in Kuta. During the meeting, I couldn't help it - tgk jam, dan terlelap. Tgk jam, and terlelap. Why ek? Probably because I was sleepy sangat kot - or the meeting could be boring. Or, the person yang I had meeting with tu, either membohsankan, or a woman, or a man yang "nan-ado" candiew nya....
But I really had fun enjoying 3 times breakfast in 3 different hotels - aiseh, there goes my diet I say. LOL! As I was enjoying breakfast, my agent asked whether I would like to join my guests for today's tour. At first I wanted to skip. But later, when I received an sms from my friend, I felt like... "Kang tak ikut, sentap. Kang kalau ikut, mek pulak penat... hmmmm... decisions... decisions... Hiks!" So I told my agent, after the transport amik my guests at Nusa Dua, ask them to stop by dekat Kuta ni and pick me up but don't tell my guests yang they're picking me up. Sebab I told my friend that am not going.
10.30am plus², they arrived at Kuta Paradiso Hotel, the last hotel I had breakfast tu la kan, and I joined my guests. My friends ade jugak muka happy that I managed to join them tapi tetap kekwat nih,... "Kaaaata tannak join lah itu la ini la?" Hehe. Rasa macam nak jer cakap... "Owhhh kekwat ek!? ENCIK (referring to the transport dirver), berhentikan saya disinik saja!" hehehe... tapi tak pulak - sah sah ikut sekali sebab today acara nak pi melawat TANAH LOT - tak pergi, rugi beb!"
Currently: Continue... (Sorry I'm only doing this sebab I just had to finish this day 3 and day 4 off. Finishing what I've started; minus the passion for it...)
Went to Bedugul. Had international-buffet-lunch. Later visited Taman Ayun Temple, Lake Beratan and Ulun Danu Temple. And then stopped at Bedugul Market. Proceed to Sukawati Market. Met Joe 4U2C. Then rushed to Tanah Lot. And then return to Nusa Dua. Stopped for dinner, nasik padang again. Then back to the hotel. Later that night went out to Seminyak again. Met Noval Saputra. Lepaked kat Qbar before went to Kudos. And after the bomb-threat scene, continued kat Club 66. Went back to the hotel at 4.30am, with Noval and then zzz.
End of Day 3.

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When everything is just "SPEKULASI"...
"Mak speku lah kebenaran dalam cerita dia tu - mak rasa bukan cam tu the story should have been..."
"I believe that he's just making it all up to make it look fancy, don't you think?"
"Ape buktinye Nyeh? No pics just words? Ceh - I doubt la..."
"Isn't it obvious everything that she ever said was just fictional? Tah la u ols. Mek speku sajor..."
SPEKU SPEKU SPEKU - everything is just speculation, right? Lets see - what is SPEKU @ Speculation? Speculation is just merely assumining things - assuming when u're in doubt of something. Yeap, it's that simple. So, yeah, what harm can a simple speculation do to someone? Follow up this entry and you'll find out the answer.
Often speculations are made when certain people have doubts over something, or simply put, speculations are there when certain party or individuals either have doubts over things that they've talked about, or discussed, or blogged? Or they feel uneasy with certain subjects or perhaps, speculations arises when they disagree about something. For "A" to say "B" is just making stories up or maybe "A" disagree or in doubt about something discussed by "B" is probably too much and not right. So instead, why not do speculations - at least that will make others think over the speculated subject ie the subject made by "B". So what harm can speculations do to "B"?
- 1. "B" gets hurt.
- 2. "B" feels that "A" doesn't trust him/ her.
- 3. "B" could be losing his/ her self confidence.
- 4. "B" may be embarraced with the fact that "A" has been speculating about things he/ she have said and thanks to "A", it's all over town by now?
- 5. Why do I have this feeling 4 harms are just about enough for now?
I think that Speculating is just like Questioning, right? Questioning or, hm... what's that word again? Ah yes, in doubts. And when you're in doubt, the word TRUST can't be used, right? For if you trust someone, you wouldn't be questioning things and wouldn't be throwing speculations, correct?
What are the things that we SPEKU a lot everyday - a lot! But in this entry, lets take a look at one fine example which apparently happened to me. No, not me speculating - it's me who has been speculated; in other words, I'm that "B" - the one that people don't trust or have doubts in.
-Speculating about the truth of my blog ie. my entries-
The blog heading clearly states; "Stories of my life; I write, you read... and that's the way it is! Face it!..." - did I see anything about "STORIES OF MY LIFE, I WRITE AND U SPECULATE?" No, I don't think so. Over and over again I think that MOST of my entries in my blog are based purely on my experiences in life; doesn't matter whether it's about my PAST TENSE drag life, or my work and social life, or any current events or happenings. Most of it (NOTE: I didn't say all, MOST of it) are writen only because I've experienced it - regardless whether its with pictures or 'non-ado-pictures' in it.
Writing has been like a new passion for me. It has filled up my empty life and I found it (I STILL do) very interesting, to spend some 2 3 hours in front of the pc and start typing stuffs ie. blogging. But all that hard typing goes into the trash (eventhough it has been published) when people speculate what I write. Most of the time, THE REASON why they speculate is simply because...
"Owh look - it's that 100% words-only entry. No pictures to prove that the story is true. So I doubt its true - well, it's just another speculations..."
JUST another speculations? Do you not see that 4 HARMS that I could be going through from your "JUST ANOTHER SPECULATIONS?" I feel I've wasted my time and efford trying to SHARE things with people. It's true like the Malay saying... "KERANA NILA SETITIK ROSAK SUSU SEBELANGA" - One speculation, over 100s of support, could end up in the drain too you know. I've lost that PASSION for writing these few days lately. Why? Need I say more about it?
What I do not understand is this - a blog entry, with photos, shows that it's true. An entry based on experience, WITHOUT photo, means nothing and just another fictional story. WHY? Isn't it possible to write something and simply cut and paste some photos found on the internet and include it in the entry just to prove its true? It IS possible - well, I'm just SPECULATING, am I not?
Lately I see there like tons and tons of people speculating around me. (no, am not JUST talking about speculations about my blog now; this one I meant as general). And the worse part is, those 'people' who speculates around us, would be the ones whom we call, FRIENDS. I'm sorry, which part of the FRIENDSHIP rules that states "A FRIEND NEEDS TO SPECULATE?". I've missed out that point, can someone refresh my brains? And COMING BACK to speculations about my blog entries - those speculations made actually came from people I call FRIENDS. Isn't that EXCITING?
"Ala nyah - orang gurau speku jer la... tu pun nak makan hati..."
"Ala adik² cam tu la kan - nak emo..."
"Nyeh, kami nih kawan. Tak per la nak speculate. Lain la orang kita tak kenal nak speculate, confirm mak sentap nyah. Tapi dengan kawan², apa la sangat?"
WRONG! It hurts even more having FRIENDS speculating things, compared to speculations coming from strangers. For me, speculations coming out from strangers means nothing much if compared to FRIENDS. I don't know who those strangers are - and for that matter, I don't think I should be giving serious thoughts about what the speculations are (although most of the time being me, I still DO CARE for strangers comments or speculations). It's not my concern (which proves why nowadays the number of LALAT CHATTERS, LALAT BLOGGERS and LALAT COMMENTS are increasing drastically. WHY? Lalat would says "WELL, kalau aku comment or chat using my nickname, MY FRIENDS will surely kenal. Baik aku jadik LALAT. THAT WAY MY FRIEND will not know I spekukan entry dia or chat di tagboard dia... so I will be safe from dicarutkan...")
Anyways, my concern is that sometimes, speculations come from your own FRIEND which apparently makes me sad. It hurts. It's like your friend is questioning about the truthfulness of your entry, or better still, in doubt of your entries - simply because it's too DRAMA, or it's soo FAIRY TALE sound/ look alike, or the best reason, NO PICS maaa... so mesti dia speku, KAN? I don't know *Sigh*. Sometimes I don't know why people love to speculate when they know that speculations can cause PROBLEMS and MISS UNDERSTANDINGS instead of bringing FUN.
My blog is basically like my life - I wonder, to those yang love to speculate - do you guys know that you could hurt someone's feeling when you speculate about that someone's life? Ok - you might say...
"Ala, speculate about blog entry, perlu ke sentap?"
True. Takkan nak sentap over a small speculations? But what if you over do it? Don't you care about other people's feeling? Sure, all you care for is that "SPECULATING IS FUN, DON'T YOU THINK? IT'S EVEN BETTER THAN SEX - WE GET TO LAUGH!" - NOPE... it's not for me. I mean, speculating a lil'bit is probably acceptable, but too much? Think about it.
And what's worse, when you speculate about me or my blog, which SOMETIMES apparently RELATES to someone else - hey, you're hitting two birds with one stone. Congratulations. Speculating about the blog entries is one thing. But speculating about one's personal affair or life, which apparently involves another person (obviously), means that you're hurting not one but two person at the same time - something to be proud of aih? Speculations; if its true, so be it. But what if what you speculate isn't true?
What is this? Another one of those "from the bottom of my broken toilet bowl" entries again? You can say that again. I wonder whether if LL is seriously hurt, or she's just playing her role as the DRAMA QUEEN OF THE YEAR again?... Hmmm... put on your thinking caps, but don't use ur brain, just put on that cap - and lets SPEKU!
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