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Sunday, January 08, 2006

Bangkok Trip - Day 3 (Part 2) and Day 4

Click HERE to read Bangkok Trip - Day 3 (Part 1)

December 25th, 2005 - Day 3 PART 2

Yes u ols! Mrasalah mek dosi kembalik with part 2 and also sambungan terus menerus ke Day 4 (WELL IT'S ABOUT TIME la kan! HAHAHA!) So anyways, dalam part nih, mek akan citerkan panglaman mek selepas 1/2 jam rehat dalam bilik hotel on day 3 itiew, serta - my final day, Day 4.

So lepas memandian memandaan siap siapan segala bagai semua, mek pon, memulakan langkah dipersada mek dan keluar membinatangkan diri lagik katanya - hiks! Kalau tadik (in part 1) mek pergi merelaxkan diri di massage centre, mrasalah kali ini mek ke itiew sawana.

Basically, mek have a rough idea la kot how the place would be. Probably sebab mek dosi ade experiences ke sawana² di overseas, tetempat lebih vast like London, Amsterdamn, Frankfurt, Sydney, Melbourne (the list goes on actually. Hiks!) So mek tak der lah rase pa per sangat - cuma mek teruja to go to these places kat Bangkok piuler sebab aim nye, for Asian look la kan. So dalam listing mek, mek dosi ade beberapa tempat yang mek plan nak pergi...

Babylon
Soi Nantha off Sathorn Soi 1, 02-213-2108.



From the Malaysia Hotel parking lot make two right turns and a left (8 minute walk). World famous men's complex and sauna. Gym, restaurant, disco, internet access, jazz performances, parties. Facilities including swimming pool, sauna, steam, jacuzzi, dark maze, large gym, disco, fantasy spaces, private cabins and hotel rooms (in their Barracks section). International crowd.

Sauna Mania

35/2 Soi Pipat 2 (off Soi Convent), Silom, 01-817-4073.

Same lane and 5 or 6 blocks away from Eat Me Art Restaurant. Nearest Sky train station is Sala Daeng Station; MRT is Silom Station. Smaller then Chakran but nice and very clean. Entrance is on the 2nd floor. Dark rooms/maze on 3rd floor; steam, sauna and shower area and deck on 4th floor; and another deck on 5th floor.

39 Underground
Phahonyothin Soi 39 (between the Saphan Kwai Sky Train Station and Pradiphat Rd), 02-279-1511.

From the Saphan Kwai Sky Train Station, take Exit 1 and walk towards Pradiphat Rd, then take the 2nd lane on the right after AMB bank (less then 3 minutes). You will see the big sign for 39 Underground at the end of this small short lane. G/F has lockers, steam, sauna; 2/F has TV and a tiny gym area; 3/F dark rooms, 4/F roof top cruising area (most are not shy there). Cheap admission and popular with the local Thai crowd.

Chakran
32 Soi Ari 4, Phaholyothin 7 (5 minutes walk from V-Club and close by the Ari Sky Train Station), 02-279-1359, 02-278-5310



This multi-story facility features swimming pool and large jacuzzi, steam and dry saunas, well-equipped gym, restaurant, poolside lounge, private cabins, mazes and video theater. Beautifully designed with exotic details, textures and colors -- a leisure and pleasure oasis.

Ok - enuff sunda info-gibek yang dibawa secara past tense oleh Nurlea Laurielle di http://www.lealaurielle.blogdrive.com! AHAKS!

So so, mek dok budget lah nak pi either one of these 4 places. Semuanya mek baco macam ala² menariques sangat. Tapi mek had to narrow down la kan kepada 1. Takkan la mek nak masuk semua sawana dalam masa beberapa jam sajo? Mau nya mek kempot. So mek pon narrow la down - since mek di Silom/ Suriwongse, mek budget tannak pergi jauh². Mrasalah Chakran dan 39 Underground itiew jauh katanya, walaupun Chakran yang mek rasa paling VA VA VOOM! So nak buat cam mano, lain kali la kot kan. So that leaves only Babylon and Sauna Mania. Sauna Mania tu kirenye lebih dekat dari Babylon, sebab Sauna Mania itiew very der kat Convent Street itiew, just sebelah Silom sajo. Jalan also sampai. Tapi memandangkan reputasi Babylon itiew melerts, dan since it's not as far as Chakran and  39 Underground, so mek cakap, why not pi Babylon... DULU. (Note the word DULU yer. HEHEHE!) So mek pon pi la - naik itiew tut tut katanya. Hanjeng sangat. WHY? The driver tu very der kasar sunggoh bawak tut tut itiew. Dah la muka tak candiew! Kalau candiew, leh la mek makhapkan, kan?! HEHEHE.

So sesampainya mek di Babylon, (well actually the tut tut pon dinch hui di manakah Babylon itiew WALAUPUN mek kasik dia map segala bagai nih! Tapi I think since the map was in English, mrasalah tak gherti baca, KAN?). So in the end, the tut tut dropped me off kat Hotel Malaysia itiew. So mek pon jalan la pi Babylon. MEMANG meriah sundel! Vast sangat buildingnya (ok, I might just be a little bit TOOO exaggerating katanya tapi it's true la, memang elok pon building nye dari luar, tapi tak der lah VA VA VOOMLY VAST katanya, kan!?! Hehehe) So anyways, mek gaya nak masuk sajo, terdetik hati mek suruh pi tempat lain. TAK TAU pasai pa sundel! Seriously, like, BERAT sangat nak masuk. Macam, could it be the entrance fee? THB250? Or mek tgk yang dok lepak kat ground floor tu semua cam hadek² sajo, which automatically turned me off kot? TAH LAH - yang penting, mek jeling pi jeling mai, amik businesscard kat entrance counter itiew, and then tahan tut tut dan pi balik ke Convent Street. MOTIF!? Mek pon tak pasti - serious u ols. Macam tingtongs sangat kan!? Tapi yang penting, mek dosi tahu kat mana itiew Babylon! Tak pa - next time ado lagiks. Hiks!

So tak per lah - mek pon pi la ke Convent Street tu dan cari SAUNA MANIA (sesuai - mania? Maniac? MEK MEMANG TGH TINGTONG elok sangat la masuk sitiew! LOL!) Jalan nak masuk ke arah Sauna Mania itiew very der macam perkampungan, and kalau sekali pandang, tak prasan pon the building tu is actually Sauna Mania itiew. Mek terpaksa ikut sorang mamat depan mek nih yang mek budget gibek also, dan dia laju sajo masuk ke building tu. Mek celikkan mata mek besaq², nah - memang betoi pon - SAUNA MANIA!

Entrance fee was way way cheaper dari Babylon (I VONDER VHY hmmmm) -THB105. That's like, RM10? Otot² pong dosi RM25, kan? RM10 nih dah macam U2 and LEO in Penang, OPPS! Tapi... jgn tak tahu - biarpon THB105, tapi the place, AIYOH! MEREMBES!!! Meletop sundel! Mujuq mek tak masuk Babylon, kalau idak sia² THB250 katanya, sedangkan mek boleh bayao THB105 ke Suana Mania itiew.

1st floor (ground flood NAN ADO. Dari Ground floor itiew, naik tangga, ke 1st floor... baru jumpa entrance) - lepas masuk entrance dia, ado la gym space (mek rase skadar cukup syarat jer depa buat tempat gym tu, macam lahhh orang nak pi sangat! Sah sah dari pi Gym, baik pi 'pump' kat atas, KAN? Opps!) and there were lockers, loads of them. Naik 2nd floor, itiew are bilik gelap itiew - got loads of rooms and etc. Naik satu lagi floor, ermm... japs jap mek nak ingat. Owh yes, saunas, steam room, shower room, dark room katanya, and open space area within lush greenery scene... siap ade kasik minum and makan nih! MEK SUKE! Naik 4th floor, erm, ape ek? Owh yes - HUTAN katanya diaorang buat landscape melerts sundel! Ala² mung mau feeling maing dalam hute? PI LA NAIK ATAS TU! HAHAHAHA! Tarzan katanya! LOL!

The place was not bad - (tak payah la mek detailkan apo mek buat, tak der maaaaaaaaknenye pong kalau mek bagi tau pong!) tapi YANG PENTING, kul 7.00pm, ade announcement katanya ala² inflight announcement itiew. TAPI MRASALAH IN THAI! Haram satu patah pong aku tak paham. Pongprang pongprang - aku dok ingat ape kes semua orang dok turun. Waktu tu mek kat floor ke tiga kot, tgh dok baring2 sambil isap rokok... Pastu mek tgk semua orang rushing nih turun nih. Awat tatau!? Mek pon pi la CIO (check it out!). RUPO²nya, 2nd floor yang hosts many many many many rooms and all dark segalanya itiew, RUPANYA, SUDAH MENJADI ZONE BOGEL! Ewww! YES you ols - NO TOWELS ALLOWED KATANYA! Hanjeng kan!? Ngeri ok tapi TETAP LAH mek kepit dan jalan² dalam itiew - OPPS! LOL!

And so, selepas makan 2 kali, dan 'makan' 2 kali jugek - opps!, by 8.45pm nearly 9pm, mek pon berambus balik katanya. Jerit "AKU PUAS"? Addinch kali ini. Kali ini mek jerits, "YES U OLS! MEK BERJAYA MENGAPOM! Oppps!" Lariiiiiiiiiiiiiii!

Lari pi mana? BALIK HOTEL la sundel! Mek pon balik la pi hotel nih. Mandi manda kasik bersih bagai semua, had some juice with some bread katanya pengalas perut (LAPAR LAGI KATANYA!) - then mek pergi la ke Silom road itiew, kat one of those Soi Siloms again. Yeap, TELEPHONE lor, mana lagik! HIKS! Tapi tak lama sebab mek suddenly had that urge nak pi tgk show katanya... And so lepas minum, mek pon pi la Twilight Zone kat Suriwongse itiew. Dan malam tu, mek determined sangat nak masuk BOY BANGKOK! Nahhhh! PILIHAN TEPAT! Heheeh...

Mek kan dok gila nak tgk SHOW as in real, diva SHOW/ dance show kan semenjak mek sampai BKK? ASIK LAHHH tiap² malam dok tgk show ciknek ciknek ciknek! Hish! Hiks! So bila mek masuk Boy Bangkok, mek tau dah mek akan dapat tgk show diva sebab bile mek baru nak masuk tu, ade dua orang diva drag nih, baru dok masuk, tapi dosi siap² dah rambut wig extension dress bagai semua ni. So mek tau la memang ade show, kan? So ok lah - mek pon masuk dan duduk senyap² kat this one side, terperonyot dari khalayak umum katanya. HEHEHE..

So sebelum show tu start, biasa lah - Go Go Boys tu belambak la dok parade of nations atas stage itiew. Tapi ONE of them captured my eyes. Standing at somewhere around 5'9" kot, body MUSKUL BERKETAK katanya, muka MELAYU HABESSS!!! Senyum cair sangat mek nengok! HAIYOH! MEK SUKE!... (HARAP MAKHAP. SIARAN TERGENDALA. STORY MORY PASAL KES INI AKAN DIBAWAK KE MINGGU HADAPAN SELEPAS MEK BALIK DARI BALI KOT... DALAM... "MEMOIRS OF A GO GO BOYS"? - maaaaaaaaati la ade sambungan katanya pasal mamat nih! LOL! Mesti la u ols. EXCLUSIVE ok sebab ade part² perchentaan katanya! Opss!)

So anyways, back to pasal show ni. Lepas 1/2 jam kot mek duduk nunggu dengan penuh kesabaran, yes - show pon bermula. MEK SUKE u ols! Costumes MELETOP! Accessories MELETOP! Diva² diaorang walaupun HADEK² gibek, TETAP MELETOP SUNDEL!!!! Show diaorang MEMANG world class! Lagu² R&B katanya! Menari penuh steps nih! MEK SUKE! Lip Sync dengan penuh drama dan ketepatan! MEK SUJUD! Cantik sangat! And it was WORTH watching!!! (it was even worth going to Boy Bangkok sebabkan itiew Abang Pitt - OPPPS! Siapa kah? BRAD PITT kah? DINCH CERITS SEKARANG! Tunggu la mek balik dari BALI nanti - mek akan buat entry "Memoirs of A Go Go Boy"... hmmm, ataupon... "One Night Romance with A Go Go Boys?" Hmmm - tgk la. Nanti mek decide on the title tapi yang pasti, it's all about seorang mamat ni yang telah mengetepikan $$$ kerna CINTA katanya! OPPS! Sabar nah - tunggu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

Jadi temanya mlm itu, or should I say, the whole day, was VERY VERY VERY memuaskan hati! MEK SUKE SANGAT! Dari pagi saaaaaaaaaaaaaampai la ke malam, saaaaaaaaaampai la ke pagi hari ke 4 itiew, haiiiii - WORTH IT! MEK SUKE! Mek balik hotel lepas show tu pon, dosi after midnight katanya nearly 2.30am. And my pick up ke airport was at 4.45am. So... eh, sat - ni dah masuk day 4 punye part nih. Chup chup chup!!!!

December 26th, 2005 - Day 4

So anyways, by the time mek dosi sampai balik bilik, it was 2.30am kot. Pompangpompangpompang (mati la percintaan atas katil!), dahhhh kul 4am. JUST nice mek siap² packing, mandi semua siap², terus mek check out dan amik cab ke airport (yes, ditemani Abang Pitt itiew sampai ke taxi sundel - Zack@Mamy, jgn jeles nah! LOL!) Sedey sangat u ols (bukan bab nak balik, tapi tingalkan cintankiew itiew) but what to do, mek terpaksa baliks. Kalau idak, haiiii - nahas aku! So mek pon balik lah naik cab tu, classss! Cab guna VIOS nih, sapa nak jawab!?!?!?!

Sampai jer airport, mek check in - bayar tax semua, pastu, mek terus masuk dan carik the pintu berlepas mek (NO, bukan nak masuk lagi. Sah sah baru kul brapa? Flight mek kui 7.10am sundel! HEHEHE) and mek carik tempat menunggu tu dan mek... BARING DAN TIDUR! Ngantuks ok! Tapi mek ala² tidur tak brapa nak lelap la, asik² terjaga, asik² terjaga - yer la. RISAU la kalau tertinggal flight katanya, kan? Hehehe - dan mek lepas tu board the flight, dan terus TAK INGAT APA DAH dalam flight tu sebab mek tidurans mampos tak hengat donia dah. Penat ok!

Volks - notice anything? HEHEHEHE...

Lengang saaangattt airport BKK pagi tu - mrasalah mek antara yang terawal katanya! LOL!

Mek suke sangat konsep airport BKK nih yang mengekalkan tradisi Siam mereka itiew...


And by the time sampai KUL, mek macam 50-50 nak balik terus AOR ke, or mek nak stay dulu. Sebab asalnya janji katanya nak buat pot-luck lunch bersama tagboard chatters mek kat umah Volks. TAPI mrasalah NAN ADO katanya. SO mek decided nak balik terus. Pi la nak belik ticket KUL-AOR. HAIYOH! Katanya airport masih tutup! Haiii, tak habis² lagik ke banjirans itiew!? HISH! Terus mek terpaksa balik kot Penang. Tapi flight ke Penang, Economy Class semua penuh ok sampai ke ptg. Terus mek sentap, dah la dgn penatnye and tak cukup tidur bagai, mek belik jer Business Class. Hanjeng sangat! Mrasalah melayang lagik duit haku! Tapi tak per, mek lepak² kat Golden Lounge, melantak tak hengat dunia nih! Yer la, dah lamo tak makan meal MH, kan? HEHEHE...

Suasana dalam flight ex BKK ke KUL - surammm sajo pagi itiew, kan?

Nih waktu dalam Golden Lounge KLIA itiew - Mek nak snappy² gambar sorang abang itiew dibalik tiang itiew tapi mrasalahhhh tak menjadik! Upset!

My cup of hot black tea one sugar with lemon slice! HEHEHE...

Close up - yeap; mek tgh boring! LOL! Notice, TEASPOONnye diletakkan disebelah yang salah katanya! It was supposed to be on the right, bawah telinga cawan itiew. HEY! Training school mana this leading stewardieee nih pogi, ek!?


And I got on the 2pm punye flight. The flight was ok; the Leading Steward was hadek² (OBVIOUS sangat), the Business Class stewardess was OK laaarrr, the rest of the Economy class crew semua stewardess; mek dinch makan pon since mek dosi melantak bagai vavis dalam lounge tadik (besides, save la siket kerej crew tu kan! Hehehe) - mek hanya orderan hot lemon tea sajo. EY was full, GCC (Business Class) was, ok la - tak der lah full sangat. 15 out of 16 seats, mrasalah seat sebelah mek dinch ado orang. Alhamdulillah. HEHHE boleh mek campak bebarangs mek atas seat tu sajo. HEHEEH... and by the time mek dosi sampai ke PEN, Hazel and Zack@Mamy pon dah on the way nak pick me up kat airport. Mrasalah TUNGGU lagi katanya, kan? HEHEHEEH - and lepas tu, lepas mek telah dihambel mereka berdua, mrasalah mek dengan depa singgah ke U2 - OPPPPPS!

Dan selepas dah habis menjanakan tenaga di U2, kami pong pulang ke AS (haiyoh - so ayat skema lagi katanya! LOL!)

Dan dengan itiew, maka, TAMAT lah laporan  4 days 3 nights mek ke Bangkok (HUREYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!)

PS: Pics² dalam Day 1, Day 2 - semuanya will be back as per normal by 10th Jan ni. Harap maklum memaklumi... hehehe...

PS2: Dan nantikan sekembalinya mek dari Bali, mek akan publishkan entry pasal jejaka kacukan Kelate-Siam bernama Pitt dalam entry yang masih belom mek dapat figure out tajuk yang sesuai utknye. Hehehee... (mati la aku keje belonggok sekembalinya mek dari Bali nanti! LOL!)



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1st...


Hehehee - mek pon tak sure WHY I wanted to do this entry; dan yang penting, mana mai idea nih pon mek dinch hui. But the thing is, mek TETAP nak do this entry! Mrasa!!! LOL!

1st school: Erm... tadika bukan school kan? That's pre-school kan? Hehehe - so I would have to say SKTU (Che Detz tau kan kan kan? Yerrrr BS dan csi_X pong dosi tahu... LOL!)

1st friend: Aiyak... this one ah. The first friend yang mek bebetul ingat mek started kawan was... yeap, csi_X. We were like friends for ages, kan kan kan Jeebsion kan!?

1st job: Erm... csi_X, wei... apa nama architecture firm bapak Zelman itiew? Kan mek kerej sitiew sikijap lepas SPM. Hurm. Hehehe...

1st Car: Honda Civic 1.6Exi - which went missing the day lepas mek menang Miss KJ 2001  itiew!

1st House: Apartment boleh diamik kire tak? Hehehe...

1st Handphone: Motorola jenis ape tah - yang besar gedabak itiew, yang kalau baling kat hanjeng pon, hanjeng nangis tau!

1st PC: Yang bebetul mine mine mine, was in, erm, 2005? LOL!

1st Laptop: NEC ape tah, 1998. Vole?

1st Organizer: 2002, my uncle gave me one, ape jenis tah...

1st Watch: SWATCH! Hehehe... hadek² sangat! LOL!

1st Diamond Ring: 2000 - mek dapat from 'someone'... ew!!!! Hiks!

1st Beauty Pageant: Miss KJ a.k.a Miss Teen World katanya - 2001

1st Show: 2002 - sila baca Once Upon A Time, I Was That Showgirl episode ke berapa tah!

1st Heels: erm, no... bukan Vincci u ols. Tah kedai ape tah kat Sungai Wang Plaza itiew... hiks!

1st Evening Dress: Kain meter yang dibeli dari itiew Subang Parade, tapi sudah jadik kain lap lantai kat umah gang KJ itiew - LARI!!!!!!!!!!!

1st Wig: Bukan Scarlet, bukan JENNY u ols! - SUNGAI WANG ALSO!

1st Accessories: Mrasalah ALUMINIUM FOIL sajo dibuat choker, rangka crown dan bracelet katanya! LOL!

1st Bra and Panties: Opps! Hehehe... where else? SUNGAI WANG! Itu kedai itiew sebelah Metrojaya itiew! Hiks!

1st Make up: Mek memula ado COMPACT POWDER sajo. Hehehe...

1st Handbag: PS Boutique katanya!

1st Lover:  Aiyoh! Erm... 1997 kots? Hiehehehe...

1st kiss: Hurmm... 1st kiss di pipi? Bibir? Sorry - confidential (abis tu ape kejadahnye mek buat entry nih, KAN!?)

1st F*ck: Oppps! 18SX! Hehehe... (YES YES - mek tak specifically said first time DI f*ck ke or first time kena f*ck, kan?  HAHAH mrasalah speku! - mati la pondan top! LOL!)

1st Sex: Define SEX? Ermm... 1st MALE then 2ndly transformed to FEMALE ke? Ape nih?

1st Time Melacur: MELACUR KATANYA!? Hehehe - kang kalau mek jawab takpernah, mau kena hempuk dengan itiew KJians. Hehehehe... Ala, lite² sugi sajo (tetaplaaaaaa nak purak² mau jadik baik ek? LOL!)




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Don't Want You Back...


Hai, masih belom habis mood nak buat entry bersandarkan liriks - apa kes? Well, at least, I get to let it go bila me buat entry ni, kan? So after much thinking (much thinking ke?), this time mek nak letak lirik ini pulak. Penyanyinya Wallahua'lam ape dah jadi. Tapi mek masih ingatkan penyanyi ini; Elly Campbell katanya. Mek suka sangat lagu ni, walaupun suara dia seacuan la (stereotype), tapi, lirik dia, mek suka... (skadar suke jer la... bukan la fanatic ke ape ke...)

~Don't want you Back!~

Don't want you back

Sorry is the hardest word
And flowers don't say much
Next time I'll find a man
Who ain't got wonderlust
You took me for a fool
Don't call it a mistake
The roses may be real
But baby you're just a fake

I really thought you were the one
Now i'm taking back all my love

Bye bye baby I don't want you back
Read my lips it's time you got the facts
Bye bye baby cause I'm better then that
And now I've found out where you're really at
I don't want you back

So now you're at my door
With flowers in your hand
What part of goodbye
Can't you understand
I know you'd like to find me
Crying over you
I wouldn't waste my tears
I'll find somebody true

I really thought we had it all
But now it's plain to see you're just a fool

Bye bye baby I don't want you back
Read my lips it's time you got the facts
Bye bye baby cause I'm better then that
And now I've found out where you're really at
I don't want you back

And when you're sitting in your lonely room
Remembering the way we used to be
You'll be sorry you were such a fool
I'm going to find someone whose love is just for me

Don't want you back
I don't want you back
I don't want you back
Don't want you back
I don't want you back
I don't want you back
I don't want you back
And now i've found out where you're really at

Bye bye baby I don't want you back
Read my lips it's time you got the facts
Bye bye baby cause i'm better then that
And now i've found out where you're really at

Bye bye baby I don't want you back
Read my lips it's time you got the facts
Bye bye baby cause i'm better then that
And now i've found out where you're really at
I don't want you back

Classic kan? Ala² macam ENUFF! Shuddap Enuff Ban la you from my life - kirenye ek? Hiks. Owh well - just another lyric-entry... enjoy..

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Friday, January 06, 2006

Selenge... Selenge...


Selenge: Woi... kau tidor dah ke?

Liat: Tak der lah. Tgh wide awake nih, tgh berqiamullai!... (walhal dah membuta berair liur basi dah ni...) Ha, apakehal nye tgh² malam buto call aku nih? Tak gherti² ke nak tido?

Selenga: Wei... aku ada masalah dalaman...

Liat: Then, go jumpa pakar sakit jiwa. Dia boleh selesaikan masalah dalaman kau tu. Kau cari aku tgh² malam nih buat apo? Macam la aku boleh tolong sakit jiwa kau tu... *yaaaawwwning*

Selenge: Cam nih ah kawannn! Tannak aahh menguap! Jgn ah tido! Macam la esok ko keje! Wei, dengar ah ni. Masalah nih!!!

Liat: Yer yer yer apo dia - cakap ajo lah... aku dgr ni... (sambil mata tertutuppejam rapat ni walaupun tangan masih liat malas memegang hpnya...)

Selenge: I got f*%ked just now...

Liat: Owh really? Congratulations...

Selenge: NO! Maksud aku, REALLY - I got scewed up in the a#@ tadi!!!

Liat: LA, betul la aku cakap, hanjeng! - congratulations! Welcome to the "I'm Not A Whore Not A Virgin Either" club. Me selaku pengurusi zaman berzaman, welcomes you with an open a&*!

Selenge: SIAL!

Can you imagine? Selenge tu terujaly EXCITED about getting his first f**k after 28 years of living (out of which, 10 years of being a gay); hmmm ataupun he was like terujaly WORRIED about his first experience getting nailed down in the ass?

But believe me, being SELENGE, 10 year lepas jadik gay and baru get his 1st f**k, it can be quite a gabra moment. Not that it really matters though, in fact, dia memang hidup as a gay pun for all these years kan. Tapi the 1st f*#k? Aiyoh!

Perubahan dalam sesuatu perkara can sometimes be taken in a positive manner, and sometimes people cannot take that changes positively, jadik lah mereka amik semua perkara tu negatively. Well in this case, I'm sure Selenge would be a total SLUT if dia take things positively, kan? Macam... "How was your 1st F^*k?" and kalau dia replied "Ok jer..." - seriously, dia memang slut! Kalau org yang takpernah getting nailed in the a** kan, 1st time tu, mesti lah either sakit ker, tak comfy ke, ape ke, kan? So in this case, Selenge was just being, erm, NORMAL kot? So we cannot blame Selenge for being, erm, worried? Here's the sambungan...

Liat: Jadi apa masalah kau nih?

Selenge: Ade beberape la jugak masalahnya...

Liat: Yer la, such as?

Selenge: I didn't enjoy it...

You might wanna ask... wtf!? He enjoyed being a top for 10 year, and bile jadik bottom and getting nailed for the first time, dia tak enjoy? Well - siapa cakap being a top, you kena enjoy jadik bottom as well? Kalau ade theory cam tu, mrasalah semua orang FLEXI sebab org flexi enjoys being a top and a bottom, kan? So for Selenge, he obviously tak suke jadik bottom. Why?

Selenge: Tah la, aku rasa sebab sakit kot? And aku prefer sondol orang dari biar orang sondol aku...

It is CLEAR to me that Selenge is a natural-born f*%ker! I mean, TOP la. Hanjs tau tak paham² lagi. But kalau dah 10 tahun hidup as top, buang tabiat ke nak jadik bottom tetiber?

Selenge: Tah la, aku tetiber terasa nak tahu how does it feels like to get screwed... and obviously aku tak suka...

Well there you go - curiosity killed the cat, and because of curiosity, it hurt Selenge's ass too! Wooopps!

Liat: Ok so let me get this straight. Ko tak suka jadi bottom, dan prefers to be a top... OK, I DON'T GET IT! Apa dia masalah hang nih!?

Selenge: Masalahnya, adakah aku flexible?

Aiyoh! Tingtong lah Selenge nih. Flexible katanya? Flexible means you prefer 69's and give-and-take thingie. Mrasalah f&*k and getting f*%ked at the same time, correcto? So now that it is clear that Selenge tak suka having a willy in his tight virgin-no-more-assie, mrasalah he's a pure TOP.

Selenge: Tapi maybe at times aku nak jugak disontot! Walaupun aku prefer getting nailed, kadang² tu aku terpikir jugak - kalau aku suka kat orang tu, kesian pulak asik aku jer balun apom dia. Nak jugak biar dia suka and balonapom aku!

Well dahling... SOME people prefers to be a bottom, and only bottom. Kadangkala, cam nih la... A is a Top and B is a Bottom. They've been together for awhile. A sometimes kesian tgk B asik lah di balun, di apom 24-7. Dengan muka B kedut² menahan sakit, A decided, sebab sayang punya hal, dia nak B apom dia pulak. DUH!? KERUTAN DI MUKA B tu tandanya he's enjoying the moment - BEAUTY IS PAIN, so is SEX! LOL! Dan bila si A suruh si B apom dia,
NAHHH! B pulak yang tak enjoy the moment. HOW!?

So you see, dalam bebende cam nih kan, you gotta stand clear of any kesangsian. You like being a top, comfy with it - the hell with others and just stick to it. Like being a bottom and getting laid and dominated? Then, that's your choice. Being a top means you get to secure everything, most of the time. But that doesn't mean if you jadi bottom, you cannot control everything too. KEMUT is the key and when you get control of your TOP PARTNER, you'll be a top too, on top of your own world. DUH!? Don't you guys get it? This entry isn't merely about gay sex, about what position you like and what not - NO!

What I was REALLY trying to say here is that - BE CONFIDENT and HAPPY of who and what you truly are. It doesn't take you to be a strong person to be able to control everything. Kalau you are such a very, how should I say, weak kindda person, there's always a stronger side of you to overtake a stronger person than you! The key word here is being STRONG (that was when I used the KEMUT word tadik tu. LOL!) When you can KEMUT, you can control just about anything. It's not easy to KEMUT and also, bukannye susah sangat pun nak kemut - YOU JUST HAVE TO KNOW YOUR BASICS and you have to have faith - that's all?

Brings any sense tak entry nih? MACAM berkeceramuk ajo? LOL!

Selenge: Owh and erm, one more q Liat. Ko kan dah lama membottomkan diri hang kan... erm... HOW DO YOU CUCI your ass? Masukkan getah paip tu dalam lubang jubs kau dah cuci kah?

Mati la aku masih dalam issue getting f*cked nih - lariiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!

 
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Thursday, January 05, 2006

How do you say Goodbye?


Ever experience this problem? I mean, having problems in saying goodbye? That situation normally happens when the goodbye wish you wanted to say tu tak datangnya dengan rela hati. In other words, you belum bersedia to say goodbye - and that's a tough one...

Call it belum bersedia but I think kalau people have to say goodbye pada waktu yang belum sepatutnya diucapkan, I call it TERPAKSA. And who says bende² relating with "terpaksa" nih can be an easy thing to do? If it's easy, then I doubt people would address it as TERPAKSA, kan? They would probably call it, RELA HATI.

Sometimes, saying Goodbye tu, adalah sesuatu yang, how should I say it, terbaik? I mean, depending on the situation la kan.

Dalam entry ini, lets take a look at 2 fine examples. Satu bersangkut paut dengan PERSAHABATAN, satu lagi, well - you've guessed it right, PERCINTAAN...

  • Bismi: Ini kali ketiga kau buat perangai macam ni! Bukan aku tak bagi peluang - tapi kau selalu sia²kan saja peluang yang aku kasi, kan?
  • Tiqa: Bismi, tolong la. Aku bukan sengaja. Aku macam just can't help it.
  • Bismi: Itu la, sekali suke berbohong, selamanya pembohong kau tau tak?
  • Tiqa: Jgn la cakap macam tu. Aku bukan sengaja² suka membohongi kau.
  • Bismi: Sengaja atau tidak, kau dah pon membohongi aku - ini kali ketiga Tiqa. Aku dah tak leh terima. Aku tak leh berkawan dengan orang yang suka tipu aku. Bukan hanya kau tipu aku dari belakang, kau terang²an tipu depan aku.
  • Tiqa: Bismi... please?
  • Bismi: Tiqa, persahabatan kita berlandaskan kepercayaan. Macam mana kau expect aku utk terus bersahabat dengan kau sekiranya kau masih lagi beperangai macam ni? Walaupun it's against my principals, tapi aku tetap beri kau 2 peluang. Dan dua dua peluang kau sia²kan... Aku sayangkan persahabatan kita, tapi aku terpaksa...
  • Tiqa: Bismi!!!

Bagi Tiqa, bohong adakalanya saves her ass. Tapi not with Bismi. It was against Bismi's friendship foundation.

Bagi Tiqa, dia terpaksa berbohong atas sebab² tertentu. Namun, bagi Bismi, dia TERPAKSA say goodbye to Tiqa, setelah sekian lama bersahabat. This is  one fine example of how some people TERPAKSA say goodbye tanpa kerelaan. Bukan Bismi tak sayangkan persahabatan yang terjalin antaranya dan Tiqa; tapi kerana tidak sanggup go through another lie from Tiqa, Bismi just had to.

Hi Babyboo...
Sender:
Sayang
+60126*61*6*
Sent:
09:38:19pm
01-01-2006

B?
Sender:
Sayang
+60126*61*6*
Sent:
09:39:59pm
01-01-2006

Yer...
Recipient:
Sayang
+60126*61*6*
Sent:
10:02:19pm
01-01-2006

Kenape ni? Where are u? Are u ok?
Sender:
Sayang
+60126*61*6*
Sent:
10:09:41pm
01-01-2006

Are you ok?
Sender:
Sayang
+60126*61*6*
Sent:
10:11:10pm
01-01-2006

Yes and no...
Recipient:
Sayang
+60126*61*6*
Sent:
10:15:51pm
01-01-2006

Kenape nih B?
Sender:
Sayang
+60126*61*6*
Sent:
10:16:42pm
01-01-2006

I don't know... 2 years Yang... 2 years we're together. Until now I STILL don't know where I stand in your life!
Recipient:
Sayang
+60126*61*6*
Sent:
10:19:05pm
01-01-2006

Loh... kenape ni? Apa I dah buat?
Sender:
Sayang
+60126*61*6*
Sent:
10:21:37pm
01-01-2006

I feel as if I don't mean anything to you. When you're with your friends, you seperti lupakan I. When you're back home all alone, that's when you think of me. So, correct me if I'm wrong but, I feel as if I'm being used by you whenever you're all alone. I am sick, and I'm not getting better. Day by day, I'm tired; tired of crying every night missing you. But I don't think you missed me pun, kan?
Recipient:
Sayang
+60126*61*6*
Sent:
10:25:47pm
01-01-2006

Baby... apa pasal cakap macam tu? I love you. I missed u. Ok I know I may have like neglected you whenever I'm with my friends, but you must understand that I do love you no matter what.
Sender:
Sayang
+60126*61*6*
Sent:
10:29:02pm
01-01-2006

I love you too, and you know that. But sometimes I think you forget about me, and when that happens, that's when I feel so down and miserable
Recipient:
Sayang
+60126*61*6*
Sent:
10:31:13pm
01-01-2006

I love you B...
Sender:
Sayang
+60126*61*6*
Sent:
10:39:45pm
01-01-2006

All I ever wanted from you was you, and your love, your attention. Tak pernah I hadapkan your money, your wealth, your social status, nothing of that sort.
Recipient:
Sayang
+60126*61*6*
Sent:
10:40:54pm
01-01-2006

:( Am sorry...
Sender:
Sayang
+60126*61*6*
Sent:
10:41:48pm
01-01-2006

I can't take it anymore. I'm sorry too. But I believe its for the best. I hate to do this but I just had to. Maafkan B if this action I'm about to take will eventually hurt you. But I've made up my mind; been doing a lot of thing and I feel that this is not right, but it's the best solutions I've got...
Recipient:
Sayang
+60126*61*6*
Sent:
10:46:21pm
01-01-2006

B? What are you trying to say here B?
Sender:
Sayang
+60126*61*6*
Sent:
10:48:19pm
01-01-2006

It's over... you and me... I'm sorry
Recipient:
Sayang
+60126*61*6*
Sent:
11:00:00pm
01-01-2006

Things didn't work out between Sayang and his Baby - Yes.
Baby had to call it off, the relationship - Yes.
Baby was the one yang had to say Goodbye - Yes.
It's for the best - Yes.
Another GOODBYE yang TERPAKSA - Most definitely.

Try putting yourself dalam situasi Baby tu. You think it's easy to let go a guy yang digilai ramai? You think it's an easy thing to say bye bye to a guy yang dia cintakan whole-heartedly? Do you think that it's Baby's easiest decision to leave the man of her life and then expects to live happily ever after? Well, it's a tough one I bet, but like what Baby said earlier... "It's for the best". It might not be the right move, NOW, but it's the BEST solution so far for Baby and soon I know, and I believe, things will be better for her. How long will it take? Wallahu'alam...

And so for you, do you think you could pull of that stunt? Saying Goodbye when it is not the right time to do so?




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Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Tiada Lagi Tangisan... - how I wish!

Tiada Lagi Tangisan

Kini telah lama kita berpisah,
Rintihan asmara kian berubah,
Tiada lagi mengharap,
Tiada lagi belaian manjamu,
Semua telah berakhir,
Ketenangan hidup menyinariku,
Keperitan cinta terlerai sudah,
Tabahkan hati duka nan berduri,
Aku mengenali,
Siapakah diriku,
Yang sebenarnya,
Tiada lagi tangisan,
Tiada lagi air mata,
Membasahi jiwa luka,
Yang tinggallah,
Hanya memori luka,
Semua telah diduga,
Pertemuan kali ini,
Takkan berkekalan,
Berakhirnya istana bahagia,
Biarkan aku hidup,
Keseorangan,
Tak perlu lagi cinta,
Yang menghiris luka,
Titisan air mata,
Kini kekeringan,
Tak perlu menabur kasihmu...

Geee... how I wish I could be as strong as this song? Hmmmm... Sometimes don't you just wish that you could be stronger when you're actually weak? I wonder ade tak some people yang prefer not to be strong? Is it an option? If it is, I would choose to be strong. But sadly, being human, I doubt we can choose? Ke, me tak realize the fact that I have the option to choose to be somewhat a stronger person?

Sometimes kan, bila orang lain dilanda masalah, it is easy for us to comfort them, help them, beri nasihat and etc. But when bende² jatuh balik kat kite, well - you know what happens. We sendiri cannot face the problem. Hairan kan? I mean, tah la. Especially when it comes to LOVE; sekuat dan setabah mana manusia pun akan tetap jatuh rebah. Depending on the individual; kalau betul² dia kuat, he or she will bangun balik dari jatuh itu dengan kadar yang pantas. But for those yang lemah, it may take them a while. Me?
Personally, me tak malu utk mengakui, I'm weak, and it may take me a while to rise again and be normal.

Naturally I am a DQ, true. But one cannot blame a DQ person to be weak about certain stuffs. It's their natural behavior, kan?

I see this entry as another one of those pointless entry; but I like writing it. Biar lah it is pointless to the rest of the world, janji I feel better writing this in tears I shed almost throughout the night. Better buat multitasking, kan? Dari nangis and don't do nothing - now am crying plus typing this entry and smoking... ok la tu kan?




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Monday, January 02, 2006

Bangkok Trip - Day 3 (Part 1)


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HERE to read Bangkok Trip - Day 2

December 25th, 2005

Ho! Ho! Ho! Merry Xmas katanya! And yeap, mek woke up LATE katanya for my 6.30am punye pick up nak pi ke Danwan (tah cam mana tah ejaannye) Floating Market. It's like, 20 minutes ride to that place; where the famous Venice of the Orient is situated. Bukannye tak der floating market kat kat area Bangkok tu itself; cuma, tak semeriah Danwan (ke, Danuwean tah?) itiew.

So tak per la - mek missed that morning tour itiew (non-refundable katanya! Hanjs tau! LOL!). Mek woke up at around 8 lelebih kot. Turun bawah, and had breakfast (yes, the 'sedehhh' breakfast - but that's alright I guess, skadar nak isikan perut sajo...). And lepas breakfast, mek lepak² dalam bilik sampai la around, ermmm... 10nish kot? Then mek keluar pusing² jalan² lagi (YES, day 3, NO PICS at all - katanya mek terlupa bawak camera! HANJS SANGAT!)

Tapi day 3 nih memang mek habiskan duit sajo exploring the gay sites of Bangkok katanya. Apa yang mek buat? Mrasalah mek coba the male massage itiew, and also the saunas. Hiks! Yeap - kalau dulu waktu zaman crew dok buat jugak pi all these sawanas and massage centres, NOW, mrasalah as a businesswoman (woman kah!?) pon mek pasti mampu mencoba. Lagi pun, I wanted to write about "Massage Services that ends with SEX" as an entry, kan? Haaa - what better way to write it, dari experiencing it dulu; baru ade bahan nak tulis! LOL!

So ok ok, 10nish was a bit TOOOOOO early for all those activities. So what did I do? Mek gi nengok Elephant and Crocodile Show kat Rose Garden at Samphran itiew? Ewwww! Macam, BOHSAN sangat. Sit there and what Elephant and Crocodile shows. Macam, HELLO!? Apa la mek buat kat sitiew!? HIKS!

Amazing to see these men (ade yang candiew) sanggup meredah MAUT pi letak kepala depa dalam mulut boya itiew. Ish! Memang carik nahas! Buatnye boya tu NGAP kepala depa, nahhh! SESUAI! Headless CANDIEW man! LOL! It was like 2 to 3 hours stay kat Samphran itiew; and do what? 'Admiring' GAJAHs and BOYAs jer la. Not to mention, nengok survery² local ciktans yang melerts! Body sekoq ke sekoq, merembes!

And by the time mek get back to Silom, it was somewhere around 2.30pm cam tu la. Juuuuussst nice. Mek pon tgh penat itiew (KATANYA PENAT - hanjeng sangat!) - So mek mengambil keputusan nak pi try body massage itiew kat this place called, ARENA.

Situated like, erm, along the main Silom street itiew, kat Silom Plaza kot (nak address dia ke? Mek masih ado Business Card tempat itiew - hiks!) mek jalan sajo utk sampai ke sitiew. Tapi tagha nak sampai tu, kempot jugak la mek menanyakan people around me. Yang penting, some of these local peeps, tak tau menahu ponggg pasai SILOM PLAZA ni. Cammana itiew? Apakah kesnya!? Hiks!

So on the way ke Silom Plaza tu, bole, mek sempat beli kain Thai Silk nih (nak buat dress? DINCH ah - nak buat baju sajo!)... ok lah, utk 2 1/2 ela kain, THB1000. Tak kisah la - it's Thai Silk anyways kan? Hiks! So lepas dah membeli kain itiew, sambung la jalan pi ke Silom Plaza tu. Sampai² sajo, mek noticed bukan sajo ade ARENA, malah ade HIS MASSAGE CENTRE katanya which I read somewhere dalam the net, tak brapa baguih if u wanna compare it to ARENA. So mek teruskan sajo ke ARENA walaupun the massage boys tu macam memanggil² mek ke tempat diaorang. Aiyoh! Choy! Don't want la. Tgk depa pon macam biasa sajo? Tak macam kat luar Arena tu, the boys were all in RED AND WHITE uniform ok. White hot pants and red singlet! MEK SUKE MEK SUKE!

And so mek pon masuk lah kedalamnye - masuk², mek di layani sorang guy nih. Suruh mek duduk dan WAIT. Lepas dah order a drink, maka keluarlah semua tenaga pengurut ARENA itiew, BERBARIS KATANYA depan mek! MELU aku jadiknya ok! Ada la dalam lebih kurang 30 of them, semuanya - MAKKKDATIN!!! Candiew sundel! So apa yang mek kena buat? PILIH LA! Masalahnya, depa semua dok stare kat mek yang sorang nih (and ade sorang lagik client - mat salleh, dok sebelah mek jugek) SO dia dan mek kena la pilih tukang urut mana yang kami nak. Aiyoh I tell you, nak memilih tu, u think it's easy? THINK AGAIN! Semuanya candiew, body merembes, comel² pon ado (yang menggoda² pon ade nih! Hanjs sangat!) And lepas mek tgk² like for 10 minutes, baru mek boleh buat pilihan. Mek picked a guy yang ala ala like 6 footer, rambut meletop! Muka melayu sangat! MEK SUKE! Dan yang penting, mek suka sebab dia tak over² nak goda ke ape ke - dia pon ala² malu dan hanya senyum sokmo sajo kat mek. So mek pilih la dia.

Lepas pilih tu, yang the guy yang attended me tu tanya mek nak urut cam mana. SO listing dia ade la lebih kurang cam gini...

Body Massage - Oil - THB 500 for 1 hour, THB 650 1 1/2 hours
Bla bla bla
Body Massage WITH Scrub - THB 750 1 1/2 hours

And on top of that, kena ade tips for the tukang urut itiew (yes, dikira asing ok!) - roughly THB 500

So apa lagik, mek really nak relax and rejuvinate katanya, mek amik la Body Massage with Body and Facial Scrub itiew for 1 1/2 hours. So all in, ade la dalam THB 1250.

So lepas dah pilih jenis urut, dan tukang urutnya, mek pon di ajak naik ke second floor (SERIOUSLY u ols - the place is like, HUGE! REALLY!). Dah naik ke tingkat atas, naik lagik satu floor - katanya floor tu, SUITES only. Mau tak nye, dalam bilik urut tu, SIAP ADE PRIVATE bathroom lagi ok! MEK SUKE! Sayang mek tak bawak camera - kalau idak... ish! HEHEHEHE...

And so - the massage bermula la kan. Mula dengan body and facial scrub, and the mandi, and the baru oil massage - pastu body to body massage... and bla bla bla (AGAIN, mek determined not to detailkan everything. U ols, perlu ke nak citer bab bab personal and biarkan satu dunia baca? LOL! MELU!)

Surprisingly, session mek ended cepat - HAHAHA! Patutnya 1 1/2 hours kan? Mrasalah hanya 1h15m sajo! (mati la SPEKU!). But it was one great massage. Tak silap pilih mamat itiew (mek dosi lupa nama dia!). Pandai dia urut (SERIOUSLY!) dan tak nyesal mek pilih dia - CIKNEK NALA! Opps! Hehehehe... OK OK OK mek citer sikit la ek. Lepas dia dok massage² mek tu, dia tanya nak apa apa tak? Mek macam ala ala segan la kan, tapi nak. Hehehe. Terus dia bogelkan diri dia depan mek dannnnnnn... Haa ok la tu kan. At least mek citer gak siket kat hampa, dari NAN ADO!? Mrasalah mulakan perkembangan otak hampa tu dan SPEKU! LOL!

So lepas dah habis semua, cleared kan bills and what not - mek pon apa lagik, brambus la kan. Yang penting, mek keluar dari ARENA tu, rasa cam nak jerit sajo..."MEK PUAS!" hehehehehe! Tapi takder la mek nak jerit pong - GILE!?

Lepas tu mek balik hotel terus dan rehat sekejap katanya. And I do mean, SEKEJAP sajo sebab selepas 1/2jam rehat, MEK KELUAR BALIK katanya utk mencoba SAWANA piuler! Binatang sangat kan!? LOL! Well - you get to live your life, once. And each life is short - so make full use of it la kan! And for me, mek bukannye selalu dapat ke BKK sengsorang, and 4 days pun bukannye lama mana sangat pon. MRASALAH cuba segalanya, KAN!?

Tapi mek akan sambung part mek pi sawana itiew, dalam entry Bangkok Trip - Day 3 (Part 2). Sebab, mek macam, tannak la sumbatkan semua the hot and juicy stuffs semuanya dalam one entry sajo, kan? Hiks! (sebenarnye dah malas dan ngantuk kaedahnye! LOL!). So apa², tunggu, nantikan part 2 DAY 3 in Bangkok mek which is like, coming, SOON? LOL!





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Sunday, January 01, 2006

ONCE UPON A TIME, I WAS THAT SHOWGIRL - Episode 25 (The End)

From the last episode... Episode 24: "THE END" - It's almost there...

Well - you know what they say. If you think you've sacrificed a big deal, pastinya pulangannya akan lebih lumayan, kan? ... Tapi apenye pulangannya itiew?


Episode 25: Showgirl's life - End of Chapter

Hello to a new year (2005) and welcome "New Life - New Beginning"... Itu la perumpamaan yang sesuai utk mek katakan utk last year, 2005 - January 1st. Genap lah setahun mek tinggalkan dunia showgirl. Genaplah setahun mek meniti hari² "baru" di Kedah. Yeap it's true - I left everything, but I didn't tinggalkan all my memories; hey, they don't call me Miss Past Tense for nothing you know... ahaks!

For the whole year of 2005 - macam² sangat berlaku. Ups and downs, memang banyak cabarannya. But that was only during the first half of the year. But Alhamdulillah, I've gone through it and managed to live the remaining 6 months dengan hati yang lebih tenang.

So anyways, selepas menjejakkan kaki kembali ke Kedah, at first memang lah I thought of like a couple of months only. Tapi what can I say, kita hanya merancang. DIA yang menentukannya. And tgk², me ended up dah setahun dah back in Kampung.

Menyesal? Dinch ah. RINDU? YES. Setiap manusia pasti akan merindui those mements yang made u feel happy and what not. Tak leh la nak salahkan sesiapa. But to 'menyesal' for having a more, erm, better life? Dak kot. Am happy now, seriously. Although there comes those times when me feel like I wanna go back, since I missed the limelite and all, tapi, tah la. I guess I redha.

Memang mek mengaku, kadang kala tu rindu banget nih nak balik buat show, masuk pageants and what not - tgk blog² org pasal org lain buat shows and what not semua tu, kadang² led me to menari sengsorang dalam bilik feeeeling sengsorang. HAHAAH! Kalau 5thE boleh buat kat YM Conference, takkan mek tak leh buat show sengsorang dalam bilik mengadap cermin!? LOL!

For the first few months after I came back from KL to Kedah, me did nothing much. HAHAH yeah - those times, ASIK LAH PC 24-7. Dan waktu tu, MYSPACE and Myspace BLOG la dunia ku until mek ceburi Blogspot dan seterusnya, Blogdrive. At least, it was like, ok la - tak der lah bohsan sangat. And day by day, mek fell in love with bloggin' (that explains the title Che Detz kasik itiew, BLOGGER TAK SERIK²! LOL!)

Dan for the first few months mek 'menghilang' tu, banyak bende² yg berlaku. Rumors, tuduhans, cacian dan lemparan kata - macam² la. Ginger was one of those people yang were there for me during those times when I felt like my world dah macam, the end. But dia tak pernah nak just, biarkan mek cam tu saja. Dalam carutan dan cacian dia yang adakalanya menyakitkan hati tu, ade diselitkan some nasihats and what not and kalau tak kerana dia banyak bersabar dgr my rintihans and what not, I doubt I'll ever survive.

Being back in Kedah, actually, bukannye the end of the world. Although pada mulanya, I was like thinking... "Mampu ke mek nak survive here? Aiyoh! BOHSAN!" but surprisingly, mek survived, and I could never have felt happier...  Di sini lah mek mengenali ertinya to dekatkan diri dengan NYA; di sini la mek mengenali erti hidup sebenarnya dan yang penting, di sini lah mek mengenali KEMAMPUAN diri mek yang sebenarnya. Dan being back here in Kedah, mek gained WEIGHT yang penting. At first ramai tak percaya - well not until recently la kan! LOL! Gaining weight tu tandanya mek happy, gumbira - sangat². Tu yang sampai dari 55kg naik sampai 75kg! LOL!

But apa apa pon, I was determined not to let the name, NURLEA LAURIELLE @ Lady Laurielle itiew hilang begitu saja. THAT's why me went serious with bloggin' and what not - so that orang takkan lupakan who Lady Laurielle itiew. Hiks!

Basically to really know what happened throughout the year 2005, you have to khatam my blogdrive la kot! LOL! Baca balik Archive mek semua tu, and you'll know what's been goin' on. Nuthing much actually. Like I said, the 1st half of 2005, it was kindda like slow; me tried to get back on track, betulkan apa yang salah and what not. Start masuk bulan June 2005, that's when mek macam mula take things like, erm - cam mana nak cakap ek? Komited? Yer la kot. Mek went serious with my family's business, and then mek mula berkawan² balik with people around AS, and that's when my life jadik lebih better dari yesterday...

Biarpon mek menghilangkan diri dari the real world but at least mek tak pernah menyepi dari dunia alam maya ini. Dengan adanya tagboards and forums, emails and ym and what not, mek rase macam mek never left anything. Except there were occassions when mek wasn't there, tapi nak buat macam mana kan. It's for the best I guess...

This last episode may be like somewhat macam, a disappointing ending for some of u yang expecting entry finale nih macma gedebas gedebus kan. But not for me. Yang penting, the year ended just, ok for me. And for me, as long as am happy, that's what matters to me.

There are like tons of things I wanna write tapi betul la, kalau bebetul mek nulis ape yang jadik sepanjang 2005, its like, rewrite the whole archive la kan? Hiks! So sapa yang dah khatam, ok la. Sapa yang belom, cuba pi khatam nengok. Hiks! Boleh nampak la that my life is getting better and better everyday. Hiks!

But basically, the life of a showgirl - suatu pengalaman yang takkan dpt mek lupakan and forever akan abadi dalam my heart. 4 tahun (2000 - 2004) mek menghambakan diri dalam dunia showgirl/ drag nih - dan 4 tahun itu la macam² dah jadi. Again, menyesal - never. Glad - yes. Walaupun mek dinch jadik showgirl lagik, that doesn't mean mek tak drag or takkan drag dah, KAN? Hiks! Kita hanya merancang, penentunya, hanyalah DIA.

Dengan harapan 2006 will be somewhat a better year for me, mek telah bersedia lalui hari² muka dengan lebih tabah dan cekal (tak leh ler lari dari perangai DQ mek tu. Itu musti ado! LOL!) And so, with that, habis lah episode ke 25 ini dan yang penting - walaupun temanya THE END, but like I said - NO ONE HAS SEEN THE LAST OF LEA LAURIELLE! Hiks!...



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Goodbye 2005 - Welcome 2006!!!




Owh well - it's that time of the year again when we say goodbye to a wonderful year that passed us by and say "HEY YOU OLSSS!!!!" to Miss Year 2006! Hiks!

A year ago - mek tiba di Alor Star, dengan harapan to begin a new life; get few things (a LOT of things actually) straightened up; and gave up the my life's dreams - in order to discover the dreams of my life. Hmmmmm; macam pernah kudengar yer, tapi, di mana ek? Hiks!

Setahun pun telah berlalu, dari 55kg, now dah 70/ 69kg (bersyukur, Alhamdulillah - mek HAPPY, asik makan, hati tenang, hidup bahagier, maka jadik lah Jumbo Size Byotch! LOL! Tapi tu pon dah turun siket ok - kalau idak, 75kg mek raso!). Setahun berlalu, hidup mek dari "OK" ke "Bertambah OK", again, Alhamdulillah. Setahun went on, pelbagai cabaran mek dosi lalui (yes u ols - u ols ingat, kat KL sajo banyak cabaran dan dugaan? Kat sinik pon banyak tau! LOL!) And SETAHUN di 2005 jugalah telah membawa mek to where I am NOW. I wouldn't be here today, 01-01-2006; if it wasn't for 2005. Thanks u ols! (I was referring to 2005 yer. Hiks!)

Bila tibanya tahun baru, selalu yang org perkatakan ialah - AZAM AZAM AZAM tahun baru, KAN? Let me see - apa azam mek tahun lepas ek? Owh yes - azam mek tahun lepas was to have a better life than the previous years. And dalam keadaan tidak sedar (ada kalanya sedar juger) - mek dosi achieved it. Seriously you ols. Although I missed my beauty queen life, missed my showgirl life and my flying years - the years that I lived my life utk bersuka ria, tapi atas azam itu la, I am what I am now, HERE. Waking up every morning feels a lot better here compared to the time when I was THERE. Not to say that am not thankful of my years in KL, but, honestly, 2005 has been somewhat, a life-turning year for me kot?

And so - apa Azam tahun ini? HAHAHAHA! Funny; New Year tahun nih azam mek... ermmmm...
  1. Nak kuruskan badan - LUNCH TIME bolehhhh keluar dengan Hazel dengan Zack@Mamy but ADDINCHHH MAKAN! Katanya Hazel, "Well... we'll just wait and see how long will that nonsense last!" Hahahah! Gampang kan? LOL!
  2. Mek nak habiskan LAST EPISODE 25, Once Upon A Time I Was That Showgirl  - eh? Itu dikire AZAM ke u ols? Ahhh lantak la...
  3. My 3rd and final wish for 2006 - bende yang sama mek wished for every year; and that is - to have the year better goin' and flowin' smoothly, compared to the year before. And well, in this case, I would like my 2006 to be lebih ceria, bermakna, lebih membawa keuntungan dan kebahagian pada mek, my family, friends and of course, business mek. Hiks!

Itu la dia katanya my azam for tahun ni... THE END? Addinch! Ada lagikkk mek nak story ni!

Di manakah mek sambut New Year? Mrasalah NEW YEAR DALAM KERETE tadi dalam highway, balik dari Penang - bersama TokWanRock, Hazel and Zack@Mamy. Kami berempat pi Penang ptg tadik - jam gilos! Apa kami buat kat Penang? Ade laaaaa... TANYA 5thE! DIA TAU! Oppss! Mati la tak ajak katanya - lariiiiiiiiiiiii!!!

Then kami ingatkan nak lepak di Padang Kota for countdown - tapi macam, terlalu ramai saaaaaaaangat manusia. So instead of stopping by and nengok countdown, mrasalah kami balik terus. Balik pulak, naik ferry nih instead of naik jambatan Pulau Pinang tu katanya. Saje nak menghirup angin malam katanya. Hazel pon 1st time naik ferry tu. So ok lah - happening la jugak, walaupun once masuk highway, Zack dan mek terus ZZZZ katanya. Heheehe...

So nih, just arrived home. Dosi siap² mau tidurans kejaps.Esok, eh, kejaps lagi siang la - mek nak habiskan mengupdate fotopages mek, mek nak buat entry Last Episode, episode 25 itiew, dan also mek nak update blog siket dengan satu dua entry... (mati lah esok, eh, hari ini - hari giat mara mengupdate blog! Hahahah mati la 3 entries dalam satu jam! LOL!)

SOALAN NEW YEAR: Siapakah MANGSA sexperience pertama anda pada 2006? Siapakah yang menjadi orang pertama yang tidur dan bermadu asmara dengan u ols pada hari pertama 2006? Kalau the sexperience tu meletop, mrasalah meletopppp for the rest of the year.. Tapi kalau dapat yang sangkak, HAHAHAH! MRASALAH! (Motif mek tanya soklan ini!? LOL! Tah la - tingtong kot! LOL!)




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Saturday, December 31, 2005

Aiyakkkkkkkkkk!!!!


Hanjs kan!? Hiks! - mek completely lupo pasal hal ini! I got this email tadi... semalam dah dapat warning dah - haiyayai yayai yayaiii!!!

"Your Photobucket account lealaurielle4  has exceeded the monthly bandwidth limit of 2500 Megabytes.  Direct linking to your account has been disabled for the remainder of the month.  Any posted links to your album images will show as a 'Photobucket bandwidth exceeded' icon during this time.

What is bandwidth?
Bandwidth, in Photobucket terms, is a measure of the number of bytes transmitted over time due to direct linking to images in your account from somewhere outside of your account. It is calculated by adding up the size of each of your images as they are sent from Photobucket. Example: You have an image in your album of size 100KB.  You have posted it on your favorite message board and it is viewed by 50 users there in one day. 100KB * 50 requests = 5000KB (or 5MB) of bandwidth used in one day.  Your bandwidth usage continues to accumulate over a one month period.

Ok.  I will go delete some images from my account.  Will that fix it?
No.  Album size and bandwidth usage are two different things.  It is possible to have only one image in your album and still exceed the bandwidth limit if that image happens to be posted on a website where it is viewed extremely frequently.

So how do I fix it then?
Your bandwidth usage resets to 0 each month on the day of the month that you registered.  This date and your current bandwidth usage is viewable in your Account Options.  Once it has reset, your images will automatically reappear where you have posted them.

But I do not want to wait until my account's bandwidth usage resets.
You also have the option to upgrade your account to a premium account.  Premium accounts receive unmetered bandwidth every month of the year.  You can upgrade your account here: http://photobucket.com/upgrade.php.

If I exceed the bandwidth limit, will I still be able to view my images from within my account?
Yes, all of your images can still be viewed directly at Photobucket.com."

So for those yang nak view the pics yang dah tiada dalam entries² itiew, mrasalah ke SINI!!!! All pics will be restored back on the 10th of January, 2006!!!

Sorry la for any inconveniences caused from this - much much much regretted...!





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