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Monday, September 18, 2006

Kau kata Kawan, Ku kata Cinta...


Adam: How long have we've know each other?
Lily: Errr, nearly a year dah I guess.
Adam: And how many times you tolak pelawaan I nak berjumpe?
Lily: Err, I tolak² pun, kite still selalu SMS dan calling² dan berYM per... kire ok la tu...
Adam: Yer, I tak pertikaikan hal tu. Nih yang I soalkan nih, brapa kali you reject nak jumpe I? Cuba kasik tahu siket... katanya kawan...
Lily: Hmmm... Tak der la banyak kali sangat, kan? Ala - you... belum tiba masanya I nak jumpe you kot? Rezeki / jodoh tadak lagi kot? Hehehe... kalau tak jumpa² tu, tak leh jadi kawan la?
Adam: Tak banyak kali you kata? Pergh! Ayat you. Tak tahan sey! I rasa, sampai I naik segan dah nak ajak you keluar tau, asyik kena tendang masuk reject shop jer. Dan  you cakap, "belum tiba masanya"? Bila la gamaknye I leh jumpe you ni yer? Hai, nak jumpa kawan baru pun, kena tu "THE RIGHT TIME" ke?
Lily: Wallahua'lam... hehehehe...

Lily bukan sengaja nak reject jumpe Adam. It's just, Lily takut akan all these blind dates and what not. True, diaorang kawan saje. Tapi dia takut kalau ade terlebih feel. Dan yer, diaorang bukannye kenal melalui chatting ke ape ke, yang nak sampai ke level BLIND DATE. Perkenalan mereka berputik setahun lamanya melalui Myspace katanya; so technically, they've seen each other's faces and what not. Setelah beberapa lama, they've decided to swap digits - eh wait, before swap digits, slepas Myspace, they went to YM dulu. THEN, lepas tu baru diaorang swap digits. Emails? Tak main la email² zaman la nih kalau dah ado YM bagai semua, kan? Dan apatah lagi selepas dah dapat tukar hp numbers, asik la berSMS dan bercalling². But still, Lily was in doubt. Kaedahnye, "What if I'm not his type?" dan "What if HE's not my type?". Lily dah went through rough times with men, one too many times. Dia dah macam serik (walhal takder la serik sangat pun...) dah nak get herself involve dengan lelaki. But that does not make her lesbo, mind you nah? Hiks! Adakah Lily berpikiran terburu²? Hidung tak mancung, pipi tersorong²? Mungkin jugak Lily yang "over" about all this, sebab kalau bebetul baca ayat² sebelum² nih, Adam was indeed nak cari/ buat kawan² baru jer. Tak der pulak dia nak cakap soal feelings ke ape ke, kan? So why si Lily dah pikir mara maju kehadapan? Hmmm...

Adam on the other hand, masih insist nak jumpe jugak walaupun Lily masih beralasan. Adam nih suka buat kawan sebenarnya². Setelah clash dengan ex gfnya, dia banyak habiskan waktu with his friends, dan also dia nak carik / buat kawan² baru ramai² katanya buat mengisi hati kosong, and apparently, Lily was one of his new friends (bila tatau nak give up dengan girls dan carik menusia cam mek nih tatau? OPPS!) Anyways, setahun lamanya, Adam yang menganggap dia dan Lily dah berkawan, masih lagi tertanya² tentang bila would that "masa yang sesuai" utk meet Lily kawan barunye. Not that he's hadapkan sangat nak berawek ke ape ke - its just that he thought that, dah sampai to the turning point whereby he should meet the girl dia asyik bersms, calling², chatting YM dan what not nih, setelah setahun dah berkenalan. Katanya kawan, kan? Tapi, nak buat cemana, Lily masih belum sudi utk keluar bersama Adam, biarpun just for a meet-up for coffee or something. Namun, Adam tak berputus asa. Ada rezeki, jumpe la nanti kata hatinya.

And true enough, tak lama selepas genap setahun mereka berkawan, Lily finally decided that it's time - yeap, time to meet up with Adam. It took a lot of Lily's guts to keluar berjumpa dengan Adam. And bila diaorang bertemu, eye to eye, so happens that Lily was the one yang tetiba tangkap lentok dengan perwatakan Adam in person. Dan dia mula berangan dan feel² lelebih, tapi dipendamkan dalam hati nye jer. Adam, as biasa, jumpa for the first few times tu, was really excited and what not. Yerla, jumpa kawan baru, yang dah kenal setahun lamanya. Mestila dia happy. He wanted to be friends with Lily yang dikenalinya setahun lamanya, dan finally, dah tiba "THE RIGHT MOMENT", kan? So as for Adam, tak der masalah la kirenye. Tapi, Lily ni... Lily *sigh* Lily, Lily... hari tu takut sangat you're not Adam's type or Adam's not your type (confident kan kau? Nah rasain!) - skarang? Apa jadik? Kau yang dah feeling kat Adam. I guess it's true what org² tua cakap... "Jgn mula benci, takut kemudian hari berkenan dihati..." Sama la cam kes nih, lain yang diexpected, lain yang jadi. Sapa feeling kat sapa ni?

Pun begitu, Adam, as usual, tetap teruskan berkawan dengan Lily... Yerlah, there was no reason for Adam not to stop bersahabatan dengan Lily. Like I said earlier, Adam bukannye mengejar relationships ke ape ke with Lily yer. Its just, berkawan sampai setahun, takkan tak jumpa, kan? Dan mengejar Lily utk berjumpa, itu tidak bermakna Adam nak amek Lily jadik gf, kan? So dah dapat berjumpa, eye to eye, berkawan semua dah elok, so teruskan jer la kan.

However, Lily yang sedang berperang dalam hati. "Should I tell him? Should I tell him yang sebenarnye aku sudah jatuh hati dengan dia?". Sekian lama Lily pendam - tapi tetap keluar berjumpa dengan Adam. Berkawan pi berkawan mai, dia dah tak tahan. Dan setelah beberapa kali bertemu, Lily yang selama itu pendamkan perasaannya, terus menyatakan hasratnya kat Adam, through SMS. (ok Lily! U ARE Rushing into things! Chit!)

Dan bagi Adam yang meneri SMS confession dari Lily, memang la terkejut. Sebab honestly, Adam was just being friendly dan secara peribadi, since dia memang friendly, dia tak tahu yang dia disukai Lily dalam diam. Of course semua org ingat Adam akan terloncat² kegembiraan mengetahui isi hati Lily? Nope - he was not. In fact, dia pulak naik risau, like, "How do I tell her that I only take her as a friend?". Nak tak nak, Adam had to confess also to Lily and told her everything. Of course la Lily sentap! Selalunya dia reject Adam, kali nih Adam rejected dia lepas dia confess. Alkisahnye like, malu la kan?...

So cut things short - diaorang lost contact skejap. Tapi tak lama lepas tu, sebulan dua, Lily SMSed Adam dan mintak maaf for rushing into things dan mintak terima dia kembali as friends and anggap nothing happened. Adam, as simple and 'un-complicated' as he is, kire - orait sajork! Kire, cun la kan. Kawan la balik. Tapi si Lily pun sepasal - perasaan dia suka kat Adam tu tak terlerai lagi, tapi dia pendamkan jauh² dalam lubuk hatinya... dan didasarnya, "Kita Hanya Kawan" kata temanya! Yes, she wasn't being honest to Adam, most importantly, to herself. But, it's her life anyways, kan?

So selepas dari tu, kire, they're cool and over and done with pasal kes² lepas² tu - so jadi la kawan. And tanpa disedari, diaorang jadik baik sangat², dan sangat² rapat. Kawan yang bagaikan org lain tgk macam, "Ai, kawan ke, kapel?". With Adam's friends perli²kan Adam depan Lily, and vice versa - tapi these two tetap dengan statement diaorang "Kami kawan jer lah!". Aicehhh - dah macam artist la pulak yer ke dok? Hihihi!

Seconds turned to minutes; minutes turned to hours; hours turned to days; days turned to weeks; weeks turned to months; friendship antara Adam dan Lily dah jadik bagaikan couple sangat² dah. SMS jgn ditanya berapa kali sehari, calling²? Berjam². Tapi tema, TETAP LAH KAWAN saje. Dan Lily masih lagi cuba nak ubah pendirian si Adam supaya terima dia as gf sebab dia suka sangat² dengan perwatakan si Adam. She tunjukkan sifat caring, manja, lembut, dan above all, she tunjukkan kat si Adam yang dialah satu² insan sekeliling Adam yang benar² interested in whatever si Adam nih buat - sort of like, tunjukkan yang she's the one and only 'special' person. Tapi Adam masih dengan tema 'kawan'nya tu. Adakah Adam too blind to see? Or memang Adam prasan tapi slow and steady la kan? Takkan nak gopoh gapah? Not that am saying si Lily nih gopoh gapah - but I guess I know apa karektor si Lily nih. Once dah dapat, try not to lose it, kan Lily? Hiks!

Dan setelah sekian lama mencuba, Lily yang almost sampai ke time saat² "putus asa", Adam mula tergerak hati utk step forward with Lily... Adam pun naik syok jugak lah kan dilayan sebegitu oleh Lily. Dan dia pun dah mula berubah lembut hati mula nakkan si Lily, as much as how Lily nakkan dia. Kalau dula hanya kawan, apasalahnya kini - lebih dari itu? "I'm sure Lily still feels the same about me? Or else, why all these nice treatments for me? Takkan semua kawan dia buat macam tu? Mesti aku yang paling special?" Akan TETAPI... *bersambung...


JANGAN KETINGGALAN!!!
Kini Berlangsung!
BLOGGERS IDOL 2006





Posted at 10:00:00 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah

kW
September 19, 2006   08:37 AM PDT
 
hanjs sangat.. tetiber tengah dok syok2 baca, ado pulak sambungan.. mcm tulis cerpen bersiri ke ?? duhhhhhh
cembang
September 19, 2006   09:42 AM PDT
 
apa kesudahnya nihhhh.. errr.. lama tunggu entry yang lea bold merah2 dolu tu.. jadi ker?
cita
September 19, 2006   10:57 AM PDT
 
haiiyyyaaakkk!!

naper leh sambung la pulak??

*pengsan*
Nurlea @ Home
September 19, 2006   11:15 AM PDT
 
kW: Nantikan sambungannye. mrasalah mek nak jadik macam Nizam Zakaria also? Opps!
Nurlea @ Home
September 19, 2006   11:15 AM PDT
 
Cembang: "apa kesudahnya nihhhh.. errr.. lama tunggu entry yang lea bold merah2 dolu tu.. jadi ker?" -< entry I bold dulu banyak u ols. yang mana satu u ols nantikan tatau???
Nurlea @ Home
September 19, 2006   11:16 AM PDT
 
Cita: sabaq nah - nanti mek sambung! Dah, sambung pengsan lagi! heheheheeheheh
kW
September 19, 2006   07:46 PM PDT
 
motif NZ ?? lain² candidates tadok ??
cembang
September 20, 2006   12:54 PM PDT
 
ala lea.. your reunion tulah.. mcm menarik jerr..
JURY BELLE
September 20, 2006   02:59 PM PDT
 
MOTIF nama anak aku "DIGUNAPAKAI"...? ADAM leyyy?....
~bigcity~
September 20, 2006   03:52 PM PDT
 
aiyarkkk... tgh feeling baca, sekali bersambung... hurmmm... lmbat lagi ke sambung... :o)
Nurlea Laurielle
September 20, 2006   05:44 PM PDT
 
bigcity: Sambungan dosi siap! Mrasa...

Belle: ADAM u ols kan cute. mek ciplak sat! hehehehe

cembang: Ok ok malam nih mek buat entry reunion nah? MATI LA MEK KALAU TAK BUAT JUGAK....

kW: abih tu, koma nak eden jadik penulis bak Sydney Sheldon kah? mati la!....



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