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Thursday, July 13, 2006

The unnecessary pain in my life... - edited


It seems there's this situation here...

I've made a friend get all upset... my mistake...
But I didn't do it on purpose, for I have valid reasons...
But apparently my valid reasons is just yet another excuse for my friend...
So she got more upset over it... my bad...
Thought it'll help if I kept quiet for a few days...
Thought that would cool her off...
Wrong move...
No matter how long it takes, it'll still look as if I'm the guilty party...
And believe me its not looking good... noted...
Tried to talk it over... but no point as she didn't want to...
And apparently even if we did talk about it... anything I say would just be...
Another excuse...

Here's where I stand...

I did what I had to do...
And if she still refuses to understand...
I guess there's nothing more I could say or do to make her understand or happy about it...
So I'll walk away...

Putting me in a situation to choose between something that I couldn't possibly do...
And not hearing out my reasons for not being able to choose...
And saying that it's all just another lame excuse... I think I've had enough...

I've done my part,
I've said what I have to say,
I've tried to work things out,
I've tried to save what could be saved - the friendship,
Pointless...

Why? Because she refused it all...

So who is to blame? No one...
Not saying I'm right she's wrong...
Not saying she's right and I'm wrong...
It's just... I've had enough...

Let it be... so it'll be...





Posted at 12:00:01 am by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah

5thE
July 13, 2006   01:11 AM PDT
 
hmmm... y sometimes we ended up feeling unecessary when it is NOT necessary to feel unecessary?

Im in a situation as well, and it sucks. Guess thats the reality of life. No point complaining, yet people still moan about it.

Life.. Cest La Vie
Nurlea Laurielle
July 13, 2006   01:35 AM PDT
 
5thE... me like this one..."hmmm... y sometimes we ended up feeling unecessary when it is NOT necessary to feel unecessary? "

loiikkee!
NonStop22
July 13, 2006   01:53 AM PDT
 
circle of life, the pain will come n go,
i juz do hope that u cherish the moment that u haf in life,
Sumtimes ppl might not understand us,though dey noe us for years...
Depression is bad...very...
but i bet u can overcome that depression.....

Juz think tat God is always by our side...

merawat luka yang terpendam
nafas pesona asmara sangsi
jangan berkelana tanpa pelita
cahaya samar kelam diri....
Nurlea Laurielle
July 13, 2006   02:02 AM PDT
 
NS: Appreciate ur comment. Tu yang bawah tu bukan lirik lagu liza hanim tu ka? OPPS maaf pecah lobang! HEHEHE
Rakuten
July 13, 2006   10:46 AM PDT
 
laaa... ingat kan ada aksi2 tarik wig bagai... ops.. hehehe... ruper nyer gado2 molot sajor... takper... jantan nie memang ego lebih... kiter yg women nie *matilaa ngaku women :P * kena laa asyik ngalah jer... ala2 insan yg separa lemah gituu... :D

org tgh hot jgn dipujuk... nanti kiter plak terasa bahang nyer... lantak dia cool down dulu baru kiter baik2 balik... kan... kalau tak baik2 jugak... ermmm lantak p laa ngan diaaa... cya alip bot sajoor...
Nurlea Laurielle
July 13, 2006   11:04 AM PDT
 
rakuten: point taken. TQ...

PS: editted the entry siket. when i said HE i meant it as SHE. pepaham je la...
Nurlea Laurielle
July 13, 2006   11:05 AM PDT
 
edited... sorry
duchess of nowhere
July 13, 2006   12:29 PM PDT
 
sabar la noq ... aku paham bila dituduh sebagai miss alasan gitu .. huhu
LeeZ PAC
July 13, 2006   01:50 PM PDT
 
sudahhlaaa... miss a sgts!!!
Name
July 14, 2006   11:40 PM PDT
 
sabaq la noq. kamek tauk kitak cakap pasal sape. biarkan diarang nak ckp ape yang pentik kitak dah buat apa yang kitak patut buat. xnak terima, lantak ler kat diarang k? kitak kena b strong!persetankan mereka yang kitak kate kawan2 kitak sbb kamek tauk jikalu diarang betul kawan2 kitak diarang xkan buat kitak sedih cam ini. heads up!
Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee
July 16, 2006   09:36 PM PDT
 
Duch:Hihihih tq for understanding. hiks!
Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee
July 16, 2006   09:37 PM PDT
 
LeeZ PAC: pa per jer
Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee
July 16, 2006   09:37 PM PDT
 
Name: U ols nih org SARAWAK kah!? Hurmmmmmm



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