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Thursday, May 25, 2006

3 years... 3 months... 3 weeks... 3 days... 3 minutes... 3 seconds... - Part 1


5th May, 2003
11:28pm

Dearest diary...

Owh well, another boring day I guess. Tak der mende yang menarik berlaku pon today, as per usual la kot. Just another sad, pathetic and lonely (not to forget, ugly) day, by just being me; an invisible me. This is like so unfair... perluke jadi macam ni? Like, I know I'm ugly, with no life. Tapi perlu ke sampai tak der org perasan my existance? *Sigh* What to do... some ppl say, its like a curse... and some say, "You're just lucky I guess...". Anyways, big deal *sambil tgk badan yang sememangnye BIG ini... *Sigh again...*

Sad isn't it?

I'll catch up with you, dear diary, soon. If not tomorrow, probably lusa or tulat or tungging - we'll see...

Goodnight...
-Me-

A very fine example how life can be so cruel sometimes. Lisa, 21 years old gal from somewhere, without a good look, and no-good-life as well. Its true, some ppl say, its normal. You're ugly, thus with no life, WHO WOULD WANNA NOTICE YA!?

So for 21 years, Lisa lived her life as a simple, no-good-looks with no-life girl. And since dia mula mengenali alam remaja dan dewasa ini, she tends to feel that she ditinggalkan behind from her friends. Wake up honey, memang pon! Why? Sebab you're gifted with apparently no good looks, with no life and overall, bad luck with men and love. I'd say its the looks kot yang buatkan dia macam tu. So anyways, for the several months, oleh kerana tak tahan jeles tgk kawan˛ dia yang dosi bercouple bagai, with A LIFE, dia telah berusaha to be noticable, to be acknowledged, to be... somebody... Don't bother to ask me how and what she did. That's not the point.

The point is that dia dah sick and tired of getting unnoticed, unrecognized, and also unhappy. So she did la something which apparently changed her life from a pathetic young girl... to...

5th May, 2006
02.15am

Dearest diary...

Wohooo!!! Another oh-so-fabulous night out with my friends! Gawd! Awesome night out! Had loads of fun around the club, met couple of ppl, cute guys too. Had some good laughs and chats, and danced and what not. Tapi I guess, the 'curse' is still there... *Sigh* Yeap, no amount of foundation and make ups can get rid of that curse. Being pretty, tak semestinye all the time u get to have the attention and getting noticed. HELLO? Been there! What is wrong with this world?! I'm pretty now! I'm beautiful *thanks to some ppl and a lot of make up and enhancements ler kan. haha!* and STILL, some guys don't even know I'm there? It's like, I wonder, do they even, ever, realized the fact that I, Lisa - ever existed??? *Sigh* I guess it's true. I guess am blessed with this gift of INVISIBLE... Lights out diary dear... catch up with ya soon...

Night˛...
-Me-

3 years, 3 long years she transformed herself jadik from the maid-looking-girl to the hottest sl*t in town *it's not Cinderella story...* and 3 long years dia mengharap for her Prince Charming to come and swipe her off her feet. Yet, ado? NAN ADO. Macam, tak der bezanye pon? Its like, duh? Ade beza ke now dengan 3 years ago, back when she was the maid-looking-poor-unfortunate soul? Macam tak der jer. So boleh ke kite simpulkan, that, you don't have to look ugly to get unnoticable. Being pretty pon, kalau org still xnampak ur existance, shaiks, tak der bezenye, KAN? What was missing actually? Good looks, with good life, Lisa dah dapat within that 3 years. Ape lagi? Inner-beauty? Nah - she had that even when she was ugly. So that's not it? I guess, honestly, I think... tak kire la how cantik she is now, from inside and out, and tak kire lah how successful her life dah menjadi, still - if she masih belom ade LUCK in men and lovelife, then all yang she boleh do is just to keep on praying, hoping and think positive...

Lisa never stopped believing in anything yang she's determined to do or to say or to go for. She sticks to it, like..."I know what to do, I have the things to make things right, and I AM WILLING TO DO WHATEVER IT TAKES to make the right things happen, HAPPENS!" Very determined girl - but still, all determined and no luck girl, makes her life no different from before. She's still the same girl, the same girl who wrote in her thoughts in her diary, on May 5th, 2003...

"It ain't over until the fat lady sings", kan? And so, finally, just maybe, her luck started to change when she met...

5th August, 2006
12:01am

Owh my God, goodness, dear diary!!!

I finally meet him, I think. Yes! Rasenye, my wishes dah mula nak come true, and maybe, just maybe, my luck is starting to change! It's Azlan... it's him! Owhhh yes! It seems like dia dah lama minat kat I, and boy was I stupid not to notice that he was busy looking at me. Maybe I was too busy and concerned about being unnoticable and what not, sampai I didn't noticed ade org noticed me, even when I was invisible... Owh diary! I'm sooo soo happy! Yeah yeah, I know, I gotta take things slowly, one step at a time. Yes, I know that, MOTHER! Hehehe. Its just that am so excited about this I could just, SCREAM!!! He's perfect; he's smart, handsome, intelligent, charming, funny, he's just, EVERYTHING! Owh I can't wait for tomorrow to come; more things to write!!!

Goodnight!!!
From the happiest girl alive,
-Me-... *smile smile!!!*

Well welll, what do we have here? From a long, devastated long years of missery being La Soy BETTY La Fea, to the 3 years of transformation, in and out, and with that extra 3 months of good faith, and hope, her wishes finally did come true. Awww... I'm touched, really I am happy for her. It's like, a fairy tale come true. All I can say is, it was worth the wait, the hopes and prayers, the courage and semangat she had in her all these years, and months, heheh... she finally may just to enjoy what life has got to offer. Azlan is just too good to be true for her. They met at a club, introduced by couple of friends, got to know each other better, took things slowly, one step at a time - it's perfect... until 3 weeks later... *TO BE CONTINUED...






Posted at 2:18:34 am by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah

duchess of nowhere
May 25, 2006   01:37 PM PDT
 
lea .. aku suke la button tu .. langsung ilang focus nak comment .. hahah


well gal ... it's not only YOU who FEEL like people don't aware of your existance .. a lot of others too ... including me .. i use to feel i'm nobody .. like that lisa in ur story .. at least in the beginning of it ... always feel lik ei'm nobody .. NOBODY .. but what th eheck??

NOBODY is PERFECT

and i am NOBODY ...

cheers gal! dui
hanis
May 25, 2006   03:05 PM PDT
 
First time seeing your blog! Great stories.. Am looking forward for the continuation.. :D:D
mark
May 26, 2006   04:23 PM PDT
 
there come's a point in ur life when u dont wanna be heard or seen kan LEA? hmm i doubt noone out there knows of ur existance pasal ko tak habih2 kacau HIDUP AKU!! matilah kau! wakakakak.. but the truth of the matter is... without you.. my life wont be that bit as exciting as it is now... so i twuly am grateful for the ppl i've met along this long winded journey of exsistence! *matilah propah!* wakaka..

no one is nobody.. everyone's somebody.. and everyone has a story to tell :)

me mish u LEA! *uwaaaaa



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