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Thursday, March 16, 2006

Bila Cintaku Kau Peralatkan...


"Sudah! All these while I thought you loved me! NOW I know - you... you... you just used me, utk... utk kepentingan diri u! What kind of a sick person are you!? Cinta dan diri ku bukan BARANG utk u gunakan, peralatkan, permainkan...! How could you!?!?"

Yes... some people, can you know. Can I mean, some people can you know,  memperguna-alatkan cinta tulus ikhlas setia kita itiew. And when that happens, when we get to find out about it, haiii - end of the world katanya! Feels like tiada esok bagi diri ku ini lagi - like, THAT'S IT! Hiks!

Memperalatkan someone, and cinta yang hadir dari nya, adalah sesuatuh yang, how should I say, unacceptable? Keji sangat kan - like, one party separuh nyawa cinta menghoyan kat the other person - tuptup, dapat tau, alahai - dirinya hanyalah bahan gunaan sajork. I mean, how sickening life can get bile kita get to that stage, kan? Macam - tah la. Mek paham u ols. And I do mean, I UNDERSTAND how it feels like.

Tapi di sini bukanlah dengan niat nak mek bangkitkan issue men using ladies specifically ya. Jgn salah anggap nah entry kiew ini! Kupasasan kali ini, it's like, more like, cam mana ek, general? Biasalah - these days, bukan skadar lelaki gunakan perempuan dan cintanya; ade gak pompuan yang have no hati perut, gunakan cinta dari seorang lelaki. Haiyak... memacam la, kan?

Most of the time when we come accross (ish - is it across or accross ek? Mati la mek!) these situations kan, I mean, this 'Dipergunakan' situation - pernah tak pikir, WHY? Nah - waktu tu tak der masanya nak pikir WHY and kenapa si dia SANGGUP buat cam tu. Tapi when bende nih dah lepas beberapa ketika, bila u're no longer in the DQ-ness mode, when you're OK already - or, most of the time, when bende nih jadi pada org lain, THEN only you get the chance to really think - "Why ekkk si A tu used si B tu? Kesiannye si B tu - cinta sparuh nak mampos nih, feeling²kan ingat kan cinta - ruponyo, ADO? NAN DO! Tapi why ek? Why A sanggup buat cam tu ek? Apekah motif si A itiew?" Haaa yes - dalam entry nih la mek sama² nak kita semua go through these points yang mek dapat collect waktu kat pejabat tadi. Dalam tgh dok busy² tu, mek teringatkan kawan mek sorang nih.

Kan mek cakap dalam this entry, no specifikasion yer - bukan mek tujukan pada sesiape in particular. Cuma now, mek nak gunakan my friend (aiyoh! GUNAKAN lagik! Hehehehe) nih punye masalah as an example, cam gitiew sajork.

She (YES - its a SHE - pure SHE nah!) sebelum nih ado la keluar with this one guy. Memang melerts - gorjes gile! And for a moment there I thought it was like... "Haiii *sigh* Love all... match made in heaven katanya". Everything went smoothly until one day she came to realize that she's been used by this guy nih la, by the name of Ali. Hehehe - nama punnnn nak guna as contoh, ALI katanya! Kot la Ahmad ke, Awang ke... hiks! Nih ALI nih. Habis contoh nama utk kawan mek ape? SENAH!? Hahahaha! Tak lah - mek tannak guna Senah. Mek nak gunakan, Joyah, can ah? LOL!

Ok ok berbalik pada topic si Joyah digunakan Ali nih. Mek tak der lah nak bincang dengan si Joyah nih. Yer - dia dah mula nak ok dah tu, kang mek pi discuss, nangisss lagik katanya. So I pun pikir lah alone tadik kat office - sambil piki² tu sambil buat keje and sambil² tu, mek ingat balik tentang perhubungan antara si Ali ngan si Joyah tu. Mek start to think, kenapasal ek si Ali tu nak gunakan si Joyah, hurmmmm...

And after like couple of hours berpikiran, dan ber YM ngan si Joyah, just to ala² clarify stuffs, kan... mek dapat simpulkan, technically, Ali used Joyah for these few reasons. (Some of the reasons memang Ali gunakan utk gunakan Joyah - but the rest, mek cakap in terms of general la ek...)
  • Ali is a GAY. Boleh!? So in order nak coverline and cakap kata dia nih straight, mrasalah dia coverline dengan si Joyah. Cintan cintun bagai. And for all we know, si Ali langsung tak bernapsu kat si Joyah. Kesiannn Joyah. Dah la dia ingatkan Ali tu straight, aiyoh! Tau tau bengkok also - HOW!? *In genaral pulak, some ppl, regardless men ke women ke, diaorang gunakan cinta dan org yang kononnye dicintainya itiew sebagai alasan to hide their true identity. Some ladies, cam, dah nak masuk alam Andartu - takkan nak go about around town letting ppl notice that dia dah la Andartu, dah tu - nan ado anyone to go out with. So at least kalau dia kuar ngan memana jantan, pretending dia sayang cintan mabuk kehape ke, at least org just cakap... "Ahhh - si Milah tu, dia memang ade pasangan/ pilihan hati - cuma jodoh belom mai kot utk dia kawen ngan si Ah Tock tu kot... kan?" Get what I mean tak? Using love and the person, as somewhat, something, macam, nak alihkan perhatian org or divert pendapat org tentang something...

"KENAPE ALI!? WHY!? I THOUGHT U'RE STRAIGHT! KENAPE!? KENAPE U SUKA JANTAN DARI I!? It's ok la u nak jadik gay, nak cikloi ke nak cikpom bonts ke ape ke - TAPI WHY GUNAKAN I!?" *skadar gambar hiasan
  • Ali keluar/ bercintan cintu dengan Joyah demi family. Kaedahnye, family Joyah and family Ali - rapat and then, diaorang nak Joyah and Ali to kawin/ get together ke ape ke. So Ali, being gay - terpaksa lah layan kerenah family, and so layan lah si Joyah - so in other words, Ali gunakan Joyah dan cintanya utk puaskan hati family dia - walhal, hati Joyah, dosi koyak ghabak dah! *In general kan, kes cam nih mek nampak selalu jadik. Kerana family, maruah family la apa la, ade tau some men or women sanggu guna/ setupkan org lain. Tu kalau tak kawin (i.e the partner dapat tau yang the other party was just merely using him / her tu sebelum terlajak kawin) tak per lah - INI kes ade yang some dosi kawin, PUNNN tak tau nih dirinya diperalatkan - HAIYAK - naya jer. Dah la hang puaskan hati family hang semata² itiew, sanggup abaikan what YOU want and further more, you USED org yang tak bersalah - haiii, apa laaa nasib!

Demi dinasti antara family, one sanggup gunakan an innocent soul and his/ her lover - APE ADE KAITAN DENGAN DYNASTY the hit tv series in the 80's nih!!??!!?*skadar gambar hiasan
  • Ali hadapkan duit Joyah - AHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ini selalu sundal! SANGAT² selalu! Tapi tak jugak lelaki yang selalu hadapkan duit perempuan - normally it's the other way round. Dan ini antara sebab²/ alasan² yang mek feel VERY der keji sekal! Materialistic org cakap ek? Yer ke? I mean - ish - tah la. Manusia jenis hape yang nak kat org tu, gunakan org tu and cintanya, utk kait untung dan bolot duit/ harta org tu? Mek rase itu org jenis tak berhati perut! VERY DER! Why, cannot work on your own to get what you want? You have to like kata "I LOVE YOU SAYANG" walhal sebenarnye... "I LOVE YOU - NOT. Your money - YES" kaedahnye, kan?! Tapi dalam contoh kes, Ali tak der la hadapkan duit Joyah pong. Heheheheeh. Ini just another general example... hiks!

"Mak banyak duit! Sebab tu Ali si Gay tu gunakan mek!!!" Hiks! *skadar gambar hiasan
  • "Ali gunakan I utk ratah tubuh I - tu jer..." BINATANG SANGAT ALI tu kan! Haaa ini kes mek sentap! Gunakan cinta dan org tu semata² kerna sex! Kalau contoh Ali gunakan Joyah sebab sex, mek bukan skadar marah Ali - JOYAH pong sama. Yang pi dok layan tu pasai pa? GETEK SANGAT? Tapi yer la - you cannot blame Joyah sangat, can you? KATANYA CINTA kat si Ali - sanggup nih gadai badan, KAN? I mean, get real lah - these days, memang cam tu. "I lap you, you lap me. I give my body, you take - because I lap u..." KAN!? Betul dak u ols? And plus - THIS alasan, this, he/she used me for sex nih - MEMANG the paling the kejiest, KAN? Eeee - unacceptable!!! Mek tak leh terima! Mek bantah! I saman u - see you in court! *sambil betulkan spec mata hitam persis Saloma punye... hehehe...

"Sorry yer - I'll see u in court! Nak gunakan I, dan cinta I, utk puaskan nafsu binatang u tu? Sorry! Walaupun u nak membinatangkan diri u dengan I in ur tux ke coat ke ape ke, I, sorry - am not that cheap! See u in court!" Kenape nih!?!? What's wrong with me nih - letak pics² yang tak der kaitan nih!?!?!?!*skadar gambar hiasan

Dan last kali... DAN LAIN LAIN kepentingan katanya. Macam² lagi la kalau kita leh tgk, reasons why some ppl sanggup gunakan org dan cinta org tu utk kepentingan diri sendiri. Antaranya yang lain, (which mek wont huraikan sebab mek dosi ngantuks sundal! It's 2:01am dos!)...
  • Gunakan org/ cinta demi kepentingan Business: Ade kannn org gunakan cinta/ org utk kepentingan business? CHUP! Mek dinch gunakan org/ cinta utk memajukan business travel agency mek nah! ADDINCH! Hehehe...
  • "Kerana kepentingan Politic, I sanggup gunakan org/ cinta": Ah yes - eh, ade ke?
  • Personal reasons: Haaa - nih selalu kan. "Ha - kenapa dia gunakan u ols? Sebab utk kepentingan peribadi dia la - sikitkalau mek korek, dia jawab... 'Ade lerrrr' - So tu, peribadi la kan?" <- hahah! Mati la aku dah mula merepek!
Secara kesimpulannya, I must say, teknik guna²kan org dan cintanya pada u ols, utk, for whatever reasons sekali pun, biar pun u ols nak argue cakap, "I gunakan si dia utk kepentingan bersama - tak der nye I gunakan dia utk kepentingan sendiri" - ADDINCH! Mek tak mo argue cam tu sebab bagi mek, guna utk kebaikkan ke, kejahatan ke, GUNA is TETAP GUNA!
Manusia, dan cintanya, BUKANLAH BENDA yang boleh diguna²kan, TAWWW!!!!

Sekian...

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DISCLAIMER: Harap memaklumi nah! Entry nih NAN ADO kaitan dengan sapo². Tapi, kalau terasa,... mek no komen u ols! Sapa suruh makan cabai!? *mati la mek nanti kena maki "LU CIBAI LA LEA! ENTRY LU NIH GUA TRASA BEB!" - hahaha so sebelum mek kena - LETS! LARIIII!!!! Hehehehe...




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Posted at 1:31:27 am by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah

adik_fefetstiyah
March 16, 2006   01:38 PM PST
 
ayoooo... mek suker entry nih!!! mek sker u ols.... very der!!!!

Tapi klu laki untuk gambar pertama tu... meks sanggup je gadai body mek~hiks!!!
dshashay
March 17, 2006   10:18 AM PST
 
bagi ash lakan .. rupa paras n body 2 numero duo laa.. yg penting u dah knal giler khinzir ngan hati ur couple tue so rase2 kene con tue possibility kurang risk skit ... in other word knal betul2 dulu baru nak cintan bagai .. tapi nasibla kan .. kekadang dah kenal bagai pun tapi tipah kan tertipu jugak .. so in adder words .. be xtra xtra careful .. siasat dulu background , kekawan ..bla n\bla bla ..hikss
joliekins
March 17, 2006   08:18 PM PST
 
I LOVE DYNASTY! I LOVE FALLON (PAMELA SUE MARTIN)



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