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Monday, May 02, 2005

Dialah Abangku...

Dearest all...

Remember pagi tadik I told you guys that I have something very derrr sensasi nak cerits kan? Well.. here this. It's about my brother and how he 'kantoi' with ME, adik dia sendiri! Mek suke mek suke caras muka abang sendiri! LOL!!!

Ok, so, ok, so,... like, it's like, HAIYOH! HOW DO I START NIH!?!?!? OK... I have 2 big brothers and one small sister. And since small, I was kindda like VERY the rapat with my second brother nih. Memang since we shared the same bedroom (until he left me for boarding school for form 4 and form 5 in 88 and 89 kot), so we were practically tak dapat ok nak dipisahkan. Very der punye rapat, tapi well figured, bile dia tinggalkan mek ke boarding school (which waktu tu mek still bongsu in the family) - I felt, ditched, unwanted, tak disayangi abang sendiri (yess yess call it drama queen since the day I was born ok!) Ehehe. SO since that period of time, me and my Abang N went so like very apart, although I still love him, tapi, tah lah, macam, we weren't as close as before. So thats the whole issue of how once rapat - then tetiber jadi tak rapat for such long years - lepas tu baru rapat balik, tapi pun, rapat lite2. Ehehehe.

So since dari dia in boarding school sampai ke time he left for England to study sane, I memang kenal sangat his circle of friends. S and T were like his kawan paaaaaaaling baik and as far as I was concerned, when I was 17yo, I sudah boleh figured out that S and T, dua dua very der adik2. Very the lembut lite2. So that made me wondered abt my own abang. Abang ku nih, straight ke idak? Hurmmmmm... you know, he does have a nice ass yang tertonggek sikit for a straight guy - I wondered to myself, and sometimes even discussed it with my friends

I kept on wondering about my abang's lifestyle and sexual preferences since I was 16 actually, but never took it seriously until I habis SPM and furthered my studies as well. After habis second semester form 4 kat MRSM, cuti semester tu, me went to London to visit my Abang N for 3 weeks. 3 weeks kat sana mek belajar la jugak dua tiga bende pasal my Abang N nih. Selain dari very the moodirina dan selalu jer feeling2 period (he's soooo soo like me, kan? Ehehe) - he had a lot of GUY friends instead of girl friends. Hmmmmm... tak per. Nothing funny happened waktu 3 minggu mek kat London time itiew. Although... hmmm... tah lah.

But this one very funny kes jadik kat Subang - both of us were on Summer holidays in 1998. So anyways, he ngan I waktu tu stayed lah kat our apartment in USJ - sort of like, for a while jer. So my friends and all had the chance to actually meet my abang yang time tu masuk Cleo's 50 Most Eligible Bachelor of The Year 1998. Please lah! Kezis! Ehehehe...

I remembered that it was at Subang Parade; I was with couple of my adik2 friends also... sitting down, lepaks, when he called my mobile...

"J... where are u?"
"J kat Parade ler Abang N... awat?"
"I need u to pass Mama something. U're meeting her up later kan? Abang N nak gi Genting kejap lagi with few friends, so takut tak sempat nak pass to Mama..."
"Ha... meh la hantaqkan kat J kat Parade nih..."

Then - moments later, he came, and passed me this envelope ape tah, to have it passed to my mom. As he was walkin' away from me and my friends...

"Eh... J... your abang, gay also like you ah?"
Whhhatt!!?!?!? This friends of mine can tell!?!? Haiyoh - so much for him being soooo straight!
"E eh? I didn't say anything..."
"J, wei, common' lah. Like, any idiot can tell? He jalan tertonggek, jari nak passkan ko envelope tu tadi very der lah melentiks... you think we all cannot detect meh? And you told us he dances ballroom dancing kan?"
"Excuse me - latin dancing champion lah dia tu... Ooooppss!" yes, me and my big bloody mouth! Pecahkan lobang abang sendiri.... MEK SUKE!!!!!!!!!!! Eehehehe.
"Theree! LATIN somemore. So that explains the tonggekness and the lentikness! DUH!"

Haiyoh - my friends can detect katanye... to whom yang mek tak pernah citer apa apa pasal my brother being gay ke ape ke. Hummmmmmm... lagi mek curious lah pasal dia nih. Mek had to find out more!!!

I managed to meet up S, kawan abang kiew yang by 98 tu dah one of Malaysia's top tennis players who so happened to work and play tennis for Public Bank. Ooppss - too detail too detail. Ehehe. Anyhow, mek jumpe si S tu, mek korek2 lah pasal abang mek. Rupenye... as much as I wanted to korek, S refused to tell me anything... dia cakap...

"He is your brother.. you go lar find out him what he has been doin' in London since 1990 tu..."

Sounded as if macam, dah dinch rapats jer? Gaduh ke? Alaaa.. lantak lah - that wasn't my area of concern and definitely was not my problem- diaorang still kawan ke idak ke, lantak lah. Tapi mek sense yang diaorang dah dinch rapat. Mesti kes jeles2 tarik rambut gittiew. Eheheh. My Abang N memang jeles ngan S since they were in form 1 lagi, mek noticed, as S was really good in tennis, and Abang N wasn't. And S wasn't the genius and the brainiest in the class - Abang N was as for that matter. So ade lah kelebihan dan kekurangan masing2 - which LATER I found out MEMANG diaorang dah tak rapat and dua2 memang busuk hati on each other. SO ADIK2!

On the other hand, kelembikkan kelembutan si S nih mek dapat rasakan awal2 lagi dah. And he was kindda very open about himself, so lagi membuatkan mek meluak2 nak tahu pasal my abang pada waktu itiew, yang dah lama kususpect tapi, mek dinch dapat any black and white... urghh!!!! Sentaps!

Nak dijadikan cerita, THANKS TO mIRC again, yang telah menjawab segalan kenfongkiusan mek pada waktu itiew. You see, kat our apartment, ado lah this pc that me and my bro shared. And Abang N ngan mek ALWAYS make it a point, sapa yang last guna pc, kena clear cookies, histories and bla bla bla. So one night mek masuk pc mek and mek masuk mIRC. Nahhhh! Ade some details tak diclearedkan. Sapa lagi punye details - kalau tak abang aku si nangoi tu. Dia sebok suruh clearkan everything - dia pulak lupa. Mek abaikan? DINCH! Mek take note ok nickname itieew!!! Tulis dalam notebook nih. Lepas pada malam itiew, EVERYTIME aku online kat memana - mek MUSTI check if THAT nickname was online at that time. Tuhan tu maha nak menunjukkan kat mek - one fine day, as me kat cc - I online, nah!!!!!!! Check check, that nickname yang ade kat PC mek itiew, ONLINE ALSO! Check ip - CONFIRMED - ip add umah mek! Check channels - haiyoh!!!!!!! GAYASIAN and GAYMALAYSIA katanya! Nah thats it!

Bermula lah kes mek mencaras mukanye dlm mIRC; I purak2 menyamar jadik GWM (gay white man- as abang mek memang RAMAI, and I DO SAY, RAMAAAAI kawan mat salleh dari Malays or Malaysians... so mek had that strong feeling dia taste GWM!) dan mek mengayat lahhh lawyer yang baru 2 3 tahun bekerja itiew dan bergelar Latin Dance Champion itiew! Hehehehe...

Nak tahu apa mek caras kat muka dia!? Eheheeh - tunggu sambungannya nanti... Mueieueiueieueieueieu..............



Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah





Posted at 2:37:22 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah

katadah.warriors
May 2, 2005   02:53 PM PDT
 
rasa mcm kenal la..eh..ye ke kenal?? tak kot ?? aiyo..kompius... fius ku terbakarr..
shay
May 3, 2005   11:46 AM PDT
 
haiyoh badan...huhuhu muskul
tukangtaip
May 4, 2005   06:05 AM PDT
 
Hhehehh bizzare story but entertaining :D Can't wait to see the next instalmnent.



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