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Sunday, October 16, 2005

ONCE UPON A TIME, I WAS THAT SHOWGIRL - Episode 24

From the last episode... Episode 22: Back in the limelight...

Life went on for me, biarpun berpuasa tapi tetap ade tawaran shows dan performances yang mek kena attend/ buat. What to do - dah kemaruk sangat nak show, kan? Nahhh hambek! LOL! Tapi walaupun bershow segala bagai, puasa tetap ok. Ingat jugak waktu² berbuka posa dengan Mak Ayam Sharmine, Kak Iterk, Abang Zali, Abang Zambry, Freda and the rest - Valeri, semua geng² Fabulous Disco Show cast kat CM tu - meeriiiah sangat! Dan lepas berbuka/ makan, NAHHH! Bermulalah transformasi jadik showgirl utk show malam itiew. Tapi it was fun, walaupun memenatkan. Ini la dikala mek tgh bergumbira di hari² akhir mek sebelum...

Episode 24: "THE END" - It's almost there...

It was somewhere lepas raya 2004, dah masuk December dah kot, dalam entry nih. For me, 2004 macam sekejap jer. Pejam celik pejam celik, dah masuk penghujung tahun. Tapi, as usual for me, biasa la kan, me tetapnya busy with my shows with Glitters.com and also the Fabulous Disco Show group in Liquid itiew. Offer shows makin menjadi², sejenak me terasa am really at the peak. Dan lepas Raya, mek kiranya makin ligat kesana kesini buat show.

Mek dengan Glitters.Com

Namun, in the festive season spirit of Raya, mek tetap tak lupa attending to my friends open houses semua bagai; yer la, that's another fine way to show mek tetap friendly dan ade kelapangan nak pi jenguk open house kengkawan mek walaupun temanya mek busy with my shows. Namun begitu, mek rase macam end of 2004 nih macam biase jer, nothing so fancy la kot.

Tapi seingat²nya mek, masuknye week kedua kot in December tu, mek decided to pull out from the Abfab Disco Diva Showgirls group, AGAIN (and boyyy did I timbulkan a bit fuss abt this, AGAIN. Ramai la sokseksoksek 5M kan mek pasal kes mek suddenly quit the group). Serious u ols, ramai yang bising pasal kes penarikan diri mek dari the group. "Apa dia pikir dia STAR sangat nak quit² cam tu?" "Sapa dia tu, berangan jer lebih!" dan lain². Masalahnya, if I CONTINUE staying in the group, mek akan lebih TENSI sebenarnya sebab... well, some ppl dalam group tu dah sedar, banyak bias la dalam group tu. Pilih kasih yang teramat la sangat.

Like for instance, sorang diva tu. Asik lah DIAAAA aje yang lead, DIA aje laaaa yang buat lagu² meletop dan satu malam buat 4 ke 5 shows - dan kami nih yang junior² nih (tapi lebih cantik dari depa la kan - opps! Mati la mek!) asik lah di sumbatkan jadik back up. Mana tahan beb. Pastu ade sorang lagi tu pulak, showgirl kuat ampu - feeeeeeeeeling la dia mengampu semua yang geng² senior nih, asik lah bodek kuat dan also always suka caras bossy nih - mek tak tahan lah. I mean, the group dah bukan bagai family dah. The group semua dah feeling diva. Semuanya! Mana nye nak berbaik² feeling² family!? NAN ADO! So mek decided, THAT'S IT! NO MORE of this! Nak carutcaras muka mek, GO AHEAD! Mek terima! But I will not stay and stand ppl pijak kepala I just because I am considered a newbie. Owwwwhhh time² nak pinjam barang, dresses, cds ke ape ke, regarding $$$ ke, baik nih! Tapi bila time show, dia lah nak buat semua lagu. Dia la nak feeling glam. Dia lah nak lead tu lead nih - tapi show, miming, HANCUR! Kononnya nak concentrate menari, tu sebab miming hancur. Ok la - kalau nak sangat concentrate dancing, MAI jadik back up aku - biar mek yang jadik lead. Yer la kan, bak kata depa, MEK KAN KAYU! Dinch gherti menari. So bagi la mek part nak miming jer, kan?

SEDEH sangat! Tu belum kes TIKAM belakang; depan cakap baik, belakang 5Mkan kita?! HANJS sangat! So dengan itu, mek dah amik keputusan, mek nak 'switch off' myself dari the group's main plug. Kowser la aku nak stay on. But this time, mek quit bukan utk menyendiri ke ape ke - tapi mek decided nak go back on being a freelance dancer (while at the same time menten jer dengan Glitters). Senang u ols, tak der gaduh nak commitment dengan sesiapa, kan? I mean, like - apa mek nak buat, hal mek. Tak payah nak pening² kepala pon.

On the other hand, did I tell you ols that mek yang dah tamatkan contract dengan MH itiew, telah pergi with most of the KJ girls, ke interview terbuka Air Asia, somewhere early bulan December itiew? Yes u ols - mek pergi ok walaupun temanya mek bukannye suka Air Asia at first, tapi, well - nak buat cam mana. Gian nak fly balik, kan? So pergi ajo la. Well, I was so excited about it at first bilemana mek telah berjaya, managed to passed the 1st round of interview di Park Royal Hotel. Mek suka sangat! (e eh? Tadik bukan ke mek cakap mek dinch suka Air Asia? LOL!) Dan the next thing I knew, I was called up for the second interview di HQ Air Asia in KLIA, about a week after kot. Waktu nih, the KJ girls really helped me out on this; siap temankan mek for the interview. Hehehe...

Lagikpun, bulan November, lepas Raya up till my last days in KL, mek banyak spend time dengan geng KJ di Puchong itiew. Almost everyday mek rase. Macam² la kami buek; pi clubbing la, cc 24-7 la, cikcurinas katanya melalui alam cyber nih! LOL! Mek had fun sangat dengan depa - Uptown almost every other nights, lepak² here lepak² there - haiyoh! Time² tu mek rase, Thank God mek still have them.

Lepak dengan geng² KJ bukan sebarang lepak - mek also ade buat shows dengan diaorang jugak (sorry la, ini pic lama nih, dinch ads pics² yang mek tgh buat show ngan gang KJ yang lain. Hiks!)

It's like what they say, "...ke mana lagik kuah kalau tak tumpah ke nasik", kan? The way I see it, bermulanya mek hidup as a drag dari KJ, berakhirnya pun also with the KJ girls. Why not USJ girls? Waktu tu - it seems that the KJ girls still stick to each other whereas the Subang USJ girls, well, what can I say - semuanya membawa haluan memasing yang teramatlah jauh utk mek catch up already.

So anyways, about the interview with Air Asia. At first it didn't helppo me having to put all this last month of missery (dalam limelight yer missery itiew - hiks!) as a great month... Yeah so it seems I had some rough times the past few months walaupun it looked as if I was having the time of my life, tapi those yang really stood by me, and yang tahun hujung pangkal A to Z, I'm sure depa paham what I meant with 'Rough Times'.

Hiks. HOWEVER, on 31st December, 2004 - I'VE GOT A CALL FROM AIR ASIA, AND THEY WANTED TO ME TO REPORT FOR DUTY MONDAY 3RD JAN 2005!!! Yeap, I'VE GOT IT! I'm reporting for duty/ training AS A CHARTED FLIGHT CREW MEMBER! Well, at least, its' a start of flying again and what a great way to start 2005! Thank you LORD! I'll be with charted crew for 2 months, and if I progress and perform well which I don't think I might get any problems, they would take me up as a permenant crew. So basically, although DECEMBER started off macam sedeh je for me, but December 31st, it changed everthing! Alhamdulillah...

But then again, my happiness tak lama - in fact, tak sampai 24hours pun, when fate took that happiness away and brought me back to AS. I had to go back due to some personal family reasons. At first, it was regarding my grandmother, yang my parents claimed to be really sick. So they nak me balik AS and jaga my granny sebab diaorang tak dapat nak balik AS. Yeah rite. Balik² jer, sehat jer mek nengok my granny? MOTIF? I was so pissed to find out that my granny tak suruh pun mek balik AS. Menurut my dad, my granny yang sakit tu hanya nak mek jer balik jaganya di kampung - ADO? NAN ADO. The first few months tu mek memang moody bagai semua - like, they (my parents) really² nakkan me to stay. Tapi apa sebabnya? Ape lah sebab yang nak suruh mek stay sampai I had to mintak Air Asia KIV kan my name from my Jan 3rd class tu?

I'm giving up all this - motif? Hmmmm...

Well - you know what they say. If you think you've sacrificed a big deal, pastinya pulangannya akan lebih lumayan, kan? ... Tapi apenye pulangannya itiew?

~Segalanya akan terjawab dalam episode 25 (Wallahua'lam bila tapi InsyaAllah episode 25 tu will be the LAST EPISODE...)~





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Posted at 2:30:30 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah

Natasha abduallh
October 16, 2005   05:31 PM PDT
 
well, i have tis feeling tht ur rushing to finish tis entry off . Very much looking forward for the last episode ( walaupun sedih , couse its gonna end , bole ? )
Nurlea Laurielle
October 16, 2005   06:42 PM PDT
 
Natasha: bukannye mek nak rush nak habiskan entry ni. The fact that memang dah dinch ado apo yang nak mek ceritskan dah - tapi nantikan the finale. MEMANG mek ade banyak nak bongkarkan dalam the final chapter. MRASAAAAA... hiks!
Lee Novotny
October 16, 2005   07:44 PM PDT
 
itu Kie ker yg posing dgn u ols tuh?? Waaahhh suka tengok gambar u both kat situ!
Nurlea Laurielle
October 17, 2005   01:37 PM PDT
 
Lee: yes u ols. itiew si Kie Khairie Cute tu la. HAHAHA
NonStop22
October 17, 2005   06:30 PM PDT
 
Kak Lea.....
Akan berakhir Kisah showgirls ni kan...Jatuh Bangun Pahit maung Ditelan hebat...Its like macam citer Soap Drama yang akan berakhir ceritanya..Anyway kak lea...U've a strong babe in da glamerous limelight life...anyway u now Happy wif ur life kan..Happy for u already...hehehe
Wateva it Is...Ppl known u as Miss tak Serik2..Miss Intellegence...Miss Runner Up always...N Dun forget MISS MALAYSIA.....Be proud wif those achievements while others cant...;)

Dusta Semalam Satu Kenangan
Semalam Berdusta imbau Sejarah
Titip Rindu Kenangan Semalaman
Tangis gembira Sebak Berdarah

Urs always Kota Singa Munta Bro
NonStop22
AdamdrAgx
October 23, 2005   11:32 PM PDT
 
Aiyoh!!!

macam cerita filem lak.... ending syahdu sesangat!! hopefully closing entry jangan la sedih2....

entahlah... Adam sayu sangat dengar 25th last episode!! very the Telenovela!!!

AdamdrAgx
sean
November 13, 2005   02:19 PM PST
 
hehehe dpt jugeks sean habiskan baca story mori dlm nie.. what wonderfull story u have..hmm bleh buat buku org cakap..anyway..bukan soal chanteks, award or whatever yg sean nak cakap..ttp paling penting cerita, harga diri, semangat dan pendirian dlm hidup perlu di jadikan contoh teladan..bravoooo's...




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