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Thursday, June 16, 2005

ONCE UPON A TIME, I WAS THAT SHOWGIRL - Episode 14


From the last episode... Episode 13: The other part about 2003...

I guess all I'm trying to say here is this - I wouldn't be what I am today - if it wasn't for all the three groups, but especially GLITTERS.COM. No doubt, I started drag with Subang girls, then on to KJ Girls - but Glitterslah group yang mengajar mek selok belok dunia show dengan lebih terpeinchi dan mendalamz. Pelbagai tricks, facial expressions - dramas, acts, yang diaorang aja. Being a showgirl isn't always about staying pretty and do lip sync shows. Its about having pride in what you do, and doin' your best and let it all out in what you're performing. With Glitters - I learned how to NANGIS during buat show, how to hilangkan muka menten lawo dan buat muka buruk - with the group jugak lah mek belajar buat lawak bodoh during shows - and most of all, Glitters.Com made me feel that theres no place like a showgirls' world...

Episode 14: 2004 - A beginning of a more-challenging year (First half of 2004- Part 1)



2004 started off well - I was the new Miss Malaysia 2003/2004**. I couldn't have been better than that! The feeling was, 'Oouwhh la-laa!!'

**A walk to remember - Miss Malaysia 2003/2004 Part 1, Part 2, Part 3 and Part 4 (The Finals)

Despite goin' through what it seems like a rough-time, I actually made it! Mek berjaya!!! I mean, look where I am now? (then, that is). I was at the peak of my own world and nothing around me could stop me now. I felt great. I finally won something worth doin'/ fighting/ competing for - and I was a showgirl- Everybody knew me, everyone knew who Lady Loreal was and I thought that was it (the rough-time thingie), no more masalahs, no more anything - tapi sebenarnye, ade lagik halangan2 yang bakal kutempuhi - and it happened oh yes in the year of 2004.



Selepas menang Miss Malaysia - I made it clear, announcing to almost everyone and everybody that I will not compete in transgender (gayboy)'s beauty pageant anymore. I've won myself Miss Malaysia Transgender, and I'm gonna keep that title safe (no cemar2kan the title by competing in the same category beauty pageants again and ended up kalah - siape malu? Mek jugak. Malu kenapasal? Yer lah. Dah menang Miss Malaysia TG, compete lagik contest lain dengan same TG groups, tgk2 kalah, how?) until I serahkan the title to my successor. So everyone knew that I was gonna concentrate more on Transsexuals' beauty pageants lepas2 tu. SO timbullah pulak hal2 kexi mengexi about me tak sedarkan diri (asalnya TG tapi ade hati compete dengan TS - but wait, I've gone through this problem since last year lagik.. so why bother? LOL!) I didn't pedulik ape orang nak kate - janji, TS punye title, Mek belum pegang! Highest achievement was when I won 1st Runner-up at the Miss Universe Diva (TS) 2003 (Yang mek kalah dengan mak ayam sendiri tu la, Shasha Penang itiew - hehehe). So I told myself, selagi me dinch pegang title TS or duduk kat tgh2 (meaning menang lah) - I will not give up. Biar lah apa orang nak kata - caci maki hina ke ape ke - janji I tak kaco orang and teruskan niat nak compete; biarpun sebok dengan flights and also performing shows with GDC (GliitersDotCom).





Selain dari goin' through rough times di caci maki sebabkan statement of the year tannak compete dengan gayboys lagi tu, I had another masalah, which apparently telah buat martabat mek as Miss Malaysia jatuh, go down de derainnn u ols!!! Derop habis my water face. Mek digelar Miss Malaysia A.K.A Miss Courts Mammoth 2003!!! WHY!? This is why... Duit cash prize hasil kemenangan mek as Miss Malaysia 2003 (together with duit hadiah subsidiary titles yang mek sapu bersih malam tu) - masih belom dapat. Imagine??? Konsep IOU dulu sebab kata organizer, sponsors lari dari bayar sponsored cash prize money itiew... MOTIF!? Duh - you should have the money in your hands dulu sebelom pikiaq ada hati nak buat pageant sebesar2 alam nih? Like - mek sentap! The issue went on and on - winners semua mengejar organizer kehulu kehilir for the money. Imagine lah mek menang RM3K plus - gilos nak pejam mata cam tu jer? Pastu lepas discussed with the organizers and what not, kata putus telah diterima - bayaran akan diberi secara ansuran dan mengikut giliran. MOTIF dan TEMANYA? Oklah - mek terima aje. Sebab kalau ikut skema like that, I should be the one yang akan dibayar dulu dan patut habis bayaran semua dulu, ye dok? Rupe2nye, ADO? Nan ado - style nye seperti berikut...

Mula2 bayar 1/3 out of my first prize cash money (which doesn't include my subsidiary title cash money prize itiew - kexi!) lepas tu bayar 1/3 out of my 1st-runner-ups' prize cash money - then to 2nd runners up,.. and then balik kepada mek, then kepada my 1st runner-up.. so and so forth. Paham dak? Nahhhh! Nak tunggu sampai beruban ke baru nak habis? And plus the organizer said bayaran akan start dibuat bulan 3. HABIS TU!?!?!? Jan and Fab, haus lah? Kexi!!! (mujur 2004's Miss Malaysia pageant lain orang yang organize/ handle. And the 2004 punye event went on smoothly, even when it comes to bayaran duit kemenangan.. mek suke organizer 2004! 2003, sedeh!!!!) - haaa.. dan tatkala itu lah, hal kes ini tersebar luas satu KL dan dengan itu, mek dengan segala resmi mesmi nye digelar Miss Courts Mammoth! SEDEH!

Dah la goin' through 3M (mengumpat, mengutuk, mengeji) dikalangan lawan serta kawan sekitar KL regarding the issue about me tak sedar diri tannak ngaku diri sebagai TG dan berangan nak lawan dan jadik seperti TS, ditambah pulak dengan kes jadik cetti bergerak mengejar organizer bab duit kemenangan Miss Malaysia 2003 - ade lagi satu issue/ perkara berbangkit...



"Eh, korang perasan tak Lady dah gemok sikit?"

Haiyoh!!!!!!!!! Perlu ke issue berat badan mek dipersoalkan? Remember waktu Miss Universe TG 2003 yang I represented Colombia and got 2nd Runner Up to the title tu? Ha - kan waktu tu pon I was a bit berisi dan maha bentat, kan? Imagine this time - ppl said I was even worse! Haiyoh! Bentat sangat ke!?!?! It may not seem like a big problem to you guys but to me, since I CARE SO MUCH ABOUT WHAT OTHER PPL THINKS ABOUT ME - it was definitely a problem to remember! Dan timbul hal berat badan, timbul pulak issue lain (which yang nih, mek sendirik korek lubang sendiri dan carik masalah orang akan berkata...) - I went and did something which again telah melanggar pendirian mek dahulu kala.



Remember I said, about tannak drag full - nah, dah siap menari dan bertanding ratu cantik dah. Remember I said about tannak compete dengan TS, just nak menten with TG je? Nahh, at that time, dah pon menang 1st Runner-up Miss Universe TS. And remember when I said I will never do pills, or inject anything? Hmmmmm... NO! Of course not! Its not like what you think. Mek dinch inject hormon lah! Ish. I did something to my face actually - mek inject collagen kat dagu mek - kasik nampak runcing! Yeap, I langgari my own statement. Itu lah mek cakap dalam past entry, jgn cakap tannak do this tannak do that - in the end, tgk la dagu mek!? LOL!!! So lepas inject itiew inject ini (kat dagu jer lah - 7 jarums ok!) - I had somewhat a dagu of purrfection (namun lepas tu noticed senget siket! LOL!)- dan ia dah jadik buah mulut adik2 TS and TG in KL - mek kena laggggggggggi!!!



So although I thought 2004 gonna start off well, ghuper2nye, nan ado! Despite semua 3M dan issue2 berbangkitz nih, I still went on with my shows, performing seperti biasa (nama itu sudah up lagi lah by this time! Hehehhe) and talking about bile buat shows, ramai yang commented I've changed dalam style performing, lebih, how should I say, matang? And the fact that ramai enjoyed my shows and complimented on my shows dan jugak on my fake beauty itiew. LOL! Tapi, seriously, sometimes it made me wondered - "Diaorang enjoyed my show becoz of my show, or sebab enjoy tgk ME on stage?" Get it tak? Like - they (the audience) datang tu, tgk show mek sebab minat tgk me perform, or just nak tgk kecantikan mek? (haiyoh! Hazab statement kiew ini! But its true - I though about it all the time - like, serious ke show mek meletop? Ke depa suka tgk something beautiful jer, biarpon show macam kayu? Hmmm). Walau apa apa pon, pemikiran tu tak lama sebab mek leka dan asyik dibuai compliments (regardless about the show ke or about my kecantikkan ke or about my DAGU ke! Oppsss). And the first half of 2004 nih pon, I was also busy competing in various TS beauty pageants - sampai ade yang kata "Alahai - alih2 muka nih je? Tak der muke lain ke?" and this part mek akan kupaskasankan dalam Once upon a time, I was that Showgirl Episode 15: 2004 - A beginning of a more-challenging year (First half of 2004- Part 2). Dan just to let u know whats coming, dalam part 2 itiew, akan ada satu lagi statement of the year!!! "ENOUGH with Beauty Pageants"... Haiyoh!! Perlu ke!?!?!??


Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah
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Posted at 12:30:00 pm by Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah

5thE
June 16, 2005   09:50 PM PDT
 
noks... u ols, i was not there to witness ur shows...boo hoo.... adakah akan kembali zaman2 itu wahai Lea?...nak tangok la show u ols... merks dgr dgr dari chatroom ajer....
Laurielle
June 17, 2005   01:34 AM PDT
 
5thE: ape yang u ols dengar dari chatrooms u ols? Kembali? Maybe - insyaAllah soon I think... just, I might not compete la kot - continue with shows maybe tapi tak seaktive dulu la kot? tah.. tgk la lagu mana nanti .. heheh
baby beeŽ
June 17, 2005   11:35 AM PDT
 
L.. pesal setengah gams....berprots berbagai....
Marialaurielleni
June 17, 2005   12:06 PM PDT
 
BB: Badan mek kan cepat naik cepat turun - very the tak der skala ketetapanz gittu. Ehehehe
AdamdrAgx
October 23, 2005   09:20 PM PDT
 
Heheheh!!! I like that "Never say NEVER!!" statement tu....

bcoz u will NEVER KNOW!!! Hahhahah!!!

Clurst!!

AdamdrAgx



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